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Sunday, April 17, 2005

   Do you ever get that feeling......
This is really hard to describe, but do you ever get the feeling that you and your friends are becoming more distant? For some reason, I feel that way.

Most of my friends and I got seperated from the middle school going into the high school. Which is saddening enough, but I learned to live with it because just a few friends came with me to the high school.

Even so, I thought that I would still be able to keep in good contact with everyone. I was wrong. I'm able to talk to a few people over at the other highschool, but not everyone, that's for sure. At first, you know what's going on with all your friends, and after a while, for some reason, we're questioning each other. People from one highschool are asking questions and saying things that used to be simplistic to answer at the middle school.

Like "... is this true?", as if I'm stuck in the middle of something. The group of people that I know over at my highschool have nearly broken apart in two, and both sides are trying to pull me in to their side. Probably without their knowing it. And yet, I still have no idea what either side talks about anymore, because I'm being pulled apart from one side to another before I get to find out anything going on. And I feel distant to them, because I don't know anything that they do anymore.

It's the same with most of my friends over at the other highschool. I tried to explain whats going on over here, but since no one tells me anything here, how am I supposed to know shit? And the people over there are doing things that I don't know about at all. And during those rare instants that I do get to see them, they start discussing what's going on over there. It's very frustrating, and sad. Of all things, all of that is what depresses me the most. Besides my family issues, which I don't want to talk about. Here on the internet is my only excape for a short while, and I need to face up to what I have on my plate. But I don't know where to start.

What should I do? What CAN I do?
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