Tuesday, January 18, 2005

   see this is.....
what happenes. today i decided to get back into shape. since i smoke half a pack a day and ive worked for the last 3 years. im in bad shape. im not fat. im 5`11 or 6 foot and i weigh 171 wet. with stuff in my pockets. so i want running and i run a mile then almost died it was colder then hell and now im hurting real bad and im straving and i want to get back to my weight i was a couple of years ago so i got to gain 10 pnds of muscle. but its all good.

well since the last time i was on here. me and my girl made back up. i want off with friends sat night. and i saw somebody that i care alot for. and i guessing that i still love. but we would never work out. her parents dont like white people and you know thats something that i cant help. but now were realy good friends and i dont want to screw that up so ya know maybe in the future we could get together but right now its not %.

well lata peeps, spanky
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Friday, January 14, 2005

   so the funnyist thing happens
well to start off life in the new year has been so happy( me being a smartass again) and things just doesnt hit the fan anymore( like hell they dont) well let me first off say that im tired sick and tired of people trying to cross me and my family. i got so sick of it today i went off. and dont get me wrong i dont like my family all the time but i still love them. and i dont count all of my family "family" and some people who arnt family i count as family. but people have been how can i say without being booted off of this site ok ive got it. they have been been missing with my "family" and that angres me and people of know me know when im angry bad things happen. you see im in the mind set of the godfather on this u dont fuck with me or my peeps or your gonna get fucked. so this is my warning.


DO NOT FUCK WITH ME OR MY PEEPS OR YOU HAVE ME TO DEAL WITH

and thats all im gonna say.

well on to other news im still alive. my girl got mad at me tonight for something i did which i shouldnt have done but itll be ok hopefully. cause i love this girl more then anything in the world. i want to grow old with her and i want her to have my kids all 7 of them. and i wanna be happy with her till i die. and for those thinking i cheated i didnt. im not like that at all ya know. but its kinda depressing news news i know.

and in light of resent events in life and future events on which i see happening. i may not be on here for a couple of weeks i dont know when thatll be. but if im not on here for a time period. dont wry everything is all right im still alive and well. just tied up with personal matters on which peeps that know me well know but not the whole net com. you feel me.

lata till next time i hope the masses enjoys themselves.

lata, spanky
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

You are a hunter!! You were a archer first trying
to perfect your aiming. Now you can use falcons
and traps such as blast mines! Falcons are able
to help by atking monsters and keeping eye out
for any enemies out there. Hunters are able to
counter and atk in any situtaion!


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   im a bunny

You are a hunter!! You were a archer first trying
to perfect your aiming. Now you can use falcons
and traps such as blast mines! Falcons are able
to help by atking monsters and keeping eye out
for any enemies out there. Hunters are able to
counter and atk in any situtaion!


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Sunday, January 9, 2005

hahahah posting of the post
well im posting the posts of posts.

ok well i dunno what im doing but im happy and thats all that matters so ya know im posting just to say im ok and life is very colorful and some would say that o hes been dropping acid and i may have i just dont remember so ill have to get back to youll on that oneso. what have youll been up to nothing much here its been a rough last couple of days on which i need professional help with but i guess thats y i have meds for and ive drunk so much coffee today that im realy hyper and im always moveing jsut like right my legs are shakeing so. lots of suger for me. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,

lata spanky.


"were all stars now in the dope show"
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Thursday, January 6, 2005

   heyja
well its like hey everybody how u doing. but i just cant say it out loud cause then my fem would think i was crazy which i am but they dont know hahahahaha. but ive been busy monday was a realy long day i had to go and come back from S.C. which is a 6 hour drive from alabama so in all its like 12 hours in a car then the next day it was like i had to replace the brakes on the car which we used cause we came back on a wing and a prayer we had no brakes and i havent talked to my girl since like last thursday i mean i talked to her for like 5 minutes a day since then but thats not talking thats calling to say im not dead ya know. then since last friday ( new years) i havent slept at night cause im not been getting home or in bed where im going to like 5. so ive been sleeping during the day. i could so work night shift and not be hurt any ya know ive had nightshift before and i liked it. it was pretty cool realy leed back ya know. i hate it during the winter though cause its always realy cold and i hate the cold. and i hate the extreme heat so nights during the summer and days in the winter. ive came up with the operfect thing for me and the rest of the year whatever cause its the fall and spring temps around 70 for a high and 50 for a low always raining though i kinda like it. but what am i saying it rains in late year here we had rain a week before new years so ya know i guess thats it for now. yeah


lata spanky
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Monday, January 3, 2005

   well
hey youll sry i havent been here is a while but the holidays take a toll on the soulya know but i guessing that what i get. but i got youll all a present for the time............ now youll are all saying my god what did he get us..........song lyrics 2 of the coolest songs ever madeplus some more. but this is jsut in my opinion. but ya know im guessing that youll all like "man bump you u didnt get us anything good" well im telling you now im a jobless bum who lives at home with hes mom.


My My, Hey Hey (Out Of The Blue)"

My my, hey hey
Rock and roll is here to stay
It's better to burn out
Than to fade away
My my, hey hey.

Out of the blue
and into the black
They give you this,
but you pay for that
And once you're gone,
you can never come back
When you're out of the blue
and into the black.

The king is gone
but he's not forgotten
This is the story
of a Johnny Rotten
It's better to burn out
than it is to rust
The king is gone
but he's not forgotten.

Hey hey, my my
Rock and roll can never die
There's more to the picture
Than meets the eye.
Hey hey, my my.


Layla
by Eric Clapton and Jim Gordon
What'll you do when you get lonely
And nobody's waiting by your side?
You've been running and hiding much too long.
You know it's just your foolish pride.
Layla, you've got me on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging, darling please.
Layla, darling won't you ease my worried mind.
I tried to give you consolation
When your old man had let you down.
Like a fool, I fell in love with you,
Turned my whole world upside down.
Chorus
Let's make the best of the situation
Before I finally go insane.
Please don't say we'll never find a way
And tell me all my love's in vain.
Chorus
Chorus


Wonderful Tonight
by Eric Clapton
It's late in the evening; she's wondering what clothes to wear.
She puts on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair.
And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."
We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that's walking around with me.
And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."
I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.
It's time to go home now and I've got an aching head,
So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed.
And then I tell her, as I turn out the light,
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."


Cocaine
by J. J. Cale
If you wanna hang out you've got to take her out.
Cocaine.
If you wanna get down, down on the ground.
Cocaine.
She don't lie, she don't lie, she don't lie;
Cocaine.
If you got bad news, you wanna kick them blues.
Cocaine.
When your day is done and you wanna run.
Cocaine.
Chorus
If your thing is gone and you wanna ride on.
Cocaine.
Don't forget this fact, you can't get it back.
Cocaine.
Chorus
Chorus

Your Song"

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen


Mona Lisas And Mad Hatters"

And now I know
Spanish Harlem are not just pretty words to say
I thought I knew
But now I know that rose trees never grow in New York City

Until you've seen this trash can dream come true
You stand at the edge while people run you through
And I thank the Lord there's people out there like you
I thank the Lord there's people out there like you

While Mona Lisas and Mad Hatters
Sons of bankers, sons of lawyers
Turn around and say good morning to the night
For unless they see the sky
But they can't and that is why
They know not if it's dark outside or light

This Broadway's got
It's got a lot of songs to sing
If I knew the tunes I might join in
I'll go my way alone
Grow my own, my own seeds shall be sown in New York City

Subway's no way for a good man to go down
Rich man can ride and the hobo he can drown
And I thank the Lord for the people I have found
I thank the Lord for the people I have found


"Daniel"

Daniel is travelling tonight on a plane
I can see the red tail lights heading for Spain
Oh and I can see Daniel waving goodbye
God it looks like Daniel, must be the clouds in my eyes

They say Spain is pretty though I've never been
Well Daniel says it's the best place that he's ever seen
Oh and he should know, he's been there enough
Lord I miss Daniel, oh I miss him so much

Daniel my brother you are older than me
Do you still feel the pain of the scars that won't heal
Your eyes have died but you see more than I
Daniel you're a star in the face of the sky

Daniel is travelling tonight on a plane
I can see the red tail lights heading for Spain
Oh and I can see Daniel waving goodbye
God it looks like Daniel, must be the clouds in my eyes
Oh God it looks like Daniel, must be the clouds in my eyes

Don't Let The Sun Go Down On Me

I can't light no more of your darkness
All my pictures seem to fade to black and white
I'm growing tired and time stands still before me
Frozen here on the ladder of my life

Too late to save myself from falling
I took a chance and changed your way of life
But you misread my meaning when I met you
Closed the door and left me blinded by the light

Don't let the sun go down on me
Although I search myself, it's always someone else I see
I'd just allow a fragment of your life to wander free
But losing everything is like the sun going down on me

I can't find, oh the right romantic line
But see me once and see the way I feel
Don't discard me just because you think I mean you harm
But these cuts I have they need love to help them heal


Landslide

I took my love, I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
’til the landslide brought it down

Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?

Well, I’ve been afraid of changing cause i’ve
Built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I’m getting older, too

Well, I’ve been afraid of changing cause i’ve
Built my life around you
Time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I’m getting older, too
I get older, too

I took my love and took it down
I climbed a mountain, I turned around
And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
The landslide brought it down
The landslide brought it down


“Roulette”

I have a problem that I cannot explain,
I have no reason why it should've been so plain,
Have no questions but I sure have excuse,
I lack the reason why I should be so confused.

I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you.

Left a message but it ain't a bit of use,
I have some pictures, the wild might be the deuce,
Today you saw, you saw me, you explained,
Playin the show and running down the plane.

I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you,

I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you, Around you, Around you...


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Sunday, December 26, 2004

   like i said earlier.....
this has been the shittest holiday ever and life doesnt get any better during the holiday season. the fucking music was very madding so the whole holiday season i had 2 songs in my head personal jesus by mm and one by elton john. i cant think of the name right now. then theres dumb fucks all over the place tying to kill everybody with monkeys tricks. but i had meds to keep me sane or kinda something like that. but thats how it goes. meds are good.

i used to have
superhuman pwoers
but my therapists
took them away.

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Friday, December 24, 2004

   marry fucking x-mas
well this is got to be the shitest holiday season ever. im holding a party tonight so i gotta gio and be a good host latar for the people that u only see once a year and u have to be nice even though u dont gave a flying fuck fit on what they say or what they think. cause u only have to see them once a year but thats y theres happy hour. well ill come back when i have have something nice to say to the fucks in the world.

lata spanky
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Saturday, December 18, 2004

   sitting here
smokeing it up... but yeah things are all better cause they put me on some meds and now im all happy and shit and i want to sleep all the time but thats niether here or there or everywhere ya know. wel my baby comeing in sometime she said yesterday but i mean hell i dunno where she at but yeah so ill be back later if she didnt come in today sry im a lil stoned.
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