Tuesday, April 4, 2006

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i dont mean to whine but why is it everytime i make a blog or something either nobody comments or my site becomes lonley and destroyed? my pride and joy that i worked on so hard was ruined by an accident that site is abandoned now, and this one gets no hits ever. why? w/e im being a lame so ima quit dat.
i had a very intereting day yesterday, and feel like a fool becas i cried in front of ppl, isnt amazing how humans are drawn to tears? i think its bloody disgusting, its just another bodily fluid, somebody sees blood alover ur cheeks they'll run away, i no ppl meant no harm to me but my god if it doesnt make me ill! i honestly think that they simpoly want to seem like good people and caring friends when they're really just two faced losers! u think i cant tell the difference? well ur wrong dears! ur more transparent than a jelly fish ur spineless and mindless like one too! lol, i cant stand it thus one girl actually stood there after asking meh wats wrong and said oh we're such good friends, well luv i dont see how so considering u found out we were going to the same highschool and sighed and looked so unhappy i thought U mite cry! haha i wish u would have, perhaps i will make u cry one way or another i think i could, wouldnt that b lovley tausha dear, to see u crying how about gasping for breath? oh yes that would b very nice! to have ur own sobs choke u would b quite satisfing indeed ^_^, now i think i mite b scaring people but let me tell u something there probably isnt ne thing to wry about i get this way sometimes, infact quite often almost like another side of me, i find it quite, interesting. now then the uncaring becca aparently does have feelings but lets not have it b misunderstood that i have feelings for NE 1 but the few friends i have myself god and possibly most importantly rite now luke. so dont think im going to start showing mercy on anybody or caring about anything i dont want to, ur tears wont make me care for u unless i want to, tho blood on ur cheeks mite intrest me ^_^
*licks lip*
im out my friends
~becca~
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