*sighs* Okay, mom just let me know dad was
moved into comfort care, which means, in the
next 2 or 3 days, they're going to let my father
slowly pass away, which is what he wanted...
Well, not to be a vegetable, anyway.
Next few days are going to be really hard for
me, but I have friends and family and if I just
keep strong, I'll be okay.
But it's really fucking sick that people like
my dad have to die while scum like Misty
still get to walk this earth.
Stupid bitch, I knew her sympathy for my
father was as fake as she is. I laughed at
her text when I got it.
Today, I was late for school and my stepdad
had to drive me. I met Shanna in the parking
lot. I walked up the campus and saw Misty.
She saw me and her head snapped back
around and started walking faster. Bitch.
I almost laughed when she was caught like
the dirty rat she is. Her teacher was not at
the class yet and she had to stand outside.
She turned to see if I was behind her and I
walked by her, flipping her off.
And someone PLEASE tell me what is her
appeal? She has no personality, no individ-
uality, she copies the people she's around,
she's too chicken shit to do ANYTHING her
self, she lies constantly, her voice is fucking
annoying as all hell, she told Sam if a boy
ever hurt her, she'd hurt him, yet dates a guy
who hurt my friend and says "everyone deser-
ves a second chance" which even Sam said
was bullshit... Why would anyone want to be
friends with THAT? Someone, please, I'm a
bit lost here, please, tell me why?
...And she's not attractive. Bitch, shave the
damn mustache and quit putting on hooker
make-up, geez. No one wears dark lipstick
and blue eyeshadow to their eyebrows!
FUCK YOU, ADULT SWIM! D:
They are raping Death Note! How can you
exploit DN!? I refuse to watch it. Sam told
me already the voices are horrid.
Now, all the fucktards will know of Death
Note. Dammit! Twiggy and I are both big
DN fans and are crushed by this... Oh, and
if we hear even one stupid bitch go, "OMG
I LUFF DEATH NOTE! L-CHAN IS SO KAWAII!"
we will fucking stab you in the eye.
We agreed, the only anime American TV should
exploit is anime everyone already knows about,
anime true otaku have grown tired of, really old-
school anime or the ones that start n00bs off on
their trail to otakuism (pokemon, digimon, etc.)
Ugh. The 17-year-old guy in my Economics
class was wearing his USMC (United States
Marine Corp) shirt and my heart sunk. Great
day to wear such a shirt...
The class was packing up the homecoming
gift bags for those who ordered. There were
some left over glass champagne glasses as
well as mugs. I got one of the mugs for my
mom. She deserves something, I guess.
First block, all Seniors had to report to the
auditorium for stupid shit about ordering our
graduation crap. Biggest rip-off scam ever.
Why do we need MEGA tassles, or spirit
tassles or pink and camo tassels?
I napped on Belinda's shoulder the whole
time, once and awhile perking up to make
a smartass remark. One of Belinda and
Mike's friends, this annoying dude, went
"Hoo-Rah!" and I turned and glared, "Don't
say that unless you're a full-fledge Marine."
I'm sick of people doing it. And now more
that ever...
When the annoying dude who talked like an
auctionier with a retard-lisp mentioned that if
we did not purchase the stuff we needed for
the graduation ceremony, they would just mail
us our diploma. I sat up and smiled, "Sounds
good to me!" lol. I don't even know if I can walk.
I was going to tell you more of the things that
happened at the anime party, but now I can't
recall what... *sighs*
Oh, my adopted cousin, Riley, guess I can't
really call her a baby no more, lol, is already
fitting in with the family so well, lol. She has
our smart-ass humor. XD
She found a blonde hair in the tub and asked
mommy (my aunt Celine) who's was it? Mom
made her guess.
She asked, "Is it mommy's?"
Riley said, "No. Mommy has dark hair."
"Is it daddy's?"
"No..."
Mommy-Celine said, "Daddy doesn't have any
hair, does he?"
Riley replied, "That's not true. Daddy has hair
on his boobs, his arms and his legs!" XDDD
Flippi has a ferret. It's name is Hinata, lol. Yeah,
our resident Special-ED-Emo, Flippi has a new
pet and it's a ferret. And it's name is Hinata and
he has a picture of her on his notebook.
If ye wait, I'll post the picture of Flippi with his
Hinata after school, lol and answer comments!
NAENAE'S VIDEO CLIP PICKS:
[My Life; Misa and Rukia Dance!; Clip]
On Sunday, October 21st 2007, the Fye store
here in southeast Alabama held a small anime
party.
After the Anime Trivia Game, my friend, Shanna,
dressed as Misa Aname from Death Note and myself,
dressed as Rukia Kuchiki from Bleach, danced around
to the awesome music with our Kon and Ryuk plushies!
Everyone seems to think I fell on purpose. But nope,
I'm just a dork and fall on purpose, because I find it fun,
haha. :)
[Music: Anime music ]
[Watching: N/A ]
[Currently: Woke up late... shit! ]
OMFG, the Anime Party was a blast, man! 8D
I won two prizes in the anime trivia game and I
won the cosplay contest! Woot-woot~! XD
So, Sam spent the night Saturday so that we
could take her to the Anime Party. We had fun.
Stayed up 'til about 3 or 4 in the morning, lol.
Shanna had come over and stayed 'til about 8.
Her mom said she couldn't spend the night,
because she had to go to church.
We were suppose to leave at around 3 for the
party, but Shanna was delayed in getting out
of church (she had to come over to make sure
her lolita skirts were fixed right) and I needed
to wash my hair bad.
Yes, we went in cosplay. I was Rukia Kuchiki
from Bleach, of course, Shanna borrowed my
"Bou"-look-alike lolita dress and Ryuk plushie
and wore her Death Note necklace and went
as Misa Aname from Death Note.
Sam had no cosplay costume yet... She really
wanted to go as Kikyo from InuYasha (that is
what she is going as to MomoCon), but she
put on kitty ears and a boa and an InuYasha
shirt and went as a crackheaded otaku kitty. XD
We get there, all throughout the mall we got
stares, but Shanna and I are such dorks, all
we have ever wanted to do is walk around in
a mall in cosplay. XD We love the stares, lol.
We walk to Fye, some black guy working in a
cell phone booth beside the place stopped me
and asked, "Where's your sword, aren't you a
Soul Reaper?" it shocked me that he knew
what I was, because he so did not look like the
anime type, lol.
We walk in, the big black dude we always see
greeted us with a smile, "Hello, ladies! Looing
wonderful!" we smiled, thanked him, walked to
the back... I stopped and smiled. There was
another Bleach cosplayer. XD
He was an Ichigo, even had the sword (though
he looked more like Hanataro and we all picked
on him all night about that XD) and they made
me pose with him a lot, lol.
Especially a guy there who runs this Alabama
anime club. He wanted our pictures for the site.
He also told us he had connections to get free
anime stuff and worked with anime cons up in
Atlanta, including MomoCon! 8D
We had so much fun. We signed up for the
cosplay contest, then we all played the trivia
game. The first prizes they handed out were
Dragon Ball Z t-shirts and cards, so, I didn't
mind not winning those... Shanna and Sam
won them, though. XD
I did win two things! The first question they asked
that I got was "What is the name of the detective
on Lupin the 3rd?"
No one knew it and I LOOOVE Lupin! People
always pick on me for it and say the show is
boring, but ha! Got me free shit! XD I was like,
"Uh... I know it, I kn-- Zeni... Zeni... Zenigata!
Zenigata!" and he made me repeat it like 4 or
5 times, I yelled it the last time. XD
I got a Case Closed DVD for that. *dances* I
like Case Closed, lol.
Then, right after that, they asked, "What is
the name of Shuichi Shindou's band on
Gravitation?" I am a Gravitation ADDICT! XD
I jump up and down, "Bad Luck! Bad Luck!"
They were like, "Didn't you just win a prize?"
because they wanted us all to get something,
but I got my choice of prize, anyway, lol. It
was between another Case Closed DVD and
an Edward (FMA) action figure. I chose Ed. :3
We then all danced like dorks to the anime
music they were blasting. XD
Then, we got into all of us talking about Gundam
Wing. The guys were saying Wing Zero and
Heero Yuy were the best while Shanna, Sam
and myself were arguing that the Death Scythe
and Duo Maxwell were way cooler! XD
It was just so awesome to talk with otaku
and we all were on the same page!
Then, this song came on and from the first
chord it sounded familiar, so, I told them to
hush a second. Shanna listened and she too
recognized it... then we screamed. XD
They played Dir en grey's "Ain't Afraid to Die"!
Kaoru's guitar solo, my FAVORITE part, played
as we were at the counter and I melted literally
onto the floor. XD
When time came for the cosplay contest, we
went to the front of the store, mind you that
business is going on as usual, all the people
who work there were with us, but there were
still people shopping and so lost. XD
We stood in the front of the store, people not
in cosplay and working there were judges.
We walked down the aisle between two rows
of DVDs to the judges and introduced our
character names and what anime we were
from. I went 2nd, after Shanna. I spoke loud
and confident, but I went buy too fast for them
to take a picture at first. XD
When it came time to judge, they got in a
circle and decided. They announced me as
winner first. The black guy with a Sasuke
shirt and Itachi headband said my Kon was
awesome. They announced Ichigo as 2nd
place for his sword, but failure to have the
hair, lol. I was joking with him earlier that he
looked more like Hanataro. The judges were
joking with him about that, too, saying if he
came as that, his chances would have been
better. XD They told Shanna she came in 3rd
and would have done better if she had the
right Shinigami plushie, lol.
She had Ryuk. That's Raito's. Misa has Rem,
but they don't sell Rem plushies and I bought
Ryuk because I love Ryuk! XD
They told me I needed my sword. I told the
guy they didn't want to see me with a sword.
He joked, "You can slice me up anytime." XD
Then, another guy, a half-white/Chinese guy
(he looked Mexican, but earlier he was joking
that he was half-Chinese and therefore he
deserved a prize for his people helped make
anime XD) asked me to do the pose where
Kon is looking up Rukia's skirt.
I didn't know how he wanted me to pose, so,
I pretended to stomp on him instead, so, he
was still looking up my pant leg. XD
It was funny, because one girl, this sweet
girl named Grace we met, said, "She doesn't
want to stomp on him, he's cu--"
and then I jumped on him. XD
The group picture was so funny! It was hot and
we were sweaty and all scrunched together, we
had to take so many pics ...one guy announced
he'd just farted and we all cracked up, even the
guy taking pictures was laughing so hard it
messed up the shot. XD
Then, a random black guy pulled out his cell
phone to take a snap and Shanna saw he had
Miami Ink on it and yelled, "Miami Ink! I love
Miami Ink!" we all cracked up and Grace was
like, "Well... that was random." XD
After the party, we went to WaldenBooks. The
guy behind the counter saw Shanna wanted
to buy Princess Princess and said, "No." and
they both went back and forth about how no,
it's not yaoi, just boys in drag, what is yaoi, all
this stuff. It was funny.
Went to Hot Topic, I saw Andrew, and one of
the girls working there said we looked cute
and fit in well with the store, lol.
We went to the Food Court to get drinks. We
walked by a table with 3 black guys about our
age and one yelled, "WHAT THE FUCK!?" and
I almost died laughing! XD
Shanna ran to the bathroom and said some
chick ran in after her JUST to tell her that
she dressed cute, lol.
I saw Andrew and called him over and I
demanded a picture of him, lol. He saw
the pic and smiled, "Nice. Totally rock
star." XD He smelled like pure ciggs when
he walked away. oxO
Went around the mall a few more time and
then went home. All in all, it was a very
awesome night. :3
The flyer
Shanna/Miyavi-chan as Misa Aname from
Death Note. Kawaii!! My outfit! XD
Me looking like one fugly Rukia from Bleach
here. XD
Sam as a kitty-crackhead-otaku XD (she didn't
have her Kikyo from InuYasha costume, yet)
Me as Rukia with Kon and the Ichigo-who-looks-
like-Hanataro-guy. XD
Random otaku there, lol. They rocked. <3
Group picture 1~! It was so hard to take these! XD
It was hot, we had to stay in one pose for a lot of
pics and we couldn't stop laughing! XD
One of the guys said he farted right as we went to
take a shot and we all cracked up and the guy taking
the pic was laughing too hard. XD
Group shot 2, not really much difference.
An old friend from middle school and high school,
Andrew. We always talked about rock music, lol.
He works at the Hot Topic. I stopped him in the Food
Court and demanded a pic. XD
Shanna just looking cute. :3
My pretty gift card~! 8D
NAENAE'S VIDEO CLIP PICKS:
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[My Life; Anime Party - Anime Trivia; Clip]
On Sunday, October 21st 2007, the Fye store here in
southeast Alabama held a small anime party. Here, we
answered trivia and if you got the question right, you won
a prize. This was too big for YouTube, that's why it's here.
By the way, I would like to explain one of my answers before
anyone cusses me out. It was a Lupin the 3rd question and I'm
a HUGE fan. No one else knew the answer. I KNOW his name
is ZeniGATA and that I was saying ZeniGAWA. I couldn't think
of his name and I'm horrible with names and some people DO call
him "gawa", so, I get it mixed up sometimes. I still was the only one
with a clue, so, I won fairly. Nyah. XD
[My Life; Anime Party - Dancing Otaku; Clip]
On Sunday, October 21st 2007, the Fye store here
in southeast Alabama held a small anime party.
This was right after our cosplay contest (which I won 1st
place as Rukia Kuchiki from Bleach, yay!), we decided to
dance like dorks to anime music! The song playing is the
ending theme to Shin-chan, lol.
Oh, and I dropped my poor Edward (FMA) figure on the
ground for the 100th time, that's why I was spazzing. XD
Live everyday as though it may be your last (-my dad)
It's Wendsday, 10:51 PM and I'm back home, now.
It all still feels like a bad dream...
3 of the most emotional and stressful days I will ever
go through in my entire life and it isn't even over, yet.
Of course, I told you all already that I was woken up
at around 4 AM and told he wasn't going to make it
and we needed to pack and get up there quick.
I'm so glad I carried my hide plushie with me. It may
have been childish, but at the moment, when you're
told your daddy is dying, you tell me how mature you
acted at the time.
hide became one very used tissue. I cried the entire
car ride into his hair, squeezing him.
I saw so many motorcyclist on the way up there.
The worst was when I first woke up, first thing I
see is a motorcyclist who looks just like my dad.
Even mom said, "I could swear that was Blaine."
When we got there, my aunt Celine and my uncle
Michale were waiting outside for us. They told us
what the doctors had told them so far and I again
cried into my hide plushie and we went inside.
They took us up to see him. Celine kept telling us
what state he was in so we wouldn't be shocked.
For someone that was in a motorcycle accident,
he didn't look as bad as you'd think, he wasn't all
scraped and bruised, but still, it was no way you
ever want to see a loved one.
He had a neckbrace and so many tubes in his
mouth and nose that I couldn't even see any of
his mouth.
I held his hand and sobbed. My mom a lot of the
day tried to rub my back or leg, but I'd pull away.
I didn't want it. I finally broke down at one point
and cried, "I don't want my daddy to leave!"
Mom reminded me that I was the one that had to
make the decision to pull the plug is he became
braindead, something I didn't want to be reminded.
I squatted on the floor as she told me and cried
harder. When I'd calmed down, the only thing I
stated was I refused to do anything until I knew
that Faye had seen him, because last I heard, no
one could find contact with her. Faye, by the way,
is my dad's girlfriend.
My dad finally found love, not only that, but some
one that loves him BACK and she's beautiful and
young and sweet and she actually wanted to get
to know me and was sad when she thought I did
not like her and she wanted to marry my dad and
move into a house with him... I was so happy for
him, and now... God is cruel. I cry each time I
think about it.
I was told later she had seen him, but said she
called to ask if I was alright, but they said she
probably wouldn't stop by, again. She had been
in a car wreck herself and this was too much. I
understood. We all did.
There were a lot of hugs, tears and prayer. My
friends all texted me to say they were praying,
Twiggy even got his whole old Youth Group to,
even Misty sent me a message saying even if
she was the last person I wanted to hear from,
she hoped my dad got well. My mom told me
the day before like 120 prayer chainmails for
my dad were sent out.
I visited a total of 3 times the first day. Once
was with two Catholic priests and Celine.
Each time you go in you have to wash your
hands. I think I may now hate washing my
hands more than I did before...
They did this one thing where they put oil on
his head. Since I'm not Catholic, Celine had
explained it to me.
She said that it use to only be done for the
dying, but now, they also did it for the sick,
like Memaw had been done thousands of
times.
One of the priests mentioned how strong my
father was, fighting off cancer twice and how
he'd been in wrecks before. The other said he
recalled my dad saying that he keeps cheat-
ing death and he told him, "No, you're just
falling apart slowly."
My dad was friends with lots and lots of people
and they all came by. We filled up the entire
side are of the waiting room, lol.
I was hugged a lot and told to keep strong. Right
from the start, when I went to hug my aunts and
uncles, Wiatt gave me a long hug. My uncle Wiatt
ended up being the one to comfort me most. Mom
said he and I were always close even when I was
a baby.
People from his motorcycle group came by. They
didn't think I remembered them from the meetings,
but I did. Especially Tom and his wife, Skeeter.
Skeeter was odd in her way of comforting me, but
she was very, very kind. And according to them,
we were lucky to have dad this long.
When they were told how he flipped over the bike,
they both cringed and Skeeter said that most people
who flip over the way he did only live 10 minutes.
Another woman from the motorcycle group came
by. I remeber they threw a baby shower for her.
She brought pictures of my dad on his motorcycle.
Uncle Ricky almost knocked them over when he
went to get a donut. He muttered, "Yeah, just what
I want pictures of him on."
We slept overnight in the waiting room. Those chairs
were horrid enough, hard and plastic, but I got a ghetto
recliner that doesn't like to prop back and in the middle
of the night went sliding to the floor, lol. Wiatt slept on
the floor and using our roll of paper towels as a pillow.
I love my family, I thank the stars for them, because
had I not had MY family, I never would have made it.
The 2nd day... We were full of false hope. It was a
sad, yet humorous (in a way) day.
We got news that the tv in his room was on and it
was talking about Britney Spears and everytime it
said "Britney" his eyes fluttered. XD
They also said he was breathing on his own, but
that was the only news we got all day on him and
it was from the nurses. And I didn't get to go up
and visit him, because he was suppose to go in
for an MRI scan and everytime we asked it was,
"Oh, he just went in for it." *headdesks*
My family uses humor, even in the most bleak
of situations. They were picking on me, because
I kept crawling all over the floor like a kid.
People brought us food. Wiatt's girlfriend brought
us sandwhiches and later someone brought us a
cooler of foods and drinks and of course there was
a really nice cafeteria, too.
They also set up a picture of all of my aunts and
uncles at my grandmother's funeral. They were
all smiling and my dad was in the middle, with
his beloved fu-man-chu mustache, holding the
earn that holds memaw's ashes, lol.
They said, "Everyone thinks it's a weird picture,
but we love it!" Yep, that's my family! <3
We annoyed the hospital staff SO much. XD
Like, only 2 people can visit a patient at a time.
My dad is the oldest of 10 and my aunts and
uncles will do whatever they want, no matter
what you tell them.
8 out of 9 of them who were there all got back
there and ignored the doctors. XDD
We broke all the rules, lol. We kept proclaiming
our last name proudly. We are stubborn people
who are really weird, but we love it.
We wanted for me to see my dad before the MRI
scan, before I went to sleep, so, that night, and
it was really late, Wiatt, Celine, my mom, Tom,
Sketter and their daughter as well as myself all
went upstairs.
They told us they'd come out the side door, so,
we sat and waited there. We waited a long time.
We are little kids.
Celine pretended to run and trip to the door and
called out, "Oops~! Did you see that? I almost
accidently ran into that door!" and then she got
down on her knees to peek under it and we were
all cracking up at her. She's like the world's most
obvious ninja. XD
And there was a sign on the wall that said "20 ft"
so Celine asked this black, female nurse behind
the desk, "Hey, what does this mean?"
The woman flatly replies, "20 feet." XD
We all cracked up and fell to the floor! She asked!
And Wiatt wanted to know if the staff only room
was locked and he opened and shut it quickly,
but a doctor who went in caught him and he was
laughing. x3
When he finally came out, they didn't go by us,
they turned the corner! D: So, I only got a glance.
And the waiting room says only two family members
can stay. Fuck that. At least 4 of so of us would stay.
We kept going up there so much to check on my
dad that one nurse said, "Y'all just don't give up."
And when my mom was saying how stubborn my
dad always was, the nurse said, "Speaking of, you
guys are the most stubborn family we have ever had,
but we like it... keeps us going."
I told mom they should have met memaw, haha. Of
course we are stubborn! We always get our way, no
matter what we have to do or how long it takes... or
who we piss off, lol.
3rd day, all the good news died. I found out indirectly.
Uncle David was on the phone with someone and he
said he didn't want to go into details, because I was
across from him, but basically, the best he can come
out is as a vegetable.
And my dad had always said he never wants to be
that. Anyone who keeps a family member alive in
a vegetated state is selfish. My dad is too full of life
to be kept alive as an empty shell.
Some woman who was at the site of the wreck
came by to talk to us. I just wanted her to shut
up... "And for some reason I was drawn over to
him..." just shut up...
I laid down on the floor. Wiatt laid down beside
me and put his arm over me. He ignored his
cell phone going off and we stayed there until
all our limbs fell asleep. XD
We had to go through all this shit about Power of
Attorney so that I could turn my responsibility of
next to kin to the family.
Celine, her husband Jeff, David and Wiatt were
outside. Celine said, "Alicia's birthday is coming
up." there was silence, "Who wants to help
donate shoes?" XD I had not worn my shoes
since first night there, not even when walking out
side or around the hospital.
I sat beside Jeff, drummed on his head with my
water bottle, talked to him about my school and
then this woman Traci came by.
Traci, this perky black woman who was the one
to deal with my situation talked to me about all
I had to do. I told her that I trusted my family.
She said she could see that.
My family isn't like others. There was no fight of
whether to keep him alive or not if we know all
he can be is a veggie, because we all know my
dad would hate that.
OH! By the way, know HOW the accident happened?
Some teenage girl tried to out run a yellow light.
My dad is at no fault, because even his biker friends
said he did everything right. There was nothing more
he could have done to save his life.
His accident was on the news there. My aunt pulled
up the video to show me. It showed his bike and the
dent HE made, his body, into the side of the car.
The video:
http://wrcbtv.com/videowindow.cfm?sid=279
They said the girl is terrified. Twiggy said she can
be charged with murder. I don't give a fuck. That
isn't going to bring my dad back. If anything, don't
let her ever fix her car. Just make her put on the
side, "I tried to out run a yellow light. This is the
cost. Is it really worth it?" because that girl is not
the only person to have tried to do that.
Celine tried to take me to see my dad's bike, but
the insurance company doesn't have it, some lot
still does and they weren't there. On a side note,
the house across from the lot had llamas. o_O;;
Faye was suppose to come by, but I didn't get
to see her. I wanted to give her a hug and tell
her I was alright, even though I'm not, I didn't
want her to be upset more. This was a woman
I looked foward to being my stepmother, and
now... I hope she too can stay strong.
I had to pick up some of his items, only I could
do it. The woman behind the window was stupid.
"Is he alright? Oh, I'm sorry, I thought you were
taking him home! Hope he gets well!" wtf?
Wiatt joked about how the wallet was holding
money he loaned. When we got the wallet, it
had like $2. Wiatt and mom joked,
"Your inheritance!"
I laughed, "I'm amazed it's not in mood rings."
XD Oh, his mood ring was one of the things
we picked up. Mom kept it for me.
Mom told me they already knew how the funeral
would be. She said if he does pass, he will be
buried in a cemetary for the military like he had
always wanted and in his Marine uniform.
They said they have to sale off some things to
pay off his debuts, but if I could think of anything
I wanted to hold onto, name it.
They can't find his biking vest, but when they do,
I asked for that, his rainbow suspenders (they to
me describe him) and pictures of us.
I love my dad. He's unique. He's a hippie, a proud
Marine, a biker... He really doesn't care what you
think of him. He'll just shrug. He truly believes in
living life to the fullest.
Oddly, I once wrote a Dir en grey Kyo x Toshiya
fic where Toshiya gets in a car wreck and wakes
up to discover he was given a second chance and
wonders what would have happened if he died with
out ever telling Kyo his feelings. The fic was inspired
by my dad. My dad's belife that you shouldn't let
things scare or stop you, because life is short and
you'll regret it when it's too late.
All I could think was:
You're suppose to watch me turn 20, you never got
to see me graduate, I never got to make you proud,
I'm not suppose to be one of those girls who dad's
will never walk them down the aisle, you never got
to see me fall inlove, we're suppose to go to Japan
and Ireland together...
He had so many people who loved him and he was
the greatest man. I always believed the world needed
more men like him. God made a mistake taking him.
They showed us some funny pictures of him in
costume today... You could see where I get my
personality from. XD He was dressed in a hula
skirt and coconut bra and wig! XDDD
The best was a class picture that looked so plain
and normal, until you saw him dressed like that
in the middle, posed. XD<333
My dad was never afraid to be himself. He never
thought to be anything else. He didn't even know
how to and he didn't care. If you didn't like him,
too damn bad. That's why he was my hero. <3
This is long. I'll continue tomorrow. I can't wait
until they send those photos. I want to show
you them all so bad, lol. But... I CAN wait for
... you know. I am not looking foward to saying
good-bye. Forever.
Before I left, I saw him, again. I rested my head
on his chest and cried, feeling his heart beat. I
kissed his head and told him I loved him. I miss
hugging him, feeling his scruffy mustache and
big nose when he'd kiss me... I miss his loud
laugh... I miss these already...
Oh, and thank you all for your love. It really meant
a lot to me. I needed that so much. <3
It's 4:20 AM. I'm going to Tennessee. We just got
a call saying he is not going to make it. I have to
be up there a couple of days, possibly even for a
funeral. I'm not abandoning anyone, trust me, my
friends may be my only theorpy for this, but I will
be gone for awhile.
To my friends who know me in life, I will carry my
cellphone with me... It may die, but either way, I
have it on me.
I don't know how I'm going to do this, please wish
me strength. I even wrote down the song daddy
always told me he wanted played at his funeral. I
had to write it down. I'm not gonna be able to talk.
This is the hardest thing I've ever had to face. My
dad means the world to me... I love you all. I will
see you when I return.
I'm going to tell you all this while I'm calm.
I'm living a fucking nightmare right now.
My father got into a motocycle accident.
He crashed into a car, injuring his head
and his spine.
He's in a hospital, unconcious and he is
not waking up. His brain is not function-
ing. They said he might not make it. We
have to go see him, because I am next
to kin and if he goes braindead, I have to
be the one to decide to pull the plug, as
a machine is the only thing keeping him
alive at the moment.
My father is my world. My idol, my hero.
This is truly a living Hell for me and I am
not okay and if he doesn't make it, I will
NOT be okay and I don't want to hear it,
because losing a man that is so much
to me is NOT "okay".
I'm going to bed. My head feels like it's
splitting I've cried so hard. I've curled up
on the floor and cried into the Marine
Corp. shirt he gave me. Realize that I've
never cried this hard since my papaw
passed away when I was 5.
I don't know when we're leaving, I don't
know when I'll post with updates, again.
I don't care. I'm numb right now and I'm
hating God very much.
Don't think I'm going to do anything stupid
like cut myself, I'm not one of those people.
I'm just... well, fuck, I was basically told my
dad, the center of my universe may die, how
the hell do you think I am/feel?
I'm like Miyavi... Just without the musically talented part.
Oh, and the Japanese and penis part, too.
[Music: Damned Pokemon theme song XD ]
[Watching: iCarly/Scrubs/Boondocks! ]
[Currently: Downloading the anime OVA of FAKE ]
YAY! BOONDOCKS IS BACK~! <3
I should wear my giant Riley "What's wrong with
'hoe'?" shirt in celebration, lol. x3
OMG!!! XD Daily Buzz had this one news story
titled "Geeks Ruled" and it showed a college
having a con of some sort and they showed the
cosplayers like a really bad Asian Naruto guy
and an even worse white Haruko from FLCL, but
it was still so awesome. XD<3
OTAKU WILL RULE THE WORLD! BUWHAHA!!
Man, I was hyper and in a good mood all day! :D
Yeah, I know, everyone I told that to said, "What
is new about that? You always are." XD
In 2nd block, all we did was check stocks, read
over the study guides the teacher gave us with
all the answers, but then just ended up talking. I
even moved to the desk beside her's.
Good news, if all goes right, the bastards who'd
beaten up her son will be arrested tomorrow and
they WILL be going to court! ;D She showed us
a picture of her son's improvement. His eyes have
gotten better. He looks better.
At lunch, Beth tried to pull Puppy away, but not
only was Puppy hesitante, I didn't want her to
go; she sat with Beth last time! D:
I also knew Puppy REALLY didn't want to go sit
in the middle of the cafeteria, surrounded by a lot
of people; she's phobic of situations like that. I
grabbed her hand and pouted. Crazy Chica was
afraid the mean girls would pick on them, again.
I smiled and said if they messed with them, I'd
deal with them. Beth sighed and gave in and sat
with us, but swore it was the only time, since she
doesn't like the back corner. (So?)
Shiiiit. I'd tell you more, but you know me, I slacked
off again and waited to do everything (including get-
ting dressed for school) 'til the last minute, so, I gotta
fly! o.o;;v
Rukia Cosplay Pic Time!
Now, my hair is still bit of a mess, but this is the
general style I'm going for, and my hair will be
dyed better and brows plucked and my eyeliner
is smeared and I was too lazy to fix it. XD
This picture makes me look weird. o_O Makes
my head look so tiny, lol. Btw, I know these
poses are lame, YOU try taking pics of your
self in a giant outfit! XD
This one is my favorite. :3
Eating noodles with Kon.
Seems I'm the love child of Sailor Moon and
Rukia. I can't stop doing the: ^__^v shit, lol.
Lighing a candle...
BUWHAHAHAHA!!!
And sleeping. Awww. XDD
Sasaya: Lol, it's okay. A lot of people are really
unaware about the South, because people tend
to rather go about speaking the stereotypes of
us as truth, so, some people are misinformed.
*chokes to death* I don't belive any word even
close to "orderly" has EVER been a word used
to describe ME. XDDDD
I'm so the opposite, lol. You should see the floor.
Haha. I'm the world's most unorganized person,
lol. I had just straightened up those shelves a few
hours before I took those pics. XD
The books were flung everywhere, the bottles all
clumped in a pile or on their side, half the books
were on my bed, actually. XD DVDs scattered...
My bed... more for holding shit than for sleeping. XD
When I need to sleep.
Lol, look at those eechi-ish posters. XD I can't
help Newtype only has skanky female center-
folds, lol.
This is where I find my cloths~! 8D Believe it
or not, this IS organized for me. I know where
everything is and where I want. I HATE clean,
because I can't find shit when I clean, lol.
And more half-nudie girls. XD Shanna has yaoi
and her mom thinks she's gone gay, I have half
naked girls on my walls and my parents could
care less. XD
Tiger: I know, I need to find a way to fix the
background when I have the time.
NAENAE'S VIDEO CLIP PICKS:
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[Jpop; Morning Musume - The Peace; PV]
Someone questioned this video, the reasoning behind
a lot of the things in it. Obviously, someone is new to
Japanese entertainment. You never question anything
Japanese. There is no reason behind it, you just enjoy
it for what it is, even if you have no fucking idea what it
is you're enjoying. That's the FUN part of Japan. They
make no sense, but who cares? lol.
[Music: N/A ]
[Watching: Bleach/The Soup/101 Most Unforgettable SNL Moments ]
[Currently: Watching TV ]
**Changed my background to KanJani8 all
decked out Halloween to keep in spirit, lol
And a Koki icon... he's going as Saturn for
Halloween, dammit! XD**
Homg, last night was fecking awesome! 8D~
Shanna, Cody and I hung out at the mall, as
we live in Alabama and there is not shit to do.
Originally, we had planned to go to this place
that's built like a castle, inside and out, (even
has a moat and a fire breathing dragon... that
once burnt half the place down XD) they sale
things from costumes, 70s black light posters,
inscents, rock music (like AC/DC and Ozzy)
merchandise, basically a stoner's heaven, lol.
But for some reason, Shanna's dad wouldn't
let her. D: She guesses he's afraid she'd go
to the adult section that sales sex toys and
shit like that... but it's in a closed off room
and you need I.D. for that. >_>
We went to Hot Topic first, of course and I
wasn't really paying attention to the people
working there, I could tell from the corner of
my eye one seemed to be your typical emo
guy: black hair over one eye, tight ass shirt
and skin-tight black jeans...
It wasn't until we were purchasing our shit
that I looked up at him as he was the one
dealing with the cash register.
At first, he just looked like a cute guy, then,
my brain went, 'no way...' he didn't just look
familiar, I knew who he looked like.
But I didn't want to just say his name and it
not be him, I looked down at his name tag...
It was! I went, "Andrew!?" OMG, it was!!!
Andrew, my old rock buddy! XD My friend
since middle school, we use to talk about
rock music all the time and in high school
I got him heavy into Dir en grey!
I didn't recognize him! Emo really suits him,
much better than that wanna-be Kurt Conain
bleached hair! XD His hair was straight and
brushed over one eye, he had a lip piercing
on each side... I almost laughed at his shirt.
Nirvana, of course. He's still obsessed, lol.
He looked up at me and smiled, "Hey!" and
still had that goofy stoned-happy grin XDD
"What you been up to?"
I told him not much, he talked about a local
band here who's vocalist sounded like some
guy I've now forgotten. Ah, we still talk about
rock music, lol. As we were leaving he said
it was nice to see me again and told me to
come visit him more when he's working. I'm
gonna bug him everytime I see him, lol. I'm
amazed he hadn't made them play Nirvana
the whole time. XD
It was also just nice to see an old classmate
I grew up with. A class of 2007. One of the
people I wanted to graduate with. I miss 'em
all. D: <33
Shanna said in the car she likes his piercings
in his lips, that alone made him cute, lol. She
has this recent craving lately to really want to
kiss a guy with lip piercings. XD
OMG!!! We went into FYE to look at the anime
DVDs... They had Domo-kun plushies, Ramune
drinks, Bleach and Naruto calenders... Shanna
joked that this must have been where all the
anime from Hot Topic went! XD
And even more awesome! One of the guys who
was working there came up to us and gave us
these flyers and told us how they are going to
have an anime party! You come in cosplay and
answer anime questions and win anime prizes!
We started jumping up and down and going in
to complete otaku-spazz mode... That is so
fecking awesome!!! Shanna is going to try and
see if she can get that day off work! o(^w^)o
I was telling Twiggy about it, but it was making
him sad and emo that he moved, so, I stopped.
Lol, poor emo Twiggers. *pats head*
And when we went to the food court so Shanna
could eat, we all drank our Strawberry Ramune
we bought from FYE. Shanna mentioned some-
thing about it being a Japanese soda and Cody
heard the guy near us say, "I want a Japanese
soda." XD
I'm so excited, though! ^o^ I may get to go back
Monday with my mom (and her money, lol) and
buy like the Bleach 2008 clalender, Domo-kun
plushie, maybe a few anime DVDs, 'cause mom
did say she'd help me buy Kyo Kara Maoh!...
Wow. Just... Anime party at the mall. The most
exciting thing to happen here. XD Buwhahaha!!
And you know my ass will be dressed up in my
Rukia cosplay! XD~~
It was funny, though, when we went into Hot
Topic and Shanna was so busy looking at
something else, she didn't notice the new
Purple SKY with Miyavi on the cover; so, I
held it up like, "Tora, tora!" XD And yep, she
charged for it, haha~!
Ah. Sunday. I'm bored, now. XD
My strawberry Ramune bottle, lol. Yes, like
dorks we keep the bottles. x3~
My Ramune bottle collection, a few manga and
some books... and a Sailor Moon clock as well
as a really horrid lighthouse sculpture. XD You
can't really see the Kyo kanji one up top, lol.
Mangas and DVDs...
My Death Note collection, full set of Gravitation
and Diabolo (yes, only 3) and Princess Ai, lol.
My dad gave me those drumsticks when I was
at Riverbend, he said Motley Crue's drummer
used them (he knew I was a fan), but I had
them signed by Lucy, this kick-ass black chick
drummer in a rock band full of white boys who
did violen yaoi fanservice. XD Lucy was amazing.
She even sat beside me and watch fireworks. :3
My DVD collection. DVDs from anime to Jrock
movies and concerts, Jpop shit and weird ass
Asian movies, lol.
DVD/VHS and manga collection on the side and
a Gundam Wing lunch box, lol. Fraggle Rock
seasons 1 & 2! 8D *big kid at heart*
I had to sew my Kakashi plushie's hair back on
(which was funny as hell when I picked him up
and it popped XD), so, I decided to also fix his
mask that was hanging by a string.
Before I did, I decided to get a peek under the
mask and now I know what's under there!
NOTHING! XD
I'm so fucking easily amused, lol.
Tiger: Maybe I think because it's a commercial
shown in America? But it's a parody of the
Budwiser beer commercials that really are that
goofy, lol. Funny, even if you don't get it, 'cause
it's so true about fangirls. XD
Yeah, mice are not cute. Not loose in your
house. It's not the mice, it's what they do.
I hate the idea of them chewing on my stuff,
where my food and toothbrushes are, pooping.
I hate mice. I'm just glad the giant warf rats
haven't found ways into the house. I'd cry and
never step foot in this house, again! XD
I seem to sleep a lot in school, mainly my
early classes, because my sleep habit is
set to like 8 to 11 in the morning, lol.
Sasaya: *sweatdrops* It's half as bad as you
think, yet not that bad, not here, anyway. XD
We don't REALLY have prayer, as it's banned
in all public schools. Though, way back in my
elementary school, we use to.
Sometimes, it slips by, of course. The South
is the "Bible Belt", afterall. Like when we had
the Special Olympics, there was a preacher
giving a prayer aloud... I remember thinking,
"Wait, isn't that NOT allowed??"
And when I had Reverned Williams for Math,
before exams, he asked us if anyone would
be offended if he said a prayer for us, then
would lock the door and we'd pray.
But no, we don't actually have prayer in our
school. We have a "moment of silence" at
the start of every morning for those who may
want to pray or just want the time to think.
Wtf? Of course they teach evolution even in
the deepest parts of the South, where did'ya
hear that mess? We can't teach creation by
God. It fustrated one of my Science teachers,
because she believes God created the world
and she didn't like that she wasn't allowed to
even say, "But I believe..." but she was good
at obeying the rules anyway.
NAENAE'S VIDEO CLIP PICKS:
[Anime; Real Fans of Genius - Mr. Anime-Cosplayer Guy; Clip ]
"But I'm a GIRL!"
This one is animated~! 8D I love this one; it
feels like me, lol. Female otaku who is always
mistaken for a boy and would so carry around
a giant, foam sword to random places. :3
[Music: Nani wa Iroha Bushi - KanJani8 ]
[Watching: Comedy Central stand-up/Gay Japanese pr0n! 8D ]
[Currently: Not really much of anything... Bored. ]
PLAY THIS FIRST! I DEMAND YOU!
[Comedy; Reals Fans of Genius - Yaoi Fangirls; Clip]
A voice-actor parody of the Budwiser commercials.
Funny as fucking hell and so sadly true! XD<33333
Holy Mary, mother of GOD. This morning I just
about had a fit. I'd just woken up and walked in
to my dark bathroom when something ran over
my foot. I jumped and nearly freaked.
Now, I knew deep down what it was, but I just
did not want to believe it. XD I looked at all the
crap in my bathroom, trying to see if it could
have possibly been ANYTHING besides what I
prayed to God it wasn't... maybe even my bra
hanging from the door handle! XD
No, nothing. And worse, when I went back in
my room and sat in my computer chair, I saw
the mouse run from the bathroom to the living
room. xP
I whimpered and rubbed my foot where I could
still feel the mouses feet and scratched against
my bare skin and ran to wake my mom us from
her Lay-Z-Boy to tell her. Lazy bitch! XD Lol, she
just blew it off and said the dogs would get it!
1st block, over the morning announcments, O.D,
Officer Davis, our school officer, came on to let
us all know today was indeed his last day.
He made such an emotional little speech, letting
us know he loved us, that his heart was always
at the school... I cried. I tried not to, but I'm really
a big sap. I couldn't hold back tears any longer
and put my head down in my arms and let them
fall. My arm and desk were soaked.
People in my class were saying, "Oh, how sad!
He sounds so emotional; I'm gonna cry!" while I
was already there and hiding my face behind my
wall of hair, lol.
We all adore O.D. He's funny, nice, let's us get
away with a lot. You cuss, he just laughs. He'd
always smile and say, "Hey, what's up, sweetie?"
to me, bap me on the shoulder when I was being
spacey or not smiling, lol. Just thing about that
made me cry more. He's like a 2nd dad.
To not have him there won't be the same. :(
He left, by the way, for a better paying job. We
all understood, but still a little upset. I tried to
find him to say goodbye, but I didn't see him...
O.D.
They also made an announcement that a guy in
our school got in a car wreck leaving the school
(we have dangerous parking lot exits) and to keep
in in prayer during moment of silence. He's okay,
though.
Our school does that a lot. And since Alabama
has some of the world's worst driving, we actually
have a LOT of moment of silences dedicated to
students hurt or killed in car accidents. Also of
those who have fallen ill, like our one kid who had
Lukemeia and it was a big deal, but he died.
But my first thought when they said that was,
"What about Quattelbaum's son??" I gave my
prayers to him. Not that the other guy didn't
deserve a prayer, I hope he gets well, but God
knows what Jason is going to suffer... His vision
is one thing. Once he was able to open them,
they were full of blood.
Fuck. Stupid asshole of a stepdad. Got pissed
off because I turned off the air conditioner in my
room, because I was freezing. He punched my
door hard and stormed off.
There was no reason to punch the door. It didn't
do anything wrong! D:
I have low iron and thin blood. I freeze very easy.
Everyday at school, our classes are like living in
giant freezers and I shiver to death even when I'm
bundled in my hoodies. All I want is to come home
and thaw out.
Anyway. I was so fucking tired today and I don't
even know why. I kept falling asleep in 1st, 2nd,
and 3rd block.
Now, like most people, I have the habit of jerking
awake, but today, I had my worst yet. XD I was
sleeping, sitting up, with my arms crossed while
I had been doing my Economics test and jerked
awake so suddenly and harsh, my body snapped
up, arms and legs shot out and threw my test
and pencil onto the floor. XD
Luckily, when I glanced around the room to see
who I startled, the room was half-empty and I
think I only surprised two people, lol.
Oh! I watched No Reservations on the Travel
Channel last night and he was in Osaka! I'm
so jealous of these guys on t.v. who's job it
is to travel the world, expirence great culture
traditions and such and meet cool people. I
would KILL to do that, I really would.
I know people assume I only like Japan and
some know Korea, but truly, I'm not some
typical otaku who thinks Japan is it. I want
to vist ALL the world. All places interest me.
Japan has just interested me since I was a
little girl. I liked the modern and traditonal
worlds of Japan both so much. Both are so
beautiful and facsinating. I also long to visit
Ireland as my grandmother would do to go
see her sister. I wish to see the place my
family holds so dear to their heart, where I
still have family, my blood.
Speaking of Korea! On Channel One News, they
said that North and South Korea are going to join
together. After North Korea signed that agreement
thing about their nuclear weapons, they said they
will make efforts to reunite and families that were
split now, can also reunite. Let's hope this is true
and pray it will work. Even if you aren't Korean, it
is always nice to want to see countries divided
come together and for in a world in war and total
chaos at times to find something of peace and hope.
OMG! LUNCH WAS AWESOME! XD I think I
actually scared them off! LOL! They put their
stuff down, didn't even mess with us and there
were only 3 of them this time, they didn't even
sit down except for maybe 5 minutes, other-
wise, we had the table to ourselves. XDDD
When they were sitting with us, I was rocking back
and forth and Cody grabbed my shoulder and said,
"Okay, you can stop that, now."
I whinned, "I can't, dammit! It's a bad habit! Kiss ass
and leave me alone about it!" XD It really is something
I do out of habit, not to make people think I'm mental,
though a few people have asked my friends if I had
problems, lol... dude, just ask ME! XD
But my friends confused me!!! lol. ShaRhonda always
lets me get the pickle from her bag of lettuce toppings
for the subs she always gets for free-lunch, and as I
was picking the lettuce off, she offered me a baked
chip and Kristina asked to have a bite of my pickle. I
tried to do this all at once. I'm not that coordinated. XD
Yeah, I didn't mind Kristina bit into the pickle; I let
her have another bite. I was always that kid that'd
make health teachers cringe, because I never did
mind sharing my stuff or germs with friends. x3
4th block we had another Taste Test, this time from
Jasmine and Kenny. It was an "AnCafe" treat, lol.
When I refer to food as "AnCafe-ish" or whatever, it
just means it's sweet and cute... The kind of treats
you'd see AnCafe, Panic*Ch or MoMusu eat to be
cute in a video or just for the love of sweets, lol.
Jasmine made a cake from ice cream sandwiches,
crushed up Oreo cookies and Cool Whip and froze
it, while Kenny made a smoothie that had like grape
fruit, bananas and strawberries. All was very yummy.
Oh, btw. The dounuts and dounut-holes I made~! 8D
Dounut holes are harder to make, because once one
side is fried, it's hard to turn the sucker, lol.
Sasaya: My, dear, I live in the South. Alabama. If you
even mention Satan, even jokingly, or anything like, oh,
agree with abortion or homosexuality, people's heads
fucking spin, which is the biggest hypocrasy you will
ever see. To say this is all sin, yet they themselves
have sex out of wedlock and get drunk and stoned on
Saturday and attend church Sunday still hung over and
very much wasted, but yeah, idiots here buy into that
whole Satanic shit, lol.
But that's what makes Halloween fun down South. ;3
Bou-chan: Eeek! SUBARU! ^o^ Yassu, too, but I adore
Baru, haha, which is weird, since Subaru finds Ueda to
be odd and afraid to go near him, yet Yassu, who is best
friends with Subaru, is really close to Ueda! XD
My favorite story was how during DreamBoys, Kame
had his own room, but Ueda and Yassu were always
in there playing guitar and piano. XD
Naa, not psycho, yet, just a crazy bitch, lol.
Yeah, Mrs. Quattlebaum is so angry at that girl, she
swore when she sees her in court she will give her a
glare she will never forget.
Tiger: Lol, thanks to all of your comment. ^^v
NAENAE'S VIDEO CLIP PICKS:
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[Jpop; SOULHEAD - Pray; PV]
Pretty video, pretty girls, pretty voices, pretty song. I
was actually looking for Subaru Shibutani's "Pray" (I
still haven't found it), but ran across this and always
wanted to hear SOULHEAD, so... lol.
Btw, if veoh videos are playing different, then blame
veoh. They changed some shit and I'm not all sure
just what, yet.
Only Ice-Farting Squirrles Can Prevent Forest Fires!
[Music: Oh, fuck! *headdesks* Wake Up! Desire... XD ]
[Watching: Hitch/I Love the 80s ]
[Currently: Talking to Twiggy on MSN ]
Friends are absolutely worthless once they
get a boyfriend or girlfriend. Well, mine are.
I'm upset at Misty, yeah, again. But... this
time, I question if I should really just shake
it off like always and half-heartedly forgive
her... or should I finally break ties with her?
Bah... I won't go into details, because you
all don't need to read that depressing crap;
its my personal business.
Oh, and Mike and Frankie have very slutty,
whorish girlfriends, very annnoying, as well.
They always have their tounges jammed in
the girls' throats and leave blantant, obvious
hickies and they're always showing just the
most disgusting PDA that makes anyone
vomit... and when the girls accidently hit
or bump you whil being "playful" they just
giggle and don't apologize. Sickening.
Please, God, if I ever end up like any of my
friends do when they are so-called "in love"
as high schoolers will NEVER, no matter
what anyone says, know what true LOVE is,
please fucking KILL me. Thanks.
Friday was so miserable... for everybody...
We all were just tired, not happy, and just
wanted to go home. Oddly. The weather fit
the mood perfectly. It was dark and dreary.
Even my teacher whinned about just want-
ing to go home.
Fridays mean club day, which means you
have to sit in the gym until your ass goes
numb... It was in there I realized just how
fucking stupid and ghetto the people of my
school really are, and the worst part is, the
stupider the person, the louder they are.
This one girl behind me was so obnoxiously
loud, her voice so annoying and she had the
nerve to loudly critisize people and not only
that, but she had one of those horrid laughs
that was so fucking loud and over the top...
I was so sick of every dumbass in there that
when the bell finally rang I yelled aloud:
"Thank GOD!!!"
Of course, the ignorance didn't end there...
Oh, no, this is Alabama! We have an over
abundance of stupidity here! 8D
Mrs. Quattlebaum, I swear, everytime that lady
opens her trap, she always seems to manage
to find something ignorant and offensive to say
to piss me off.
I HATE when teachers go off on a little preach
of how people not standing for the flag is one
of their pet peeves. You know what...? That is
one thing that MAKES me want to sit!
Stupid bitch, she gave the same speech as
them all. She said, "What if we brought their
parents up here!? Don't you think these kids
parents would be ashamed?" (Both Mike and
me said: "No." XD).
She went on, saying that if we did not stand
for the flag, then we should move to another
country. I rolled my eyes and said, "Gladly."
We may be a privilaged nation, but damn are
we a stupid one. And every country has their
idiots, our's are just loud about it. xP
Then, she went too far for everyone's taste
and said if the Mexicans who crossed the
border to get here didn't want to respect our
flag, they could drive them all back home.
The whole class was like, "Well... that was
really racist..." lol.
World's Funniest Commercials is on!!! ^o^
That makes everything better! <3
OMFG! *dies* My mom and I almost DIED
at this one from the U.K. of a squirrel who
to put out a forest fire, chews ice-gum and
FARTS the fires out!!!! XD
HOMG! Shanna found an American-Jrock
magazine in English, here in our Hot Topic!
I must get one!!! :O
The funniest thing she told me from it was
the American reporter asked LM.C what
was "little Fat Man boy" since that's like
contridicting itself.
LM.C said, "Oh, you don't know? Those are
the bombs you dropped on us." XD Damn.
Lol, it was funny to me, cause it's such an
"oh, shit" moment, lol.
Oh, this is SAAAAD, seriously. There are
some people in this world who should really
just be shot. Very, very late term abortion. XD
There are people, called "Otakin" who TRULY
believe they are the reincarnations of anime
characters, that they were an anime character
in a past life... *loads gun* T__T
So, yeah, anyway... off subject as always, lol.
We had to clean the kitchens today in Foods.
Since 1st block got all the top drawers and the
cabniets and easy shit where all they had to do
was throw shit in the dishwasher (oh, but they
scrubbed, too...), we had to wash everything in
the base drawers, in the sink, scrub the base
cabinets, under the sink, behind the micrwave
and sweep.
I was in a group with Jennifer, CD and Mr. Smelly.
CD kept saying, "We're the best group! We have
personality! We got the best characters here!"
I laughed, "If that's what you wanna call it..." XD
We had yellow, rubber gloves to put on. Jennifer
and I didn't wear them, since they are really more
trouble than help and I had to help pull CD's off
his hand. XD
We all also had shitt-made aprons (made by past
classes) to wear. Greg, I needed a picture of him.
XD Imagine a very dark, short, skinny guy with yellow
gloves that go up his arm and a purple, flowery
apron with neon-green straps on. XDDD
And when we had a fire drill right in the middle of
it all, half the class, including Greg, went outside
in their ghetto-aprons. XD It was real easy to spot
the Foods class! XD
I didn't wear my apron out, but I did dance for
traffic! 8D LMAO!!
On Fat Camp on MTV, they have this cover band
play Lynard Skynard's "Sweet Home Alabama"
and the whiney-bitch is yelling the lyrics after the
show. Some kid behind her goes, "Yeah, Alabama
that's where it's at!"
WTF!? Where WHAT is at!?? There's NOTHING in
this God forsakin' state! XD
Oh, and I got Jenette's picture! 8D
Damn. o_o Angelina Jolie is totally hot in this
movie I'm watching, "Taking Lives"! XD
Just had a talk with Misty over the phone. I was
so mad I was shaking at first, literally, I could
hardly talk I was so furious. I let her know, she
wonders why drama follows her, hey, maybe its
HER and her bullshit. She had missed school
again because of her stepdad and I let her know
he's trying to make her a failure and she needs
to get out. Even she knows he's trying to make
her like her mom, because by himself, he is a
worthless bag of shit.
So much drama, bicker like our parents, haha,
but we always seem to somewhat mend our
friendship in the end... until next time. XD
Yay! The TV-Angel answered my prayers! XD
Vh1 is showing re-runs of I Love the 80s. <3
I was born in 87, but I grew up with a lot of shit
from the 70s and 80s! ...I blame my parents...
They're stuck in a time warp. XD
*sings* Let's do the Time Warp, again~! 8D XD
Alright, awesomeness. Tonight, some friends
and I are going to go see the new Jet Li movie,
because Shanna is his stalker. XDD
And its not only the theater my mom gets free
tickets to (she trades free sno cones with the
buisnesses around her for free stuff in trade XD)
but its also near our fave lil' Asian store~! <3
Sasaya: Punched you in the ribs...? My, that's
some way to be cheered up! XD
Black hair probably looks natural on me, 'cause
my dad's natural hair color is black and I have his
face, lol. I tell people I have long forgotten my
natural hair color. XD
These pics are old, but hell, its the hair that counts,
plus, trust me, my pre-teen years were ugly. I was
much cuter as a kid. XD
Tiger: Haha, thanks. XD Mah, I can only use hair-
spray to hold my hair in place; everything else
makes a mess. D:
Yeah, that's why I started eating breakfeast and
carrying them to school. I wish I had them back
when I was in Summer school. XD
I only had enough time to eat beagles and my
stomach would constantly growl and the class
is always DEAD silent. XDD
During like Spring/Summer, my natural hair is lighter.
I remember this day and it was blazing hot. And look
at me, I remember crying, too, though not why, lol.
My mom says I cried and acted like a brat for every
photoshoot I took as a kid, but that ONE pic where
I would smile, she said made it worth it, lol.
(for this shoot, we had this Mexican baby, Marcus,
my mom babysat... to get me to stop crying, they
let me kiss his cheek. they have a pic of that, too. XD)
Haha, I had a retard-laugh even back then! XD Anyway,
during fall/winter my hair would get darker.
DreamBoys tomorrow~!
NAENAE'S VIDEO CLIP PICKS:
Online Videos by Veoh.com
[Jpop; Hey! Say! 7 & Kame on Music Station; LIVE]
Haven't watched yet, but I am right now! XD Its Hey! Say! 7,
one of the groups formed from the now departed J.J.Express,
along with KAT-TUN's Kamenashi Kazuya, 'cause when you're
a Junior, you always need a senpai to boost your promo! XD
Uwaaah, so happy! Today, after 4th block,
I went up to Jenette, our exchange student
from Turkmenistan, and I explained to her
that I like to try and get a picture of all our
exchange students and asked if it was ok
if tomorrow I take her's.
She's so cute! I'm gonna end up glomping
that girl, lol. She made these wide eyes
and said, "Really!? That's cool, sure!" ^o^
So, must remember my camera Friday, lol.
I felt I should ask her ahead of time. Wasn't
nervous to do so, I'm not ever nervous about
asking (its like taking a cosplayer's pic at a
convention! lol). I just worry if the words that
come out of my mouth will make sense. XD
Speaking of pictures, today, the Senior class
had the Senior class of 2008 group panaramic
picture taken.
They seriously underestimated our size. XD
They had to make a whole 'nother row on the
floor to fit people and were squeezing us in as
tight as they could. I sat on the floor infront of
Shanna's legs, lol. <3 With Meme beside me,
Megan and Bookstore beside Shanna, Kyle
on the other side of some girl by me... lol, we
almost had the group, but Puppy was so far
away from us!!! ;o; XD
Since our school gives shitty instructions for
crap, we were confused whether to go to our
first block classes first or go straight to the
gym, so, we stopped by my class first. Coach
told us to just go on.
I just knew I was NOT gonna miss this, not
after I spent the whole morning making yet
another whole in the ozone layer, making
myself flammable with hairspray! XD
Oh, CRAP! No wonder emo kids are always
depressed! LOL! I brushed my hair foward
and pinned it back with a sparkly green hair
pin and sprayed the CRAP out of it!
Its such a miserable hairstyle to deal with,
but it looks good, so, I suffered, lol. x3
What made it worth it was the compliments
I got. Brittany liked it and Flippi said it looked
pretty. I laughed and joked that he only liked it
cause it was emo. XD He blushed and said,
"No! ...Yo' momma's emo." XD Flippi's cute
when he blushes, its like a little kid, lol.
Flippi's an emo, 'tis why I said it, lol. But I
hand around GOOD emo kids. They don't
cut or cry. They just like the crappy music
and fashion, but they don't act emo... they
act like hyper special ED. kids. XD
Yeah, leaving it un-hair pinned wasn't going to
work. XD Especially since the eye exposed is
my bad, lazy eye. x3 XD
Plus, that kinda hair only works in the cooler
weather, where I don't have to worry about
heat or sweat messing my hair up. :P
Anyway, the dude was pretty funny with how
he gave instructions and told us about the
pictures quality, saying things like, "If you
make a sign infront of your face, your face'll
be blacked out. If you make a sign infront of
your friend's face, their face'll be backed out."
and "With unlaminated, if you spill a drink on
it, all your friends will go sliding right off, but
with laminated, everyone will stay right where
they were." or, "On the envelope is a sample
picture. Its very small, very clear and not you."
We took 2 formal (serious) pictures and 2 funny
pictures. My mom ordered both. I said she can
keep the formal, I want the funny one. XD
I hope to GOD they don't use the first formal pic
he took! We had to coundown, "1, 2, 3, Seniors!"
SHANNA, suddenly behind me, starts screaming
at the top of her lungs, "ICHI, NII, SAN...!" and I
was trying to hold back my laughter and made a
very stupid smile instead. XDDD
In 1st block, after our test, which was uber-easy,
Coach started playing music... Lionel Ritchie,
Ray Charles and... Michale Jackson. XD
In 2nd block, we got to put our tests in the Scantron
machine... some people found that more fun that they
should've. All you did was push it in one side and it
came out the other with a grade, lol.
At lunch, Robert stopped making fun of my Slim
Fast bars (they control hunger for 4 hours, great
for school! XD) and asked if I could start bringing
him a bar, too, 'cause he got hungry, lol!
Cody and him were talking about how they raised
the prices on all the food and that was enough to
make them stop eating lunchroom food.
I was like, "DUDE, that RATS running out were
enough for me!!" XD
Kid not, the other day, as Cody was walking out
of the lunchroom, so did a rat, being chased by
Mr. Corbitt, lol, and the next day a giant ass roach
came running out of the wall just as I set my book-
bag down. This isn't new, though.
One time, they chased a huge group of rats out
of the lunchroom. Eww. XD
3rd block, I fought to stay awake and lost. XD Coach
was talking about a test, he said, "Its Monday" and
we told him we're not in school Monday. He smiled
and said, "I say it is, so, either you show up or you
don't." we laughed and said, "Uh-huh, you gonna be
the only one here." lol. He finally corrected himself,
though.
4th block was sort of a pain. These brats today need
some serious manners. They not only continuously
talk, even after nicely and not so nicely being told to
hush, but they're LOUD and ghetto.
We were in the kitchen, in groups we were allowed
to choose... of course, the trouble makers decided
to sit with Jennifer and myself. =__=
And one of them would NOT stop bugging me. He
kept asking why did I hate him, why do I ignore him.
Uh, because you're annoying...? Duh. Asking if I
HAD to choose, would I do him or Greg. I said I'd
rather kill myself first. XD
He asked if I was lesbian, because guys feel the
need to flatter themselves with the idea that if a
woman is not attracted to them, she must be gay.
And I was almost speared with a pencil. T__T
Moe HURLED a pencil at the guy and I was sitting
infront of the table, but thankfully, somehow saw
it coming and leaned foward enough for it to just
go whizzing past my HEAD. He eventually got
kicked out for being annoying and not listening.
It was a small, simple assignment and these
jackasses couldn't even do that much. I felt
bad that Mrs. Pippin, who is such a nice woman,
actually has to deal with this mess.
Myself, I was just hyper and ADHD, lol. I kept
singing to myself, which is a habit. I walk around
everywhere, sit on the bus, in class and just sing
to myself, lol. I was sitting backwards in the chair,
sometimes propping my legs on the back, looking
around, playing with my ID, lol.
Last night, mom wanted to use my comp. to see
if she could order the Senior pic online, so, while
she had my comp. I agreed to fill up her 8 water
bottles, but I wanted mine filled, too, so I asked
her to toss it and in the Count's voice said:
"9 water bottles, ha. ha. ha!"
Mom gave me a funny look and I laughed and said,
"The Count! From Seseame Street!"
She said, "Yes, I know. I had to watch it enough."
I laughed, "Better than kid shows NOW! At least
back then they taught us something!" lol.
The Count pwns. D:
Oh, and the 30th was MatsuJun of Arashi's B'day.
I turned my cellphone on last night, so... yeah. XD
Jun Matsumoto
Tiger: Its a god little music player. Holds a decent
amount, its really small, so, at school if I need to
hide it, it fits perfectly in my cleavge. XD (Yeah, I
had to do it once, lol). Its easy to put songs onto,
a little annying that the songs go in ABC order and
the only way you can find a song is search with
a nob. =__= I like it, I just like so many songs that
they all just don't fit! XD It took me to delete 3 songs
just to add one new RENT song. x__x
Naa, now, some people can be ditsy-cute... Like
Jin for example. XD But the preps at my school
that are just plain nothing but AIR in their skulls,
you want to SLAP them. They are NOT cute, they
are TRULY, completely ignorant to shit even a
child would know. Its annoying.
I've never heard of anyone do that. XD But I had a
Fashions teacher, Mrs. Bonner, you mention ANY
word and she could think of a song with that word
in it... Her son even was like, "What about x-ray?"
she knew a song with x-ray in it! XD
She's always sing in class and we'd just would
start to say random words just to hear her come
up with a song she knew with it. XDD
Sasaya: No. She's just stupid. We have stupid
girls at our school that spend all their time
flirting with guys and avoiding education, even
common sense.
Our school once had a thing for improv and they
promoted it like Whose Line is it Anyway, but
you had to be clean-humored. xP I did not want
to work with a bunch of perky uber-Christians
who thought they were funny, PLUS, I'd suck at
improv. XD I'd laugh too much and I'd worry about
if I had a brain fart, lol.
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