myOtaku.com
• Join Today!

My Pages
• Home
• Portfolio
• Guestbook
• Quiz Results

Contact Me

AIM
• MajesticWolfGrl6
E-mail
• Click Here
Yahoo! Messenger
• majesticwolfgirl

Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-07-10
Gender
• Female
Location
• Indiana
Member Since
• 2004-07-15
Occupation
• Student/babysitter
Real Name
• Jennifer, but most of my friends call me by my anime name....Suzumi

Personal

Achievements
• poetry and drawing
Anime Fan Since
• 1997
Favorite Anime
• Inuyasha, Trigun, Wolves Rain, Full Metal Alchemist, Yugi-Oh! and Pokemon
Goals
• go to college and succeed in art
Hobbies
• drawing, sports, poetry, chatting on my computer, hanging out with friends...etc...
Talents
• DRAWING!!...playing any sport! ^^ i'm a very sporty girl




Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: MysticalWolfGirl


Sunday, December 5, 2004

my dad has done it again....
last night, my father hurt me yet again. he twisted my left wrist really bad. man, i don't know why he gets drunk so much. every single day....he can't take a day off of drinking. on the weekends he hurts me way more then on weekdays. :( I HATE ABUSE SOO MUCH!!! i'm going to the school conciler on monday a.s.a.p! i can't take this anymore! i'm breaking down sooo hard, i can't sleep. stress is eating at me...X.X
___________________________________
this is just a jumble of my thoughts i wrote down on paper....thought i would share it with u guys....
Why am I here? Can there be something more to life? How is it I'm stuck in termoil? Who am I? My life is very complicated. Will it end soon? I'm a shadow. Silent, but always here. Only in light I'm visable. You can't see me in shade or nightly. Running away. Fear shakes me up a lot. Yelling at me that I'm not good at anything. Hate. Pain. Suffering. A few words that describe my life. Who can I trust? It seems like everyone lies to me. There is no one i can trust. Darkness clouds around me. Just let me disappear. Don't bother trying to get to me. I'm gone. Can you understand? Ha, ya right. I hate people who try to find the inner me. All the stress and problems are there. I've broken down a lot from letting it get to me. What I go through can't be explained simply. Yes, I do have visable scars from it. Everything I do is wrong. I always blame everything on myself.
I'M NOTHING!
___________________________________
yes, i am in a very dark mood. i think this time, i can't get this feeling to go away. it's sticking to me!
sorry everyone,
~Suzumi~
Comments (10)

« Home