Wednesday, December 5, 2007

   hiya! ^^ COMMENT PLEASE!!! X3

icon of the day: hmm.... i have a feeling it's gonna be a long post YESTERDAY: it totaly sucked.... >_< first: i had a giant head ache again. *shrugs* nothing i could do about that. then i had to MAKE paper in art class while trying to finish another art project that i hadn't finished yet. *rolls eyes* then i had to sit though spanish not being able to pay attention thanks to that gay head ache. then i had to take a test in spanish.... THEN i had to run around like an idiot in gym feeling light headed the whole time and then they forced to do Tae Bo after our insane running!! yes, Tae Bo is better than voliball (sp) but it's not so great when you know you have no cordination... XD now THAT's not fun... ^^' then i forgot my lunch and had no lunch money to get a lunch... besides the fact that i forgot my ID card at home thinking i wasn't gonna need it... *sigh* then i had math. i had to take a freaking placement exam so that they now where to put us next year. i'll tell you... those 18 questions were the hardest questions i have ever tried to answer in math. only 18 questions but it took me half the block trying to figure out ONE problem... ^^' (one block is 1hr and 20min) IT WAS INSANE!! i think i got maybe 2 right!!! >_< then after that i had to stay after school until 4:30!!! (school gets out at 2:00) IT WAS INSANE!!! and that was for a math review class because apparently my math teacher thinks that i'm stupid or something... yet i'm doing WAY better than i was last year!!! so that was like 3 hours of math in a row.... >_< i almost DIED!!! TODAY: I DIDN'T HAVE SCHOOL!!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *coughing fit* HAHAHAHA *cough gag* haha.... *almost dies from lack of oxygen* ^___^ YAY!!!!! *thrusts fist into the air* *shrugs* the only problem is... is that now... I'M BORED. can you believe it?! i'm bored in school yes... but now that i finally have a day off i'm even more bored.... >_< INSANE! ... i don't have a gold fish.... actually i've never had a gold fish.... XD nope... i've had like... 5 beta fish. (japanese fighting fish) but not at one time of course!! ^^' they'd all kill eachother... because that's what type of fish they are.... O.O! scary fish... XD uh.... POEMS! XD I looked at you, And you looked at me. I blinked once, And you winked at me. I smiled a big smile, And you frowned at me. I said, ‘I love you’, And you said, ‘I’m not free’. Death comes and goes. Sometimes our time is Cut short, Other times it’s dragged Out too long. I can’t sleep, I’m thinking of you. I close my eyes, I see you. I start to dream, There you are. Too bad in person, I’m ignored. I wish I was as invisible As you make me feel. i hope you liked them. i shall try to visit some sites today. ^^' **Dark-San** ~Great at being the loner~

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Monday, December 3, 2007

YO! X3 Comment PLEASE!!

icon of the day: Uh..... lets see...... well.... last day i posted was... Saturday right? allrightly then.... :D Sunday: i did my homework. woo hoo! >_< and dun dun dun DUN!!! TODAY: :D today was allright. i suppose you could say that. because it wasn't bad either. it was kinda an 'egh' kinda day. if you know what i mean. although the terrible part was the fact that i had 3 tests today. 3!! THREE!!!! >_< ARGH!! and i didn't study for any of them. NONE. ZIP. NADA. NOTHING. NOT ONE TINY TINY BIT. and let me tell you... that Earth Science test was rough! >_< i swear i BOMBED that one. i swear if i even got a 70 on that thing i'd be in heaven... XD well.... you know that boy i like? the one that doesn't really pay any attention to me? well... he paid attention to me today. :3 XD i felt like i was floating up way high above the clouds. i was lost in a day dream all day. but then i just realized that he talked to me because this other girl that he normaly talks to in the morning wasn't there at the moment and i think he was bored. (that's my opinion) -_- well... there's always a sad ending to these kind of things, isn't there? *sigh* oh well... well... it snowed last night and then it downpoured rain... and then this morning it was hail. >_< during the day it snowed again. i hate snow. I WISH IT WOULD RAIN ALL THE TIME. i envy the people living in seattle. i swear when i get old enough to get out of this hell hole i'm going there. there will be no more me living in new york. not ever!! NEVER AGAIN!! i can't wait. for whatever reason i feel so calm and i feel like everything's okay when it rains. and when it snows i get all aggitated. and when it's sunny i feel like i wanna scream. O.O! do you think i'm crazy?! >.< because i do. who wants so scream when it's sunny?! (besides a vampire ^^') well... my mom does call me a vampire.... HMMMM.... THAT'S IT!! i'm a vampire. THAT CAN BE THE ONLY EXPLAINATION. right? *shrugs* well.... MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *coughing fit* HAHAHAHA.... *cough* haha... OKAY... POEMS!!! X3 enjoy them please!! ^_~ 1st one: walk the halls don't stay long your fears will consume the ones you once knew and forgeting so soon will make you go boom. 2nd one: crying all alone no one sees no one knows it's kept all inside all you see is a smiling outside. No one realizes that thoughts the are inside until they see you no longer by your side. 3rd one: Falling Laughing Crying Confining in my room i stay walking the long corridors not realizing i'm there to stay. that's all the poems i'm gonna put up for now. you'll have to wait if you want more. ^^ hopefully i'll be on either weds. or thurs. i might not get to many sites... SORRY! T__T bye bye! ~Nya! **Dark-San** ~Great at being the loner~

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Saturday, December 1, 2007

   hiya! *almost falls alseep* COMMent.... PLEAse....

icon of the day: didn't go to school yesterday... i slept ALL day... i had an enormus head ache that made my head feel like it was really huge or something. it really sucked. >_< i hate head aches and i've been getting them A LOT lately... *sigh* i'm really tired still because i staye dup late last night... it's probabaly because i slept all day yesterday... :D and because of the faact i wasn't tired... my mom rented some stuff form blockbuster for me and i was up pretty late in my room watching some random stuff... you guys should was the movie "the invisable" i thought i was really good! X3 or maybe it was because i was so tired i couldn't really follow it... XD but still it was good. anyways.... i'll have my poems for you soon like i promised. i just haven't had enough time to type them out on the computer and paste them in here and the whole deal. BUT THEY WILL BE ON HERE SOON... ^^' terribly sorry for the delay. i know i've been trying to get them on here for a while now. but i'm determined to acctually get them on here this month. the only thing is my mom's going to be done with school this month and i won't have the computer because she'll be typing papers. so i won't really be on. i'll get on maybe once in a while. SORRY!! T__T gotta go! sorry... LOVE YOU ALL!! X3 **Dark-San** ~Great at being the loner~

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Thursday, November 29, 2007

   hey.... COMMENT PLEASE!!

icon of the day: OKAY... I SWEAR YOU DON'T GO TO SLEEP WHEN YOU WANT TO FINISH READING THE TWILIGHT SERIES. i haven't been sleeping very well... ^^' i keep waking up in the middle of the night and reading my book. and then i don't want to go back to sleep so i don't. and then i'm EXAUSTED. and i am extreamly exausted... i feel like a zombie... >_< and i haven't felt like this for a while... and then.... GUESS WHAT HAPPENED TODAY... I ALMOST GOT DETENTION.... AGAIN. thanks god i'm great at bullshitting... *shakes head* you know that math review class that i told you guys i didn't got to? well it turns out it was really a manditory thing... and the assistant principl came and got me during health class to figure out why i didn't go. i told him the truth at first. I REALLY DID... i told him that my math teacher never told me the room number and that i thought it was in her room. but she wasn't there so i freaked out and took the bus home (barely making it on the bus). THAT'S THE GOD'S HONEST TRUTH. he didn't seem convinced and then he questioned me about why i didn't try to figure out the room number. >_< FIRST OFF... i hate the 500 question deal that almost EVERYONE has been giving me now a days... so here i was standing in the hallway, missing my FAVORITE class, and really close to getting a detention... and i started spitting out lies. *shakes head* i hate it when i lie. but i get really scared when i'm under pressure and start spitting out stuff. i was just glad it made sence. he asked me why hadn't i gone to the office to figure out the room number. i said that i needed to go home to take care of my mom who was sick (SHE'S NOT)... and he asked me what was wrong with her... i said that i needed to take the dog out for her and that i needed to do some shoping at the store for her and i went on (i'll spare you the details)... when i was done he questioned everything.... THE WHOLE WHILE I WAS MISSING MY FAVORITE CLASS!!! i was starting to get pissed off and i think he could see it in my face. (i'm not good at hiding my feelings in my face) then he said: "i'll give you a warning because you're new here. but i next time you'll be given an extended detention if you don't show up." i almost died right there. he walked away and i slumped back into health. >_< i've never had detetion before... and extended detetion's worse than the regular one. ARGH!!! i almost killed the guy in the hallway... *sweat drop* thank god i didn't. i hate missing health class!!!! i was so ticked off!! ARGH!!! :P anyways.... it's extremly cold here and i wish it was raining instead of snowing..... i don't like the snow much. it's not good for anything exept snow ball fights. THAT'S IT. other than that i don't really like it. anyways.... how are you guys doing?! ^^ i have questions for you!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! 1. do you like Health class? 2. i just really like the teacher. (je makes it fun) 3. do you like the cold? 4. i'd rather freaze than die of heat... 5. have any pets? 6. what music do you like? 7. do you like Axel from kingdom Hearts 2? 8. i have rather strange questiond don't i? :D 9. LOVE YOU ALL!! X3 10. i'll be putting up poems soon... ^^ 11. bye bye!! ~Nya! **Dark-San** ~Great at being the loner~

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

CHYO!! (means hi in some weird language my friend made up) COMMENT PLEASE!!! X3

icon of the day: ELLO!! X3 :D i'm SO VERY sorry for not visiting yesterday!!! T__T hopefully i will today. might not though... SORRY!!! T___T PLEASE FORGIVE ME!! *bows* anyways... i was supposed to stay after for math yesterday and well.... i didn't... WHOOPS!!!! won't do that again. my math teacher got pretty mad... ^^' oh well... (trust me it's some scary shit when your math teacher's mad at you! i swear she gave me twice as much homework!! XD SCARY!) what's really patchetic is that in trigun... i just firgured out that wolfwood dies... (my favorite character) *puts head down* i feel so incredibly stupid.... *scratches head and smiles stupidly* wow.... just wow.... i have nothing more to say about that... Uh... WistfulDreamer... i keep forgeting to PM you back!! T___T!! ARGH!!! i shall do it after posting this!!!! SORRY!!!!!!!!! now... down to business.... :D there's this guy in my math class that sit's in the back of the room with me (NO I DON'T LIKE HIM) and he never has a pen with him so when Mrs. Wolf (my math teacher) hands out worksheets he never does them since he doesn't have a pen and is too lazy to ask for one... i've basically (in my opinion and mine alone) become his 'mother' XD NO SERIOUSLY!! if i see him sitting there without a pen i just hand him one! XD and if he needs paper i give it to him. and i usually get up and get him things... XD it's crazy... i should get an award for being so nice to him... :D or a cookie!! X3 kidding.... :3 hmmm...... I HAVE A MAJOR PROBLEM.... and it's not letting me sleep at night.... -__- i can't get... four guys out of my head... FOUR!!!! >. HELP!!! T__T my mom says that it's hormores... O.O!! i was thinking it's because i'm on the breaking point of insanity, mental insabablity, and because i'm uterly clueless and confused about everything in my life right now. BUT I CAN'T THEM OUT OF MY HEAD!!! does anyone happen to know of anything that would be able to help?! @_@ i'm kinda despreate here.... well.... what else lets see.... i'm going crazy? no... that's not new.... :D hmmm..... lets see... i've got nothing really more to say... I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN!!!!! X3 questions: 1. do YOU love edward cullen? :D 2. if you don't, WHY NOT?!?! 3. how could you not?! XD 4. do you like the rain? 5. i LOVE it... 6. bye bye! ~Nya! **Dark-San** ~Great at being the loner~

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

hola! :D COMMENT PLEASE! and thank you! X3

icon of the day: not gonna be a long post!! SORRY!! ^^' uh.... don't have much homework tonight though... i just have to write an essay for global... YUCK anyways.... how are you guys doing?! ^^ i suppose i could be better... i've been kinda in a 'egh...' kinda mood. i don't know if that makes any sense but it does to me... :D i dunno... i found that icon and liked it so... THERE IT IS.... *shrugs* i don't really have much to say... no sites today... T__T sorry... will any of you forgive me?!! i really do feel terrible about not commenting on your sites... just everything's been so hectic lately and it's crazy... SORRY!!!! but i do love you all!! <3 haha... have a great day!!! X3 **Dark-San** ~Great at being the loner~

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Monday, November 26, 2007

HIYA! COMMENT PLEASE!!! :D

icon of the day: today's not going to be a long post... hopefully. we shall see when i'm done with it! :D as you can see... i decided to be nice and go back to the simple otaku format thingy... ^^' i decided that i should because it would make my site smaller... i think. i dunno.... if i go back... i'll have to figure out what i did... XD i survived thanksgiving at my dad's... -__- is wasn't terrible but i have to admit it wasn't all that great either... VERY BORING. and we had some pretty bad arguements! but i will say that to an extent i had an okay time. just got home and it's raining cats and dogs out there!! AND I LOVE IT!!! X3 i love the rain... i think it's the greatest thing in the whole wide world and it makes me calm and relaxed (which i am the furthest thing from by the way) my kitty (Midna) has been expesially cruel lately... O.O!! you should see my arms!! OH MY GOD!!! it looks like i cut myself about 70 or 80 freaking times!! I SWEAR!!! and it's really painful... T__T it's like i'm her personal scratching post that moves or something to that effect... >. has anyone happened to beat the new zelda game? (phantom hourglass) I CAN'T TO SAVE MY LIFE!!! i'm starting to think that i'm going to get hints online... but i've held myself back so far... >_< argh... if anyone has any pointers to when you're on that island with the fortune teller... HOW IN THE WORLD DO YOU GET THE FREAKING FLAMES to go OUT?!?!?!!! i don't understand this at all... i'm thinking you need a bomerang but i have no idea where i could get one of those... -__- I GOT THE FIRST KINGDOM HEARTS GAME!!! FINALLY!!! and now i can't beat that to save my life either... i'm in the little mermaid world and i have no clue what i'm doing... T__T i need a life besides video games, reading and doing homework... and GOING ON THE COMPUTER!!! *sigh* but i can't stay away from this god forsaken thing for too long... that's what i need!! KINGDOM HEARTS CHEATS!!! i might break my promise and go online to look for answers... my theory is: they made the 1st game people complained it was too hard and then they made the second... and it's SUPER EASY SUPER SUPER SUPER EASY SERIOUSLY!!! and that's why i can't beat the first damn game... T__T GOING CRAZY!!! i got the Twilight series finally complete!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! now all i have to do is finish reading Twilight anf start reading Eclipse.... i had allready read New Moon and loved it!! i finally found them both at Borders!! i was jumping for joy!!! :D THEY SHOULD!! XD (sorry to those that don't...) but i shall be off!! i'm afraid this post got too long and i must be on my way!! ^___^ QUESTIONS: 1. how was your thanksgiving?! X3 now i'm done... :D you got an easy day for questions today... ^^ i won't be able to get to sites today!! SO SORRY!!! T___T **Illusion** ~TRYING TO FIND SOMEONE I CAN LOVE~

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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

   WOO HOO!!! 3 days in a row!! totaly awesome!! MUHAHAHAHA!!! COMMENT PLEASE!!!

icon of the day: today was allright.... nothing really interesting happened though. i happen to like Health Class which was probably why i happened to like today. ^^ i don't like Global, which was right after. but... WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO ABOUT IT? right? *sigh* other than Health class it was pretty boring today. so i don't got really much to talk about. sorry to those who like to read my randomness... :D or should i say my RANDOM CRAZYNESS? X3 anyways.... changed the THEME... AGAIN... because i was really bored. and i've got nothing better to do. and doing homework is NOT something better that you can do. TRUST ME on that one. BUT!! i did get a chocolate chip cookie in Global today. THAT MADE MY DAY. :3 i'm dead serious! XD really... all of a sudden while we were watching some gay movie about Napoleon the global teacher started handing out cookies!! X3 i got so excited!!! :D i was ready to jump out of my chair and scream: "YUS!!! COOKIES!!!" but that would've just made the other kids that don't allready talk to me... REALLY not want to talk to me... OH YES!!! before i get because i do that... ANSWERS TO YOUR QUESTIONS!!! kakashi-18: Do you think Edward Cullen looks smexy? YUS!!!!!!!!! :3 TOTALY!!! XD rainflower: Are you a superhero? Sadly... No... T__T teddy82: Don't you think school is lame? YUS!! it is the lamest thing on earth!! who want's to learn?! stupid mortals... XD LoveMeLoveless: Do you have smelly brothers? no... but i do have a half brother that lives with my dad... if that counts as a true brother i don't know... but i don't think he smells quite yet... :D uh....... I'VE GOTZ QUESTIONS!!! XD 1. Do you like chocolate pie? 2. does anyone think L from Death Note is smexy? :D 3. am i insane? or just on the border line of insanity? 4. i probably shouldn't have asked you that question... 5. do you have a dog? or a kitty? 6. do you like dogs or kitties better? 7. i'm getting bored. are you? :D 8. I LOVE YOU GUYS MORE THAN YESTERDAY!!! 9. :D 10. bye bye! ~Nya!! ~**Illusion**~ ~TRYING TO FIND SOMEONE I CAN LOVE~

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

hiya again!! yay! on two days in a row... :D COMMENT PLEASE!!!

icon of the day: i'm kinda in a blah mood again today.... i don't ever really have any good days anymore... :P i've changed my backround AGAIN... PSYCHO!!! that's what i am and feel free to call me so! i'm back to my lonelyness again. no Sasuke, no Sora... nope NO ONE!! kuz i'm random and can do whatever i want with my site.... and besides i feel alone again anyways so it doesn't really help to try and pretend i've got someone that loves me... (meaning boyfriend) anyways..... MY DAD CALLED ME TODAY... SHOOT ME!!!! i have such problems with him it's not even funny.... i haven't seen him since last.... Christmas? was it? *shrugs* don't know and don't care. He pisses me straight the fuck off. (pardon my foreign language) but he calles me and i'm trying to do my homework so i'm not really paying attention to him and suddenly he asks me if i want to spend time with him this week. i just said: "what?" is a funky tone and it made him kinda mad so he asked to talk to my mom... and thinking that's what he asked first off i was like: "allright" i didn't hear what they were talking about in the other room and didn't care until my mom handed me back the phone and my dad was like: "So i'll be coming to get you on thursday and you'll stay with me thursday night and i'll bring you back on friday sometime." I HAD NO SAY IN THIS i was all dumbfounded. i just went along with whatever he said from there. and then when i got off the phone i was ready to cry. I HATE HIM. I DON'T LIKE HIM!!! ARGH!! and now i'm feeling like i wanna kill something.... *shoots random chicken* don't know where the chicken came from and don't care... but seriously!! i wanna die!! >_ i don't want to see him!!! ARGH!!!!! ARGH!!! and my mom was all like: "it could be fun!" and i was thinking how could it be fun when you're hanging out with someone you hate? i mean really? does anyone ever have fun hanging out with people they hate?!! i don't know how that could make any sense!!! my dad lies to me all the freaking time!! basically everyother word out of that guy's mouth is a lie!!! I HATE IT!!! i can't stand people who lie! and yes i do sometimes too!! and maybe that's why i'm beginning to hate myself even more!!!! ARGH!!! i can't stand it!!! well.... anyways.... now that i'm done with my ranting about the sperm doner that means nothing to me.... i've got questions for you!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! yeah.... i know you hate me! but the haters must be my biggest fans because you're still reading this!! :D 1. do you like the new backround? 2. should i cahnge it to something else? 3. if so... what? 4. uh.... got homework? 5. i know i do... 6. i've still have to do it... 7. didn't quite feel like it before coming on here.... 8. do you procrastinate? 9. did i spell that right? 10. I LOVE YOU!!! 11. XD 12. uh.... tell your friends to comment... XD 13. i'm joking... don't really... 14. ................. 15. I LIKE DOTS!! 16. ................................ 17. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! 18. say something random? 19. any questions for me? (random ones are fine as well) 20. Bye Bye! ~Nya! **Dark-San** ~TRYING TO FIND SOMEONE I CAN LOVE~

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Monday, November 19, 2007

   hiya!! COMMENT PLEASE!!!! :D

icon of the day: HIYA FOLKIES!!!! Sasuke: ..... Me: "uh..... right" Sasuke: *pulls Dark into his lap* Me: ^__^ Uh...... the weekend was good. we went to my aunts for an early thanksgiving. :3 YAY!!! TURKEY!! XD nope... no :"YAY TURKEY" here. I don't really like turkey. it's too dry and stuffage... XD but anyways.... my aunt made CHOCOLATE PIE!!! X3 YUM!!!!! Sasuke: "yummy..." Me: XD it was awsome!!! i ate two pieces... XD PIGGY! O.O!! joking. i just like pie. i'm not a huge fat hording food kinda person.... THAT IS SCARY! O.O!! so... lets see. UH.... I STAYED AFTER FOR LITERARY MAGAZINE TODAY!!! ^^ i'm putting my poems in there!! YAY!!!!!! *shouts of joy and cheers* Sasuke: ^__^ Me: *huggles* uh.... what else. SORRY for not getting to anyones sites last time. I'm TERRIBLY SORRY!!! T__T my mom got home right after i posted and she doesn't know i have one of these and she doesn't want me to. and if she does know... she's been AWFULLY quiet about knowing. she's probably secretly sneaking on here and reading what i'm posting... XD ANYWAYS.... i have a math proect due tomorrow that i haven't even started yet. i gotta do that like right away or i'm completely SCREWED!!! and i have a million things to draw for art as well. not to mention that i've got other homework to do too. i mean like MEGA homework. you guys are lucky i even take the time to post anymore my life's so freaking hectic!!!! I'M GOING BONKERS!!! and i'm really sorry that i haven't commented on anyone's sites. I FEEL SO BAD!!!! T___T really i do! please forgive me!!! PLEASE!!!! i'll get to some sites today i hope!!! SORRY TO ALL OF THE FANS OUT THERE!!! (if there even are any! since none of you comment!!! is it because i never am on long enough to get to your sites?! or is it just that you don't like me? i mean seriously! i get so excited when i get comments! :D really! i almost scream like a freaking fangirl!! XD most of you just backed off after i said that... I KNOW IT!!! but if you guys commented more... anyways...) do me a favor!! tell your friends to visit my site because i feel awfully lonely... i'm dead serious... :D ME = DEAD SERIOUS really. i've been feeling so alone lately.... T__T ALONE!! i'm also a loner to. i've got no friends at my school basically. i just roam around that giant school all alone. it's terrible. i manage to sit with random kids at lunch but... you know... it's not fun being alone all the time... anyways.... i'll hopefully see you guys later! :D love you all!!!! **Dark-San** ~Sasuke is MINE forever~

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