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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
I'm not a little kid anymore...
I'm so sick of my parents treating me like a baby, but whenever I try to speak up for myself, they take it as disrespect and I get yelled at-_-
It's craziness. I have a boyfriend that treats me really well though, and he's enough to keep me smiling the whole day.
I have too much schoolwork >.<
WAY too much. I feel overwhelmed. GRAAAHHH!!! lol.
I can't get on much, so it's so hard for me to be able to talk to you guys! It makes me sad T_T
I miss you all! ::hugs::
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Monday, September 17, 2007
SORRY!!!
I am soooooo sorry about my last post. It was like a mile long, and I didn't even realize it till I actually looked at my site and saw it. lol. I bet most of you just breezed right by it because it was so long, which is a shame, cause it was really good. but that's okay. It was my longest post EVER and I will never write one that long again. promise. Today...was a good day. ::blushes and smiles:: I won't say any more than that. ^_^
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Saturday, September 15, 2007
wow.
Hello everyone! Well, my week has been quite stressful actually. I'm loaded with homework and projects.
Something really interesting happened yesterday, though. In last period, my friend Kyler was getting really angry at the teacher because she told him he couldn't turn in his project if he didn't have one more thing on his page. So he couldn't think of anything and he was just getting really angry and frustrated, so I helped him out a bit. Then when we were walking to the bus this guy named Brian(He almost looks like Frodo from lord of the rings, lol) like, bumped into Kyler or something then said sry and backed up a bit, but I knew something was amiss cause he and his friends were kinda laughing a little behind us. So I was trying to look over Kyler's shoulder at his back and Kyler whipped his hand around and found a note stuck to his back. Ebil Brian and his friends had put it there. How immature. I think it said hit me, but it could've said F*** me, I'm not quite sure(I don't know how it could look either way, but it did. I only got a glimpse of the note). And then Kyler balled it up and I could tell right away he was pissed. oh my god, it was awful, and I was just waiting for him to explode. He starts cursing and stuff, not shouting, but a little above an indoor voice, and he slammed his fist against one of the metal gray doors we were walking past. And so I tried to keep him in the middle of the hall so he wouldn't hit the concrete walls too, and I was linking arms with him and I just kept him as close to me as possible. I was trying to calm him down and I told him I didn't want him punching the walls or anything and he said why should I do that if I can pound human flesh! and I was like Kyler, please calm down! and he got this weird kind've look like he was confused and he asked me, "Why aren't you afraid of me when I get like this? everyone else gets scared. You're the only one who doesn't. Thank you." he said, and he hugged me. By that time we were outside and he went to his bus, and I just wanted to cry for some reason. I can hardly understand why I'm not scared. I mean, I am a little afraid, but that feeling is always in the back of my head, and I'm just mostly worried, and I just want him to get back to normal. I want to help. And he's my friend. Getting scared wouldn't help, and it wouldn't make me a good friend. ::thinks:: Well, I've seen Shii-kun and James get angry too. Not, like, SUPER angry, but I've seen them angry before and I hate it but I just try to calm them down. Not that it works...-_- But at least I try ^_^ I guess I'm just glad I can be there for one of my friends when they need me the most and everyone else is too scared to approach them.
I guess that's about all I'm gonna say now. Hope everyone is well! ::hugs::
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007
HI!!!
Hello, everyone! Things have been pretty good. School is getting a little stressful already, but I just have to deal cause that's what life is like. I had some weird mood swings today. Towards the end of the day, I was getting really angry and sad for no apparent reason. It was really weird. It used to happen in 7th grade a lot. I tried to tell my mom something was wrong with me, but she didn't listen. And now my emotions are acting up again -_- great.
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Monday, September 10, 2007
Boooooriiiiiiing
right now...I'm feeling kinda hyper^_^ ::giggles:: I can't stop laughing. It's kinda funny. Nothing much going on, sry I've been so boring lately. lol.
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Thursday, September 6, 2007
-_-
Today kinda sucked. My boyfriend broke up with me, but...yeah-_-
Other than that, I suppose the day was pleasent. yeah. Blah.
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007
I remember now!
A couple posts ago, I said that I wanted to type something, but I had forgotten what it was. Well NOW I remember. lol. My mom had come in my room that day and she asked me, "Why does your room always smell like something burning?" And I was just like what are you talking about? I think she might think I'm smoking or something. O.o Idk. I don't think sh'd think that. Or would she? lol. School has been great, except I almost had a panic attack in my Spanish class because the teacher was up there talking away in Spanish, and I could only pick out snippets of what she was saying, so I'm thinking, "OMG!!! I'M GOING TO FAIL THIS CLASS!!!" Then she finally started talking in English and I relaxed a bit. It was good seeing my boyfriend, though^_^ I missed him alot. He got in trouble the first 5 seconds he was in the building though. lol. I think it was because he was still wearing his sunglasses and hat in the building. I thought he looked really cool though. ::blush:: ANYWAYS...I made a new friend, her name is Alex, and it is soooo hard for me to make new friends because I'm, terrified of meeting new ppl and stuff. I've gotten more outgoing though, thanks to James and Shii-kun(thanks you guys, if your reading this). Other than that, not much to say.
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Monday, September 3, 2007
Parents...
Right now all I want to do is cry. My parents got into an argument at the store. My mom had accidently ringed my shoes up twice(we were at one of those self-check out things)and so we needed an employee to come over and fix that for us. My dad was all like, "what'd you do?" And mom was like, "I scanned the shoes twice." and dad was like"What did you do that for?" acting like it was all a really big deal, And mom was like "I didn't do it on purpose!" and dad was like, "don't raise your voice at me in the store, A**hole."and he whispered it kinda quietly, but with that really dangerous tone, and I wanted to wirl around and slap him. he has no right to say that to her! And mom was like, "Don't call me that." And on the way to the car, dad wouldn't let it go, he just kept on going, saying things like, "Before we were married, you'd never do something like that." and mom would retort right back. and I just wanted to turn around and scream at them, "SHUT UP! JUST SHUT UP!" and...::cries:: I hate it when they argue, I can't stand it! It makes me so worried that they'll get a divorce, or something horrible, and I hate it, and I just want to curl up and hide myself >.<
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Sunday, September 2, 2007
My day has gone okay so far...
My dad and I got done installing his internet(finally). He went wireless, so I got a rouder hooked up to my computer and the modem is hooked to the rouder. I have so many wires all over my room that it isn't even funny. Mom bought me some blank cds(HOORAY!!!) so I finally get to put my new music on disc. There was something else I wanted to say, but I can't remember >.< GRAAAAHHHH!!!!
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Saturday, September 1, 2007
::yawns::
I FINALLY GET TO SLEEP!!! WOOOT!!!! lol.
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