Mood: Sad and thinking of chris
Time: 2:41pm
Weather: Cloudy maybe raining I don't really mind it calms me down a bit
Listining to: First love (english) By: Hikaru Utada
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Konichiwa pplz!!!
Man!! I sooo h8 my life well as you can maybe see I am single again and lonly. *sob* Well I tried getting back with my first bf but sadly he said just to stay friends.
I feel sooo bad for doing what I did to him that I h8 my life and it was all my fault. I'm not going to change my theme for a while longer soooo I guess you will have to deal with it till I get over it.
Which might be for a while. I mean he waz my first boyfriend who gave me my first kiss, took me out on my first date, and is my first love of my life. The only bad thing that I really h8 about me is that I like all cute guys and if one of them likes me I would luv to go out with them.
And I would never say "no" But if Im gona have a boyfriend I'm gonna have to change that. TTT__TTT I just made my day worsse today!!! Awww man!!! I just h8 my life!!!
I wish I could just go back in time and stop myself from doing the wrong thing!!! >.< I just h8 my self!! I know its a really strong word to say about myslef but thats how I really feel right now and no1 can really change that except for my 1st boyfriend of course TTT__TTT
Ok well I'm gonna go cry somemore in the dark in my room but I would try to feel better if you guys help me get better gradualy I will someday I hope.
~Momo~
I ruined everything