Thursday, March 8, 2007

HI MY LUVS!!! how are u all? i've been ok i guess, actally ibe been feeling really odd lately. ive been kinda depressed and sad lately cuz of friends and school and such. one of my friends is driving me crazy, she wont leave me alone!!! all she does is complain about her problems but she never does anything about them. and then she goes to me asking me for help and i give her advice but she doesnt take it. i waste my advice on her. that gets me really mad. people tell me to just ignore her but i feel like i gotta help her because i feel shes a friend. *sigh* o well...whatever happens happens right? its her fault if she screws herself over (now i feel bad) its odd that i feel depressed but i never show it and when i do people are all like "ANNA!!!! I'M SHOCKED!!!!" i hope i get better soon, i dont like being depressed, anyway this isnt really important. but then on the other hand im happy because of some of my other friends. we've been hangin out alot after school because of our after school activities and we have alot of fun and they make me happy ^__^ so im depressed and happy at the same time? i dont even understand how that is possible. if someone understands me tell me, that way i can understand myself. im just REALLY confused right now luv u all!!^x^

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Monday, March 5, 2007

HI MY LUVS!!! lemme see, i was really tired on friday cuz of film nite. but it went really well ^__^ i didnt mess anything up at all ^^ WOOO!!! and we made almost $150 profit! YAY!!! alot of the money we made came from the film club members though, no one had eatend since the morning and we were starving, lol. on saturday we went to a wedding ceremony for some friends of the family that are celebrating their 50th anniversary. ^__^ tha was soo nice, it must feel wonderful being with the person you love for such a long time. then i did some hw and watched DNAngel. then on sunday, i went to church again for mass. it sucked that my mom made me wear a skirt, i hated that. i like skirts sometimes, but i avoid having to wear them, if i have to dress nice, i'll wear some nice dress pants or something. the one thing i will never willingly wear is a dress, maybe the only exception will be my wedding but thats it. (i think i've said this before) and that was my weekend. today me and zette were in band class and the teacher wasnt there so the sub told us to get out our instruments and play, then he went off somewhere and never came back. haha. its not like anyone in class cared, this was an opportunity to get to play some other instruments. anyway, one of the guys in our class decided to try out zette's clarinet and he broke it! now zette's worried to see what the teacher is gonna tell her tomorrow. im kinda scared too haha. i got a b-day party on friday and its also a half-day that day, and its anna/samira anime day on saturday. ^__^ luv u all!!^x^

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Friday, March 2, 2007

HI MY LUVS!! i really dont know what to talk about. today is film nite so after today i can relax a little, and its also friday, WOOO THE WEEKEND!!! i was talking to one of my friends last night on my phone and she has been going through alot of shit lately and im was helping her out. yesterday she was thanking me for helping her out. i said it ws no big deal, i love to help pppl out ans she is my friend, how could i NOT help a friend in trouble. she was telling me that she never tries to get close to ppl because they always end up hurting her, but she got close to me, and she has no clue why. that made me feel special, haha. i love ppl, and im always helping them out, or i try to at least. maybe thats why some people find it easy to take advantage of me. its just that i cant stand it when people are mad at me and i dotn like being mad at people. whenever they do something wrong, i'm always giving people the benefit of the doubt. i wanna be the kind of person that people can feel comfortable talaking their problems and other things with. i want people to know that they have a friend in me. i try to not make my mind up about a person right away, i do that after i get to know the person. if the person doesnt like me then thats ok too. anyway, that was my ramble today luv u all!!^x^

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Thursday, March 1, 2007

HI MY LUVS! well theres even more things for me to worry about now. i already told you about film nite and about NHS right? well sadie's is supposed to be on march 16 because that day was supposed to be a half day, that way we can take our time decorating the gym and stuff. well now the school board decided to make the half day the week before, now its on march 9, making the 16 a regular day. now we have less time to decorate the gym. that sucks! and now people aren't showing up to help out with the decorations and that makes more work for the people that DO show up, and im one of them. our advisor is saying that if we're not done with everything by the deadline, which is the 9th, she's gonna have to cancel the dance, and that will be really bad for NHS because it is our JOB to work on sadies. other than tutoring, sadies is the only public thing that we do for the school. so we NEED to get everything done. i'm getting over the "watch anna screw up at film nite" thing. im kinda excited now ^__^ and now that i look at it, its not really that much that i have to do, and our secretary said that we can split the work that way its not all on me. he'll be in charge of the PA and the screen and stuff,and i'll be in charge of food and money and promo. thats less for me to worry about. but...............my mom is threatening to take my celly away because i went overboard last time. NOOOOOO!!!!! i need my celly! i must be good now if i wanna keep my celly. this sux! luv u all!!^x^

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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

HI MY LUVS!!! how are you guys? im good, just REALLY tired. i have soooo much stuff to do this month. i have to stay after school all this week to help NHS with the sadie's dance, i stayed after school yesterday making posters and such and my hands were all full of paint (it looked like i fingerpainted the posters)i didnt get to go home until like 6:30 or something. today i have to tutor and stay once again for NHS. and then i have a film club meeting because we have a film nite on friday, and since our president isnt gonna be able to make the film nite due to family issues, the vice president is gonna be in charge, which, of course is me. lol. and the president is making such a big deal about me being in charge that he is telling everyone that he meets to come tho the film nite and watch me screw up. well you know what? im gonna give ppl the BEST film nite EVER!!!!! WOOOOO! so yea losta film club and losta NHS. i got NHS next week too and the week after that its sadie's. the week after that i dont think i got anything to do, and then the week after i got another film nite. i also have ALOT of b-days this month. i need to buy lots of presents this month. im gonna go broke. and then me and SKAsam planned an anime day and of course im gonna need some money for that. hopefully next month isnt so busy. luv u all!!^x^

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Monday, February 26, 2007

HI MY LUVS!!! i just got back from disneyland and it was AWESOME!!!!!! we got park-hopper tix so we went to california adventure too. there were alot of ppl so the lines for the rides were long and i had to be home early so i didnt get on many rides. but the rides we got on were awesome. i even rode on the tower of terror and im such a weenie to that sort of thing. ^__^ im so proud of myself, lol. lame no? my feet are killing me now though. o well i had soo much fun! as we were leaving the park my friend's sister bought us a cookie, i think she put something on it because the whole ride home we were laughing at anything that happened. and then we went to eat burgers and my friend ambar and her sis's friend tony were making us laugh so hard that the soda came out of her sis's nose! haha well i g2g cuz its late, ill tell u guys more about it later luv u all!!^x^

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Saturday, February 24, 2007

HI MY LUVS!! well yesterday was fun. the rally rocked, but zette chickened out on the whole "we're gonna be the loudest ppl there" idea, i was the only one cheering and screaming, that sucked. i had to sit next to zette and her bf, my friends were on the other side of the bleachers. SKAsam said the same thing happened to her with her friends, we should have sat next to each other that way we wouldnt be alone. i liked our theme for the rally, im guessing it was music, it went like this: freshmen-pop sophomores-rap/hip hop juniors-latin (o yea!!!!) seniors-rock and then our marching band played light my fire by the doors, that was awesome but i was the only one singing to it because zette and her bf dont like that music. haha i didnt care, i loooove that song! after school, me and my friends stayed after school to watch the soccer game and we won!! WOOO! me and my friends were cheering and screaming, it was sooo fun!!! at the end of the day my throat started hurting, haha and guess what? my mom let me go to disneyland after all. YAY! im so happy, my friend's sister got us park-hopper tickets so we're gonna get to go to disneyland and disney's california adventure. ^__^ and im going for free!!! WOOOOOOOO!!!!! luv u all!!^x^

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Thursday, February 22, 2007

HI MY LUVS!!! OMG!!! u posted!! been a while no? haha well i've been either busy or lazy, haha. anyway what's been going on with all of you? ive been great for the most part. ^__^ there's a sports rally tomorrow at school and im super excited about it!!!! me and zette are gonna cheer our butts off!!! WOOOOOOOOO! idk if SKAsam will cheer too, hopefully. ^__^ we gotta be the loudest class there!! we're gonna cheer for our soccer team! they are soooo good this year! they won their game last night against the number one school, so does that make us the number one school? haha BASSETT (my school's name) and NUMBER ONE dont go together. haha. what amazes me is that there is so much school spirit among the juniors this year, and thats a good thing, i never knew how awesome having school spirit can feel. haha. now im scaring myself. lol hmmm lets see what else, o yea my friend ambar invited me to disneyland on sunday but my mom didnt let me go!! that sux. she says its because she doesnt know her and her family, i understand her but still. ambar says that her mom will go and meet my mom today so that hopefully she'll let me go. but another reason i can't go is because one of shiro's friends invited her to disneyland a while back and my mom didnt let her go because she is "too young" well she says if she lets me go, shiro's gonna be sad. im not blaming her for anything but my mom has got to understand that i am older, shiro should too. im older and i get more privilages right? o well i can live w/o going. luv u all!!!^x^

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

HI MY LUVS! how was ur v-day? mine was fantastic!! i got lotsa candy (altho my stomach kinda hurts), carda, a very very very wonderful poem, and i got to talk to my bf! ^__^ YAY! anyway, some of you didnt know what a quinceañera was so i'll explain. in the hispanic culture, when a girl turns 15 years old she has a quinceañera (quinceañera means "15-yr-old girl" haha) its like a rite of passage (almost like a sweet 16). it is when a girl gives up her childhood and becomes a young woman. it is a very nice occasion. did that help at all? if it didnt pm me. ill put up a quinceañera song later ok? luv u all!!!^x^

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

HI MY LUVS! im back! YAY! how have u all been eh? good i hope. ^^ hmm well lets see what to talk about...i really dont have anything to say. i have to stay after school today to help organize the sadie's dance. my group is in charge of the decorations. our theme is Hollywood. the thing is that we have to stay the day of the dance after school to decorate the gym, during the dance to help out with i dont really know what, and then after the dance to clean up. i dont like skool dances, usually me and my friends go over to someone's house and have like a little party. I DONT WANNA GO TO THE DANCE!!! a friend of mine asked me if i wanted to be a dama in her Quinceañera but i said no. its too much a commitment, i have to be there for practice and the dresses are always sooo expensive. plus i dont like dresses. the only time i will ever be seen in one is in my wedding. i didnt have a Quinceañera of my own because of that i have to go because then my teacher will yell at me. lol luv u all ^x^

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