Wednesday, May 17, 2006

   Damn Drama . . .
*sighs* Wow, there has been way too much drama in my group of friends lately, that's why I didn't post yesterday, but I'm going to start off with all of the good stuff first.

Well, on Monday I got a package from my boyfriend Dead Leaves. I knew it was comeing cause he showed it to me over the webcam one day. Well, living in Germany Leaves has been able to visit places that no other person would in their life and this last time he went to Spain and that's where all of the stuff that he got me came from. I got an anclit with a quarter moon and a letter A on the pendent (the letter stands for my name). Also, I got a purple PuccaClub bag^^*, and a black shirt that said, "My boyfriend went to Spain and all I got was this lousy shirt!" lol. His presents really made me feel a lot better and loved again mainly because lately my friends have all, except for Edge, been treating me like sh**, and it's so hard to have him so far away from me. Nothing good happened yesterday, but today was pretty good. My school hosted a senior day where the seniors had to dress up nicely and get a good breakfast (which wasn't that good, but hey it's the thought that counts), a really good talent show and a fast food lunch (cheep with the luch). We also had a graduation rehersal where I could imagin me tripping while walking across the stage, but luckely I didn't^^.

Okay time for the bad stuff which wont last long because I hate being in a bad mood. Aparantly one of my friends had been mad lately cause her spot light was taken away from her without her knowing. Who took it way from her? Well, I did but I didn't know till she started treating Edge like sh**. Okay, by the way she's acting you'd think that I stoll her boyfriend, but she's not even going out with him, and Edge and I are only friends. Also, she tends to give me a bad vibe whenever I get the attention of another one of our friends named Yazy who's a Puerto Rican too so we talk to each about stuff that she wouldn't understand. So now she's hanging off of Yazy as much as she can right infront of Edge trying to get him jelous (he is the jelous type), and saying that I should brake up with Leaves and go out with Edge, or if my relationship with Leaves doesn't work out which she always says wont then to marry Edge sence we're already 18. I just have to say one thing to solve this whole drama crap.... I am Not giving up Leaves!! I am Not going to brakeup with him! I am Not single/available to go out with Edge at all! I care about Leaves way too much to just forget about him if something happened and go out with the first guy infront of me. If that did ever happen I wouldn't go out with anyone for a long time; that tells you how much he means to me. At the moment, I can tell you that Leaves doesn't like HLM for all of this BullSh** that she's throwing out, but one thing I am sorry for.... I don't think Leaves likes Edge at the moment either (if I'm wrong tell me Leaves), which is going to get in the way when he does come down here for the summer.
O.oWow, that lasted longer than I thought! Well, sorry if I bord you today. I'll try to post up better stuff tomorrow. See everyone later^^
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