Saturday, September 15, 2007

   wow.
Hello everyone! Well, my week has been quite stressful actually. I'm loaded with homework and projects.
Something really interesting happened yesterday, though. In last period, my friend Kyler was getting really angry at the teacher because she told him he couldn't turn in his project if he didn't have one more thing on his page. So he couldn't think of anything and he was just getting really angry and frustrated, so I helped him out a bit. Then when we were walking to the bus this guy named Brian(He almost looks like Frodo from lord of the rings, lol) like, bumped into Kyler or something then said sry and backed up a bit, but I knew something was amiss cause he and his friends were kinda laughing a little behind us. So I was trying to look over Kyler's shoulder at his back and Kyler whipped his hand around and found a note stuck to his back. Ebil Brian and his friends had put it there. How immature. I think it said hit me, but it could've said F*** me, I'm not quite sure(I don't know how it could look either way, but it did. I only got a glimpse of the note). And then Kyler balled it up and I could tell right away he was pissed. oh my god, it was awful, and I was just waiting for him to explode. He starts cursing and stuff, not shouting, but a little above an indoor voice, and he slammed his fist against one of the metal gray doors we were walking past. And so I tried to keep him in the middle of the hall so he wouldn't hit the concrete walls too, and I was linking arms with him and I just kept him as close to me as possible. I was trying to calm him down and I told him I didn't want him punching the walls or anything and he said why should I do that if I can pound human flesh! and I was like Kyler, please calm down! and he got this weird kind've look like he was confused and he asked me, "Why aren't you afraid of me when I get like this? everyone else gets scared. You're the only one who doesn't. Thank you." he said, and he hugged me. By that time we were outside and he went to his bus, and I just wanted to cry for some reason. I can hardly understand why I'm not scared. I mean, I am a little afraid, but that feeling is always in the back of my head, and I'm just mostly worried, and I just want him to get back to normal. I want to help. And he's my friend. Getting scared wouldn't help, and it wouldn't make me a good friend. ::thinks:: Well, I've seen Shii-kun and James get angry too. Not, like, SUPER angry, but I've seen them angry before and I hate it but I just try to calm them down. Not that it works...-_- But at least I try ^_^ I guess I'm just glad I can be there for one of my friends when they need me the most and everyone else is too scared to approach them.
I guess that's about all I'm gonna say now. Hope everyone is well! ::hugs::
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