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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
ummmm...yeah...........
There are times I feel so sheltered in my life…really, I am. I have a family who loves me, I highly doubt my parents would EVER get a divorce, and I have really awesome friends. Everything else just seems so far off in a distant land.
Like 9/11…I was in 6th grade, and we watched most of it on TV…..and I thought, O.O I can’t believe this is happening…but around 10:30, we went outside for morning recess, and by the time I got back in, it really could have happened on another planet. I mean, I knew it was real, and still cared and talked about it, but it just felt so……………distant.
Sometimes I feel like that. Like I could just not care if I wanted too. That if I wanted to, I really could become cold and distant like Seto Kaiba.
But I do care.
I had a point…now what was it?
Shit! I still need to talk to the guidance counselor about college courses next year.
Lately, I’ve been feeling like every time I close my eyes, I feel parts of my dreams from the nights before coming back to…or random things throughout the day will trigger it, and memory of a dream, usually I don’t remember exactly what, but I can feel it….almost there. Is this normal or am I just going insane?
Sorry, let me reword that…Is it normal, or am I going even MORE insane? XD
I wanna sleep, I wanna cry, I wanna jump up and down and scream something perfectly random. I am incredibly happy and incredibly sad at the same time.
And then, I wanna fade away into my own make-believe world, which I sometimes fear has become all too real for me………
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