Wednesday, October 19, 2005

   Highway to Hell
I spent the night at Jenneth's apartment. I watched Sealab2021 and Aqua Teen Hunger Force. I never had too much interest in either... but they were funny. Her fiancé has the first three seasons of both shows. Staying there was... interesting. I still felt a little weird. First off, I talk to Jen's bf, but I don't consider him a "friend". Plus, them being together and me being... well... there and being me... I felt a little outta place.

Just a little. XD But it was fun, overall. I was just so tired and zoned out... twas awful.

The REAL reason I am writing is to honor my friends that have helped me out over the past four days or so. None of them (except Heather) will read this, but I still want everyone else to know how grateful I am for helping me. They are: Jonouchi, Fuji (or "the otha Yuugi"), Momiji, Jenneth, Kassi, John-John, Delores, Felicia, Amy-san and if there is anyone else, I apologize. But I don't remember. I saved the best for last, though: HEATHER was the one who helped me out more than the rest, but I think Jou-kun was not too far behind.

I shall explain, in the "condensed" version. I have told the unabridged version to so many people so many times, that I don't feel like repeating it. ^__^;; So forgive me, okay? ^__^

I was planning to go out to LA to see my koi, but my kaa-san discovered this. I am still not sure EXACTLY how, but I have an inkling. Either way, she forbode me to go. I understand where she's coming from. I know it sounds ludicrus and dangerous in this day-and-age. But I trust Heather. As I'm sure everyone does. ^^ I know what she looks like (and she is OH-so CU~~TE! =^__^=), I talk to her on the phone (and have her voice etched in my heart =^__^=), I have known her a long time. She is, actually, the ONLY online friend that I have stayed in touch with continuously for over a year. And I know this is because I am so attached and connected with her. ^__^

But before I get TOO carried away, I will continue with the background:

I was sobbing INSANELY as I told my kaa-san all about the girl who has captured my heart. I couldn't even stop crying when she dropped me off at work. It was a good thing that was more than half an hour before I had to punch in, because I was still so upset. But all my friends there helped me. I told Delores what was wrong, and she was so supportive; just standing there and listening. She didn't object to anything, and just stayed silent. Jounouchi came up to me and hugged me after saying, "What's wrong, baby?" When I told her, she FLIPPED. She was so outraged at the whole ordeal. But she was so supportive, trying to make me feel better. She even put up with me nearly clinging to her, because I needed to hug someone so much. Fuji-chan listened to my plight and again, when she called later, she made sure to ask if I was feeling better. Felicia helped me by listening and also supplied her own parental objective to the scenario. Momiji helped by calling, once she found out (from her mom) that my kaa-san knew. She said she called "just to say hi" but when I told her what had happened, she said, "Yeah, I know..." xD So she called to check in on me. *hugs her usagi* Arigatou, Momo-chan~!

Kassi and John were different. Kassi happened to call later that night and, after (once again) repeating the circumstances, told me she would stop by and visit me. When she showed, she looked so drained and tired. I asked why she hadn't just gone home and slept. She replied: "Because I'd rather you be happy, than me be well-rested."

^__^

Kassi's so sweet. ^__^

John didn't even know he helped. Before leaving, I made sure to tell him I was so happy he came by. He just gave me a weird look and said, "...okay..." xD His appearance was COMPLETELY unexpected by everyone. He was the only one who knew nothing of the occurances. Which is one reason I was so happy he decided to show at that time. ^^

But, more important (I think) than all this, was Heather's call that night. I was crying when I answred the phone, and at numerous times it was so bad that I was shaking. But she made me feel better. Even if I was still depressed my plan had fallen through, she helped me through it. Without her aid, I would still be so depressed over this ordeal. *hugs her koi* You mean more to me everyday, my kawaii koneko. You have absolutely NO idea. I love you; and I don't care how naive that sounds, or how stupid. I still love you. Forever.

But... I have to stop, because my right arm is feeling cramped up. Maybe I have arthritis...? Or I'm just cold? Either way, it is annoying me, and affecting my typing. So I shall take my leave. Before I do venture out, I would like to (again) thank Jonouchi. Even after that horrid day, she has still looked out for me. I am completely blown away by this fact, because she was one of the last people I would expect to be so caring about this.

It's amazing. *hugs Jou-kun, even though she shoots a deathglare at her* Thank ya!! You rock! ^__~

LATAH!!
Daisuki,
Naruki
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