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Monday, February 5, 2007

Ok NOT a good day... infact it was a terrible day.
i woke up at 5am, tomy mom yelling at me to get up and get the car started. we had to take my dad to the ER. and my first thought on the way there was not "is he going to be ok" it was "if we get into an accident who would I call?"
is it terrible that I felt nothing towards my dad in this hour of peril? and that i felt ambivilant knowing that I could deal with him leaving if he did? I mean yes this is my father, man who raised me... but this is also the guy who has put me down every time i had a reason to be high, who has made me feel worthless and never good enough, always pointed out my flaws and rarely my virtues.
I mean I knew how i should've been acting and I started to and played it up a bit. and I actualy ended up feeling really anxious and upset, i'm not sure if I tricked my self or if I had severe delayed reaction to the severity of the situation. but either way i think i freaked a friend or two out, and feel terrible about that.
so it was a day of hospital trips and worrying and I yelled at a teacher who asked me to stay after school... so a full day... so freaked out and hanging out in places i didnt want to revisit.. but I have great friends who helped me to come back... and this might just be my longest post ever.... love to you all, Narret
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