Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Time: 10:20 AM
Song: Ending In Tragedy
Artist: New Found Glory
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

I tried to save us
But little did I know
Your a speeding train off track
With little time to go

I tired everything
Tried so hard to let you know
But know Im on my last thread
Pulling away to no avail

Yeah
Now its our time
Yeah
Now its our time
And I'll see you on the other side

Beneath all your skin
Theres another side to you
You built up city walls so I
Can never get through

You built up city walls so I
Can never get through

Yeah
Now its our time
Yeah
Now its our time
And I'll see you on the other side

Why would I take it too far
With not thinking
About the end at all
If a fortune could say
What the furture will bring
Then im not conviced

Its ending in tragedy
And most of all
Its in my control
To end it all

Now its our time
Yeah
Now its our time
And I'll see you on the other side

Now its our time
yeah
Now its our time

And I'll see you on the other side...

xXxLyricsxXx

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I haven't listened to NFG in forever...

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Hi. ^_^

Pairings That Make You Go, "WTF?"

Hello, and welcome to Pairings That Make You Go, "WTF?"! It's a show where we take the most wierdest CRACK pairings and see what you, our readers think about them! I'm your hostess, NB. Today's wierd-ass pairing is from Inuyasha.
Naraku x Kagome
Not only are they enemies, but lovers too?! I think not. I hate Kagome, so I don't really give a shit what happens to her, but this is just going a little too far! Once, I was young and stupid, and decided to open up a fanfiction that NEVER SAID it had Naraku and Kagome screwing eachother senseless in a hotel. That was nice to vision in my young, brainless mind. Besides... THEY HATE EACHOTHER!!

I don't know about you, but I'm pretty sure everyone is gonna choose B on this one. XD

And that's our show for today! Place your vote in the comments box on what you think this pairing makes you think:

A) WTF?
B) Eh...
C) I LOVE THAT PAIRING!!11

Cousins

Dammit, my cousins from Colorado came over yesterday. Thank God they didn't spend the night here. They probably got a hotel or something. I don't really care. It's just that, every year they come over, SOMETHING goes missing. One time a few years back, I couldn't find one of my Gameboy Advance games. Then I knew the last person who had it was my cousin. It pissed me off so much... -_-+ They go through my stuff and never put it away, they steal everything I own, and they don't know when to SHUT UP!! THEY SCREAM LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW!! AAAAUGH!!! *attempts to pull hair out*

Raito: Whoa, calm down! *grabs a hold of her*

NB: *stops thrashing but starts foaming at the mouth* *twitch, twitch*

Raito: O_o

Story Update

Okay, I finished chapter 25 for Boys Don't Cry, but not FF.N won't let me post the document. I think I'm getting my acocunt deleted by them. O_o WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?!! ALL OF MY STORIES WILL BE GONE!! NOOOOOO!! *cries on the floor and starts going all emo*

Discussion Time!

NB: One of my friends on Otaku said that Raito's not gonna die...

Raito: Really? That's awesome!

NB: ...but L still is.

L: *sips tea calmly*

NB: Aren't you worried?

L: No... I knew this day would come ever since I talked to Kira for the first time.

NB: Mmm... I guess you're right...

Raito: Where DID you find that article on the internet?

NB: theOtaku.

Raito: Ah.

L: *cuts a piece of cake with his fork and eats it*

Raito: So, let me get this straight- L's gonna die, but not me?

NB: Last I heard.

Raito: I see...

L: You don't seem too worried about my upcoming death, Raito-kun. Normally, a person would tell them everything- how they feel, what they're going to do when I'm gone, and so on.

Raito: I- well... that is-! Uh...

NB: Boys will always be stupid little boys... No matter HOW old they get... -_-''

L: But I guess if I'm not wanted, I could just leave your presence... *gets up*

Raito: *grabs his hand* No! Wait!

L: *turns to look at him* ?

NB: *perks up and starts to stare* *thinking* YAOI MOMENT YAOI MOMENT YAOI MOMENT YAOI MOMENT TELL HIM RAITO, YOU JERK!!

Raito: You... I... Well...

L: Yes?

Raito: *stuttering some more* Well... I... you see... I've been thinking, and...

NB: Yes...! YES...!!

Raito: *blushing* I... I think that I'm... i-in love... with...

L: *staring at him* Yeees...?

NB: SAY IT YOU SON OF A BITCH!!

Raito: I think I love you!!

*silence overwhelms us*

dotdotdot

Raito: Whew... I finally said it...

L: ....... *is speechless*

NB: *looks at both of them and blinks a few times* Wow... Isn't this an awkward moment? Uh hehehehe... ^_^''

Picture of the Day



Farewell...

~NarutoBlackmail

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Monday, July 17, 2006

Time: 10:47 AM
Song: Demolition Lovers
Artist: My Chemical Romance
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee (9 teaspoons of sugar)

xXxLyricsxXx

Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

Until the end, until this blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this

As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms

Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood

I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever!!

xXxLyricsxXx

Hi. ^_^

Pairings That Make You Go, "WTF?"

Hello, and welcome to Pairings That Make You Go, "WTF?"! It's a show where we take the most wierdest CRACK pairings and see what you, our readers think about them! I'm your hostess, NB. Today's wierd-ass pairing is from Death Note.
Watari x L
*takes a deep breath* AAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT IS SO WRONG!! OH, GOD NO!! DX *stabs her head with a pencil* GRAFLNGLABANBAKFJA!!!

And that's our show for today! Place your vote in the comments box on what you think this pairing makes you think:

A) WTF?
B) Eh.
C) I LOVE THAT PAIRING!!11

3000 Hits

GAAAAAASP

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 3000 HITS!! I'M SO HAPPY!! I DREW SOME FANART LAST NIGHT FOR EVERY ONE OF YOU GUYS, SO HERE YA GO!!

OMG 3000 HITS!! 8D
THANK YOU AGAIN!! 8D *glomps everyone*

Yesterday

My dad came down yesterday to see if we could hang out. It was pretty awesome. He taught me some new guitar tabs and we talked about stuff. I showed him my watercolor painting I did 2 days ago and he said that he liked it, and that it was really good. I might take a picture of it because it's a little too big to scan. ^^'' I had a nice time with him though.

Bookshelf

Check it out. It's where I keep all my books, drawings, and DVDs. Otherwise known as, my bookshelf. XD


Close up of the 1st shelf


Close up of the 2nd shelf


Close up on the 3rd shelf (there are some books on the floor too)


Discussion Time!

NB: *sniff* *hic* *sob* (obviously crying)

L: NB? Are you okay?

NB: (ignores him but continues to cry)

Raito: Is she okay, L? Even I'm worried.

L: I... don't know. *pats NB on the shoulders* NB?

NB: *wipes her face with her sleeve and looks up at him* Huh?

Raito: What's wrong?

NB: *whimpers* L IS GONNA DIE NEXT MONTH IN THE MANGA!! WAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!

L: O.O!!

NB: And... And then... RAITO'S GONNA DIE IN ANOTHER YEAR OR TWO!! *breaks down on the floor and starts to cry again*

Raito: O_O!!

Raito/L: *in unision* HOW DO YOU KNOW THIS?!!

NB: *sniffs and looks up at them* I read about it. T_T

Raito/L: *in shock* WHERE did you read about it?!!

NB: *points to computer* Internet...

Raito: AND THE INTERNET NEVER LIES, L!! *grabs L and starts to shake him* IT NEVER LIIIEEEESS!!!!!

NB: Oh, God!! L!! Raito!! I'm going to miss you guys!! You're like brothers to me!! *glomps them both to the ground and starts to cry*

*Raito, L, and NB are on the floor, crying, screaming, yelling, and L....*

L: -_-'' Ummm... if we really are going to die... shouldn't we make the best of life instead of sitting here crying and feeling sorry for ourselves...?

Picture of the Day



Farewell...

~NarutoBlackmail

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

Time: 11:56 AM
Song: The Crimson
Artist: Atreyu
Feeling:
Drinking: (10 teaspoons of sugar) Coffee

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I feel it welling up inside and Robert Smith lied
Boys do cry and with blood tears in my eyes
I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life
I can't hide the monster anymore
One can only feel desolate for so long
Until one starts to change
Into something the mirror doesn't recognize
I metamorphasize
The darkness has been biding its time
To claim its latest victim
Fresh meat for carnal desires
To become what I became
I viewed the sun for the last time

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips

My heart is dead and so are you
And it pulses through, the desire to change
The desire to deconstruct all of my past failings
But where to begin because when you live in sin
It's hard to look at saints without them
Reflecting youre jet black auras back on you
And all I have is hope, my inner burn's not fading
I'll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day
And all I have is hope, and all I need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself
Claw my way out, pick the splinters from under my fingernails
I won't lose hope, I won't give in
Just live and breathe and try not to die again

My heart is dead and so are you...

xXxLyricsxXx

Hi. ^_^

Pairings That Make You Go, "WTF?"

Hello, and welcome to Pairings That Make You Go, "WTF?"! It's a show where we take the most wierdest CRACK pairings and see what you, our readers think about them! I'm your hostess, NB. Today's wierd-ass pairing is from Naruto.
Kisame x Sakura
I actually read a fanfiction about this pairing. It didn't make me sick, but it definately made me go WTF? What kind of people come up with this anyway?!! Besides, why would Sakura even FALL for Kiasame? It's like Itachi x Sakura all over again, except this is with sharks, not weasels.

And that's our show for today! Place your vote in the comments box on what you think this pairing makes you think:

A) WTF?
B) Ehhh...
C) I LOVE THAT PAIRING!!11

Barnes and Noble

SHE DID IT!! SHE FINALLY TOOK ME TO BARNES AND NOBLE!! MOM DIDN'T LIE TO ME AFTER ALL!! *hugs mom* She bought me both Death Note volume 5 AND 6!! *cries tears of happiness* I've never been so happy before!! It may have cost me a years allowance for the books, new computer, and computer ink, but it's all good!! ^_^

Raito: How were they? The books, I mean?

NB: Awesome, suspense-filled, and funny. ^_^

L: Funny?

NB: Definately! Matsuda is such an idiot... *laughs*

L: She's speaking my language.

Raito: Enough about Matsuda. He's not that important. What about me?

NB: Oh! Raito, you turned back into little, innocent, big-eyed, cute, not a psycho killer anymore, Yagami Raito!

Raito: Shut up about that!! Wait... I did?

L: What was that last one, NB?

NB: The one on how he's not a psycho killer anymore?

Raito: No!!

L: Yes, that one. What does she mean by that, Raito-kun?

Raito: Oh, nothing L!! You know how she is... Always confused and childish... Hehehehe... ^_^''

NB: I'M NOT CHILDISH!! I'M CHILD-LIKE!! LIKE!! THERE'S A DIFFERENCE, GOD DAMMIT!!

Raito: Fine, fine. Child-LIKE.

L: Hmmm... I guess that makes sense...

Raito: Yep! It makes PERFECT sense!!

NB: I never knew Rem was a girl, either... I though she was a boy...

L: Rem?

Raito: *slaps hand over NB's mouth* Shut up! You're going to spoil it for the rest of them!!

NB: Nfgjunksuandsanx...

Raito: What?

NB: *taps his hand over her mouth, motioning for him to let go*

Raito: Oh... *removes hand*

NB: I said, why not?

Raito: Well, because they don't need to know what happens! You'll be ruining the whole story!

NB: I know.

Raito: O_o You know what? Just shut up- shut up because you're confusing me. *walks away*

NB: -_- .......

L: *is sitting on the floor, staring into space* You made my brain die...

PS

I won't be updating tomorrow. On Sunday, hardly anybody on Otaku is on, so I'm not updating. This is the last post until Monday.

PPS

This post was short. O_o

Picture of the Day



Farewell...

~NarutoBlackmail

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Friday, July 14, 2006

Time: 10:05
Song: Cut-Up Angels
Artist: The Used
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

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If we cut out the bad
Well then we’d have nothing left
Like I cut up your mouth
The night I stuffed it all in
And you lied to the Angel
Said I stabbed you to death
If we go at the same time
They'll clean up the mess

I lost my head
You couldn’t come
This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun

Watched you bite into the bottle
Watched me kick out the chair
Let you chew up the glass
And laughed as you just hung there
I have thought of rose petals mostly perfectly pure
Then I thought of your petals
And the abuse they’ve been through

I lost my head
You couldn’t come
This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun
You lost your head
I couldn’t come
This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun
Whoa whoa

I told the angels
Can't stay in heaven
I asked the devil, the devil, the devil...
If we cut out the bad well then we'd have nothing left
Like I cut up your angels
Yeah you stabbed me to death

I lost my head
You couldn't come
This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun
You lost your head
I couldn't come
This lust to my brain almost feels just like a gun yeah!
I lost my head
You could't come
This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun
I lost my head
You could't come
This lust to my brain almost feels like a...
almost feels like a...
almost feels like a gun
Feels like a gun...
Feels like a gun...
Feels like a gun...
Feels like a...

xXxLyricsxXx

NB: *is in bandages and stitches* Ow... I feel like a doll that's been torn and sewn back together... Ow...

Raito: How the hell do you think I feel? Ow! Dammit, L! That hurts!!

L: *is bandaging Raito's hand which has several bite marks on it* Sorry, Raito-kun. But, you know, you shouldn't get into fights with a girl...

NB: Yeah, you little jerk! You tell 'em L!

L: You too NB.

NB: O_O T_T I'm sorry L...

L: Apology accepted.

NB: Yay! What about Raito? Oh wait, I think you licking his wounds is enough for him. ^_^

Raito: WHAT?!!

L: ? *is clueless*

Pairings That Make You Go, "WTF?"

Hello, and welcome to Pairings That Make You Go, "WTF?"! It's a show where we take the most wierdest CRACK pairings and see what you, our readers think about them! I'm your hostess, NB. Today's wierd-ass pairing is from Final Fantasy VII again.
Chaos x Cloud
Now Chaos is the demonic, eviler, darker, (and ugly XP ) version of Vincent. Now Vincent x Cloud, sure. That's hot. But CHAOS x CLOUD? Please, honey. That kind of sex will only result in pain, pain, and more pain. Possibly death. O_o

And that's our show for today! Place your vote in the comments box on what you think this pairing makes you think:

A) WTF?
B) Eh.
C) I LOVE THAT PAIRING!!11

New Fanart

Yep more art. :\ I KNOW WHERE I MADE MY MISTAKES, YOU DON'T HAVE TO REMIND ME. I was just too lazy and tired to go back and fix them. XD
Love At First Sight

Book?

DUDE!! MY MOM LIED TO ME!! She said she'd take me to the bookstore ALL WEEK, and now she's denying she said anything. AAAAAUUGH!!! *bangs head on computer desk, sits in chair with her knees to her chest, and pouts*

I hate it when people lie to me...

--

NB: I am so pissed off at my mom for lying to me. *glares at the computer screen*

Raito: What? What did she say to you now?

NB: She said she would take me to Borders and she LIED, Raito!! LIIIIEEED!!!!! *gets up in his face*

Raito: *backs away slowly* Whoa... Calm down! Maybe she'll take you today! ^^''

NB: ... *blinku*

Raito: ^_^?

L: Hey NB?

NB: *gets happy all of a sudden* Yes, L?

L: Why do you have pictures of me and Raito-kun in your binder... eh... doing stuff?

Raito: HUH?!!

NB: Oh, that?! *grabs binder and pictures away from L* Oh, nothing! I was just- holding onto it for- a- eh- FRIEND!! YEAH! *a picture falls out*

Raito: *picks it up* ... O_O *glares at NB* YOU. ARE GONNA. DIE.

NB: O.O Oh, shit.

*tackle* *bite* *slap* *punch* *kick* *censord*

L: Sigh... *picks up phone* Insane Asylum, there she goes...

Picture of the Day



Farewell...

~NarutoBlackmail

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Thursday, July 13, 2006

Time: 10:32 AM
Song: Kyoto Now!
Artist: Bad Religion
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

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It's a matter of prescience
No, not the science fiction kind
It's all about ignorance,
and greed, and miracles for the blind
the media parading, disjointed politics
founded on petrochemical plunder
and we're its hostages

If you stand to reason
you're in the game
the rules might be elusive
but our pieces are the same
and you know if one goes down we all go down as well
the balance is precarious as anyone can tell
this world's going to hell

Don't allow
this mythologic hopeful monster to exact its price
Kyoto now!
We can't do nothing and I think someone else will make it right

You might not think it matters now
But what if you are wrong
You might not think there's any wisdom in a fucked up punk rock song
But the way it is
cannot persist for long
a brutal sun is rising on a sick horizon

It's in the way
we live our lives
exactly like the double-edge of a cold familiar knife
and supremacy weighs heavy on the day
it's never really what you own but what you threw away
and how much did you pay?

In your dreams
You saw a steady state a bounty for eternity
Silent screams
but now the wisdom that sustains us is in full retreat
Don't allow
this mythologic hopeful monster isn't worth the risk
Kyoto now!
We can't have vision for the future if it can't be fixed
Alien
We need a fresh and new religion to run our lives
Hand in hand
the arid torpor of inaction will be our demise

Oh, Kyoto now!

xXxLyricsxXx

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Bad Religion creates the BEST LYRICS EVER. NO LIE.

--

Hi. ^_^ *waves*

Pairings That Make You Go, "WTF?"

I would like to take this moment to announce a new short show I'd like to call...
Pairings That Make You Go, "WTF?"!!
It's a show where we take the most wierdest CRACK pairings and see what you, our readers/commenters/friends think about them! Our first "couple" is from Final Fantasy VII.
Cloud x Masamune
Yes, you read that right. And for those of you who don't know WHAT Masamune is, it's Sephiroth's SWORD. Yes, his SWORD.
I would show you the picture of the DOUJINSHI this person made of it, but it's a little too... eh, EXPLICIT for some of our squeemish readers/commenters/friends. ^^'' If you want to see it and other "WTF?" FFVII pairings, click here!! If you dare. X)

And that's our show for today! Place your vote in the comments box on what you think this pairing makes you think:

A) WTF?
B) Eh.
C) I LOVE THAT PAIRING!!11

Yes, this for real. I'll be doing this for as long as I want. X3

Raito: You're stupid. No one's gonna do this.

NB: Shut up! They'll be loyal and the friends that they are!! Right?

Raito: ...

NB: Right?

Raito: ...

NB: *cries*

Story Update and Feedback

Feedback: Thank you everybody for saying that my posts are entertaining and amusing to read. ^^ I appreciate that. I try my best to make my posts NOT boring. I'm glad they're amusing you all. ^__^

Story Update: OH MY GOD... I DID IT!! I UPDATED ON BOYS DON'T CRY!! CLICK HERE FOR THE BRAND NEW CHAPTER!! 8D

Where's L?

NB: Duuuude...

Raito: *looks at her*

NB: Where the FUCK is L?

Raito: I dunno. He hasn't been here for 2 days and he just left without warning.

NB: Gaaah!! *bangs head on desk* WHERE ARE YOU EEEEEELLLL?!!! *bang* *bang*

*the door creaks open*

NB & Raito: *look up*

L: Hi guys! ^_^

NB & Raito: *in unision* L! You're back!

L: Yeah, sorry I left so suddenly. I was- GAH!!

NB & Raito: *glomp him to the floor* *in unision* I MISSED YOU!! *look at eachother and NB smirks*

Raito: Wha-what? *blushes slightly and gets up*

NB: I knew you liked him, you little jerk... *smirks*

L: Did I miss something here? *stands and dusts himself off*

NB: I KNEW YOU LIKED HIM!! I FUCKING KNEW IT!! *points indesx finger in Raito's face*

Raito: YOU LIE!!

NB: YOU LIE, MOTHERFUCKER!! Hey, L! Guess what?!! Raito in love with- Eeep!! *gets tackles to the ground by Raito*

Raito: DIIIEEE!!!!

NB: *bites*

Raito: *kick*

NB: *bitch slaps*

NB & Raito: *fighting in the background*

L: I was going to tell them that I went to Japan to help everyone with the Kira case... buuut... *looks at NB and Raito* ...nevermind... *sits down and starts sipping tea*

Picture of the Day



Farewell...

~NarutoBlackmail

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Time: 10:52 AM
Song: Kiss and Control
Artist: AFI
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

Watch the stars,
Turn you to nothing.
Now blush and smile as they whisk you away.

Part your lips a bit more,
I'll swallow your fear.
I will show you how.
All the bite marks inpressed
A need to be here,
A need to see.

City lights, like rain,
Dance and explode.
Fall upon debutants

Reeling from nights that
Kiss and Control,
All of our, broken hearts.

Velvet burns,
The wrists while straining.
You blushed and smiled,
And said you would stay.

One more time steal my breath,
I'll feed you the sky.
I will show you how.
Steal the glamour from death,
And before you die,
Oh, you should see.

City lights, like rain,
Dance and explode.
Fall upon debutants

Reeling from nights that
Kiss and Control,
All of our, broken hearts.

Hearrrrrrtssss.
Ourrrrr heartssss.

"We all want to die like movie stars" you said as you jumped from the height of our cutting room floor.
While above us glowing, exploding, our dreams burst forth in light in death.
Hold me and tell me,
"We'll burn like stars. We'll burn as we fall. Watch as the city lights DANCE FOR US!"

City lights, like rain,
Dance and explode.
Fall upon the pain of our lives,

Reeling from nights that
Kiss and Control,
Fall apart, the pain of our lives, has pain.

Dance and explode.

City lights like rain City lights sowcress me

Kiss and Control

All of our, broken hearts.

xXxLyricsxXx

Hi. ^_^

Scrollbars

Some of you may have (or may not) have noticed the new scrollbars in my profile. I put in HALF of my profile in them (seperately) so that it wouldn't be so long. Thank my awesome friend, EdWillSoS, for the code. Thank you!! She's awesome!! VISIT HER NOW IF YOU DON'T HAVE HER AS A FRIEND YET

Kittens

We all now how I live around an apartment complex, right? Didn't think so. Anyway, last night, I was awoken by meowing in front of our porch steps. I looked out the window and saw nothing though. Then, as if I wanted her to, my grandma told me to get of those curtains and get to sleep. "But I heard something!" I said. "Yeah, because of all those stories you read! NOW SLEEP!" I pouted and threatened to back hand her but plopped back on my pillow.

No sooner than I did, the meowing came back.

Raito: They're not ghosts, if THAT'S what you're thinking.

NB: How can YOU be so sure?! Do you know how many of my cats got poisoned by the psychotic neighbors over here?! They could be out for revenge!!

Raito: What kind of genres of stories or books do you read?

NB: Horror, Humor, Romance, Dark Disturbing Poetry, Action, Dark, Myth, History-related, Comfort, Tragedy, Slash, Crack, Yaoi, Yuri, and Hentai.

Raito: ...

NB: Why d'you wanna know?

Raito: *turns away* I rest my case, and I did NOT need to know the last three...

NB: *shrugs* Whatever.

Borders

I'M STILL WAITING MOTHER-DEAREST!!!!!!!! *screams*

Story

Nothing interesting has been going on, so I'll tell you all a story!! 8D

My mom, grandmother, baby brother, and I went to eat at a Chinese place once. When we were done with all our food, they brought the fortune cookies, and we each got one. I forgot what mine and mom's said, but I DEFINATELY remember what my grandmother's said. It said:
"you will have a very happy old age"
EL OH FUCKING EL
Okay, first off, she's NEVER happy, two, she IS old, and three, I was laughing my ass off in the restaraunt so much, people started staring. I didn't stop laughing for 2 days straight. It was so hilarious.

Raito: *snickers*

NB: Hey! I made you laugh a little! Wait- it's not one of your psycho, Kira laughs, is it?

Raito: *slaps hand over NB's mouth* Ssssh!! He might be around!

NB: *removes hand* Who, L?

Raito: No, NB, the Muffin Man.

NB: *starts singing* Do you know the Muffin Man? Running over people in his Chevy van! Has the world lost its mind? Can they see or are they blind? X3

Raito: O_o Who the HELL teaches you this stuff?

NB: My older sister. ^_^ O_O T_T *whimpers*

Raito: Uh... NB?

NB: WAAAAAAAH!!! ALICIA!!! CHRISTIAN!! WHERE ARE YOU?!!! *breaks down crying*

Raito: Not again... -_-;;

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Farewell...

~NarutoBlackmail

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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Time: 12:00 PM
Song: How Soon Is Now?
Artist: T.A.T.U.
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

I am the son
I am the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way?
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

I am the son
I am the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way?
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

There's a club if you'd like to go
You could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go and you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home, and you cry, and you want to die

When you say it's gonna happen now
What exactly do you mean?
See I've already waited too long
And all my hope is gone

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way?
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

xXxLyricsxXx

--

T.A.T.U. covered this song from The Smiths.

--

Hi. ^_^

I've Seen FFVII Doujinshi Heaven

Indeed, I have. I was drooling non-stop and felt higher than a kite. Here's the site, girls (and some boys XP ).
SoDaSexy

Raito: Hey, NB? Did you see God?

NB: Yyyyeah.... *totally spaced out*

Raito: What did he say?

NB: He was like, "Dude! Like, my child! You are about to see the greatest Yaoi doujinshi of your time!" and I was like, "Really?! I'm worthy enough?!" and he was all, "Yeah!" and then I went, "Sweet!" And then he gave me this piece of paper, and I was sent back down to Earth, and I went to this site he gave me, and I was all, "WHOA! DUDE! THIS IS, LIKE, TOTALLY AWESOME!" 8D And then I heard, "Yeah, you are a worthy fangirl, NB. Now give it to the rest of your fangirl and fanboy friends tomorrow on your post!" So I went, "Fanboys?" And he was like, "Yeah, they say they're freaked out about YAOI, but they LOVE it. They look it up all night." And I was all, "You ARE God!!" And he went, "BOW DOWN TO ME MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

Raito: ...

NB: Mmmmyep. ^^

Raito: DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW STUPID THAT SOUNDS?!!

NB: Makes sense to me.

Raito: I canNOT you are going to be a freshman in HIGH school.

NB: It's the hair, Raito. *flips emo-like hair*

Raito: O_o

(Sorry if I offended anyone about God up there ^^'' )

Fontana

Yeah, I'm not going tonight. On Sunday, maybe. But not tonight. I want the house all to myself so I can run around like an idiot and jump on my bed. X3 So, I'll be on the computer mostly. *nods*

Borders?

Mom hasn't said anything about the bookstore yet. I'm still waaaiting.... *taps foot angrily*

Story Update

Alright people. Here's the plan! I wrote about a chunk of my next chapter for Boys Don't Cry. It's almost done, I just need to write 2 or 3 more paragraphs.

Raito: You actually WROTE something?

NB: Yup, I finally got off my lazy ass and wrote something.

Raito: A miracle. Truly a miracle.

NB: I know, huh?

Raito: Hey, where's L?

NB: *looks around* I dunno. I haven't seen the guy in all day.

Raito: He'll show up.

NB: I guess. Now if you'll excuse me, I need to finish that chapter of mine. *opens Wordpad and starts typing*

Raito: What about visiting sites?

NB: ...

Raito: NB?

NB: SHIT!!

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Farewell...

~NarutoBlackmail

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Monday, July 10, 2006

Time: 12:03 PM
Song: Cute Without The 'E' (Cute From The Team)
Artist: Taking Back Sunday
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel
I know exactly what goes on

When everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, princess
(well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
let's go...

Don't bother trying to explain Angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on and
How about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
Watchin him keep the details covered
You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker)
for a sweet talker, yeah

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
(the only thing that I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back)
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I wil never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know...

Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?
Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?

And all of this was all your fault
And all of this

(I stay jealous)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life!

xXxLyricsxXx

--

If you read the lyrics, then you'll know what the title window means.

--

Hi. ^_^

Guestbook

Again, thanks for 300 signatures, guys. I thought I'd never get to such a number!! But thanks a lot. *glomps everybody who signed and is still her friend*

Raito: Would you shut up about that already? It's not that big a deal.

NB: NOT THAT BIG A DEAL?!! 300 SIGNATURES RAITO!! *points index finger in his face* THAT'S MORE SIGNATURES THAN- THAN-

Raito: Running out of ideas and comebacks, NB? *smirks*

NB: *glares and pouts*

L: Sigh... I'm hungry...

NB: *smirks* Hey, L. Raito can feed you here. Anything and everything.

Raito: *blushes*

L: Huh?

Raito: Uh- um- she means- uh-!

NB: Running out of things to say, Raito? *smirks*

Raito: *glares*

L: ?

Eating

Bleh... I haven't been eating diddly-squat for the past few days. It's like, I eat one day, starve the next. It's vierd. All I've been doing is drinking coffee or some other sugar-coated drink to calm my stomach from eventually eating itself.

NB's Stomach: *growls*

NB: EeeEEEEeeeeEEEeeh... T_T

L: Are you okay, NB?

NB: Yes... Just peachy, L... Thanks for worrying... *clutches stomach*

L: *pats*

NB: Waaah.... I need a hug so bad right now... T__T

L: *hugs*

NB: O_O ;__; WAAAH!! WHY CAN'T ALL GUYS BE LIKE YOU, L?!! *glomps back*

L: ^^''

Raito: *glares*

Tuesday

Hmmm... I might be going to Borders tomorrow since my mom gets paid. She's working two jobs now since we have NO MONEY left in the bank now. But she said that her second job pays a lot better than her last one in San Bernardino, so I guess that's good. Besides... I NEED DEATH NOTE VOLUME 5 RIGHT NOW!!!!! DX

Raito: That came out MONTHS ago. Why didn't you buy it then?

NB: I WAS BROKE!!

Raito: Sooooo, you need this one really bad... why?

NB: BECAUSE IT'S THE ONE WHEN YOU AND L GET HANDCUFFED TOGETHER!! Kinkiness, I might add. *smirks*

Raito: Oh, shut up. It's not like I LOVED being handcuffed to that freak.

NB: GASP!! *slaps hand over mouth* YAGAMI RAITO!! How DARE you talk about your lover like that?!

Raito: My WHAT?!!

L: You have a wierd mind, NB.

NB: I know, L. ^_^ And I'm loving it.

Raito: L IS MY WHAAAT?!!

NB: He's losing it.

L: Indeed.

NB: Wanna go to the cake shop?

L: *squeels and nods really fast*

NB: I never knew you squeeled.

L: There are many things you don't know about me, NB. ^_~

NB: *thinks for a moment and shrugs* Okie, let's go!

Raito: WE ARE NOT LOVERS!! I'M STRAIGHT!! I'M NOT KIRA!! I DID NOT KILL RONALD MCDONALD!!

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Farewell...

~NarutoBlackmail

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Sunday, July 9, 2006

Time: 12:21 PM
Song: The Celluloid Dream
Artist: AFI
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

Calling tears from deep inside, oh, you're so exquisite
And in the mirror, all midnight eyes
Oh, if I could remain, but it's just a visit
All midnight eyes read "vacancy"
Twisted, twisting

To the lovely dancing lights, I begged, "May I cut in?"
But they never stopped playing "their song"
Of a joyous song the sing, I've heard whispers
On a freezing note, I resonate

Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Just like a memory, it twists me
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Twist... twisting me

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt

In the glitter, in the dark, sunk into velvet
Praying this will never end
In the shadow of a star, in static pallor
I realized I never began

Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Just like a memory, it twists me
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Twist... twisting me

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt

All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey
All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey
(All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving
(All grey) all will turn to grey
(All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving
(All grey) all will turn to grey... grey...

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
You land as lightly as the new snow, and melt away
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt

xXxLyricsxXx

Hi. ^_^

Death Note

Weeeeee!! *spins in spinny chair* How do you all like my new theme? The background is from otaku, and the creator is under the credits! *points up* Anyway, do you like it? It took me forever to find a really good background. Even my moodthemes are Death Note!! I'M DEATH NOTE CRAZY!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! XD Anywho, hope you like this new theme!!

Guestbook

NB: O____O *faints*

Raito: Ummm... Since Sam is too flipped out to say thanks, L will do it for you. ^_^''

NB: *gets up* I AM LOVED!!

Raito: O_o;;



New Fanart

Comic anyone?

Cute Kills

End Post!

Ummm... Yyyeaah... Nothing interesting has been happening except for the three subjects above, so, um... That's the end of the post I guess!! Hehehehe... This was short. O_o;;

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NOTE: Everyone, the comic is an inside YAOI joke. If you don't get it, PM me and I'll tell you. If you dare. X3

Farewell...

~NarutoBlackmail

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Saturday, July 8, 2006

Time: 10:59 AM
Song: There's No 'I' In Team
Artist: Taking Back Sunday
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
And if we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means

And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable...ohoh

Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
If we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means

You never knew
well i never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it's true
I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans
based on these mistakes

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable

Is this what you call tact?
I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
so let's end this call,
and end this conversation
there's nothing worse...
(that's right he said, that's right he said it)
I swear, you have no idea
The jealousy that became me thinking
(that's right he said)
that you always had it way too easy

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable

Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve

Best friend thinks I pulled the trigger!!!
Best friend thinks you get what you deserve!!!

xXxLyricsxXx

--

That's my favorite song from those guys.

--

Hi. ^_^

Theme

I HAVE DECIDED MY THEME!! 8D ZOMG!! YAY!! Well, since I've gotten uberly obsessed with Death Note recently, so you know what that means. DEATH NOTE THEME!! I know, I know. You're all, "AGAIN?!" To which I reply, "Yes. Yes, again." That should be up by today, so be sure to drop by!! It'll be dedicated to the "friendship" of Raito (Light) and The Great L. WORSHIP L AND THE GROUND HE WALKS ON!!!!!! >8D

Shirt

Remember that pink shirt I takjed about? Well this is a black and white picture because I was screwing around with Lexmark Photo Editor, but the shirt IS pink, so just go along with it.



Hug?

Friend's List

Yes, I updated it. FINALLY. Go check if you're still on it. You have to go to my guestbook though. ^^'' If you're not on there, and want me to re-add you, then PM me. If you just want me to re-add you because you want to be on my friend's list and not visit me, then DON'T PM me. I will not waste my time on you. Thanks guys.

Wierd-Ass Dream

Okay, nothing interesting has been happening. So, for your entertainment, here's a LONG dream I had a month ago, and I shortened it up for you and only kept in the important parts.

So I'm being chased by Reno, Elena (Sp?), and Tseng, the Turks from Shinra in Final Fantasy VII, in this HUGE office building. (I have no idea where Rude is) I'm running from them screaming, "WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO NOW?!!" and kept running. I reached the first floor and hid under this stairway. I looked up and saw that they were RIGHT there in a little group, wondering where I was. Reno gave them the sign to spilt up and look for me, and theyt were gone. I sighed with relief and tried to get out from my "hiding place".
Blink.
(skip)
When I snapped my eyes open, I found myself in the office again, only it was a different time. Sunset. And the Turks weren't chasing after me anymore (thank God). I wonder... just what the hell did I do to have the almighty TURKS come after me? It must've been something serious and big to have Rufus (leader of the Turks) search all over for me. O_o I was right next to the front desk, so I found a chair (you know, those chairs you sit on to wait for an appointment) and began to think. (OMG, I'M THINKING!! IT MUST BE A DREAM!!)
Blink.
Then I heard screaming.
I ran into the hallway where you enter the building, and right in front of me, there was a little boy kneeling over his mother, who was lying on the floor. She was screaming in pain and horror. The boy was crying. Her stomach was RIPPED open so many times, her guts and innards started spilling out and wouldn't stop. Blood was everywhere. On her. The boy. The walls. The blood painted the walls of a crimson color; like paint. I looked around for help but everyone was ignoring us. The screaming... It hurt!! I tried to run over to help her, but I was paralyzed, I couldn't move. I clutched my head.
"Stop... Make it all stop..." I pleaded.
To no one.
To God.
To my family.
To my friends.
Anyone.
When I was still being ignored, I screamed. I screamed... and screamed... and screamed until my voice and throat raptured and repelled. Still... no one looked. I heard nothing... but the piercing screams around me. No shouting. No Talking. No laughing. No scolding. No grattitude. No help.
Just.
Sharp.
Piercing.
Screaming.

...

I have fucked up dreams.

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Farewell...

~NarutoBlackmail

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