Okay.... Here's a bunch of stuff i've written... Most of it is on different pages of my arcives but i decided to put it all into one!! O.o scary isn't it? So... it might be quite long... the most recent stuff is the beginning of this thing...
This is part of one of my stories:
There was lightning in the distance. The world around me looked frightening but to my mind, everything seemed calm compared to it. There was rage burning inside my heart.
I realized I wanted to die.
I took off my uniform coat. It revealed a white button down shirt and a red neck tie. I pulled off my sneakers and my socks.
I want to drown myself. Maybe I’ll feel something… for once.
I stepped into the cold raging waters of the river.
Lightning cracked through the sky and the thunder roared. It made my brain feel at home.
Soon I was up to my waist in the water. I grabbed a very heavy rock, barely able to lift it, from the bottom. I tied it around my ankle with my tie.
I felt eyes on me but I didn’t care.
The rock was heavy; I could barely move it at all. I dragged myself out deeper into the water. The rock pulled me down; I didn’t even have enough time to take a breath. The water felt calm and cooling but soon my lungs began to feel pressured. I needed air, NEEDED AIR. I began thrashing, twisting back and forth. Air bubbles came out of my clenched teeth. The carbon dioxide in my body needed out. My lungs burned, needed air. I looked up to surface of the water, too far to reach. I reached out my hand in hopes of maybe, just maybe, making it to the top. No… I didn’t. The burning in my lungs ceased. The last parts and pieces of oxygen leaked out of me. I fell limp under the water; my brown hair, that looked black, floating up above me.
I couldn’t move, couldn’t think, couldn’t… breathe.
I felt strong arms around my waist, pulling me upward. I had blacked out but I could still feel. I felt the knotted tie around my ankle release and slip off. I felt myself being pulled upward, all the way to the surface of the water.
Soon I felt the air once more; it touched my skin and made me feel cold. But my lungs… they would no longer work. Something had filled them… water.
Suddenly I could breathe once again. I took a deep hysterical breath that sounded like wheezing and I began to cough. I coughed the water up and out of my lungs, forcing it out of me.
Poems:
Love less sparrow,
Fly, fly, fly.
Try to sore up and touch the sky.
But you can’t make it,
And neither can I.
Love less sparrow,
Fly, fly, fly.
I’m invisible to you.
I see you,
You walk right pass me
As I wave.
I see you,
You don’t say ‘Hi’
When I do.
I see you…
Wait I know why I see you.
I can’t forget what you did to me.
He says, ‘I love you’.
She says, ‘ I do too’.
He means, I want you.
She means, I love you.
He says, ‘Do you want to?’
She says, ‘Okay’.
He does her and then goes away.
She’s left alone;
Cold and hurt.
But does he give a damn?
No.
He’s thinking: ‘Who’s next to hurt’.
I’m you drinking buddy.
Want to know why?
You have the same problem as I.
I hate the bastard who hurt me so.
And you hate the chick who dissed you so.
I look at you and you look at me.
We’re so drunk we can hardly see!
I don’t know you’re the one I hate,
And you don’t know I’m the one that dissed.
What great drinking buddies we’ll be!
Stop breaking my heart,
I’m running out of tape.
If you had just taken me on that date,
You wouldn’t be in this mess,
And neither would I.
My heart is running dry.
I flutter high,
And you flutter low,
And everything goes so slow.
One day,
We met,
Head on and went
Into a horrible collision.
I said, ‘I love you’,
And you said, ‘I hate you’,
And we both took flight again.
Soon I realized we both
Had said the opposite
Of what we both had meant.
I looked at you,
And you looked at me.
I blinked once,
And you winked at me.
I smiled a big smile,
And you frowned at me.
I said, ‘I love you’,
And you said, ‘I’m not free’.
Death comes and goes.
Sometimes our time is
Cut short,
Other times it’s dragged
Out too long.
I can’t sleep,
I’m thinking of you.
I close my eyes,
I see you.
I start to dream,
There you are.
Too bad in person,
I’m ignored.
I wish I was as invisible
As you make me feel.
I told you, ‘I love you’,
And you said nothing.
No response,
No emotion.
I forgot you,
And you came back,
And said, ‘I love you too’,
And got nothing back.
You had me once
But now take that.
I gave you no response,
Just like that.
Crying all alone again,
I lie on my bed,
Wondering if I should
Put up with the day again.
I lift my head,
Blink once,
Blink twice.
Nope, nothing’s changed,
I’m going back to bed.
I didn’t even think twice.
I waited for you once again,
But you never showed.
I keep waiting and you
Keep forgetting.
Or at least that’s what you say.
Now I keep you waiting and
I pretend to keep forgetting.
Have a taste of your own medicine.
What is it?
My heart.
Why is it like that,
All bandaged up?
I’ve been hurt too many times.
How does it heal?
It doesn’t.
Will it ever?
No.
Is it really a dream?
Yes, it is.
You’re not mine in reality.
Just a dream nothing more.
Except that bloodly sore.
I try to heal it,
I try to seal it,
But nothing works on it anymore.
I want to feel
As if I’m walking
On air.
I want to be as
High as I feel
When I’m sitting
Next to you.
I want you to be mine.
The love I have is no longer real.
It can’t trust anymore,
That’s how I feel.
Where in the word ‘Love’,
Do you see the word ‘Hurt’?
Maybe along the edges.
I don’t want to hurt anyone
And I don’t want them to worry
So I shut myself in my tiny dark room,
Make my way into my tiny dark closet,
And sit in my tiny dark corner
To make myself disappear,
Just like you told me to.
I love you but,
I want to hate you,
And I can’t get you out
Of my head.
I hate you,
I hate you,
Get out of my bed.
But if I wake up
From a dream about you,
I want to go back there again.
You didn’t want to hurt me,
But you did once again.
I’m building my shell again.
I’ve been hurt too much.
But then you see me,
Cold and alone,
And you come over to comfort me.
I don’t want you near me,
But you insist.
And I end up getting hurt again.
You lead me on,
And now I see,
But you’re the one I wanted for me.
I didn’t want anyone
Else to have you,
And now I can’t even believe
You lead me to believe
That you wanted me.
I should learn,
But I never do.
And now and again
I’m wanting you back too.
Hold me close,
Never let go.
When I’m hurt,
Please don’t let go.
I’m not trusting,
As you can see.
So please,
Go easy on me.
My dark tiny corner,
How sweet you are to me:
You swallow me whole,
So I don’t have to see.
If I leave you I miss you,
If I’m with you I hate you.
My tiny dark corner,
How good you are to me:
You take away the pain,
If only for a moments gain.
If I leave you I miss you,
If I’m with you I hate you.
My dark tiny corner,
How sweet you are to me.
Follow me into the river,
The river of sadness.
Where the sorrows run deep,
And where the pain is madness.
But, where the deepest cliff’s edge,
Drops down to the below,
Is where you’ll find me,
Until the moment I blow.
Love Less Sparow
Love less sparow,
you can't fly
with these broken
wings of mine.
Take flight on
my hatred i cannot
hide for my pain
runs so deep.
Love less sparrow,
take my hate
for love
and blow it away.
I killed the trust
i once had
by loving the one
i thought i could have.
Love less sparrow...
Save Me.
Broken
The broken wings
of the fallen angel
are ripped and tornn
to shreads;
for the fallen angel
is no longer usefull.
When my wings
break apart,
Will i become
like the angel;
all ripped with scorn,
OR, since i am
the princess of the faries,
will i survive that
hatefull fall?
Grant me all the wishes
of the humans so i may
become immortal to
the deaths of today.
Will all the other fallen ones,
betray their own and
defeat me after i fall?
For i am broken by
what i havew become;
the broken princess of faries.
Fire
Fire, Fire
Burn ever so bright
until the sun
falls on the day.
Burn away all the
Happiness untill
there's nothing but ashes.
Fire, Fire: BURN
until the stars
finally tell the
truth of your
love for me.
Kill all the ways of
nurishment of the ages
of my life without you
so i can't survive
without you by my side.
Fire, Fire
Burn brightly
until the ashes blacken
the morning sky.
Myself (this is who i am)
I'm not the one to be seen,
I'm the one to be heard and get no response.
"Lost"
I turn this way,
You turn that way,
Over
And over again.
I turn that way,
You turn this way,
Over
And over again.
We have both turned
Different ways
After
We both met.
And i can't keep
Still long
Enough
For you to
Find me
Again.
"Pain"
Deep in the darkness
Of the corner
Of my heart
Lies a sword
That has been
Defeated.
It lies there
Untouched
By all who pas
To and from
My heart.
This sword used to
Protect me
From all the pain
That is
Given
To me.
But, the sword,
Once bold
And
Strong,
Has been all
Together
Defeated
All in all.
Untitled
Dying, Dying, why am i dying?
Deep inside, Deep inside, why am i crying?
Far away from you, far away from me.
Come back to me, come back to you.
I'm here waiting, you're there dating.
I'm trapped in my mind, you're free to fly.
Come back to me. come back to you,
This is what i want to do.
These are quotes or something to that effect:
Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess:
Tell me... do you ever feel a strange sadness as dusk falls? They say it's the only time when our world intersects with theirs...
The only time we can feel the lingering regrets of spirits who have left our world. that is why loneliness always pervades the hour of twilight...
These are from Bleach:
Pain, Heaviness, Cold, Hurts, Bleeding won't stop,
Blood. The rain... has stopped.
We should not shed tears
That is a surrender of the body to the heart
It is only proof
That we are beings that do not know
What to do wit our hearts
Yes, there is no Fate for us
Only those who are sawllowed by
Ignorence and fear and miss a step
Fall into the rapid river called Fate
If it rusts, it can never be trusted
If its owner fails to control it,
It will cut him
Yes, pride is
Like a sword
Oh, all of us dream
That we are flying the skies
With our eyes open
We reach out with our hands
Brush away the clouds and pierce the sky
To grab the moon and Mars
But we still can't reach the truth
Light a fire to the fang that cannot be reached
So that i do not have to see that star
So that i do not have to slit this throat
We are drawn to each other
Like drops of water, like the planets
We repulse each other
Like magnets, like the colors of our skin
I can't protect you without holding a sword
I can't embrace you while holding a sword
We fear that which we cannot see
People have hope
Because they cannot see
Death standing behind them
If i were the rain,
That joins the sky and earth
That otherwise never touch,
Could i join two hearts as well?
Okay... O.o really long... SORRY!! heh...
**Dark-San**
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