Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Time: 8:27 PM
Song: The Time Has Come
Feeling: Hopeful

SO!
myOtaku.
I've had fun with your (once) cool community and friendly gestures, but ALAS. All good things must come to an end. Being an active member since 2005 and browsing your site since I was in the 5th grade, I have met many great people on here who have been with me through thick and thin and developed close relationships with. But recently, I've been thinking and finally agreed with myself...

I won't be coming on... for a long, long, long time.
EVER again.

Because! Because!
Otaku's filled with so much faggotry and fail at the moment, as you may have read from my previous posts. And it's just gotten to the point where the flaming, harassment, and populations of fucking RETARDS AND GAIA FAGS come swarming in like maggots on a corpse, that I'm fed up.

And it's distracting me from life. I don't have the time like I did in my middle school days. I don't have the energy to keep up with one little site. I know it doesn't seem like much, but it's just really... I don't know. I don't have as much enthusiasm or enjoyment from Otaku like I did back then.
Is it the newfags joining thinking they're the shit when they're just another brick in this fucking wall?
I don't know.

Another reason for leaving- I'm pissed because I visit 16524632437 people everytime I update and get 10 comments back; and then people complain I don't visit them.
I've seen all of your rules most of you have.
"If you comment me, I'll comment you back!"
BULLSHIT.
Complete and utter BULLSHIT.

DO YOU THINK I FUCKING TAKE MY PERSONAL TIME TO VISIT, READ YOUR POSTS, AND COMMENT FOR MY FUCKING HEALTH?

Oh, and get this. The guestbook signatures and PMs I recieve. When I read the "I love your personality, it's like a "I don't give a shit" attitude. And I like you because you're a yaoi fan! LESS BE FRIENDS, I WISH I WAS LIKE YOU" lines, it just basically gets a "What the fuck" reaction out of me.
Yeah, I don't have a "I-don't-give-a-shit" attitude for one. It's basically a "FUCK OFF BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE YOU OR WHATEVER YOU WRITE HERE" thing. And just because I like yaoi and you like yaoi, DOESN'T MAKE US BEE-EFF-EFFS. It's not going to make me love the hell out of you and draw pictures of us holding hands and plaster them all over your walls.

AND TRUST ME. YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE LIKE ME. I have done things when I was a child that will make you all HATE ME and NEVER WANT TO TALK TO ME AGAIN.

You think you know me, BUT YOU DON'T. I'm everything you could ever imagine, but you're missing the obvious points. In reality, I am in fact, a sick fuck.
So stop telling me that I'm just so great and wonderful, because I'M NOT. I'M JUST NOT.

And don't get me started on the art section of Otaku. People can't handle something different (slash, yaoi, yuri, shota, different settings, etc.) once in a while and instead masturbate over the thoughts of their Mary Sue (LOL IT'S AN OC GAIZ, RLY) and Sasugay or Fai D. Gayright getting it on or some other immensly popular animu fag.

I know what you're thinking:
GEEZ, SAM. UR TAKING OTAKU AS IF IT WERE SERIOUS BUSINESS HURHURRRR
Maybe I am.
Maybe I am.
But it doesn't change the fact that people lie and send threats to you just for being yourself.
It doesn't change the fact that I do it everyday and get shit in return.
It doesn't change the fact... that when you... TRY... TO HELP SOMEONE OUT OR SPEAK YOUR MIND THAT YOU GET BITCHED AT AND GET CALLED AN ASSHOLE FOR IT.
IT DOESN'T CHANGE THAT ONE MOTHERFUCKING FACT
Ahenhem.

But I really did have fun, with you guys.
I did.
I love all of you so much because you're important to me.
And don't even think this is all because of you, because it's NOT.
It's the site and its fuckass bullshit members.
I just think it's time to move on a bit.

If you want to find me anywhere else on the internet, you can visit me at these accounts that are currently active:
deviantART
FanFiction.Net
Livejournal

So goodbye Otaku. Call me back when you need a good fuck in the eye with my inking pen or when you stop sucking so much (both would be recommended).

XOXO PLZ DIE
Sam

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Saturday, October 6, 2007

Time: 10:39 AM
Song: A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More "Touch Me"
Artist: Fall Out Boy
Feeling: Flirty
Drinking: Coffee

If any of you hotties have a deviantART account, can you please comment/view/fav/whatever on my new submission? It's being neglected more than normal 8(

Otaku didn't upload it on here for some reason. THAT IS NOT COOL MAAAAAN. They uploaded everyone else's new TRC fanart but not mine. LOLWHUT?

.now and forever.


oh yeah
this week of school was really boring and jammed full of tests.
AND I AM APPARANTLY ON THE VERGE OF FAILING ANATOMY/PHYSIOLOGY BECAUSE OF ONE GODDAMN TEST.

and I gotta do a Spanish presentation next Friday on a Hispanic artist and I chose Salvador Dali
BECAUSE HE'S COOL, UNLIKE YOU
<333

Also working on a Kurogane x Fai project that contains mass suicide and emoness 8(
it has no words, so it's kinda like a silent movie
I wish I had Flash and a tablet to make it actually LIKE A SILENT MOVIE
that would be so cool *nerd*

BUT I AM GOING TO WORK REALLY HARD ON IT AND DO MY BEST WHILE TAKING MY TIME
YEAH!!! *punches fist in the air*

I turned 15 on September 23rd BTW. my birthday was pretty rad. just thought you guys liked to know 8D


Yes, this is the ACTUAL panel with the ACTUAL translation from the ACTUAL manga.
THE LOLCANO HAS JUST ERUPTED LOLOLOLOL.

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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Time: 2:49 PM
Song: BLAZE
Artist: Kinya
Feeling: HAPPY
Eating: Subway

Tsubasa Chapter 167

HOLY SHIT CLAMP

I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I FUCKING LOVE YOU

KuroFai= officially canon
after 166 painful, emo-filled chapters
TOMOYO PRACTICALLY MARRIES THEM
FUCK YEAH!

tiem to change my background and song to something happier now lolololllll


I'm also happy because I hugged Matt today (remember from the last post? how we both like each other but won't admit it like some cheap shoujo manga? yeah, him). I made up some sad excuse saying I was sad, when I really just wanted to hug him. I'm such a cowarrrrrrrd 8(

I GOT AN "F" FOR "FAGGOT" ON MY ANATOMY TEST. HELL YEAH!

HOPEFULLY I will put up a new picture I'm working on right now on Otaku. MAYBE. OTAKU IS FILLED WITH FAGGOTRY AND FAIL AT THE MOMENT, SO I AM HAVING SECOND THOUGHTS.

we'll just have to wait and seeee~
ohohohohohohohoho



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Saturday, September 22, 2007

Time: 12:07 PM
Song: Angels
Artist: Within Temptation
Feeling: Anxious
Drinking: Coffee


HOOOOOOLY CRAAAAAAAP
a new theme!!!!
Finally, I know.
My trademark Gay Rainbow Bleach theme is now gone
NOW IT'S TSUBASA'S KUROFAI
And the song
IS A MUST LISTEN TO
IT'S SO THEIR THEME SO LISTEN TO (or look up) THE LYRICS TO THE SONG THAT'S PLAYING RIGHT NOW.
It's called "Angels" by Within Temptation.


*SPOILERS MAAAAAN*
But anywho, I'm reeeeally anxious for Tsubasa chapter 167 to come out.
166 IS SO AGSHJKFLARGLAHNGSJFAKJ
Kurogane must care that much about Fai to FUCKING CUT OFF HIS LEFT ARM.
andleavehisswordbehind as a sacrifice
HE MUST CARE ABOUT HIM A LOT.


oh yeah, my birthday is tomorrow.
gonna be fifteeeeeeen
AHAHAHAHAHAHA *drunk laugh*
I'm not doing anything though. I don't know why, I just got no clue on what to do.

AND SCHOOL IS A KILLER RIGHT NOW. NOT EVEN KIDDING.
I haven't been able to work on ANY drawings or update or check messages or GASFDDGHFDASDGAGADCHGA
FUCK MY E-LIFE

And my friend, Matt, is such a nice guy, that I have fallen for him
and he likes me too
BUT WE'RE NOT ABOUT TO CONFESS OUR UNDYING LOVE FOR EACH OTHER LIKE SOME CHEAP-ASS SHOUJO MANGA
I AM SO DEPRESSED! *sparkly smile*



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Monday, September 10, 2007

Time: 9:31 PM
Song: My Band
Artist: D-12
Feeling: Flirty

I gots new art~
OF A GIRL
NELL FROM BLEACH
YEAH!

I'VE GOT ONE CHANCE

so I have a geometry test today
and a Spanish test tomorrow
WHICH I DID NOT AND WILL NOT STUDY FOR
because studying is for losers
losers who play online video games <3

I haven't been able to draw anything because of school
only sketches of cracky crap
which are really retarded
But I promise I'll start drawing really soon if I ever get enough time and less homework 8(
SSSSIIIIIIIGGGHH

I've been so boring lately
I'm sorry :(
But I got something else to cheer you up
A GORGEOUS TRANNSEXUAL NAMED SAM
(aka me)
so scroll down and try not to fall in love with me


LOOK IT'S A FAG

THERE. BETTER QUALITY. I HOPE YOU BASTARDS ARE HAPPY.
I'm a total camwhore 8(
I BRING GREAT DISHONOR TO MY FAMILY


such a pretty and awesome boyyyy~
I'M NARCISSISTIC JUST SO YOU KNOW
i love me<3

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Saturday, September 8, 2007

Time: 9:51 AM
Song: Faggot
Artist: Mindless Self-Indulgence
Feeling: Flirty
Drinking: Coffee


I was walking home yesterday and my friend Taylor came up to me.

Taylor: SAMIII
Me: TAYLORRRR
Taylor: Why do you have a pink Fag Bag?
Me: (looks at Helly Kitty Book Bag) Because I'm a fag.
Taylor: AHAHAHAHA. YOU'RE A FAG
Me: YA TTLY.

good times, good times C:


so I finally had enough balls to post a picture of myself on dA as my ID, but the picture came out like it had been raped. 8( It's at the end of the post, so go look at me, what is also known as a he/she/it/lolwhut.

I don't like putting photos of myself because I take really bad pictures
and I don't look as great as everyone else
so I feel ugly :C
but eh
I'LL TAKE PICTURES ANYWAY

school's been going great
geometry and spanish are hard
and i think i'm failing already
yeah
my life is just so interesting C8




GO, MENTALLY CHALLENGED PIKACHU(over 9000 hours in MSPaint)

the reason the picture is so blurry is because it was taken with my camera phone
and then i had to resize it because it came out too small
so the quality blows more than Laura, the prostitute at my 7-11
YEAH YEAH THAT'S ME IN THE PICTURE
too bad you can't see me very well ohohohohohooo
but I still look so disgustingly fat in it :C

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Monday, September 3, 2007

Time: 8:39 AM
Song: Not For Me
Artist: Backstreet Boys
Feeling: Happy
Drinking: Coffee


so I had pretty much the best dream I've ever had in a long time

But I guess if you don't like my perverted mind then just scroll down until you reach no more capslock.

ANYWAY the dream started off weird, then awesome, then weird again. But we'll just skip the weird and go to the awesome.

So there's this giant book of Bleach and I'm reading chapter 289 when it suddenly turns into an anime (starts moving and talking). so i watch. Apparantly Ichigo is filling out paperwork or something and Zangetsu's all, "hay can I watch you work lol" and Ichigo goes, "sure lol".

THEN THINGS START TO GET INTERESTING

Zangetsu keeps staring at Ichigo, and then he leans down (Ichigo's sitting, Zan's standing) and starts... FEELING THINGS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT, BUT HE'S FEELIN' A LIL' SUMIN'-SUMIN'. Ichigo goes into Uber Uke Mode and says, "Zangetsu, what are you..." and then-

BOW-CHIKA-WOW-WOWWWW

ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB
ZANGETSU GIVES ICHIGO A HANDJOB

Ahenahem.

then I spent the rest of my dream trying to find that chapter everywhere, only to realize it wasn't real. made me sad when I woke up 8(


On another note, my dad came over from Santa Cruz to visit me. We went to Borders yesterday and I actually convinced my mom to buy me a 18+ Yaoi Manga (you know, the porn kind). SHE BOUGHT IT. I WAS ALL, "NO WAY MOM. FUCKING RAD THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU".

It's called Love Recipe, and it's about a young 22 year-old man who lands a job as a manga editor only to realize he's working for a Boys Love magazine. He then gets promoted to be the editor of the lead yaoi artist only to realize he's a man under the alias of a woman. He tries really hard to get some work done, but he can't with the artist ALWAYS sexually harassing him. Pretty awesome manga. I recommend it.


All my friends seem to be depressed lately. 8(
I don't like it when they're sad so I did my best to cheer them up yesterday.
I cheered one up, a popular artist I watch on deviantART named Lascaux.
But the other... not so much.
8(
WHY IS EVERYONE SO DEPRESSED NOW NNNnnnnNNNNnNNnn
STOP IT
YOU'RE MAKING ME SAD HNNNNRAGSFDGHAFSAHG


a translation would be nice

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Saturday, September 1, 2007

Time: 9:32 AM
Song: Tattoos In The Sky
Artist: Ichigo Kurosaki (Masakazu Morita)
Feeling: Silly
Drinking: Coffee


School has been going pretty good. I mean, I get a shitload of homework, but besides that it's cool. I'M FINALLY A SOPHOMORE. IT'S NOT SOMETHING TO CHEER ABOUT, BUT WHATEVER. NOW I CAN PUSH YOU FAGGY FRESHMEN AROUND.

Speaking of faggy freshmen, my gender confusion trapped yet 3 MORE GUYS. IT WAS HILARIOUS, HERE'S HOW IT WENT.

We were waiting for the bell to ring and so I was standing next to these three guys. I guess they were arguing about this guy who wore really dorky sandles, so one tapped me on my shoulder and was all,

"Can you please tell this guy that his sandles are nice so he can stop being sad?"

Me: LOLWHUT why? that's his problem if he's sad.
Boy Number 3: Aw, that's messed up.
Sandles-Chan: Hey, are you a guy or a girl?
Boy Number 3: DUDE!
Cute Boy: Whaaat
*all start laughing*
Me: I'm a guy. C:
*SILENCEEEE*
Cute Boy: You-you are? *starts checking me out, up and down TO MAKE SURE*
All at once: Holy shit. I didn't now. Uh, s-sorry. Whoa, damn! No way. Really? WHAT.
Me: Nah, I'm kidding. I'M A GIRL. 8D
Boy Number 3: OHOHOH DAMN IT MAKE UP YOUR MIND! *angry because I made them all look like morons*
Me: LOL I DON'T WANNA.

IT WAS A GREAT DAY


I drew more stuff, but I'm not uploading them on Otaku. Because a lot of the people over here who look at my drawings and have to be fags about just because it's a different pairing, be it het or gay. SERIOUSLY.

To be honest, I've met a LOT of cool people on Otaku. But HALF OF THE FUCKING OTAKU COMMUNITY SUCKS. You can't just say, "oh everyone is nice over here and they won't judge you for anything because we all speak wapanese and like animu DESU NEEE? ^__^"

NO.

For example, I commented on the Tsubasa dub and how much the English version sucked. (It really does. Makes me want to shoot myself.) But anyway, I put in my 2 cents and I suddenly get fangirls saying "FAI DOES NOT SOUND GAY" or "THE VOICES ARE PERFECT THEY DO NOT SUCK!!11" And then you know what else?

I GET CALLED A DUB-HATER JUST BECAUSE I SAID THE VOICES FOR ONE FUCKING ANIME SUCK.

Well, gee, sorry for having an OPINION. Funimation (or whoever dubbed Tsubasa) could have done a lot better, just look at Bleach and FMA. Those have awesome voices, but they just took it down the drain with Tsubasa.

flangnlabragsdfahgsfadgfagr

i feel better. THE HAPPY'S BACK D:



IS THIS OFFICIAL? IF SO WHAT CHAPTER.

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Saturday, August 25, 2007

Time: 10:57 AM
Song: Two Guys For Every Girl
Artist: Peaches
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

I got more crappy bleachu fanart.
I LOVE THIS ONE
THIS IS ACTAULLY THE BEST THING I'VE EVER DRAWN

HAPPY PEOPLE IN DA HOUSE

It made it on Anime Pocast as their thumbnail *swoons*



BACK TO MY LIFE.

I have to go back to school on Monday, which totally blows. 8( I don't wanna goooo I'm too lazy to wake up at 5-6 in the morning
so I'm doing my best to enjoy my last two days of awesome freedom in my pitiful life

Mom's gonna take me to the mall so we can hang out and spend QUALITY TIEM TOGEZER. maybe I can find those pink pants I've been wanting at Hot Topic. :'D


Ever look back in your Archives (at the bottom of your post) read through your VERY FIRST POSTS THAT YOU EVER MADE ON OTAKU and go,

"I was such a fucking n00b back then, that I could puke blood."

I did.
I wanted to punch myself over and over again because I realized how much I constantly used those damn smileys (^_^, X3, XP, etc.) and how much of a fucking fangirl I was (OMGZTHEYLOOKSOKAWAIIIFDESUKA LOL I NOES JAPANESE)

No.
oh god, NO.
Make my former retard self die plz.

I CAUGHT UP ON THE BLEACH, NARUTO AND TSUBASA CURRENT CHAPTERS.

So SPOILERS A-FUCKING-HEAD IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE SPOILED, THEN JUST GO STRAIGHT TO THE PIC OF THE DAY AND COMMENT

Bleach= Meh, it was... pleasurable.

Naruto= IT'S TRUE. IT'S REALLY REALLY TRUE.
YONDAIME IS NARUTO'S FATHER.
WE WERE RIGHT GUYS.
OHMAHGODagfsfggdgssaasddf
And his real name is Namikaze Minato.
And Naruto's mother's name was Uzumaki Kashina.

Tsubasa Resevoir Chronicles= ASHURA YOU TRANNSEXUAL HOOKER. WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU HAVE TO GO AND STAB KUROGANE IN THE STOMACH FOR. FUCK MY LIFE

don't comment just because I spoiled things. I told you to skip ahead. *poutpoutpout*








crying because you accidently read the spoilers when I said not to? DO NOT FEAR.
FOR THIS PICTURE SHALL SURELY CHEER YOU UP

they are real men now

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Monday, August 13, 2007

Time: 7:14 AM D: SO EARLY
Song: Blow Da Club Down
Artist: DJ Viper
Feeling:
Eating: COCOA PUFFS FILLED WITH CHOCOLATEY GOODNESS (trying to break my coffee habit)

HOLY SHIT.
IT'S YORUICHI.
IN THE COOLEST POSE EVAR.

please look. 8(

hit the road jack

Description pretty much says it all.

ANYWAY

Something very epic happened on Friday, and I want to share with you babes because you're all just so hot. 8)

We went to the bank to cash my mom's check, and EVERYTIME I go out in public with those bandages around my chest, so it flattens it out, making me go from female to MALLLLLE. So we walk up to this lady (very pretty) and she keeps looking back and forth at me, as if trying to ask me out.

Keep in mind, I am wearing colorful rainbow bracelets, wristbands, my Pink Floyd shirt, tight black pants, and vans shoes for boys. So I'm looking like a complete faggot (i.e. a boy) today. Which gets her to askiiiiiing...

Woman: Is this your son?
Mom: Daughter. :)
Me: 8D NYA.
Woman: OH. MY. GOD. *covers face and goes red* I AM SO SORRYYYYY!! OH MY GOD!! DX
Mom: LOLOLOLOL Don't worry, hun! I made that mistake once too!
Me: LOLLOCAUST

I told her that it was totally cool and not to worry because I get it all the time, but she kept apologizing hurrrrr. poor lady 8( She was really nice too

I was also hoping for someone to call me a boy when we went out C: JUST AS PLANNED.

CONGRATULATIONS, YOU HAVE BEEN TRAPPED.

i love being gender confused *heartheartsparklehomo*

then we went to go eat Sizzler and I got fish :D
but then i got stomach cramps
it hurrrrrts

THE NEXT FABULOUS DAY~

I had to go get some moar colored pencils and a sketch book, along with micron pens. AND TO THE MALL A HELLO KITTY SCHOOL BAG THAT I BARELY HAD ENOUGH FOR. But I got it. And it's so rad i just love it :D


i miss Orange-chan's Bleach art 8(

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