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Birthday
1993-07-26
Gender
Female
Location
Ohio
Member Since
2007-02-09
Occupation
Student/poet
Real Name
Leigh
Personal
Anime Fan Since
8 years old
Favorite Anime
Naruto
Goals
to be able to commit to a long term relationship, graduate with straight A's, lose some weight, publish a few of my poems
Hobbies
writing, singing, drawing, hanging out with friends,babysitting, etc
Talents
singing & writing poetry
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Alright, most of you know by now my name's Leigh. I do go to Belmont where I'm officially failing due to my lack of concentration. I fell in love with Phillip a little over a year ago and he happened to break my heart. Life without him isn't the same. I smoke,drink, and cut just to get him off my mind. Dont message me telling me I'm F---ing up my life. I already know this. Yes I am bisexual. Got a problem with it? DEAL WITH IT! I'm proud of my sexuality with or without your support. I'm in a relationship with my babeh gurl Amber. It's only been a month, but she does help me get my mind off the one I truly want.
I'm a huge fan of anime which is why I even signed up.
Talk. Love. Message. Dare.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
These poems express exactly how i feel.
Just Another
Another Footstep through the Rain
Another Crack in my Heart
Another Tear Running Hard
Just Another Girl Falling Apart
Another Secret Held Within
Another Blade Crossing Flesh
Another Pool of Blood Lying Cold
Another Life turning into a Mess
Another Conversation Ending in Tears
Another Friendship Torn to Pieces
Another Night Spent In the Corner
Another Day in which my Happiness Ceases
Another Soul Escaping the Body
Another Life Giving Way
Another Trigger Being Pulled
Another Heart Wandering Astray
Another Thought Turning to Stone
Another Whisper Sending Chills
Another Message Hidden in Blood
Another Empty Bottle of Pills
Another Scream in the Silence
Another Girl Tired of Trying
Another Stab of Ignorance
Another Unforgettable Memory Concealed by Smiling
walks out of the room
and into her own
she gets so sick
of feeling alone
thoughts crowd her mind
as tears sting her eyes
looks upon all her scars
trying to silence her cries
its not going to hurt
no one will know
of her pain inside
shes refusing to show
she slits once
maybe twice
her own self-image
will never suffice
an addicting pain
dont ask her why
she makes this decision
she just cant say goodbye..
theres no use explaining
when she doesnt even know
how she got into this habit
and it wont seem to go
she sits there alone
with her feelings she hides
wondering what went wrong
shes falling behind..
she cant seem to stop
from crying this way
its just how she became
after he faded away
shes broken inside
fixed on the out
flowing through her split veins
all the love, plus the doubt
so shes sitting without you
while cold blood stains her skin
another scar shows
all the pain shes in
still hiding those marks
new and old
tells her story
a tale so untold..
<3
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
What Saiyuki Bishounen Are You?
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Saturday, August 4, 2007
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ABOUT ME??
So my lovely friend Magnus Lensherr wanted me to post this. Basicly like my life?? About me?? fav hobbies?? my back ground?? things like tht. I hope ur happy.
Hi everyone! My names Leigh ANn [im not giving u my last name] and i'm 14 years old. I have 3 very annoying brothers and im currently living with my gma.
I will be attending high school this year, but at the moment, my parents and i are still debating on where im going. Im not the brightest crayon in the box, but i have at least a B- average.
I went to Holy Family School from K-4th grade and then i had to move to Tennesse for my 5th grade year where i attended Central Elementary.
In 2003 [i think it was 2003] i came back to Ohio for my 6th and 7th year.
Sadly, i could not graduate from Holy Family due to the lack of money. So, for my last year in elementary [and Catholic schools] i went to St. Helens.
I was born on July 26th, 1993 at 1:55pm. My mother was 20 and my father was 23. I was the first born child and about 19 months later, discovered i wouldn't be an only child. On February [sp?] 22nd my mother gave birth to my brother, John.
As the years went by and my mother had my 2 other brothers, are life started to get rocky. My mother and father discovered drugs perferably coke, crack, herione, and pot. My parents relationship went from love to hate and from "we'll never hit each other" to fist fighting.
Me and my brothers were split up finally when news got around to this abuse. We were put into Children Services care where i was seperated from them.
About a year or two later, my gma fought with Child Services for costody. From this day on, she's my legal guardian. My life is still rocky and we have hit rock bottom, but at least im with my family.
My relationship with my parents is horrible. All we do is fight and act like we get along. I have become depressed over the years and began cutting.
I have been labeled emo, but thts not the case. Im just misunderstood. Im very shy and would rather sit on my front porch gazing at the moon than talk about boys. I do fall in love too easily, i fake smile, i hid my true feelings, i only cry when im alone, and im currently in an angst mood.
When i am very social, im usually the center of attention. I hate being pushed away. I'd rather have all eyes looking at me bc it makes me feel like something. Something usefull and it makes me feel a lot better about myself.
My zodiac sign is Leo and i do believe in horoscopes. I believe in love at first sight, demons, ghosts, lust, love, angles, and all sorts of other stuff.
um, IM IN LOVE WITH GAARA!! HE'S MY SEXY BAD BOY!!
lol. anyway, want to find out more?? have questions?? feel free to PM me and ask them or ask about wht else goes on. it doesnt bother me.
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My RESULT
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Friday, August 3, 2007
This is my cuzs results
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