Sunday, July 16, 2006

   School!!
Hey everyone^^ Sorry about my long post yesterday, I really didn't mean to. Dang my love for writing! But that's what I'm going for in college, a Profetional Writer^^ My schedule that I picked out doesn't look anything like I want to be a profetional writer, but that's just becuase I'm taking my core (required) classes to get them out of the way first so that I can end my college years studying what I love the most^^ I'm actually pretty excited for the new school year that's right around the courner and being able to be on my own for the first time in my life! I know I'll do just fine, as long as I keep my room clean, keep my head on my studies, and remember to eat. Yes that's right, I tend to forget to eat when I'm studying but I'll just drop by my friends houses and rade their kitchen^^ Well, let me show you what my new schedule looks like^^:

Tuesday + Thursday's classes:
1) English Composition1 - 8:00am-9:15am
*this is a class that was made for undergrads
that like writing^^*
2)Theatre Appreciation - 11:00am-12:15pm
*I'll be able to learn about plays like
The Phantom of the Opera^^*
3) Elementary Japanese1 - 7:30pm-8:45pm
*I have to take this over again cause I wasn't
paying attention in my last Japanese class in
High School*
(good thing I didn't throw away my notes)

Monday, Wednesday,+ Friday's classes:
1) Introduction to Philosophy - 9:00am-9:50am
*Plato, Aristotle and other famous philosophers
maybe even Jesus*
2) American Government - 11:00am-11:50am
*this teaches the basics over government which
is my specialty^^*

That's it really. In total that gives me 15 hours worth credits; each class equiles 3 credits. Actually a lot of Freshmen are too scard of taking 15 cause they think it's too many but I was able to space my classes out to where I am able to study and work on my homework during the day and inbetween classes. This will give me enough time to relax and pamper myself while on my own^^.

Well, that's all for today. Hope that was short, sweet and to the point. I'm getting my teeth pulled tomorrow so I don't think I'll be posting cause of the drugs I'll be under. Talk to you when I'm sobber^^ Seeya
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Saturday, July 15, 2006

   Crap Fest!
Wow! A lot has went on in the past few days. I'll try to tell you without over doing my post and putting everyone to sleep. Here goes...
Oh before I start, I want to thank HardLuckWoman for fixing the music on my site and for letting me into her DertyLittleSecrets Club^^lol I love how big the baner is. Actually, it scared me at first with the big bold flashing print saying "I'VE GOT REALLY BIG BOOBS!" Let me just clerify that they're not as big as the baner suggests. But back to what I was saying...

4 days ago started my whole carp fest! Actually this whole thing started right after my last post. After I posted Saul comes in and says, "Come on we're leaving Right NOW! If you don't get out to the car NOW I'm leaving you!" I only had a tang top on so I had change shirts at least. I couldn't even talk to DeadLeaves! Once I got to the car Saul says, "Took you long enough!" I didn't even take 3 minutes so I said, "You could've at least told me 5 minutes ahead of time." Then he comes out with "Well, next time I'll just leave you behind." To be blunt, he's the main reason why I'm staying down in Columbus GA.

After eating Egde met up with us and hung around with us at a book store. (this story of mine is the continuation of Edge's story that he didn't want to talk about before. just look through his old posts about me and him going through a sexual part of the book store... I didn't know that we were in that section!!) Anyway, I then found the movie that I was looking for, Spirited Away^^. After my cousin leaving with Saul, I hung out with Edge for a while. We ended up at a MovieStop where I found the same movie that I just bought for 5 dollars cheeper! THAT MADE ME SO MAD!! After that we drove around for a little while, then it hit me! I didn't have my retainers in!! I then remembered that I raped them up in a napkin where we ate so that I didn't have to hold them the time when I was eating but I didn't throw them away!! MY BROTHER DID (on accedent but it doesn't count!) WITHOUT KNOWING THAT HE DID!! So Edge and I drove to the back of the store and dug through the dupster! You heard me right! I dug through the dupster!! Edge was nice enough to help me a bit but I did most of the work while he held a flash light. After digging through 3 dags I wanted to dig through 1 more but something cut me!! I don't know what it was but Edge and I freaked out and went to wash our hands. It wasn't anything bad though, I just have to get a molding of my teeth again to get another pear.

The next day my mother and I drove around Columbus State (while arguing for more than half the time) trying to get myself accepted into the freaking college!! I was finally accepted (thank God) but the orientation was on 2 different days than the ones that I told my boss. So after being dropped off at work I told one of my managers (who's more like a friend then a manager) about the situation and said to him that I might as well quit than continue to abuse the job. In the end that's what my boss agreed to and that day was my last day at work.

The next day I went to the oriantation for the students that were going to live in the dorms. It was pretty cool actually and I had fun^^ The coolest part was a show that a hipnotist did that was so funny!! I also liked the fact that I got a lot of the attention from the guys at the dance that night!! YES!! The down side was EVERYBODY SMOKED!!! It was driving me crazy!! (for those who don't know, I used to smoke but quit a while back).

Only getting about 3 hours of sleep I got up the next morning and was able to put together a class skedule for this coming school year (all thanks to my mom helping, one of the few times we didn't argu, thank God). I'll tell you the schedule next time I post. I then fell sick right when we were let out to go home and slept for the rest of the day.

Well, that's all for today. I'll post up tomorrow if I can^^. Remember, I get my wisdom teeth pulled out this Monday and I just got the news that I'm losing computer this Friday. Seeya guys later^^
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

   Big Boobs?
Well, nothings really been happening for the past few days. All I'm trying to do is to find a way I can get to an oriantation in ColumbusStateUniversity. My tests still haven't been looked at yet so I STILL don't know if I've been accepted to the college yet!! But I'm not concerned really, I'm sure I'll get in... CAUSE IF I'M DON'T...!!!

I got another day off today and took the opertunity to hang out with Saul and my cousin Alejandro. While we where out, I was looking around for the movie "Spirited Away" by Miyazaki the God of all Anime!!..... Anyway, so we ended up at the mall. Saul and Alejandro went into Gap while I headed into FYE where I work. I was looking for some good rap CDs that I thought were good when my friend/coworker Nam came up to me with wide eyes and said, "Alex? Is that you?" We talked for a bit and he helped me look for a CD. Then another friend/coworker of mine walked by and said hi in a weird way as well and asked what Nam was doing. "I'm helping out Alex. I mean I couldn't help it, I had too, you know with her big boobs and all. I mean it's like they're looking at me." My mouth dropped. Apparently the shirt that I have to wear to work does Nothing to a girls figure and makes it seem like I don't have any boobs. "I can't help it my fat distribues wrong in my body!" That was the best thing I could come up with.... I always thought guys where always just joking around or at least half joking but with the attention that I brought at FYE even to the girls there (not in a gay way! i think they just couldn't believe that i had such big boobs), I'm starting to believe that they weren't joking. *sigh*

Well, that's it. I'll talk to you guys later. Just remember, I've only got 2 more weeks till I help my family with the move. ~Seeya~
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Saturday, July 8, 2006

   Excuse Me. . . .
Excuse me for my last post, I was a in a very emotional state and I really didn't mean what I said. I don't hate my brother... I'm just very tired of him.

On a good note, some of my family is here at my house. Out of the numbers of cousins that I have in my family, my older cousin Alejandro is staying at my house for a few days to relax from a hectic week from classes. He'll be going to Miami for a few days after this then head off to Argentina!! Ya! I also have my grandmother over as well (my moms mom). Also, but not staying at my house just visiting which is a freaking mericle, my aunt and Mexican uncle are over with my little half Mexican half Puerto Rican cousins. Their cute but I'm so tired from working and you know kids they'll go on forever!! Even my dog Star is trying to get away from them! But it's great having some of my family over without having to go all the way over to the island. I can always feel my real hispanic side of me come out whenever I'm around my family. I love the feeling but I always feel as if I don't really fit in cause I've never grew up there. Oh well, I'm just the Southern Puerto Rican that everyone loves but doesn't have a Southern accent^^. If I can I'll pull up some pics of my cousin Alejandro^^ To all the girls I must warn you that when you see his picture you may have the sudden feeling to jump into the computer.... I Even Have To Admit It! My Older Cousins Are Hot!!

Well, that's all for today. Oh, and if any of my friends that know how to get into my site... FIX IT!! MY MUSIC ISN'T PLAYING FOR SOME REASON!! MAN, I HAVE TO START LEARNING HOW TO WORK THIS STUFF!! I'll talk to everyone later^^ Seeya
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Friday, July 7, 2006

Braking Point
Last night I cryed myself to sleep. All of my anger, sadness and agrivation came out as tears, down my face and into my pillow. I just can't take it anymore. I hate being in my house. So much BullShit has been thrown at me lately and I am tired of it all.
For the past while now my brother and I have done nothing but arguing about everthing little thing. I hate him. I hate the way he critizises me all of the time about everything I do. He does it all of the time but never relizes it even when I point it out to him. He also hasn't learned the fact that we are TOO DIFFERENT from one another. I have completely stoped talking to him in general because I have learned that if I do, it will always end up in a fight that I will NEVER win. He's such a Basterd! He's even gone as far as telling me that DeadLeaves and I shouldn't be going out to my face. I hate him so much now! No matter what I do it's never enough. The only time I ever talk to him is when he askes me something, but even then I only give him a short and to the point answer. One things for sure, I don't want to be stuck with him when I get my wisdom teeth pulled, so I'm going to ask my friends to come over for my sake. I don't care how I look just come over.

On a better note, I put up that really funny video of Kakashi with Peter Giffith's voice. Tell me what you think. I'll talk to you later. Seeya
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Thursday, July 6, 2006

   Busy Time!!
Well, I've been really busy lately, to the point of where I'm barely getting any hours in my job at FYE. I'm trying the best I can cuase I need the money but things just keep on coming up. When I first started my job, I had to ask my boss right off the bat for days off so that I could check out Virginia and to my Bible Camp. After that I had to ask for another day off so that I could take a Reading and English exam for the college that I want to attend. Actually that's the only reason why I'm posting today, cause today is the day I take that exam. I don't have to take the Math exam like Edge did...don't know why but oh well. I actually already took the Reading exam already (which took me a while longer than everyone else in the room). Now I have to wait till 1:30 today to take the English part of the test cause they close at 12, but the English part is mainly Writing and that will be easy for me^^!!. Not to brag but I did score a 97% out of all the students in my school that took the graduation exam in Hardaway High. Well I have to be proud of myself for being in the top 3% of my class for writing cuase that's the only thing that I'm really good at. Anyway, I also have to ask for some days off from work cause I already have the date for when I get my Wizdom teeth pulled out!! OUSH!! It's going to be on the 17th and I'm not coming out of this house for those day's that I look like crap!! I've seen 2 people go through it including my brother Saul and it wasn't pretty!

Well, that's about it for today. Oh and another thing is that I already have a day for when my family moves. It's going to be in the 26th of this month and I'm going up there with them to spend the summer so I wont have a computer for a good while, but until then I'll keep everyone updated with what's going, then I'll get DeadLeaves to help me out once I loose my computer. Seeya
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Wednesday, July 5, 2006

   I Can't Take It Anymore!!
I hate the house I live in! I hate living with my family!! I hate the stress they form!!! . . . .
Oh, sorry about that; I'm kinda in a badish mood. Well let me tell you what's going on. I have been so tired of living with my family now and it's not getting any better! My family are people that just love pushing people into things that you just don't want to do. Now that I'm 18 (of llegal age to be on my own) being with my family is driving me crazy! Now I'm glad that I made the decition of staying in Columbus GA while my family is in upper Virginia but then I can only think of the hard time I will have after that year on my own and having to move back in with my family. I'm just not getting along with them anymore!! My father never talks to me, my mother is always pushing me into things that I just don't see the point to, and my older brother thinks he has to act like a F**ked up father!! He's always correcting me in everything I do including when I'm talking about an anime that he doesn't even know about!! WHAT THE HELL!! I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!! He's also going on about that we NEVER hang out!! THAT'S SO MUCH BULL SHIT!!! I'VE BEEN DON'T NOTHING BUT HANGING OUT WITH HIM FOR SUMMER!! What ever I do is never enough for him!!

I'M MOVING OUT!!

I have a job and I'm saving up as much money as I can so that I can get my own appartment. Where you ask? I have no f**king clue. That's why I'm asking for anyones oppinion on this. Does anyone know where I can get a cheep but good appartment? Actually, I would Love to stay in Columbus as long as I can so my friends will have to help me out with that. One things for sure, I wouldn't get one in upper Virginia where my family is. Not just that my family's there but the fact that everything is so expensive!! I might in lower Virginia though.
But that's all I really have to say. If anyone has some advise, Please share!! Talk to everyone later...
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Tuesday, July 4, 2006

   Oh My Gosh!! I've Been Out For So Long!!
Sorry about me not posting, I've been doing so many things for the past 2 weeks!! Anyway, to update everyone on what's been going on:
I Loved the week that I went to my camp^^ I made a lot of new friends and heard a lot of heart bracking talls from my new and old friends there. I would tell you the life of one of my friends named Amanda but man it's just too sad and I don't have enough time cause Saul is asking me to make him some breakfast.

After camp DeadLeaves was able to come over^^. I loved having him around^^. I feel as if we were able to conect and get to know each other better^^. I was also able to finally get my friends to meet him but poor DeadLeaves was shy most of the time. Thanks to all of my friends that hung out with me and gave DeadLeaves a chance^^. It's going to be 7 months tomorrow that we've been going out and the sad thing of that is out of those 7 months, we've only been able to see each other face to face for only....*counts the days* 17 1/2 days!! But as long as we stay true to each other I believe we'll get along just fine^^.

OH MAN!! I also got my Baces out!! Haleluya!!(i can't spell) Prase the Lord!!! No More Braces!! Now I have rainbow retainers. (i still can't spell) Oh and I also found a way to keep all of the guys who hit on me at work away! The idea came up when a customer asked for some help. After helping him out I gave him some cupons for a store wide sale that we were having. After showing his friends he then asked me "Are you married?" For those of you who don't know I have a silver band around my ring finger that my mom gave me on my 16th Birthday that says "Purity" on it; it's a tradition to do this in Puerto Rico for the daughters so that they wont go around sleeping with people. After being asked this question I thought to myself, "What the hell. Let me try it and see what happenes." So I said yes to the customer, and he just said "Okay, thanks for your help. Bye" and left. I couldn't believe it!! I'm doing that more often!!
Well, that's all for today I'll post tomorrow. Seeya
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Saturday, June 17, 2006

   I Have No Life Anymore. . .
First of all...WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED TO MY POSTS?!! Edge!! HLW!! YOU GUYS BETTER FIX THIS CAUSE I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT IT WASN'T ME!! FIX IT!!

Okay, well I'm sorry for not posting for a while know I've been doing a lot of stuff lately. Let's see...well for all of you that have been keeping up on most of my posts, you should know that I have been having some trouble deciding on wheather to stay here in Columbus or move with my parents to upper Virginia for my first year of college. Well I was finally able to check out the Community colleges up there that were the only ones that excepted me on the 14th. It was an 11 or a 13 hour drive in a little car on the 13th. MAN!! I DON'T LIKE ROAD TRIPS IN LITTLE CARS!!!! I was sick for the whole drive so I just layed in the back and slept. Then the the 14th Saul (older brother) was able to see his new college and what a college it was!! It's awsome!! Then, after a long day of looking at his college I got to see what mine looked like....OMG! *shacks head* I saw only one building and I decided in that split second on what I wanted to do...let me just put it this way: I've worked so very hard on to get into a good college and this wasn't worth my effert, so I'm staying down here for my first year then I'm transfering up to my brothers college for my second year^^. After looking at the colleges my family let me finally see DeadLeaves^^. It was great to see him again and I hope he's able to come down here to visit^^. The funny thing is that when we were walking I noticed how short I really am!! I tried to hold his hand but by doing that my wrist was bent up, so instead of rapping his fingers around mine DeadLeaves left his fingers strait and I held on his finger tips...I felt like a child...grr my shortness!!

Last night Monika had another sleep over and it was weird like always!! First my cell died right wile I was trying to talk to DeadLeaves. Then I was stroggling with my friend Andreas cell cause it kept on hanging up with on me. Finally getting the cell to work my friend Billy spraied some silly string down my shirt (i hate the feeling on silly string on me). After saying good-bye to DeadLeaves I played DDR and all Edge and Billy where wanted to do was sit infront of me while I danced and jumped around trying to get a good score and they where trying to get a good show cause I had a spagetty strap shirt on. Last HLW, Andrea and I tryed on a vest of HLW's and we all didn't have anything under it, not even a bra on.

Well, that's all really. Tomorrow I'm heading out to my Bible Camp called Ponderosa^^ so I wont be able to post up till I get back on the 23rd. DeadLeaves will hopefully be here by the 24th^^. And with everybody else, well they're all happy that I'm staying here.... I just don't know how DeadLeaves really feels about it. I know he may say he just wants me to be happy but I really want to know how he feels deep inside his heart....I'll talk to everyone later^^
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Thursday, June 8, 2006

   Sorry Not Updating. . . .
Hey everybody, how's it going? Sorry for not posting until now; work is getting the best of me. Well, for the past 3 days now I've been working at my new job^^. It's actually pretty cool! The only problem is that the entire time that you are working, you have to be standing. That place doesn't have any chairs to site in at all, so I have to stand and walk around for hours without end!! I'm getting used to it though, but still no matter what I'm going to be tired anyways. Here's the funny thing but wont be funny for DeadLeaves at all. On my second day (which was the day before yesterday) 3 major things happened all in one day:
~First, a man that was about 25-30 asked me out to dinner. I said "No, I have a boyfriend" which I was so happy to have!!
~Second, a guy that was 18-22 asked me if I could find a raper for him. As I was looking for it his other friend came up and said "Lets go!" The guy hitting on me said, "No, not now I'm looking for a CD." His friend answered "What are you doing that for you don't have any money, lets go!" And he said in a slow kind of talk "No, I'm looking for a raper." His friend then came over and asked me which singer he was looking for. I told him not knowing who the hell the singer was and his friend tryed to stop himself from laughing at the guy who wanted help from me. Apperently that was a stupid raper to ask for.
~Third, after I came back from taking out the trash with one of my new friends, a grown man who looked like he was in his late 20s to early 30s said, "You pretty cute." (Oh God!)
All in all I love my job^^

I'm not doing much at the momment, just playing video games like WindWaker on game cube. Well, I'm stopping here. I'll post again when something happeness. Seeya^^
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