Tuesday, August 22, 2006

I'm Sorry Grandma...
Well, yesterdays late class went alright. I got there early just so I could site outside next to the lake and think over my life. I actually found my life almost being perfect; I wouldn't change a thing of it, well except to have my friends with me but that's something that's not so easy. Once I got into my seat a girl walked in all high and mighty like. She was wearing a tight shirt that rufled in the front and made her boobs look hug (NO I'M NOT LOOKING!! it was a bit hard not to notice, kinda like if she were to walk in without a shirt on, you notice it), a nice skirt that you would see like at church, and heals. In addition to this she also had those really big, square sunglasses that you see now a days and a cell phone huck up hanging off her ear. Walking in all high and mighty I thought to myself, "Well there's a character. I bet she's got money too. Damn rich people." Once class got on the way the only form of intertainment was that girl that wouldn't shut up. I mean she's one of those girls that would laugh at every little thing that the teacher makes a joke at and saying "That's right!" or "That's so true!" to whatever she agreed on. Everyone was laughing at her, I just couldn't believe what types of morrons there are now a days.

After class I went up to my bedroom to change. I then heard my mom come in so I went down to greet her.
"Hey mom^^ How's it going^^?"
-Pause-
"Your grandmother has cancer."
Last night I couldn't sleep. I only got 4 hours at the most. I'm not sad about her dying at all cause my grandmother has lived a long and God filled life. She even said that she doesn't want to go through chemotherapy cause she just wants to sleep in peace. The only thing I am sad is that I didn't get to know her well enough as I hoped to. She used to take care of me when I was but 2 years old and remember her being so sweet to me. But since I'm an army kid I haven't been able to get to know her. I can just hear her saying, "Tu eres mi nena preciosa" which means "You are my beautiful girl." I miss her so much right now, but it's not like she's going to die right off the bat so I'll be able to see her before hand.
That's all for today though. I'll write next week or whenever I have free time.
~Love All Around~
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