Friday, July 7, 2006

Time: 11:50 AM
Song: Seize The Day
Artist: Avenged Sevenfold
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee, for the millionth time. XD

xXxLyricsxXx

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
A melody, a memory, or just one picture

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where should we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
A melody, a memory, or just one picture

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trails in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you there
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, or kiss you lips again?
I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trails in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you there
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day...

xXxLyricsxXx

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I've been listening to a lot of Avenged Sevenfold lately. O_o

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Hi. ^_^

Update

I don't usually update on Fridays anymore, but since I have time and sun isn't that bright like it always is in California, today is an exception. Why do I not usually update on Fridays? I don't know. Laziness and today we're going to Fontana, AGAIN, to pick up my brother. XP I just go for the car ride and to get out of the house. So, that's gonna happen tonight and if I don't get to all of your sites, sorry. I'M ONLY HUMAN GODAMMIT!! Plus, I got to EVERYBODY last night and only 9 came back to visit. *pouts* God, I feel unloved.

Friend's List

Mmmmyep. I've had enough of this bullshit of visiting and commenting and not getting it in return. So it's time for some Friend Cleaning!! Kinda like Spring Cleaning, only you're kicking friends out instead of dust. It's gonna take a while, but I'll let you know when I'm done. If you visit daily and comment me (like I do for you) then have no worries!! I won't even TOUCH the little [x] next to your name. ^.^

Theme

I still haven't decided my theme yet... *twitch, twitch*

Picture of the Day



This was a short post. O_o Ah well...

Farewell...

~NarutoBlackmail

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Thursday, July 6, 2006

Time: 11:56 AM
Song: Choke Me (So Crazy)
Artist: The Used
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

(1, 2, 3, 4!)

As of now I'm down straight up
And I can turn to the box for some peace
Or a box for a piece
Or a box for a smoke
But they're all gonna choke me

You're so crazy
You're so crazy
You're so crazy
Enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me

It's like a fucking drug deal
I'm sitting here waiting
I'm calling you back
and you won't call me back
and it's fucked up, but at the same time it just made me want you even worse.

For awhile I was cleaner than now
Then I started to destroy myself
With things that I love now the things that I hate
Until it finally broke me

You're so crazy
You're so crazy
You're so crazy
Enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me

Fuck my ass
Choke me

As of now I'm down straight up
And I can turn to the box for some peace
Or a box for a piece
Or a box for a smoke
But they're all gonna choke me

You're so crazy
You're so crazy
You're so crazy
Enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me

xXxLyricsxXx

Hi. ^_^

Art

Yep, more art from me. XP

His Confession, His Love
I had fun coloring this one. The text is from Lexmark Photo Editor. X3

And I thank ElvesAteMyRamen and Kaoru Cashew for the help and tips. Thanks a lot guys!! *glomps you two* They're really helping me. Oh yeah, and Elves? I replied to you back in the comment box on my Danny Phantom drawing. ^_^ Again, thanks for the tips. I really have nothing else to upload since all of those pictures I uploaded are a month or two old. So, no art for a while, unless I decide to upload an old picture of mine that I am pleased with. :\

Pink Shirt

We all know that I despise the color of pink, right? It is the color of EVIL to me. But, there are times in my life when I like it, and I think it's pretty! *gets all girly and stops* Ew, I won't be doing that again. XP Anyway, I was in my closet looking for an old shirt, when I came across this reeeally old pink shirt, from like, my elementary days. Surprisingly enough, it still fits me. O_o So, instead of wearing a plain old pink shirt, I grabbed a black sharpie and wrote on the front of the shirt:
FREE HUGS
*laughs* I am so wearing that in high school next year. XDDD I wonder if I will get a hug if I wear it in public. That'd be pretty sweet. XD

Desk Feedback

I get told a lot that my desk is clean. *laughs* Okayyy... It may be clean in the picture, but if you were to come to my house RIGHT NOW, you will find:
A binder filled with my drawings and yaoi pictures on the printer
CD's scattered everywhere
Pencil and Eraser shavings everywhere
Scratches and writing on the desk
And much, much more! 8D
Yesh, so it's not so clean. After 5 seconds of it being clean, it gets dirty again and I'm too lazy to clean it up again.

Theme

Mmmmyep. Immuna change my theme again!! XD Well, it's just that I want to do something different now. Let's see... what themes have I done? *thinks*

THEMES I HAVE DONE SO FAR

JTHM [3x]
SasuNaru [1x]
Vampires [1x]
Final Fantasy VII [3x]
All Yaoi Theme [1x]
FMA [1x]
DNAngel [1x]
Inuyasha (didn't last)
Death Note [2x]
Broken Heart [1x]
Loveless [1x]
Legend of Zelda [1x]

Hmmmm... I'm out of ideas now... *thinks some more* XP DAMN MY LOW-EDUCATED MIND!! DX *sits cross-legged on her chair and pouts*

Picture of the Day



Farewell...

~NarutoBlackmail

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Wednesday, July 5, 2006

Time: 11:17 AM
Song: Endlessly, She Said
Artist: AFI
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

Walked into our world and made horrible sounds.
I can still hear them today. Strangely, they seem
beautiful now though they outlast my love.

Still, each time I always meant
every word, every one.
Though, in time they finally bent
every word, every one, every word.

"I will wait for you",
she said, "endlessly".
"I will wait for you."
So spoke misery.

I returned to you but found my empty home.
The radio told me to stay. As it burned down I sang alone.
You will outlast my love.

Still, each time I always meant
every word, every one.
Though, in time they finally bent
every word, every one, every word.

"I will wait for you",
she said, "endlessly".
"I will wait for you."
So spoke misery.

Oh...
I have been waiting for you,
biting as you taught me to.
I have come to relieve you
of life and love.

I will wait for you.
I will wait for you.
I will wait for you.
I will wait.

(I will wait)
"I will wait for you",
(I will wait)
she said, "endlessly".
"I will wait for you."
(I will wait)
So spoke misery.
"I will wait for you, wait for you,
endlessly."
"I will wait for you."
So spoke, so spoke
misery.

And I will bite
Straight through...
As I wait for you
Dear... Endlessly

xXxLyricsxXx

Hi. ^_^

Fanart

I gots more fanart!! If you already voted/commented, then ignore this. ^^''
For Xaiony
Pocky
REEEALLY old Naruto drawing.
MEOW
The last one is back when I had no talent!! XD I never knew people would like my drawings. I thought they'd ignore me and not even so much as go LOOK at it. Thanks for cheering me up guys. ^^ But is my art really good? Anyway, if you have the time, bored, and got absolutely NOTHING to do, please go comment/vote! Shpankyuu~ :3

My Desk

This is where I plot my evil, draw, write, visit, and do STUFF. Otherwise known as my DESK.

Notice the CardCaptor Sakura wall scroll from the 2000-2001 in the back. lol My older sister gave that to me. *memories come back* OH GOD!! ALICIA!! WHERE ARE YOU?!!!!! *breaks down and cries*

Call

I called Chelsea (xXxEmoKidxXx) yesterday. I was so bored that I had to talk and harass one of my friends. It felt wierd talking to somebody you never met, but you know them on the internet. lol It was nice though. We just talked about things. We exchanged phone numbers through PMs a few months back, that's how I know hers. ^^ I'm not supposed to make long distant calls (this one was from California to Maryland) but I did anyway, because my mom's being a bitch to me and blaming things on me that I don't even know of, so fuck it. :P Anyway, our conversation was very pleasant. It gave us both something to do to end out boredom. XD

Picture of the Day



Farewell...

~NarutoBlackmail

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Tuesday, July 4, 2006

Time: 8:54 AM
Song: Lady Marmalade
Artists: Christina Aguilera, Pink, Lil' Kim, & Mya
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

Where’s all my souls sisters?
Let me hear ya’ll flow sisters.

Hey sister, go sister, soul sister, flow sister (Oh)
Hey sister, go sister, soul sister, flow sister

He met Marmalade down in old Moulin Rouge
Struttin’ her stuff on the street (Street)
She said, "Hello, hey Joe, you wanna give it a go?" (Woah)

Gitchie, gitchie, ya ya da da (Yeah-ey)
Gitchie, gitchie, ya ya here (Here)
Mocha Chocolata ya ya (Ooh yeah)
Creole Lady Marmalade

Voulez-vous coucher avec moi ce soir (Ah, oh)
Voulez vous coucher avec moi (Yeah yeah yeah yeah)

(Hey sister, go sister, soul sister, flow sister)
He sat in her boudoir while she freshened up
(Hey sister, go sister, soul sister, flow sister)

He sat in her boudoir while she freshened up
Boy drank all that Magnolia wine
Upon her black satin sheets
I swear he started to freak yeah

Gitchie, gitchie, ya ya da da (Yeah-ey)
Gitchie, gitchie, ya ya here (Here)
Mocha Chocolata ya ya (Ooh yeah)
Creole Lady Marmalade

Voulez-vous coucher avec moi ce soir (Ah, oh)
Voulez vous coucher avec moi (Yeah yeah yeah yeah)

We come through with the money and the garter belt
Let 'em know we got that cake
Straight up the gate
We independent women, some mistakes us for whores
I'm sayin‘ why spend mine when I can spend yours
Disagree? Well that's you and I’m sorry
I'm a keep playing these cats out like Atari
High heeled shoes getting love from the dudes
Four bad ass chicks from the Moulin Rouge

Hey sisters, soul sisters
Better get that dough sisters
We drink wine with diamonds in the glass
By the case the meaning of expensive taste

You wanna gitchie, gitchie, ya ya (Come on)
Mocha Chocolata what?
Creole Lady Marmalade

(One more time c’mon)
Marmalade (Ooh)
Lady Marmalade (Ooh yeah)
Marmalade (Ooh, hey hey hey)

Touch of her skin feeling silky smooth, hey
Colour of café au lait (All right)
Made the savage beast inside roar until he cried
More (More) more (More) more (More)
Now he's back home doin' 9 to 5 (9 to 5)
Livin' the grey flannel life (Oh pity)
But when he turns off to sleep memories creep
More (More) more (More) more (More)

Gitchie, gitchie, ya ya da da (Yeah-ey)
Gitchie, gitchie, ya ya here (Here)
Mocha Chocolata ya ya (Ooh yeah)
Creole Lady Marmalade

Voulez-vous coucher avec moi ce soir (Ah, oh)
Voulez vous coucher avec moi (Yeah yeah yeah yeah)

Christina (Oh yeah ooh)
Pink (Lady Marmalade)
Lil’ Kim (Hey hey uh uh uh uh uh uh uh)
Mya (Oh oh ooooh)
Rot wilder baby (Baby)

Moulin Rouge
Misdemeanour here
Creole Lady Marmalade (Ooh yes-ah)

xXxLyricsxXx

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Cookies to people who remember this song.

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Hey guys! How's it going? Good hopefully.

4th of July

Happy 4th of July everyone! I asked my mom if I could blow some shit up (like a car) but she said she wouldn't bail me out of jail/juvie even if it costed her everything. So that was out of the question. -_- She's such a fun-killer. Anyway, I'm just gonna sit on my ass and do what I always do.
Eat. Sleep. Drink. Draw. Listen to music.
Mmmmyep. That's pretty much it. *nods* Anyway, Happy 4th of July!!

Feedback

Thank you times a million to everyone who commented my artwork and voted. ^.^ I reeeally appreciate it! Thanks a lot. I needed the inspiration. I fucking hate drawing hands, but we can't have our characters handless, now can we? :\ Thanks again!! *glomps everyone*

Art Theft

I've been noticing a lot of art stealing on theOtaku. Especially in the Naruto section. That's just stupid; stealing artwork and claiming it as your own. They all have different art styles and signatures!! People are stupid if they steal art, but people are even stupider for believing them.

Digital Camera

FINALLY!! Mom finally came to her senses and bought a digital camera at Best Buy. And a CD that I really, really needed. ^^'' That would be Mouline Rouge, which is what I'm listening to. X3 Hey! Shut up! I like that movie! *pouts*
Anyway, she bought the damn camera. Finally. After 3 years of begging and whining and clinging, she gave in. I took a bunch of pictures of me. XDDD ROFL Which means pictures of Me in my photobucket are updated. Look if you want to, I don't care. *shrugs and grins*

Doujinshi

Mmmmmyeah... About the doujinshi I'm supposed to be posting up on my devART account... ^^'' Hehehehehehe.....
Honey, I wasn't kidding when I said that I would be the laziest person you would ever meet. EVER. I would tell everyone what it's about, but I'm afraid I'll freak Chris (lordsesshomaru) out again like yesterday. XDDDD Soooo.... for his sanity and fragile mind, PM me for details on my Sephiroth/Cloud doujinshi. (I had to put the pairing in at least. XDDD )

Picture of the Day



Farewell everyone...

~NarutoBlackmail

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Monday, July 3, 2006

Time: 12:09 PM
Song: M.I.A.
Artist: Avenged Sevenfold
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight, on tonight.

Ooooo....
Stand up and fight.

Now fighting rages on and on, to challenge me you must be strong.
I walk your land but don't belong, two million soldiers can't be wrong.

It's no fun but I've been here before
I'm far from home and I'm fighting your war.
Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things
Some are scared others killing for fun, I shot a mother right in front of her son.
Take this from my consciousness, and please erase my dreams

Fight for honor, fight for your life.
Pray to god that our side is right.
Even though we won, I still may lose
Until' I make it home to you
I see our mothers filled with tears,
grew up so fast where did those years go?
Memories wont let you cry
unless I don't return tonight.

So many soldiers on the other side, I take their lives so they can't take mine.
Scared to make it out alive now murder's all I know.
Nobody tells me all the reasons we're here. I have my weapons so there's nothing to fear.
Another day, another life, but nothing real to show for

Fight for honor, fight for your life.
Pray to god that our side is right.
Even though we won, I still may lose
Until' I make it home to you
I see our mothers filled with tears,
grew up so fast where did those years go?
Memories wont let you cry
unless I don't return tonight.

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight.

Watching the death toll rise wondering how I'm alive.
Stranger's blood on my hands, I've shot all I can
There are no silent nights, watching your brothers all die
To destroy all their plans with no thought of me
No thought of me, no thought of me

Ohhhhh.....

Walk the city lonely
Memories that haunt are passing by
A murderer walks your street tonight
Forgive me for my crimes; don't forget that I was so young
Fought so scared in the name of God and country...

xXxLyricsxXx

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Those are the most powerful lyrics I have ever read in my life.

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Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

Fanart

Thank you so much for your comments on my last two artwork everybody!! I know I suck at hands now, but I'll get better at it!! Thank you so much for the help and feedback!!
Oh yeah, a new artwork has been uploaded. Check it out if you want to! Please vote/comment!! Thank you!!
Corset Piercing
I'm drawing a Danny Phantom picture and I'm gonna dedicate it to Xaiony, because I never knew another girl who liked Danny Phantom yaoi just like me. ^.^ *glomps her*

Lyrics

I bet you're all wondering why I copy and pasted the same lyrics from yesterday, huh? Well, A.) I'm obsessed with the song, and B.) hardly anyone updated yesterday, and was kinda down, but decided to put these back up. Trust me, when I say they're the most powerful lyrics I've ever read, I mean it. I was hoping people would read them, but... T_T

Photobucket

I uploaded more pics to Danny Phantom, Avenged Sevenfold, and Cartoons. Boredom has truly struck me down. -_-

Story

Since all I've been doing is drawing and uploading pictures, here's a funny story from 8th grade, not too long ago.
I was in science class with Pamela (I'll have a picture of her soon), and we were talking about Yaoi, because we hate science. XD So we're talking and here's a short conversation.

Pamela: What are you doing?

Me: I'm gonna stare at my pictures. *rummages through binder and finds one* (this one)

Pamela: Lemme see! X3

Me: *hands her it* Keep it low so the teacher doesn't see it!

Pamela: *looks at it* Awww!! It's teh glomp!! *huggles it*

Me: *grins* :D

Pamela: *looks at it again and notices something* Um... Sami?

Me: Yeah?

Pamela: Is that sweat on his face... or...? *a little nervous*

Me: Uh, no... that's... well... er... AHEM... *blushes*

Pamela: OH. O.O *blushes*

Aaah, good times, good times. *nods* I'm gonna miss 8th grade. T_T Now you're probably wondering why I posted a story instead of my daily life. It's because nothing big has been happening lately. -_- Sigh... when do things start to get interesting?

Picture of the Day



Farewell everybody...

~NarutoBlackmail~

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Sunday, July 2, 2006

Time: 7:22 AM
Song: M.I.A.
Artist: Avenged Sevenfold
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight, on tonight.

Ooooo....
Stand up and fight.

Now fighting rages on and on, to challenge me you must be strong.
I walk your land but don't belong, two million soldiers can't be wrong.

It's no fun but I've been here before
I'm far from home and I'm fighting your war.
Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things
Some are scared others killing for fun, I shot a mother right in front of her son.
Take this from my consciousness, and please erase my dreams

Fight for honor, fight for your life.
Pray to god that our side is right.
Even though we won, I still may lose
Until' I make it home to you
I see our mothers filled with tears,
grew up so fast where did those years go?
Memories wont let you cry
unless I don't return tonight.

So many soldiers on the other side, I take their lives so they can't take mine.
Scared to make it out alive now murder's all I know.
Nobody tells me all the reasons we're here. I have my weapons so there's nothing to fear.
Another day, another life, but nothing real to show for

Fight for honor, fight for your life.
Pray to god that our side is right.
Even though we won, I still may lose
Until' I make it home to you
I see our mothers filled with tears,
grew up so fast where did those years go?
Memories wont let you cry
unless I don't return tonight.

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight.

Watching the death toll rise wondering how I'm alive.
Stranger's blood on my hands, I've shot all I can
There are no silent nights, watching your brothers all die
To destroy all their plans with no thought of me
No thought of me, no thought of me

Ohhhhh.....

Walk the city lonely
Memories that haunt are passing by
A murderer walks your street tonight
Forgive me for my crimes; don't forget that I was so young
Fought so scared in the name of God and country...

xXxLyricsxXx

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Those are the most powerful lyrics I have ever read in my life.

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Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

Fanart

Yeah, I decided to take a break from deviantART for a while and try theOtaku for my fanart. Some pictures will upload, while others won't. T_T I uploaded two so far. The other one should be up later today. It's the same Vincent picture from a few posts back, not too long ago.
Clicky McClick Click
Please, please, PLEASE vote and comment!! Your words can help and inspire me on how to draw better. Thank you! ^_^

Avatar

Well, look who got off her lazy ass and get an avatar for herself? ~laughs~ Honestly, I had no idea on how to get an avatar, but then I figured it out, so now it's all good. ^^ Do you like it?

VERY Early Update

Friends and people who know me in person will know that if I wake up before or at 6 in the morning, I get very pissed off and start screaming. Well, it's 7 and it's not one of those days, thank God. Than why the early update, NB? I'm updating and visiting early because I'm going to Fontana at noon. So, I'll be doing this, and the remaining people on my friend's list who I haven't visited I will visit when I get back, which would be at 1 or 2 in the afternoon.

Doujinshi and Fanfiction

My doujinshi that I mentioned on deviantART, I will be putting up there. I promise. I already got about 8 pages done, so expect it soon, those who are waiting for it. It's yaoi, SephCloud.
Bondage. Handcuffs. Cloud working at a strip club. WHAT MORE DO ASK OF ME?!!

Oh yes, you all want an update on Boys Don't Cry and Welcome To Malchik Gay High. Weeell... My deepest apologies to those who want me to totally continue those fics. I'm suffering from writer's block, and I'm being a lazy motherfucker to do anything about it. Sooo... yeah... ~looks away~ But I will definately continue!! Someday... <.< >.> :3

I'm off!! ~flies away~

Picture of the Day



Later everyone!

~NarutoBlackmail~

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Saturday, July 1, 2006

Time: 1:12 PM
Song: Vampires Will Never Hurt You
Artist: My Chemical Romance
Feeling:
Drinking:L Another Big Cup O' Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

And if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground
And if they get me take this spike to my heart and
And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and
You put the spike in my heart

And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones
And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there
Someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to a church
Where they can pump this venom gaping hole
And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat
And if they come and get me
What if you put the spike in my heart

And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and

(Come on!)

Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black feeling?

And now the nightclub sets the stage for this they come in pairs she said
We'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey they're always there
Someone get me to the doctor, and someone call the nurse
And someone buy me roses, and someone burn the church
We're hanging out with corpses, and driving in this hearse
And someone save my soul tonight, please save my soul

Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black now?

(Come on!)

And as these days watch over time, and as these days watch over time
And as these days watch over us tonight

I'll never let them, I'll never let them
I'll never let them hurt you not tonight
I'll never let them, I can't forget them
I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

Struck down, before our prime
Before, you got off the floor
Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?

Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
and this venom from my heart)

Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
kill this venom from my heart)

Can you stake me before the sun goes down?

(And as always, innocent like roller coasters.
Fatality is like ghosts in snow and you have no idea what you're up against
because I've seen what they look like.
Becoming perfect as if they were sterling silver chainsaws going cascading...)

xXxLyricsxXx

Hey guys! How's it going? Good hopefully.

Late Post

OH MY FUCKING GOD!! I AM SO LATE ON THIS!! *runs around and paces* SHIT!! I woke up JUST NOW and I'm barely even awake. That's why God/man invented coffee. *sighs* Well, I didn't go to bed until 4 in the morning last night, so whatever. I can't get to sleep lately. I think it's because my computer chair turns by itself whenever I stare at it and their are shadowy figures walking in my room when I'm lying down on my bed.
I seriously need a fucking exorcist. Either that, or it's back to the looney bin for me.

Music

Hmmm... I'm no fool just because my speakers don't work... My music isn't working, huh? Well, I'll fix it today. I think it's one of the music codes I put in. Oh well, I'll be fixing that. Hopefully. <.< >.>

The Ending Theme

I HAVE JUST READ THE GREATEST FINAL FANTASY FANFICTION EVERRRRRR 8D

It's called The Ending Theme, and IT PWNS. Seriously. And giiirls... It's Sephy x Cloud!! XD *squeel*

All the boys: Damn, and we were about to read it, too... -__-''

All the none-yaoi fangirls: ^_^'' Hehe...

All the yaoi fangirls and me: XD *laugh evilly*

Sadly, the author is not continuing it... T___T If you would like it, then email me asking for it. I think she took it off the internet because I kept looking it up, and I got nothing. So email me if you want to read it and I shall send it to you! YOU WILL NOT DISSAPPOINTED. MONEY BACK GUARANTEED!! 8D

(It takes about 2 days to read the whole thing. ^^'' )

New Theme

Sooo... Anyone like it? The new theme is... Vampires!! *tries poorly to put in fake vampire teeth* DAMN YOU BRACES!! Well, yeah. Seeing how vampires are an obsession of mine, I decided to dedicate a theme to them!! Come on guys... you know you like vampires... *pokes* Entertainment and Obsessions section updated. Oh yeah! And I put a welcome banner up there!! *points heavenward* Like it? I made it myself, and I adore the picture. Ish sho coote. *pets* Oo!! I have a question for everyone!!

What would you rather be- A vampire or a zombie, and why?

I'm off to visit and comment~!! *sings and flies away*

Picture of the Day

Yazoo, Kadaj, and Loz


Later everyone! Thanks for reading and commenting!!

~The Blood Covered Blackmailer~

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Friday, June 30, 2006

Sorry! I can't put on a proper post or visit due to shitty chores. -_- But since I don't want to make this post boring for anyone, here are two pictures I uploaded on deviantART. Their on DA, so you don't have to comment or vote or anything like TheO. Unless you do have a devART account, PLEEEEASE COMMENT!! Comments make me smile!! :D

BOW TO MY CRAP-TACULAR ARTISTC ABILITIES

GASP
Full view to notice the actual DETAIL I put in Vincent's clothes... -_-

Vincent
I don't like this one... :\

Oh!! And I decided my theme. so I'll be doing that tonight. X3

Ugh... I have to go take out the trash...

Later guys!!

*speeds off before her untimely demise by her mother*

~NarutoBlackmail
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Thursday, June 29, 2006

LOOONG POST
Time: 10:12 AM
Song: Seize The Day
Artist: Avenged Sevenfold
Feeling:
Drinking: A Big Cup O' Coffee

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Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
A melody, a memory, or just one picture

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where should we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
A melody, a memory, or just one picture

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trails in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you there
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, or kiss you lips again?
So I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here
Too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day...

xXxLyricsxXx

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Those are the most beautiful lyrics ever.

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Hi. :)

I LIIIIIIVE

Yes! I am back!! Woohoo!! Thank you so much for your lurvely comments. They make me feel all warm and fuzzy inshide. X3

Anywho, WHO MISSED THE LITTLE EMO GIRL?!!

Crickets: Chirp, chirp.

I am so unloved! T_T Anywho, A lot has happened over my absence and I would like to share it with all of you, so enjoy this brand new post from meh! ^_^

New Computer

My old moniter that I used to have totally crashed and burned while I was gone, losing all of my hard-worked saved files with its untimely demise. No wonder it wouldn't go on. -_-;; So, I left it at the Computer Repair shop yesterday, but my mom picked up this new one. And let me tell you: IT WORKS SO MUCH BETTER THAN MY OLD ONE. I love it!! Paint works, it doesn't freeze AT ALL, AND!! AND!! It's used, but is faster than my old one. I'm still trying to figure out how to get the sound card to work though... T_T But I don't care! I have a computer back, and that's all that matters. *pets PC lovingly*

Final Fantasy VII

Well, am I jealous or what? My mom told me that she won a raffle at work. So, I asked her what the hell she won. So she took this little piece of cardboard out, and I was all O___O... What was it, you ask? Well...

A $500 Gift Card to Best Buy, that's what.

I was all, "Mom!! Let's go there tomorrow!! Pleeease?!!" She said yes. (w00t!) The next day, as we were there, I snuck into the sci-fi section and grabbed IT. No, not the freaky, Stephen King IT, "IT" as in, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children 2-disc Special Edition. X3 AND SHE BOUGHT IT FOR ME!! 8D I hugged it and hugged it and then hugged her and then squeeled. And when I saw the second disc, I heard the Japanese voices, and was all, "Wow. No wonder people were bitching about how bad the English dubbed was." XD I liked both, so it's cool. *huggles DVD* Oh, and she's going to use th rest of the money to buy a digital camera. ^^

Theme

When I got back, I noticed that my Sesshomaru background was GONE. Along with some other pictures. So I was pissed, and that meant that I had to put up a TEMPORARY THEME. This one is Sephiroth, but it's only temporary. Now I definately need help. Any ideas for a theme? 'Cause I'm out of thoughts completely. O_o

Story Update

Eeerm.... yyyeaah... I know it's been a LONG time for those of you waiting for an update on my stories on FF.N, but I've been busy and having writer's block lately. My deepest apologies, but I'm only human, dammit!! I'm not a fucking machine that can update every 5 seconds!! DX Ahem... Expect a new chapter... in a few weeks... *bows*

Breast Cancer Part II

Well, what a relief this is!! I have no breast cancer!! Thank the Lord!! *light shines down from the Heavens* My mom looked at the "lump" and said it was just this skin thing from me wearing baggy T-shirts in the summer and how it makes me sweat and stuff. Boobs are weird. O_o lol

Well, as much as people say that myO isn't interesting anymore, I'll still visit. ^^ *flies away*

Picture of the Day



Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Friday, June 23, 2006

Time: 12:01 PM
Song: I Hope You Die
Artist: The Bloodhound Gang
Mood:

xXxLyricsxXx

You must die I alone am best!

I hope ya flip some guy the bird
He cuts you off and youre forced to swerve
In front of the beatles tour bus
A bookmobile and a mack truck
Hauling hazardous biological waste
The light turns red you have no brakes
And hard copy gets it all on tape
So you can see the look on your face

Die die die die die die die
Die die die die die die die

I hope your pinto begins to spin
Takes out a disabled vietnam veteran
Mows down a nobel peace prize winner
And maybe some orphans having christmas dinner
Perhaps even the british royal family
And the rabbi thats clutching the bottle-fed puppy
And we cant forget the newlyweds
And those jerrys kids are as good as dead

I hope this helps to emphasize
I hope this helps to clarify
I hope you die

I hope your cellmate thinks hes god
But c.n.n. refer to him as bowling ball bag bob
Serving time again for abuse of a corpse
Only this time the victims a clydesdale horse
While he masturbates to photos of livestock
He does the silence of the lambs dance to christian rock
Eats feces and quotes from deliverance
And fights with his imaginary playmate vince

Die die die die die die die
Die die die die die die die

I hope he grins like jack nicholson
And forces you to play a game called balls on chin
And whatever happens next is all a blur
But you remember fist can be a verb
And when you finally regain consciousness
Youre bound and gagged in a wedding dress
And the prison guard looks the other way
cause hes the guy ya flipped the bird the other day

I hope this helps to emphasize
I hope this helps to clarify
I hope you die

I hope you die

xXxLyricsxXx

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

Fucked Up Night

Last night, was probably one of the most screwed up nights of my life. Here's a story kids!!

I went to bad at about 1:30 AM and woke up at 4 something AM. I was like, "What the hell...?" When I looked up, I saw that the rocking chair in front of me was rocking BY ITSELF. I turned around really fast, clamped my eyes shut, and started to shake. A lot. When I turned around, it stopped. Then, out of nowhere, there was this huge BOOM!! on the door. I was like, "Holy shit!!" and shut my eyes again. And then, THE COUCH STARTED TO SHAKE UNDER ME!! It was no dream. It was real. I was under a paranoia state last night, and I still am. It freaked me out so much, that I didn't sleep for the rest of the night.
And you know what?
I'm not even tired.

Photobucket

Here's a link to my photobucket account.

If you like art, yaoi, photography, music, etc. click here

CLICK THE LINK YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO

Movie

I forgot to tell you guys on my last post that my dad and I went to the movies on Monday I think it was. We went to see the Da Vinci Code. It was a good movie, but they left a lot of the book out. And I mean A LOT. What was funny was the the sound kept going on and off at certain parts. It happened about 3 times before it stopped. After the 3rd time, my dad was all: "If that happens again, I'm going to yell out, "I'M DEAf!! I'M DEAF!!"" I started laughing my ass off. XD Of course, it didn't happen again. T_T I had a good time though. ^_^

Last Post

I'm sorry to say that this will be my last post for a while. I talked to my mom and said that she is picking me up tomorrow. Also, she told me that the computer back home isn't working, so now we have to take it in to get it fixed. I don't know how long that will take, but I won't be on for a while. I'm sorry!! I'll still have an account here, so don't worry! Just, don't delete me from your friend lists or anything!! I'll come back as soon as possible. Until then...

I'll be around on your sites for the last time!! (For now) *flies away*

Picture of the Day


France.

Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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