Friday, February 4, 2005

   well youll today was been good to all.
well like today my friend nikki got her papers so were gonna party.

party yeah.

well lata spanky
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Thursday, February 3, 2005

   ok im asking
im asking some body that well help me and gave me the clear color or tell me how to make my back ground so though with out the colors any help would me greatful.

thanx spanky
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Your partner would be Youko. He's pretty loyal, and
he can be a little violent. That would be hard
to keep hidden ne?


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   well sry
sry bout the last post being realy angry and all.but what can you do?
i talked to a friend last night on which i havent spoken to in a long time. it was realy cool, i woke up this morning before 12:00 im so proud of myself. i got like 3 hours of sleep, 3 cups of coffee, 2 smokes, and some eggs so im good to go.i wonder when vici well get on next to read my site, but ya know hes been busy lately so. hes got work, school, and a girl so what can i say i used to have all of those things but now im a bum sleeping in my moms chair so. i guess i need to do something about it. my parents are gonna be gone most of the week next week. see my bro is in S.C. and theyare gona go up and see him and they are takeing the baby and nikki.....o no what will i do with the baby gone.....what about my daily nikki fix( nikki is like my best friend in the whole world...she walked in today and i havent seen her in a while and it was like nikki i wuvs you so much and the huge hug from me is a big thing.).but yeah.

then last night i had just got off of the phone with my friend. and i was playing guiter like i always am when im in my room. well she walked in and was like we just called the popo. and if you know me personal you know that that the last 6 times the cops were called to my house they were all on me. so i was like and i said this "what in the fuck did i do this time". and she said o you didnt do it. cause i was like i havent done anything in the past 2 weeks that would allow them to call the cops on me. but then to find out that they called them cause a dog attacked my dad. and hes on a cane and he hit the dog with the cane and bent the fuck outta it. so they called the cops its all good ya know.

the lil things in life is so cool like that i guess.

well lata,
spanky
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   and i more damn thing
LET ME JUST TELL THAT BITCH ONE DAMN THING.

THE GIRL IM DATEING. IM NOT FUCKING. BUT IF I WERE SHE LOOKS A HELL OF A LOT BETTER THEN ANY OF THEM HOES THAT HES EVERY BEEN WITH OR THE LACK OF BEING WITH.
AND IF HE EVER CALLS MY GIRL A FUCKING MONKEY EVER AGAIN IM GONNA KILL HIM AND BURN HES GODDAMN HOUSE DOWN. FUCKING BITCHES DONE WENT AND FUCKING ANGRIED ME THE LAST GODDAMN TIME.
THEY HAVE ENLISHED SOMETHING THEY SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN.
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   haha i got this last night...
now before you read this. get some back gound info.

i dated this realy great girl. on which were gonna name J. . well we dated for like 4 months or so. and it started to go down hill. so we ended it before we started hateing each other. and now were realy close and personal friends on which that i tell her alot of stuff that i dont tell anybody else. great girl, great person but for reasons we just didnt work out.

know wing ive known for like 2 3 years we were friends. well he introduced me to herim guess about a year and a half ago and we hit it out . it was all good but then to find out that he also wanted her. well i was like man if u wanther go and have her. he was a realy great friend and a girl shouldnt have came butween friends cause i wasnt gonna let it. but he didnt so i kept talking to her thinking that ya know its all gonna be alright in the end.

well we broke up after i left the school i was going to. and we didnt talk for like 3 or 4 months. we right before we broke up i met the girl im with now. one that i love and cherish and would go to the grave for. but we realy didnt start talking for like a month after me and J. were friends again nothing worng with it i didnt cheat im not a crazy hoe like i was pointed out to be.

well about a month ago wing mailed me and i was like cool. but then i started reading and he was asking Q's about the whole thing and i bascilly told him it was in the past i dont wana talk about it. me and her are friends now and y in my life would i wanna bring up the past.

well then i found out though J. that we has bad mouthing me and telling her all this lies about what happened saying that i cheated with the girl im with now on her, that all i wanted outta her was a good "fuck". and that i was lieing to her about the reasons we broke up .

well if i wanted a good " fuck " all i had to do is go down the street. this girls round here wouldnt mind getting with a white guy. (i live in the hood).

well this is what he said. and before you ask i never had my "marbles" as he put it. ive always been the way i am.



You are stupid aren't you? Man you've definitely lost your marbles. Well let me
get straight to the point with this email. You gave me a list in your email and
now it's time I give you mine.

1) Screw you.
2) Go screw a monkey. Oh wait you already are.
3) Stop living in your own little world where eveeryone else is wrong and you
aren't.
4) Stop lying to yourself.
5) If I wanted to further my cause, your name would be the last damn thing I
would have brought up you assclown.
6) Stop lying to her.
7) You would be a waste of my time and energy.

Well thats my list, but that ain't all I got to say. You threatened me in your
last email. It was quite meaningless if you ask me. First off you really can't
do shit to me. Second off I'm not afraid of you. You think you can make my life
harder. LOL. That's really funny. My life is already hard so what you would
bring to the table wouldn't really make any difference, but here's where I have
a problem. You are trying to throw in people who aren't even involved. You want
to kick my face in. Go ahead its not like its gonna hurt. I've felt more pain
than just a kick in the face. Now let's see what else. Oh yeah. You know what I
told her is truth. You are just afraid to admit. That's not a shocker. I should
have expected that from a coward. You know deep down inside you that I am
telling the truth. But then again I thought about it. Would somebody actually
want to tell the person who was in love with them the full truth about the way
they broke up with them? It's just best to give them the sugarcoated version.
Ain't that right Josh? She won't except until you tell her. Cause frankly I
think she completely believes you. But you know you are lying to her. But back
to your cowardly and meaningless threat. As much as I have the desire to beat
the living hell out of you, I wouldn't be able to push myself to that point to
try to beat the crap out of you. But if you are so serious about trying to hurt
me or whatever then keep pushing. And I'm giving you your warning from this last
threat. Keep pushing and you will awaken something you don't want to see and I
don't want to let that side of me loose. But if you are that eager to see that
side of me keep going. You've gotten your warning. Oh yeah you want me come get
me. You know where I'm at you coward. Unless you are the gutless, ball-less
assclown I thought you were. Later Spanky.

P.S. Take your ass to Tennessee like the scared puppy dog you are, but remember
what you left.




and yes when i turn 18 or even before im takeing my ass to tenn. but i always take care of my shit before i go..

bitches in ditches and stick up hoes..

lata spanky
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   hahahaha
PINK THE MANLY COLOR OF CHOICE FOR ME...( AND NO IM NOT GAY...LIKE SOME OF YOU ARE THINKING)
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   the pix are not the SO2
sry girl they are not from that. i found them of on the net. and i have a shit load like that. theyare actully real pix of space. of the Vula Nebela( or something like that)if you give me your mail addresses.ill mail you al the pix ive got( on which i have alot of them like over a gig of shit more like 2 or something like that. but yeah. ive got to get a deg. cam to take a pic of me im wondering if youll want me to put it on here. tell me and i well. if not i wont no use just takeing up space on the page.

lol well i wrote thomas on all the shit that is happened. and ive also decided that they are all bitches in ditches, of whom well not amake a dent in life so im not gonna think or talk about them anymore in life or love or happyiness because they dont deserve any of the things a person should or whould have in life.

lata spanky
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Monday, January 31, 2005

   hahahahahahaha ( laughing on the inside)
well see in the last 2 days more shit has happened then a elephant( i dont know if it is spelled right)can deal out. well lets just say its kinda been funny. and ya see that i didnt do any of it. and that the peoples karma have droped a lot and that when they die their gonna be brought back as a dung beetle and its realy funny. im gonna be a luna moth all pretty flying around in the dark, doing the things that they do.

well the things happen, they come and go. never realy leaveing, but just shadowing in the dark. o what the dark holds.its all calm and peaceful, just laying in the wake of the light, waiting to come back out...(listening to my mom talking to my friend on the phone... damn thats funny... y am i not talking to her?) well thats enough for now.

java well live forever... cookies are realy good...o no Mr.Bill

lata spanky
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

   O WE READY
well i drink somemuch coffee cause i always have a guess thats part of my problems.
well tonight i went off to the mall with some friends. got a cd that ive wanted for a long time. and it kinda let me down.then i got sick in my mind i guess that youll would say i got sad. of see all the pink and purple lovey doovey shit. see i cant spend the holiday of the V with the person i love. it muchs my kinda sad but ill make it though.kinda hungary.


lata spanky
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