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Monday, October 15, 2007

I'm going to tell you all this while I'm calm.
I'm living a fucking nightmare right now.

My father got into a motocycle accident.
He crashed into a car, injuring his head
and his spine.

He's in a hospital, unconcious and he is
not waking up. His brain is not function-
ing. They said he might not make it. We
have to go see him, because I am next
to kin and if he goes braindead, I have to
be the one to decide to pull the plug, as
a machine is the only thing keeping him
alive at the moment.

My father is my world. My idol, my hero.
This is truly a living Hell for me and I am
not okay and if he doesn't make it, I will
NOT be okay and I don't want to hear it,
because losing a man that is so much
to me is NOT "okay".

I'm going to bed. My head feels like it's
splitting I've cried so hard. I've curled up
on the floor and cried into the Marine
Corp. shirt he gave me. Realize that I've
never cried this hard since my papaw
passed away when I was 5.

I don't know when we're leaving, I don't
know when I'll post with updates, again.
I don't care. I'm numb right now and I'm
hating God very much.

Don't think I'm going to do anything stupid
like cut myself, I'm not one of those people.
I'm just... well, fuck, I was basically told my
dad, the center of my universe may die, how
the hell do you think I am/feel?

- Alicia

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