Monday, April 16, 2007

ugh so its snowing outside. forst it flooded now its snowing and you know what? i got no power at home. none at all. my dad yelled at me for going to open the fridge this morning, apparently if i do that then the fridge stops being cold and gets warm and all my lovely food goes bad.
oh well. I took 3 books out of the library in prep for the senior prank! and i havne't read them yet, but that's not the point, you see the prank is taking out alot of books and then returning them all in on the 23. next monday. if alot of people do this then the library will get overloaded with work and shut down. teehee. but i actually did go out to the book store and bought two new books. no manga this time but i did get Saint Vidicon to the Rescue, and so far its proving to be a great fun. i would reccomend it to all, but i haven't read it all and therefore dont have a good grasp on whether or not the whiole thing is good.
anyone ever do a fancy prom like dance before? if so what's the typical plannings of the day of, dinner flowers whatnot. I'm confused about the whole thing and ben's no help.
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Thursday, April 12, 2007

hey hey hey!
i got a fat lip... from karate. and my dad forgot about my grounding so i talked to ben. he's thinking of trying to find a blue sequin tux. i'm both terrified and amused at this idea. its for prom and i have a blue sparkly vanna white dress. i got my cripple friend to watch saiyuki and let her borrow my "how to draw manga" book that i never used. i am a bearhawk style person.
anyways that's my life so far. oh no food today its go watch a play day.
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Monday, April 9, 2007

well back to the duldrums of school. break is over and it wasnt all that good. I almost failed my black belt test and now i'm grounded until i pass the grandmaster's test in 2 weeks. But i did pass and one step closer to being a black belt. Family and the guests from hell showed up. family wasnt as bad as i thought they'd be but perhaps thats because the hell spawns were there at the same time. two teen girls about my age bitchy ingrates who drug and drink and whore them selves away, and I had to listen to their stories. they tried pushing drinks on me and i'm proud to say that i refused and its been over a year since i drank last and its gonna be a few years before i drink again. but other than grounding and hell spawns in my house the break still wasnt fun... who am i kidding it was terrible and i got no school work done, and now i have to make up two labs and book work... so later folks.
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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Going to DC. Haven't kept up with BearHawk, which upsets me. Cant find my rulers or batteries for my camera. had a sobering day yesterday. my karate instructor was in the hospital for kidney problems so no test for me. and Ben's best friend had heart problems after doctors messed up his medicine and he's been in the hospital for a week. I accidentaly ate some oil paint, but thats not new.
later doods.
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Monday, March 26, 2007

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teehee. so yeah i was up in college this weekend and there was tastey fish. and I changed my major already and school doesnt start untill august 22nd. but yeah. I'm testing for blackblet on wed. and leaving for DC on Thurs. if i could extend this week so I could get stuff done i would.
almost missed foods with AZ 'cause i thought it was day 5 instead of 4. but what an awesom class.
someone needs to stop me from going to really creepy forums... i mean really i'm horrible, been going to 4chan (guys DONT go) for longcat and NO U memes but its so full of alternative porn its creepy. like lolli and tenticle creepy. and Ben agrees with me that tenticle is the creepiest of all fetishes. others are more weird but normal, like feet.
ok, yeah less talk about porn.
so the weather's getting nicer and it's almost the the point where i can stop toteing around a jacket or sweatshirt and i can wear all those skirts and dresses i have that i dont wear.
!! i should be getting my Nerd Shirt in the mail soon! its uber nerdy, http://www.zestuff.com/tshirts/generic/267/
uber nerdy indeed.
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

my dog found a skunk this morning and I was sent home because i stank so much. then i took a shower in lemon juice, and now i'm afraid my hair will suddenly turn platinum blonde on me. but it is a amusing story once you get past the part where i stink. and that was my day.
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Monday, March 19, 2007

ok great weekend. and thanks AZ yet again. i will be thanking you for a while on this one. and I have stories to tell. :D
ok so it "snowed" friday into saturday. and by snow i mean 3 inches of ice. so we had to clean all that day and spent a good amount of time at my gramma's house. but ugh i had 3 1/2 hours of karate as i'm testing for my black belt !! ack this week... ugh there goes my life.
anyways so then sunday rolled around and that was a blast. took out some more ice and then went out for a movie and bowling. so much fun. saw the movie about the guy on the motorcycle that turns into fire... sorry i'm vauge and not remebering the name. it was decent the sef were great! then got lost trying to find the bowling place. i got mad and might have scared Ben a bit, hope he knows that i'm rarely like that, i was just fed up with all sorts of stuff and getting lost in podunky towns with people giving me worlds worst directions kinda ticked me off. but bowling was mucho fun. i lost but hey, i had a blast. went home, called ben (i know i was with him all day but still needed to call him) but there was spooky white noise in the background that we both heard that sounded like a person muttering and breathing into the phone. and that lead to a really spooky dream about stealing babies, zombies congratulating me and telling me personal stories and GIANT 103ft tall polygonal people eating a large group of people i kinda knew.
yeah... so how was your weekend?
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Saturday, March 17, 2007

woohoo!! I feel accomplished!! last night i got a host and a first page done for my webcomic!!! YAY. this is a momentous occation. BearHawk, my favorite little scientific mishap, greatest idea i've ever had now is his own comic!!
http://bearhawk.smackjeeves.com/
quite possible the greatest thing i have ever done with my spare time.
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Friday, March 16, 2007

a much better day to everyone!!
we ate tastey food yesterday and somehow got almost all of the work my dad wanted me to get done... well done.
and AZ you are a livesaver great friend. If i had time to bake you cookies i would.
but yeah so i might be able to leave the house this weekend, something I desperately need to do. and hopefully my dad will say yes, or at least my mom overides him and lets me go. i mean things last two weekends things next two weekends this is my oasis of not planned time to hang out.
so I putsed around last night with the internet and made AZ a nifty dino banner-thing. and i kinda like doing stuff like that. i think i will do more or atleast draw stuff with my shitty ms pain programe. but yeah otherwise i'm so much better than earlier this week. actually back to my spazzy self, ready to raise hell and party all week long.
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

ugh ok so i was really excited for this weekend, it being my only free weekend for a while, and being the only time i could possible see ben in the passt 2 weeks, but my dad, being the kill joy he is, figured out this plan so that i cant possibly go and hang. I have to clean the basement, which looks like a bomb site. send in two scholarships, that i cant get stuff from school for because they dont give it out. and be sufficently ready for my black belt test in two weeks. do you think I have enough on my fucking plate yet!?! god damn it he pisses me off, and of course nothing is good enough for him, and I cant talk back or become upset or he comes close to beating me so i become stioc and emotionless wich also pisses him off. so i'm damn ready to get out of this hell hole of a family unit. that or get a nice stiff drink, something I haven't had in about a Year. and oh man if I do get ahold of a cold one i will nurse it until things start chaseing me (I'm a paraniod drunk).
on a more positive note. I got my duck done!! woohoo!!! glad that's over and done with. so no more me complaining about them. I think i can do another block print of an anime character (i did Hakkai once) which is always fun, anyone have an idea? at least i have a project for which i can draw a picture instead of writing an essay, that rocks awesomely. yeah philosophy, where you can do what you want because of learning styles. hahaha I'm an AR, with high visual spacial learning. oh well better get back to writing scholarships so I can try to go out this weekend.
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