myOtaku.com: Naruki

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1986-11-22
Gender
• Female
Location
• Somewhere on the ground...
Member Since
• 2005-05-15
Occupation
• Buddhist Priest with a gun and Attitude!
Real Name
• Naruto

Personal

Achievements
• Written lotsa fanfics
Anime Fan Since
• Hokage only knows, my friends
Favorite Anime
• Naruto/Cowboy Bebop
Goals
• Owning my own planet, going into the Anime Realm and stealing K's laser
Hobbies
• Sleeping, reading, writing, laughing. watching bootleg anime
Talents
• Writing... I think

myOtaku.com: Naruki

Monday, July 11, 2005

Ano...
There is something I could say today that is a little more "dramatic". It involves my pharaoh, which I am only guessing most people who read this will know. Because she is so wonderful and such. (She is YaoiShoujo, by the way. Sugoi, isn't she? ^_^)

There is this song that I kinda "dedicated" to her awhile ago. (And this is something I have not even told her about yet, but I just got reminded and I dun want to bother her with another email. ^_^) If anyone has ever seen/heard the songs from Phantom of the Opera, this song is the one that Raoul and Christine sing together: "All I Ask of You". Over the past couple of days, I can NOT get that girl outta my head (YaoiShoujo, I mean). Not that this is anything new, but I have been worried about her. Anyhow, there have been a few times that I have doubted my true feelings for her in the past couple days and I debated whether it was right; for me to feel the way I do and such. But there was this time that saved me. I was talking to Nichole online earlier this week and I was telling her all about my feelings and my conflictions that I have been having. I was on my computer and was upset, writing things to Nichole and trying desperately to sort out my confusion. After I was done doing that, I turned on my TV. My DVD player works on channel 3, which is also the town's bulletin board notes. They always play random background music. Well, after all my self-doubts, it seemed rather ironic that the song they played JUST then was "All I Ask of You". I listened to it dumbfounded, and then I started crying. It just felt a little too perfect to be coincidence, you know?

:feels everyone get lost:

Sorry. I just thought it was sweet. Afterwards, I squeezed the dog she sent me and wouldn't let it go. Only reason I remember and write this now is because I heard that same song in the background of skaters on TV. I wanted to cry again. Everytime I hear it, I think of her and it breaks my heart. But in a good way. Wakata ka?

Yikes. Haveta go. Ja ne! Sorry for two posts, but I rock~ Haha!

~Naruki
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