Saturday, May 5, 2007

HI MY LUVS!!! Well I didn't go to the retreat, the one that I was planning to go to because my mom needed to send some money to mexico because of my grandmother. I was really looking ofrward to it but then my mom goes "I'm sorry but I can't send you to the retreat" I made me kinda sad but I know that my grandma is important. Besides, its not like God won't love me anymore if I don't go to the retreat right? Today is CINCO DE MAYO!!!! Today is an important day in Mexico. Cinco de Mayo commemorates the victory of Mexican forces led by General Ignacio Zaragoza Seguín over the French occupational forces in the Battle of Puebla on May 5, 1862. Today is also the Boxing match between Oscar de la Hoya and Floyd Mayweather, its gonna be so cool ^___^ luv u all!!^x^ HAPPY CINCO DE MAYO!!

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Thursday, May 3, 2007

HI MY LUVS! I'm getting REALLY bored in my english class. All we do is practice exam after prectice exam over and over. It's very annoying, not to mention boring. Thank goodness my exams are next week then its all over. After the tests we are gonna begin reading HAMLET which I think I will enjoy. I like Shakespeare. Is that wierd? Well what's wierder is what was going through my mind over and over again...the SESAME STREET theme song. I heard it the other day and it keeps playing over and over in my mind. Its playing in my head as I'm writing this lol. I was singing it all day yesterday, at school and at home. People at school were looking at me like "huh?" and, well my family is used to me doing this sort of thing. One of my little cousins was laughing and calling me a baby because he says that SESAME STREET is for babies. lol, Its a good song ok? DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!! There's a boxing match this Saturday. Its gonna be so cool. All my family is gathering at my house and we are gonna have a barbeque. Its gonna be fun. ^__^ luv u all!!^x^

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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

HI MY LUVS!!! Well, I'm finally done with almost all of my NHS activities. I only need 2 more and those are a little while off. Then for film club all we have to do is choose next year's officers and the banquet. My english teacher says that my grade is going up. So now my only issue is math. Today I was doing some work and I still need help understanding some of the stuff. Can anyone here help me? I'm doing limits so if anyone understands can you please help me? My family and I went to Tijuana on Sunday and they were celebrating children's day which was yesterday. It was kinda fun ^__^ I miss being a little kid. I was really depressed saturday and yesterday. My family kept on bringing me into arguments you don't wanna take sides in. And when you say you don't wanna be any part of this, they yell at you and tell you all this shit. I'm feeling better now thanks to one of my best friends and my boyfriend. I also went to talk to the father at my church and he made me feel better too. Although I'm still kinda sad. luv u all!!^x^

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Friday, April 27, 2007

HI MY LUVS!!! Well today I decided to talk to my math teacher about my failing grade and if there's anything i can do to bring my grade up. This is what he said. Me: Hey Mr. Kovach... Mr. Kovach: What do you want? Me: I need to talk to you about my failing grade... Mr. Kovach: What is there to talk about? You don't know anything. You're pretty much screwed. Me: But Mr. Kovach I try, but I need help when I don't understand something and you won't help me and when i ask someone else to help me you tell me to shut up and do my work. Mr. Kovach: Pay attention to the lectures then. Me: I do but I still need help understanding some things and.... Mr. Kovach: GET OUT! Me: About my grade... Mr. Kovach: Get out or I'm lowering your grade! So I had to leave So that didn't help at all so I guess I'm on my own. I set up and appointment with my counselor. Maybe he can help me out with my little evil math teacher problem. luv u all!!^x^

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

HI MY LUVS!!!!! Earlier today, zette came over to play DDR with me, it was really fun ^__^ This is like her third time playing the game and she was sad because she kept on failing. It was kinda funny. My english grade went up!!! I have a C now!!! YAY!!! We had an exam yesterday and I got an A on that one!! I'm so happy. Now all I need to do is bring my grade up in math. We only have two tests left in that class, the final and a test on the last chapter of our book. I REALLY need to study hard for that. Its just that I don't really understand what is going on. He's lecturing and I'm completely lost. I ask him a question and he says "You're seriously asking that question?" That makes me feel really stupid. Isn't it his job to teach me? Thats why he's a TEACHer. luv u all!!^x^

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Monday, April 23, 2007

HI MY LUVS!!! I'm baaaaack!!! *dum dum duuuum!!!* lol. I'm in my comp class and I don't really feel like doing any work so I'm not gonna. Or maybe I will after I'm done posting, it's not much. And I don't have anything to say either I'm reading a book that a friend recommended, it's called "Nights in Rodanthe" by Nicholas Sparks. I really like this book, it's really good. Nicholas Sparks's work is really good. He wrote "The Notebook" and "A Walk to Remember." I've read some of his other books before, they're all really good. SKAsam and I were talking about the next Harry Potter book. I'm really looking forward to reading that one. I already reserved my copy and everything. I can't wait till it comes out. There's a MANA concert coming up and I really wanna go. It looks like it'll be really fun. MANA is a mexican "rock" band and they're really good. I put on a little music-boxy thingy under this paragraph but I'm not sure if it works because the school comp won't let me check. I'll check when I get home, if it doesn't I'll change it and leave it up tomorrow. The song is called "Oye Mi Amor" which translated to "Hey My Love" If you wanna, check it out. ^__^ Well I don't have anything else to say so I'll just stop here. luv u all!!^x^

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

HI MY LUVS!!! How have you all been? I've been ok, just a little busy with school and church and stuff. Today in my english class we had to write an essay on genetic engeneering and modification. We had to take a position, either we were for it or against it. It was a hard thing for me and a few of my friends to do because we weren't sure what side of the argument to take. these were our two thesis statements that our essay should have been based on: --Although _____, genetic engineering undermines rather than enhances the promise of humanity because _____. --Although ______, genetic engineering enhances rather than undermines the promise of humanity because _____. It was soo hard to choose, I think it's immoral because i start bringing religious matters into it but maybe it can enhance the promise of humanity. I don't even know what I'm saying anymore so I'll stop. Today we watched a play at school. It was called "Trouble in Tumbleweed" it was pretty funny. It was especially funny seeing some of my friends up there acting. I only got to see that first act though because after that I had to go to class, maybe tomorrow I'll get to see the second one. luv u all!!^x^ To kirbysdouble: That last song was called "La danza del fuego" by the same band as the song playing now.

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

HI MY LUVS!!!! I just got back from a field trip to USC, which is a university here in Los Angeles. Me and my friends were really excited about going because the last trip we took to a university was really fun, well actually, it was pretty boring, there really wasnt anything to do. In the last university we visited, there were loads of things to look at, there were stores, there were galleries, and it was pretty close to the beach so we walked along the universities' private part of the beach. This time, it was soooo boring, there was nothing too really look at, just buildings. they had stores but all they had was USC stuff, nothing i would wanna buy. The most interesting thing we saw was two squirrels fighting over a nut. My friends and I stood there watching the squirrels for like ten minutes. It was so funny. I changed the song on my site, it's by the same band as my last song. This one is called "Hasta que el cuerpo aguante" which translates to "Until my body can take it" I tried to find the english translation of it but I can't find it, maybe I'll translate it on my own later. luv u all!!^x^

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Monday, April 16, 2007

HI MY LUVS! Today was my day back to school. It was wierd, this morning I woke up no problem and I had all this energy, as soon as I got to school, all my energy was drained away and i felt REALLY sleepy and tired and I just wanted to go home. School really does drain all the life out of you. This morning I saw my friend kogahaku and I called her over to where we were. She looked in my direction but she looked at me with these evil eyes. I thought she was mad at me. I texted her and she wouldn't write back, and she always writes back so I was freaking out, trying to figure out what I did to make her mad at me. I was REALLY freaked out, she is like my best friend and I don't want her mad at me. When I saw her after fourth period I asked her if she was mad at me. She says that she was half asleep when she went to school this morning and she heard someone calling her but didn't see me and she couldn't answer the texts because she didn't have her phone with her. I thought "Thank goodness", but I also thought "I freaked out for nothing" lol I'm starting to bring my grades up!! My english teacher says that she'll give me an opportunity to bring my grade up significantly, she doesn't know what yet but she will. Today, my math teacher lectured about limits and I understood almost all of it! I felt happy!!! Maybe I won't fail this semester! luv u all!!^x^ Sorry if I can't get to all your sites again, I have to stay for SAT prep and I won't get home till real late, I'll try to though.

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

HI MY LUVS!! Has it ever happened to you that your life is going along real great and then all of a sudden the bad things come and fill your life with so much stress and worry and anger? that's what happening to me right now. the wierd thing is though, that i can still feel happiness and i can't help but smile at life, even though i'm hurting inside. it just makes me real confused because i don't know what to feel. we recieved a phone call this morning from my nina in Mexico that my grandmother isn't doing well. they say that she's losing the will to do anything. they say that all she is willing to do is lie in her bed all day and she complains saying that she cant move or that she's hurting. they say that when they called the doctor, he told them that she is just fine and everything that's happening is all in her mind. basically she's letting herself fall apart. it really hurts me to hear this, i just got over one grandparent leaving me, i don't want another to leave me too. what sucks is that my cousins that live with my grandmother are going on with their lives like nothing is happening. they even went for a one week vacation to Mazatlan (a city in Mexico that has beautiful beaches and lotsa night clubs) When i heard about this i was like "how could they do that? can't they see how their grandmother is? how can they just leave?" it got me real pissed. then i hear that one of my cousins who went, the one that had a baby last year, left the child with my nina. Isnt that nice, now my nina has to take care of both my grandmother and the baby!What the hell?? then after i found out that she when to a fair and met a guy there, she spent all night with him and he drove her to the ranch in the morning. what was she thinking? I told her to be online later on, i really want to talk to her about that. All i keep thinking is "Hello!! Woman, its YOUR baby, YOU should take care of it. if you want to go and have some fun then take the baby with you. its YOUR fault that you got pregnant with that asswipe! Can't you see that your mother already has her hands full taking care of our grandmother? but that doesnt matter to you does it? the little princess wants to go out and have some fun." this just gets me super pissed. you guys remember that abortion paper that i was working on? its due on monday. i had it saved on my computer since i couldnt find my flash drive. then my dad comes and uses the laptop and since there is alot of music and videos and stuff in the laptop, he decided to delete some things. and, you guessed it, my paper one of those things he deleted. now i have to start it all over. i really worked hard on that paper. luckily, i was able to find some of the stuff i used and some notes i wrote down. but still 5 pages of work all gone. THIS SUCKS!!!! luv u all!!^x^ sorry if i cant get to all ur sites, i'll probably be working on my paper. (right now its break time. i think better when i take breaks.)

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