Monday, August 1, 2005

   GAH!
Hey~~! I have been bouncing around for the past few days because they are filming a movie for "Rent". Does anyone know that? I am so impatient!! One of my close friends, Goku, is pissed because she thinks everyoen will think they know all about it because of a movie. That makes since. Like people thinking they know everything about "Phantom of the Opera" or "Harry Potter" or "Lord of the Rings" because they have seen the movies.

But "Rent" is different. "Rent" is my FAVORITE Broadway (and, yes, I HAVE seen it for real-- in New York City, a street over from Times Square, I believe it was) ever! The movie has Jesse L. Martin cast as Tom Collins :faints in happiness: I am so psyched!!! I HEART that man! =^__^=

Okay, I doubt anyone is reading this anymore, but in case they are, I have something more important to say, than bitching because I am too impatient to see Jesse Martin as Collins. I HAVE A KOI~~! I have had one before; this girl named Katie. But THIS koi is special. This one is so special that even I can NEVER hope to hide my feelings for her. I jump around excitedly and snuggle close to the stuffed animals she has given me. Even when my best friend spent the night a few nights ago, she kept shooting me weird looks because I refused to let go of the inu she sent me. Me and Momo (my shinyou) watched "Hide and Seek" and we were scared. I was squeezing the inu so much to keep myself from freaking out.

Ahem.

Anyway, ever since my koi admitted her love, I have found so many more reasons to be estatically happy. Love truly is a sour-sweet feeling (they said that on "Vanilla Sky); I am so psyched and in love, but I am sad because I can not always be near her or talk to her. But I find myself (even at work) zoning out when I think of her and just dance over to shoujo-bubble land. I act like Ariel in the Little Mermaid, where she is swimming around, humming to herself and this is what happens:

Sister: Whoa. She's got it bad.
Tritan: What? What's she got?
Sister: Isn't it obvious, daddy? Ariel's in LOVE.

That's how I am acting. Just dazed. I love her so eternally that I can't contain it; nor do I even try :teehee: I think my kaa-san is starting to notice.

And, in case you don't know, my koi is Yaoishoujo. I feel the same as her: I want to be with her forever. I love her so much, it makes me want to cry everytime I think about it. It's overwhelming.

Alrighty... *looks over her post and nods her head in satisfaction* That be good enough. Ja ne! Thanks for reading my post! ^_^

Daisuki,
Naruki

PS. I even changed my banner on my cell to say "Atemu's Koi ^^"1 Kawaii! =^___^=
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