Wednesday, August 2, 2006

   ahhh!!!! UPCAT!!!!!!
...being a senior is a difficult difficulty!
...demands in school, at home and other outside obligations!!!

that and billions more is nothing compared to the tension and anxiety of the upcat exams... those in the phil, are the only ones who could understand me... Ü

...its the university of the philippines and they only cater the minority sector of government or the uberly intelligent ones (like Xiyouji!...)...

...ahhh! the anxiety!!!! ah!!!! the wait!!! ah! the AHHHs!!!!!! Ü

...foots-noteÜ!... for those who are in anyway spiritual please pray for me & my friends who are to take the UPCAT (something like SATs, only in a filipino version...)... pray to whomever your god may be, and help desperate souls...

...much tensed but heartfelt thanks... Ü
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Monday, July 17, 2006

   worried turd...
...i've been feeling turdy lately...
...theres way too much going on and i can keep up with the responsiblities i have...

...i want to (finally, after like a full week a of her birthday) greet my great friend... you know who you are... Ü happy birthday! Ü

...world swirls past,
without recognition of those that it tramples on...
...we remain but sturggling specs, yearning and thristing for the superiority that we must own...

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Monday, July 10, 2006

   WAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!
OH MY SHEEZ!!!!
I ADORE MY SITE!!!!
...i thank my ever so talented friend Xiyouji for creating my wonderful site!!!!
...i also would like to commend her professionalism with the use of cats on my site... (Foots-Ü-note: Xiyouji abores cats or any feline scratching creature for that matter... Ü thats why i am forever grateful for my felined site...)
TENCHU XIYOUJI!!!!! Ü
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Wednesday, July 5, 2006

   overwhelmed~_~!
i apologize for the late update...
in 4th year... there is no free time... i taking time from my philosophy work stuffamajiggies...

its not nearly a month since i officially claimed myself as a senior... but im so f***ing TIRED!
its not merely tired its exhausted...

too much pressure...
overload of information...
great expectations (dickens? Ü)...
a lot of obligations...

...its the last year of torture and brain cramps!!!...

...and because of all this tension...yours truly have stooped down to a dangerous and thought to be fatal (for those around me) level of corniness(is there such a word)!...

i pity my friends who have to deal with me eer so often...

hay buhay, patay;buhay, kadalasan sa hukay! 0_0!!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, June 15, 2006

   ...post for school...
yes, we have classes already! (yey!?!) i get to see my friends everyday again... seniors? overwhelming... have to post this because of stupid cd drive... assignment stuffies... Ü

*************
due to my friends' undeniably true comments... (panalo talaga ko... i know... Ü!) this post was edited for it draws much harassment to the sane viewers of my site... the question is... are there any sane viewers of this ridiculously perky site? ... ?_?!!!!!!!!! (post modified==1936hr070506)
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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

   much ado about ados...
since our classes start next week (after independence day), the anxiety of being a senior is getting to me...

i dont see myself being responsible and mature in school! the stress the pressure and the trauma!

im taking review classes now, every saturdays for next 2 mos... its kinda cool, it just started last week, so i really cant tell...

...theres a pressure of being the only assumptionista in the batch (review classes)... they EXPECT me to be either filthy rich, overly bitchy or complete nerdox!!!

annoying!!!

********memo: i would like to make a public announcement that iam a pet-lover, with great inclination to the serenity and calmness of cats. contrary to my good friend, xiyouji (she abores cats, because of a terrible encounter with said specie).
it may be a relief to her that i currently own 3 dogs, a mut, a spitz and a dalmatian... Ü la lang gusto lang mag share!

...bored board!
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Thursday, May 4, 2006

   bored board (the comeback)...
i have been (since the 1st few weeks of vacation) bored stiff!!!!

annoying though,i waited long and hard for the torment of 3rd year to end, but life outside it is deteriorating bit by bit...

the worry of entering a good college (UP and ateneo for psycho-dad) is falling fast...

without the money and time for review classes, iam left without a clue as to whats about to happen!! T_T!

the fear of not attianing anything is filling me up!

worst fears come in when iam alone, my sacred time...

i just hope my uncle still looks on the idea of taking me up for adoption (he lives in CA), so that i could at least earn money while struggling to study...

but i dont want to leave!!!!

*******memo: res-XIYOUJI, DESTRA, BLACKSTABBER and all the other noted members of moonshine (ung site nga pala?)
GIMIK naman tayo.... please...

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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

   bored board...
corny, i know...

i likely dislike summer... i like it for one iam left alone at home... i have time to talk to myself... (xiyouji, ikaw na ba yan!)

i dont like the fact that i spend my whole day stuck with doing nothing... the feeling of uselessness gets to me faster than boredom...

i feel so down... lonesome and tired? tired of doing nothing...

i miss school... its my only escape from home...
escape when home gets oversaturated (chemistry ba ito!?! ms flery, is that you?!?!)

i miss the mindless talks, the endless chismax and the PG's of my batch (kahit ganun sila ka g**o, nakakamiss din...)

hmph... i cant believe my highschool life has only one year to live... T_T!!!!
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Monday, April 10, 2006

   finally!!!!!!!!!
because of all the virus that my rustic and antique computer has... it broke down...
but now i can use it again!
thanks to my ever handy mekaniko!!!! Ü

my junior year is over... iam now in my 3rd week of a well deserved vacation...

staying at home all the time sucks!!!!!
iam a home-body type of person, yet i still feel clustered in a corner w/o anything to do!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant believe iam saying it... but i miss school!

i terribly miss my friends! home is a very lonely and boring place!!!!!!

hmph.... shout out to my beloved friends who are taking reveiw classes... Xiyouji and Blackstabber... and to my ever ********* friend Destra (yan ha hindi na detra!)
Love you guys!!! (oo na Xiyouji, mushy na kung mushy!) Ü

hopefully my fully externalized computer as my mekaniko said... lasts long enough till summer...

my only wish is a new computer...
nanhoneko now accepting donations, in cash and in kind... Ü
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Wednesday, March 1, 2006

   peace?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
well... its a bit too late for reactions... cause this stupid computer of mine has not been friendly with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ive had a virus since the time i started to chat using YM!!!!!!!!! spywares and other stuff has been attached to my computer!!!!!!! why do people harm each other!!!!!!!!!!!

political turmoil errupts in our never at peace country... we are now in a state of national emergency, proclamation PD 1017!!!
innocent life, covered in fear... innocent beings, realizing the truth... cruel people, who care not for others and only for themselves!!!!!

WHY MUST WE ALWAYS HURT EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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