myOtaku.com: Narret

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-12-26
Gender
• Female
Location
• Frozen Hell
Member Since
• 2006-10-19
Occupation
• HAH I QUIT!!!
Real Name
• Lindsay

Personal

Achievements
• living this far
Anime Fan Since
• i was little. i think it was speed racer after Pirates of the Dark Water and then sailor moon.
Favorite Anime
• Saiyuki, Lupin 3rd, Pretear, Speed Racer, Pet shop of Horrors, Culdcept, Ororon, GTO
Goals
• living further
Hobbies
• art, DnD, rpgs
Talents
• Art, being a nerd

myOtaku.com: Narret

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

very emotional right now.
a thanks, because AZ starts like this. Thanks for being so great as to poke me into motivation. Little M. I think i will draw a few of the Saiyuki boys, a good idea hmmm....perhaps an amusing picture of them doing stuff. and to answer Im2kawaii, no I'm not engaged but I'm not leaving this guy anytime soon. and Az, we will dance until we fall over from exhaustion or until we waste away all our super fat.
Now please consider this. I am a hardened and tough girl, not given to being very emotional other than happy and angry. and i am either of those to the extreme. I am a freaking black belt too, which I'm not sure what it says about my emotional standings but I'd like to put that out there. I was raised with boys so I have been taught that emotions are for the weak. so that's what I'm like ok?
now get this.
today I spent a fair amount of three+ hours crying. the books never came in and i think they are lost. the place i think they were accidentally sent to no one was home. driving to Ben's a detour got me lost. I ended up having to drive through my least favorite town in the area (Eagle for any one who knows the place its a traffic hazard.) then i got to thinking about how it would look to show up to our anniversary and going away day sans a really great gift. I calmed down long enough to say hi and then began sniffling again. finally settled down and got to laughing at ridiculous stories. Then Ben decided to give me my gift, but first he played piano and sang "The Prettiest Star" by David Bowie (an absolute love song by my favorite artist) and I started to cry again, then he started crying which made me cry more, his mom started crying because i was crying. i called my mom while I was driving home and she started crying which made me cry while driving, then my mom and i sat on the couch crying as we drank ice tea and ate cookies.
so I'm rather unstable as far as my emotions go, right now I'm empty because I'm so tired, but i can go right back into crying or get really angry. either way works for me.

and thank you for reading about my bellyaches and my day of tears.
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