Monday, January 22, 2007

   Cras - Latin for "Tomorrow"
Yeah, for those who don't know, I'm in my second year of Latin in highschool and plan to continue it in college.

Anyway, as I sit here, laughing at my onee-chans continual bg change and shaking my head at Nelson in puzzlement, a thought hits me. Life is okay. Well, I've known this but I've had confirmation. I've been in a bit of an argument with some peeps that are close to me, most of the arguments dealing with how seclusive I am and though I'm there to listen to their problems, I'm not open myself. What's more, their right. Finals are over, and I know there are a couple I could have done better at (MUCH better), and there's a chance I'm NOT done with those evil speeches. I recieved my acceptance letter from a nearby college and though that rocks, that means that I really have to get my act together are start figuring things out for myself and how I'm going to manage in college, how I'm going to pay for it, how I'm going to give my boyfriend, who's two years younger than me in age and in school years, the time of day; and what am I REALLY going to persue? Plus there's always the constant weight of basketball. But above all of this, and WITH all of this, life is still okay. One of my friends that I had been arguing with was upset because he shares his problems with me and confides in me, but I never do the same. And sadly, I don't even do that really with my boyfriend. Yeah, not a good thing. But really, I don't have any big problems, none that really keep me from moving forward. I'm a Christian, and though I'm not the most faithful or strongest one out there, I know that my faith helps me along. And I say, thank the Lord for the strength He gives me. I've heard the argument that religion is a crutch for weak people. I beg to differ. in this world, it takes a lot more faith to believe that everything in the universe just suddenly appeared because conditions were just right, but even before that, matter was just... there and for some reason, started spinning, causing big boom, and there's the universe. I know I'm picking a fight with the masses. Please, for those who disagree with me, pm me. I'd love to know why people believe in evolution and I'd love to debate it. =^_^= Anyway, thanks to my God, I HAVE a tomorrow. A tomorrow to get my work done, a tomorrow to live, a tomorrow, see my friends. Thanks to my God, I have a today. And though I procrastinate (such a great word) I still have my life. And things are going fine. There's always bumps, though I guess some of my friends don't think I get those. But if I didn't, how could I move forward or become a different person, or even grow? Never back down from difficulties. There's always a way to beat them. Anyway, that's my rant of the morning. Hope life is going just as good for everyone else. Take care and God bless. =^_^=
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