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Wednesday, March 14, 2007


ugh ok so i was really excited for this weekend, it being my only free weekend for a while, and being the only time i could possible see ben in the passt 2 weeks, but my dad, being the kill joy he is, figured out this plan so that i cant possibly go and hang. I have to clean the basement, which looks like a bomb site. send in two scholarships, that i cant get stuff from school for because they dont give it out. and be sufficently ready for my black belt test in two weeks. do you think I have enough on my fucking plate yet!?! god damn it he pisses me off, and of course nothing is good enough for him, and I cant talk back or become upset or he comes close to beating me so i become stioc and emotionless wich also pisses him off. so i'm damn ready to get out of this hell hole of a family unit. that or get a nice stiff drink, something I haven't had in about a Year. and oh man if I do get ahold of a cold one i will nurse it until things start chaseing me (I'm a paraniod drunk).
on a more positive note. I got my duck done!! woohoo!!! glad that's over and done with. so no more me complaining about them. I think i can do another block print of an anime character (i did Hakkai once) which is always fun, anyone have an idea? at least i have a project for which i can draw a picture instead of writing an essay, that rocks awesomely. yeah philosophy, where you can do what you want because of learning styles. hahaha I'm an AR, with high visual spacial learning. oh well better get back to writing scholarships so I can try to go out this weekend.

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