myOtaku.com: Naruki

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1986-11-22
Gender
• Female
Location
• Somewhere on the ground...
Member Since
• 2005-05-15
Occupation
• Buddhist Priest with a gun and Attitude!
Real Name
• Naruto

Personal

Achievements
• Written lotsa fanfics
Anime Fan Since
• Hokage only knows, my friends
Favorite Anime
• Naruto/Cowboy Bebop
Goals
• Owning my own planet, going into the Anime Realm and stealing K's laser
Hobbies
• Sleeping, reading, writing, laughing. watching bootleg anime
Talents
• Writing... I think

myOtaku.com: Naruki

Friday, June 10, 2005

Gradu-ation!
Tomorrow is graduation... Psyched, am I? A little, I admit. But I am upset about something. Maybe it is stress, maybe it is anxiety, but I shall explain.

There is this girl I have liked on and off for a year/year and a half. I was with her today after (her) third period (I say "her"s because I am not technically in school anymore). I was talking to a friend of mine and my choir sensei. Out of nowehere, this girl (Nichole) came up and hugged me around the waist. I turned and looked over. She was standing there (Nichole is the girl I like, in case it's not obvious). She asked me if I was alright, but I didn't say anything. I grabbed her and hugged her tightly. She sounded really concerned when she asked me again, but I just held her tighter. I am not sure why I did anything like that. It all happened so fast and I did not even think; just acted.

My pharaoh asked me if it was true I was still "smitten" with her. She said I sounded like a little schoolgirl who had a crush on one of their best friends. I don't know exactly how to answer that. I COULD still have a crush on her, but I still know how she feels about me. I am nothing more than a friend. She said she loves me, but thinks of me as a sister. I think maybe, because she is so important to me, I am just depressed because I might not be able to see her again. That in itself, hurts a lot more than with some of my other friends. And I think that is why Atemu(my pharaoh) thinks I am in love with her.

There was this thing I had planned to do a while ago. I was going to write Nichole a note and have her read it when I was not there; a letter which told her my real feelings. Jenneth said I should definitely write it and give it to her. I think Atemu thinks the same. And... speak of the devil. She just popped up on AIM. :nervous:

I wish I knew what to do... :le sob: DOUSHIYO!? :shuuichi tears:

Well... until I figure something out, that is it for me. Ja ne!!

Daisuki,
Sanzo/Naruki
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