Hi, every1! Sorry i haven't been around lately, i just couldn't ... I MISSED YOU ALL T_T
Ok, let me explain: last week went so quicky to me that i didn't even realize!
First, remember i told you my dad was coming home, well he took us out to dinner almost the whole week, and whe we didn't go out people were over and we ended up making a BBQ or something... well i had the best time ^-^
Second, i'm ill! Yes, i've been the entire weekend in bed 'couse i have a flu O_o
Third, i had the craziest week at college, i don't have time to read all i have to, i din't know how i'm going to do to the exams, i have so much to read and study, and so little time to do it O_o
Fourth, i've been working a lot too!
Well... i think that's all...it was a long week but it went like the blink of an eye (^_~).
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Last thursday (the 24th) would have been my grandmom's 80th birthday...she passed away five years ago... i really miss her, she meant so much to me, i wish she was still with me. It makes me so sad to think about her so i always try not to but, it's really hard, specially on her birthday. I'm not sure if i believe in the afterlife, but i don't want her spirit to live me... i have this theory that, as long as a person is loved and remembered their soul will live and, i'm never going to forget her so i know she will always be with me. All I ever wanted was to make her proud of me, and everyday i do my best to do it, even though i'm not sure if she is there... and every time i'm feeling down or am about to give up on something i found in her the stregth to go on.
And because of that i try my best to achieve my dreams for i know that way i will make her proud of me. I'd like to think that she's with me all the time and i want to believe that, she is indeed proud of me...
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Ok... sorry if i bored you with all that but now i feel better.... i'll try to visit as many as i can today and i'll try to post later on the week too ^-^
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I'll see you around!
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