Wednesday, February 2, 2005

  well, this saturday is the turnabout dance. i can't wait to go. ^_^ omg, yesterday night i went crazy. dont judge me but i hate my parents so much. i'm so full of hate. i dont know why. everyone tells me their problems and i have to hold all mine in and i guess i couldn't take it anymore. i was banging my head against a wall and i couldn't move. i passed out on the ground and literally had to peel the contacts off my eyes when i woke up because i had to take them out. it hurt. well, that's just me.
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

  can you believe it? third time i'm kicked outta the house. WTF?! i mean, seriously, if everyone would just leave me the fuck alone. i wouldn't be like this. but anyway, my mom caught me smoking and shit. like i give a fuck. but the point is, i hate her fucking guts. irresponsible bitch. it's all her fault she just won't accept it. she's always fucking blaming everyone and oh, no, it's everyone's fault but hers. i just want to rip her guts out. but, on the good side, abner really does want to go to japan with me. he's so adorable. we're gonna share and apartment and we'll leave home and never come back. well, he could if he wants to but i got something to prove to my family. they don't think i'll ever come back?? fuck them. i'm gonna leave and never come back and i don't give a fucking shit if my mom's on her death bed and wants to see me, if she wants to see me, she has to track me down first. i'll get away from it all. i'll never have to worry about my life or my future again cause as long i have my friends, and i'm on my own, i'm gonna be fine. me and abner, we'll rent an apartment together and we'll split the rent. and then i'll finish my animé and hopefully get that band started, and sabrina will visit, well, me and abner will visit her and then we'll find vanessa, laura, and amanda, and then we'll to france and chill at rémi's house and he'll be like, "you guys aren't staying in my house" and then we'll go check out yann's band. they're perty good. and then i think i'll finally get my dogg that i've been waiting for so long...and then, i'll get sick or something and die. how's that sound to you?
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Sunday, January 2, 2005

  this winter break, i've been thinking. what's the point of going to school and suffering if you're going never use the knowledge you learn and if you do, you'll die one day...what's the point of everything if it all will eventually end and you'll never know what happens next. if you forget or not. so tell me. even if i'm a freshman, what's the point of going to hs? i'm thinking of dropping out already.
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Thursday, December 23, 2004

  Hm...how long is an episode supposed to be? and if it's on dvd, how long then. do you need a commercial? wow. confusing but yeh, i think i'm almost done with the first episode of my anime. i'm on a laptop and the e with the accent on it doesn't work. gr...
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Saturday, December 11, 2004

  never trust a few good days to last forever. i'm getting b's and my mom's bitching at me. she's like,"i dont understnd english very well but i never got b's. very rarely." i wish she would cut me some slack. so much stress and it was only mid term. the final grade isnt until finals which we take on the week of january 18. but whatever.
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