Sunday, November 28, 2004

   yeh, so i went to pick up the dogg, the guy gave it back to the owner because it was driving him crazy. :'( i coulda taken care of it. now he says his friend's dogg is pregnant and i can have one of the puppies. ain't that great? now i gotta pay for all the shots and i don't got much money. :\ i'm listening to the love hina soundtrack online. too bad my mom won't buy it for me online i give her the money and everything. meh...
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Saturday, November 20, 2004

   my dad said i'm finally getting a dogg on tuesday. he better be right. i've waited for 13 years. ok, so. the international folk fair was awesome yesterday. i got to hang out with my friends and i made a new record. 9 songs in 45 minutes. i've never writen that much in my life. abner was crawling under the bus seats grabbing people's feet. lol. everyone thought i was sleepin cause they called me a lot and i didn't answer. fact is, i was listening to musik and writin my songs. but now i gotta go cause i need to find an article from the past 3 weeks about someone who did something based on their religious beliefs and give a speech on it in two days so bye. ow, my hand...
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Thursday, October 28, 2004

   Hey. I'm at school rite now. I'm at the library. The French Club party was so awesome and there's this new club where you join and i think in november, they're goin to milwakee and trying new ethnic foods. I'm so joining but i had to go to the french club party. ^.^ It was so cool. we tped ashley and won 3 bags of candy. they're not them small candy bags. i'm really surprised that i'm this happy and that i'm actually writing down how i feel somewhere. o_O oh well. i guess it's nice to be able to tell someone without having them judge you. :\ btw. i'm so content right now, like nothing could bring me down. except my animé which makes me emo but whatever. Sabrina's workin on her projekt. She's sitting right next to me. hehe...in bio, we did this thing where we pretend to be some animal. cause we're learning about the food chain but everyone already knows about it. I still got my fox ears on right now. Sabrina says she wants to rip them off. i dont want her to. i taped the ears to my hair. ^.^ but i be okay. everything's been perfect lately. it's kinda scary if you ask me. but it's just when everything is perfect, there's always something that will ruin it. i'm not afraid just i guess i dont want things to be "perfect". *sighs* sabrina's an awesome friend. she never lets me down. she's like my sister but we dont talk that much anymore. :'( i only have lunch with her.
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Monday, October 18, 2004

   all the time, i have bad days. you should see my posture, just horrible...i guess i walk with my head down depending on how emo i am. whatever. you guys prolly don't even know what i mean when i say emo. not the punk emo. hell no. but anyway, i always look forward to math cause i talk with some of my friends, not a lot are in that class, and yeh, all the compliments i get always make me feel a lot better. lester told me that today i was even blushin.... *///* i dont blush!!! :\ oh well, the compliments made me feel better. I really am havin a better day than my usual "do your animé and keep your trap shut" kinda day. well, my mom moved the dsl box. i dunno if i already said that but yeh, i can't go online anymore cause she said i screwed up her laptop. :\ but, i'm drawin this comic for my friend, lester, dont tell cause it's gonna be cool. ^.^ been perty stuck on my animé lately it's real emo for me and i been numb lately for like the last 2 weeks? i think and i guess this depressing animé musik i got playin btw. i gotta go mom gone be home soon family screamin so later...
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Sunday, October 3, 2004

   Sry i aint written back in a while. I got kicked out again. o_O i'm dumb and got caught again. gr. oh, well. i cut me own hair yesterday. it looks like crap. :\ and pikture day is comin up in two weeks. it's too long to spike up but then i dunno anymore...i hope i can get it perfect so i don't have to go to school tomorrow with the worst lookin hair. o_O the freakiest thing happened to me yesterday. i was sleepin and suddenly my mom jumps on my bed and say, "i love you, honey. you got good grades. what do you want? oh, i know, i'll buy you that DVD you bought so you don't have to pay me back." OMGS. that was so scary. i was crying...whoa...o_O now, she's all loving me and stuff. i'm scared...
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Saturday, September 18, 2004

   *sniff* i went to ashley's house yesterday and...um...i was only gonna show her my musik for piano because i play animé musik on my piano and...we played DDR. i didn't think i'd be gone that long but i was gone until 8 and her mom overheard us talking about sex so she's in trouble and then i came home and my mom was yellin at me and she brought up my story (i had this sex story from adam) and....i ran away and i went to my friend's house right across the street. so then i was looking through the phone book for adam's number cause i always forget it and my mom called and she said sabrina was over. so i went home and i had to talk to sabrina so we took a walk and she told me about how my dad got everyone involved. well....almost everyone...this story is very confusing if you dont know who everyone is. btw so, yeh, they got abner involved and he always wanted to run away and explore the world but he called me up yesterday and he was like "omg, she finally did it, she finally ran away." and yeh, it was very uncomfortable talking to my mom. -_-o very...well, i stayed at my dad's for the night and i guess me and mom never really talked about it anymore because it's so awkward...if anyone's got any comments, just post or whatever, i read them. o_O
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

I'm gonna write this before my mom makes me get off. why do i have to mess everything up? everything was perfect, my mom loved me and we never fought anymore, until i had to be stupid and mess everything up. :'( everything is alwways my fault, i'm so stupid...why do i have to be so dumb?! i cant live like this! everything is always my fault! even right now, she's watchin me, this is pissin me off.
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Sunday, September 12, 2004

   i've been waiting all summer. i cant wait any longer...sometimes i'm think i'll die before i have a friend that's there with me all the time...*sighs*
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Wednesday, September 8, 2004

   I've had no time for anything...I try to write as much for my animé as i can during class. But i can't bring my animé binder. it's too heavy :'(
And i'm lacking a lotta sleep. I can't think...gr...if only we didn't get so much homework...oh well...i made some new friends so...*shrugs* yeh, there's not much more to say...
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

   *sighs* I'm so tired...today was my first official day of high school. yesterday was registration. everyone got 5 textbooks and i got 6! o_O *sighs* and i had to carry them up 2 flights of stairs. i dont sound like a lot but they were really heavy...so i just brought them up one flight and half a hallway and fell to the ground. lol. at least i didn't get lost. i made a plan this morning. i didn't get enough sleep....o_O i fell asleep at 11:30 and had to get up at 5:30 to take a shower....i already have homework (go figure) and i just finished. yesterday i had to walk with my friend, sabrina, to her house which is like a 30 minute walk from leyden (my school) and then i had to walk all the way to my mom's house (about 25 minutes from leyden) i overwalked and my legs hurt like hell and now my back does from carrying textbooks in my backpack. it was just horrible....what a bad day...i dont know how people can make it through high school...*sighs* it's like hell....
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