Sunday, November 21, 2004

   wow...*is really full*
i haven't eaten this good in a long time! lol my mom never makes anything, so i have to make my food all the time. my grandma made me chicken and rice today. *yum!* i'm back at my house now. my bro is pissed off as usual. (he's not supposed to be skateboarding because of his grades, but he is anyway.) he crashed my computer and i had to delete everything and start the computer yet again from his stupidity. -_-* good thing i wasn't working on any anime pics on the computer...he would be dead right now if i was! j/j
ya, i'm feeling much MUCH better! thanks to everyone in my otaku family! u guys always make my day with ur comments! ^^
lots of love and hugs,
jenny
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   grandma's house
yep, i'm finally away from my mom, dad, and brother. (at least for the weekend) i've never felt better! ^^ i just needed my space u know...so i'm having a great time. i will act much better and happier at school tomorrow! g2g...i'll try to post later!
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Thursday, November 18, 2004

   today...
well, today was kinda muddled to me. in the morning, i wasn't feeling very well about my boyfriend. it just seemed he was a bad guy for some reason. i HATE it when he picks on my friends, then he looks over to me when they tell him to shut up. *augh* i don't know what to do about him...:(
after lunch, DJ and Bob kept flipping my hair from the back so it would look frizzy. (they are probebly going to do that all the time now. -_-*) anyway, a lot of my friends are pissed off at Bob and Bob is really pissed off at Josh. (i guess) Bob is my friend, i don't want my other friends (or him) to tell me to pick a side...
oh, and i'm going to work on a anime project with Markus, a 7th grader. everyone thinks he is really annoying....now that i think about it, i think he is misunderstood. maybe i can get him to calm down...
right now, i'm feeling pretty low, if u didn't notice by my post. well, hopefully tomorrow will be much better! (*keyword hopefully*)
~Jenny~
(p.s) i've been wearing black all week...i don't think any of my friends have noticed. i extremely need to get off of my friend's death...*sigh*
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Sunday, November 14, 2004

   thanks everyone!
just wanted to say thank you to everyone in my otaku family! u guys rock...thanks for the help and advice! ^^ i owe u guys big! i just want to post some of my friends comments on my post yesterday...if i don't have urs, u are still high in my mind...these are the ones that touched me the most.....thanks to all!

DemonMessiah-
hey, haven't been by in a while. i know what you mean about feeling as if there's no hope left, but no matter how it feels, there's always hope...sometimes hope is all there is.

i'm sorry about your family not getting along with your friends...and about your other friend. *hugs* hope you feel better soon. pm me if you'd like to talk more...or find me on aim.

Yamcha-
You have a family here too, a family that is here for you when you need comfort. We are here for you, and we will do our best to give you all the love and care in the world. I know you are sad right now, but you must be strong for yourself, and for those who cant be. we're here for you .

stay strong,
Yamcha

vash331-
Wow, i'm really sorry. Gosh, i don't really know what to say, i've never had to deal with that kinda stuff. The worst thing that ever happaned to me was probably my cat dying...All i can say is things will get better, every person has those hard times in their lives, a strong person will be able to get through them, i know you're strong.

Feel better, TTYL, bye.

MiTz-
I agree w/ Yamcha. Everything will be ok and you have a family here as well. I am very sorry about the whole situation w/ your family and your friends. Don't forget that you have friends here as well k? We all care about you and we don't want you to be sad! (*big hug*)
please feel free to talk to me whenever you need 2 k?
(*another big hug!*)
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i still don't know how i feel...i went to my friend's funeral today. i still have tears in my eyes from that ordeal. :'( ur comments made it a little better.

will always have u guys on my mind,
Jenny
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Saturday, November 13, 2004

   *sigh*
i feel as if there is no hope left...between my family and a couple of my closest friends fighting. :( plus, my friend from valparaiso hung himself because of too much stress. so i'm really low now. *sob, sob* if anyone can help to cheer me up, i would deeply appriciate it! (p2p or post on my site if u want) see you my friends!
~Jenny~
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Friday, November 12, 2004

   no school today....
i'm really not feeling like myself anymore. :( i don't know why too....depression. *AUGH* I HATE IT SOOO MUCH! X.X don't know if anyone at school can tell...i try to cover it. i'm too sad to think right now. *sigh*
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

   Veteran's Day at my school
we had a awesome get together at school for all the veterans. the band, choir, and orchestra was there for entertainment. (me being in the choir) i'm the lead soprano out of about 30 other girls. ^^ we kicked butt! lol
josh gave me another ring today. it looks sooo much like a real diamond. (maybe it is?) probebly not, since i'm only in 8th. :P he is in choir also. i was all the way on the right hand side and he was in the middle. it was so sweet when he went behind me and hugged me! (i didn't even know he was behind me before.) my grandma got it on her cam. X.X i think i'm dead by my parents now...-_-*** i don't think they care tho...i am getting older! ^^ well, g2g!
*waves goodbye*
~Azula~ <----new nickname...what do u think?
(a.k.a. Jenny)
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Friday, November 5, 2004

   Report Card Day
yeppo, report card day...i got all A's and B's except for a stupid D in algebra! -_-* i'm doing really well now tho. (thank God!) my dad got mad at my bro...really mad. i feel soooo sorry for him. he is younger and he got all out yelling on him! he threatened to run away and live with someone else, and my dad said he didn't care! >:O that isn't cool at all! :( my dad yelled at me too, of course. he kicked me out of the house this morning 20 min. before the bus came! &.& well, g2g...busy...
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Wednesday, November 3, 2004

   nothing really to say about today...
yep, today was kinda boring. josh gave me a ring today! ^^ awe! he's so sweet! at lunch i was so embarrassed what my friend kasey said...."if josh was choking on something, jenny would give him CPR!" everyone laughed and i practically died blushing. lol i giggled a little tho. ^^ my other friend was like, "awe! look how much she is blushing!" :P oh well....life goes on!
my dad got sooo angry last night about bush winning the election. he was drunk and well, let's just say he wasn't himself....he scratched up my left lower arm with the glass! !.! it hurts sooo much! only about 5 people know at my school. since i can trust them of course. well, g2g...need to do some homework....-_-**
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Saturday, October 30, 2004

   happy halloween eve! ^^
heyya everyone! i'm home alone right now...and i think it's going to start storming. *looks outside* eh, u can never tell with these fall clouds! *sees her cat messing with her fanart on the bed* -.' cat, ur SOOO DEAD! lol
man, it sucks that halloween is on a sunday this year! how are we supposed to stay up all night and watch scary movies now??! X.X i always stay up super late so it doesn't matter really...^^*
i still have my new pic up! so if u haven't seen it yet, go check it out! well, i g2g...i have a project to do!
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