myOtaku.com: NaNa-chou

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-08-27
Gender
• Female
Location
• California
Member Since
• 2006-08-10
Occupation
• student, daydreamer, asican
Real Name
• Anna-banana

Personal

Achievements
• im alive, i have the most awesomest BF ever!
Anime Fan Since
• when i first saw sailor moon at age 7
Favorite Anime
• too many to name
Goals
• to be a vet, To play piano better, visit Australia
Hobbies
• drawing, reading, watching tv, practicing piano
Talents
• none that i know of...

myOtaku.com: NaNa-chou

Saturday, April 14, 2007

HI MY LUVS!!

Has it ever happened to you that your life is going along real great and then all of a sudden the bad things come and fill your life with so much stress and worry and anger? that's what happening to me right now. the wierd thing is though, that i can still feel happiness and i can't help but smile at life, even though i'm hurting inside. it just makes me real confused because i don't know what to feel.

we recieved a phone call this morning from my nina in Mexico that my grandmother isn't doing well. they say that she's losing the will to do anything. they say that all she is willing to do is lie in her bed all day and she complains saying that she cant move or that she's hurting. they say that when they called the doctor, he told them that she is just fine and everything that's happening is all in her mind. basically she's letting herself fall apart. it really hurts me to hear this, i just got over one grandparent leaving me, i don't want another to leave me too.

what sucks is that my cousins that live with my grandmother are going on with their lives like nothing is happening. they even went for a one week vacation to Mazatlan (a city in Mexico that has beautiful beaches and lotsa night clubs) When i heard about this i was like "how could they do that? can't they see how their grandmother is? how can they just leave?" it got me real pissed. then i hear that one of my cousins who went, the one that had a baby last year, left the child with my nina. Isnt that nice, now my nina has to take care of both my grandmother and the baby!What the hell?? then after i found out that she when to a fair and met a guy there, she spent all night with him and he drove her to the ranch in the morning. what was she thinking? I told her to be online later on, i really want to talk to her about that. All i keep thinking is "Hello!! Woman, its YOUR baby, YOU should take care of it. if you want to go and have some fun then take the baby with you. its YOUR fault that you got pregnant with that asswipe! Can't you see that your mother already has her hands full taking care of our grandmother? but that doesnt matter to you does it? the little princess wants to go out and have some fun." this just gets me super pissed.

you guys remember that abortion paper that i was working on? its due on monday. i had it saved on my computer since i couldnt find my flash drive. then my dad comes and uses the laptop and since there is alot of music and videos and stuff in the laptop, he decided to delete some things. and, you guessed it, my paper one of those things he deleted. now i have to start it all over. i really worked hard on that paper. luckily, i was able to find some of the stuff i used and some notes i wrote down. but still 5 pages of work all gone. THIS SUCKS!!!!

luv u all!!^x^

sorry if i cant get to all ur sites, i'll probably be working on my paper. (right now its break time. i think better when i take breaks.)

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