Sunday, June 4, 2006

Time: 10:36 AM
Watching: Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Coffeeh

Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

Advent Children

I WATCHED IT!! I FINALLY WATCHED IT!! IT'S THE BEST MOVIE EVER!! BETTER THEN THE FMA MOVIE!! 8D This is my second time watching it, man. It PWNS JOO. XD Everytime a male character would appear, I'd be all, "Clooooud..." or "Kadaaaaj..." or "Vinceeeent..." or "Sephyyyy..." or "Reeeenoooo..." or... Eh, you get the point. ^^'' Tifa's a badass chick. She's frickin awesome!! And hot... lol Oh my God!! That scene where Kadaj walked into the water gave me a nosebleed. LOL My mom was all freaking out, so I told her I just bumped into the wall and faked the pain. It was funny. XD But seriously!! A hot guy in black leather walking into water!! What more could we ask for? God, now I want to buy the movie. DX BUT I'M SO BROKE RIGHT NOW!! WAAAAH!! *pouts and cries*

Pairings

While watching the movie, I came up with some new paaairings!! *sings and laughs evilly*

All the boys: Oooooh shit. O_o
All the girls: ^^''
All the Yaoi fangirls: 8D KYA!!
Me: HERE WE GO!!

Sephiroth/Kadaj
Reno/Cloud (my new OTP)
Yazoo/Kadaj
Yazoo/Loz
Sephiroth/Vincent
Vincent/Cloud
Vincent/Cid
Cloud/Kadaj/Sephiroth
Yazoo/Reno/Loz
Reno/Cloud/Kadaj (Hey, it could happen! 8D )
Yazoo/Loz/Vincent/Kadaj

Mwahahahahaha... I love my mind...

Donovan's Birthday

TODAY IS DONOVAN'S BIRTHDAY!! HE'S 14!! Or 15... I can't remember... Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONOVAN!!

Donovan and his mother

You need a myspace to see the picture. ^^'' Sorry.

Sunday

Another boring Sunday... What is there to do? I don't know... Maybe I should draw something... Or write a chapter of my stories... Meeeh... too lazy... XP

There's really not much to talk about... I'm going to browse your sites. *flies away*

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Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Saturday, June 3, 2006

Time: 9:32 AM
Song: Killing Loneliness
Artist: H.I.M.
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Coffee

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Memories sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
The suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness
With the warmth of your arms you saved me
I'm killing loneliness with you
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Nailed to a cross together
As solitude begs us to stay
We disappear in the life forever
And denounce the power of death over our souls as secret words are said to start a war

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness
With the warmth of your arms you saved me
I'm killing loneliness with you
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Killing loneliness
I'm killing loneliness

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness
With the warmth of your arms you saved me
I'm killing loneliness with you
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Killing loneliness with you

Killing loneliness
Killing loneliness

xXxLyricsxXx

Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

Theme

w00t!! It's done!! My first Final Fantasy VII theme EVAH. Do you likie? Me likie. ^^ As I have said before, I cannot do one simple theme without a TINY hint of Yaoi in it. *cackles evilly* Photoshop is fuuuun. XD Entertainment and Music section has been updated. Enjoy this theme while it lasts my otakuians! You never know when I might change my theme again. X3

Yearbooks

Yesterday everyone got their yearbooks. I didn't though. I didn't want one because they were $30.00 and that bull. Just because they were colored ink for God's sakes!! My school hates us. All they want is our money. That's why I'm not going to Knott's Berry Farm at the end of the year. I want to, but I'm not spending $35.00 for one ticket. Shouldn't the school be providing us with this stuff? Even the school dances cost money!! Cheap asses...
Anyway, I signed a few yearbooks and stuff. I didn't write anything. I just drew a little stick figure girl, frowning, that had her arms wide open and it said, "Hug?" When I was done signing it, I was all, "Behold my artistic abilities." XD lol I even met up with Donovan!

Donovan: Hey, Emo!
Me: You're lucky that you're my friend because you're the only guy who could get away with caling me Emo. And Kieth.
Donovan: Why Kieth? I'm the only one who can call you Emo dammit! *laughs*
Me: Fine, fine. You claimed me as your Emo friend. XD

He's a funny guy. Too bad I'm not going to see him next year. Immuna miss him... T_T

School

I only have 1 week and 2 days of school left!! FREEEDOOOM!! *runs around screaming*

6*6*06

Man, a lot is happening on June 6. O_o Here's a short list:

*The Omen comes out in theaters
*AFI's new CD is released
*Murdoc's (from Gorillaz) 40th birthday
*End of the World

Okay, the last one I'm lying. I am a lying bastard, and you all know that. Or now you do. Who knows? Anywho...
I thought Murdoc was at least 30 or something!! He's getting old... -__-
I AM SO BUYING AFI'S NEW CD!! I SHALL BE THE FIRST TO BUY IT, DAMMIT!! MWAHAHAHAHAHA
*cough, ahem, cough*
The Omen should be good. Maybe I'll see it when it comes out on DVD.

I'm off to steal- I mean, read and comment your lives!! ^^'' *flies away*

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Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Thursday, June 1, 2006

Time: 4:03 PM
Song: Time To Burn
Artist: The Rasmus
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Vanilla Cream Soda
Thinking: BITCH D8<

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Fear of the dark
Tears me apart
Won't leave me alone
And time keeps running out

Just want my life
I'm so sick and tired
I'm singing the blues
As you turn my life around
Come on!

Tell me why do I feel this way?
All my life I`ve been standing on the borderline
Too many bridges burned
Too many lies I´ve heard
Had a life, but I can´t go back
I can´t do that, it will never be the same again
And I know I don´t have any time to burn

They follow me home
Disturbing my sleep
But I´ll find a place
A place where they cannot find me

Maybe I´m lost
Maybe I´m scared
But too many times
I´ve closed the doors behind me

Tell me why do I feel this way?
All my life I`ve been standing on the borderline
Too many bridges burned
Too many lies I´ve heard
I had a life, but I can´t go back
Can´t do that, it will never be the same again
And I know I don´t have any time to burn

Leave it all behind
Cross the borderline
Face the truth, don´t have any time to...
Have any time to burn
Tell me why do I feel this way?
All my life I`ve been standing on the borderline
Too many bridges burned
Too many lies I´ve heard
I had a life, but I can´t go back
Can´t do that, it will never be the same again
And I know I don´t have any time to burn

Tell me why do I feel this way?
All my life I`ve been standing on the borderline
Too many bridges burned
Too many lies I´ve heard
I had a life, but I can´t go back
Can´t do that, it will never be the same again
And I know I don´t have any time to burn

xXxLyricsxXx

Hey guys! How's it going? Good hopefully.

Call

I hate my PE teacher... I seriously do...

Okay, weall know how I've been having cramps for the past 3 days right? Well, in those 3 days, I've been getting an F because I need to sit out during Softball. At the end of the period today, my PE teacher was all:

T: I'm going to call your mom to let her know how you're willing to take an F than participate.
Me: Yeah, well, I've been having cramps lately, and I can't really play right now...
T: Yeah, well you know what? You're not the only girl on this planet that has cramps, Samantha.
Me: D8 *thinking* WHAT. THE. FUCK.

Dude!! She's being a bitch!! I don't know what the hell her problem is!! Dear God, please don't let her call my mom... *prays* I'm already going through enough shit as it is, and I don't need anymore!! *screams*

Skittles and a Kiss

After PE, my friends, Brittany and Kaylee asked if they could have some of my Skittles. Their awesome chicks, so I just gave them the whole bag. I wasn't really going to eat them anyway. Kaylee was all happy, and she did something I thought she'd never do...

She kissed me.

On the cheek.

I was all, "Whoa! Okay... Uh... Your welcome...?"

Kaylee: ^_^

Me: ^^''

It didn't really bug me at all, since I'm bi and everything. I know she just meant the kiss in a friendly way. ^^ Besides, she has a boyfriend, who is also my friend, Donovan!! XD *claps*

Theme

Sorry everyone, but I'm gonna change my theme again. ^^'' I know, I know... WHY? Because I want to. XD It might be Final Fantasy VII. Only if this certain bg works. If not, I'll just make a different theme. IT should be up by this weekend, so look ahead!! *points into the sunset*

I'm off to visit. *flies away*

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Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Monday, May 29, 2006

Time: 9:57 AM
Song: How Soon Is Now?
Artist: T.A.T.U.
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Coffeeh
Thinking: Just hearing the word, eat makes me want to hurl... DX

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I am the sun, I am the air
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgair
(I'm the sun and air) Of nothing in particular.

You shut your mouth!
How can you say, I go about things the wrong way?
I am human and I need to be loved, just like everybody else does.

I am the sun, I am the air
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgair
(I'm the sun and air) Of nothing in particular.

You shut your mouth!
How can you say, I go about things the wrong way?
I am human and I need to be loved, just like everybody else does.

There's a club if you'd like to go
You could meet somebody, who really loves you
So you go and you stand on your own,
And you leave on your own,
And you go home,
And you cry,
And you want to die.

When you say it's gonna happen now,
When exactly do you mean?
See I've already waited too long,
And all my hope is......gone

You shut your mouth!
How can you say, I go about things the wrong way?
I am human and I need to be loved, just like everybody else does.

xXxLyricsxXx

Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

Story Update

I updated on my story, Welcome to Malchik Gay High. The link to it is in my profile. Sorry I didn't mention it yesterday. ^^'' If you have no idea which story I'm talking about, here's the summary!!
[AU] MAJOR Crossovers! YAOI! When Naruto, Sasuke, Gaara, and Neji get into a new High School/College, they think it's a normal place... until they meet the wierdest characters/pairings in Yaoi History.
I never thought I'd get a lot of reviews for this story. O_o It came to me when I was listening to "Malchik Gay" by T.A.T.U. and looking at all my favorite animes/mangas. "Malchik Gay" means "Gay Boy" (I think), so the title fits!! See? Me smart. I got a edumacation. X3 lol

DNAngel Manga

*throws manga to the floor* DAMMIT!! I HATE it when they make mangas seem Yaoi, but they're not!! DX And that's exactly what DNAngel is!! *pouts* Sigh...

Mural

Tomorrow, my Art class is going to this health center to paint our mural on this GIGANTIC wall. And guess what? We have to transfer, outline it in black paint, and paint the whole thing in one day. Great. Is that even possible? We're going to be gone all day from school until 2:30 PM, and school doesn't let out until 3:10. Hmmm... That means we'll have 30 minutes of 6th period. That's good... X3 Wish me (and my whole class) luck!! ^_^''

Where'd You Go?

Where is everybody on myO?!! I only visit, like 10 peopole a day!! I used to visit about 20-25, and now it's bombed!! GAAASP!! This can only mean one thing... THE PENGUINS ARE STEALING OUR SANITY!! AAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!! *runs around screaming* DX D8 Huh? Oh... wait... I'm already insane... Tough luck guys. *runs off*
No, but seriously, where is everyone?

I'm off to read and comment! *flies away*

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Ish an icon!! XD


Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

Time: 10:34 AM
Song: Sidewalks
Artist: Story Of The Year
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: I. Fucking. Hate. PERIODS!! DX

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The bridge is all crumbled.
The water soaks into rocks
that fell at the bottom of the road (At the end of the town.)
The town that we lived in.
The memories shaken apart from the weeds that grow

Over the sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,
Sidewalks,
Like the time we thought was made for you.
Or

Out on the front porch,
watching the cars as they go by
(Eighteen blue, twenty one grey)
Looking ahead for the first time that we could drive,
Out on our own,
To speed away

From the sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,
Sidewalks,
Like the time we thought was made for you.
Or

All of the days have passed us by,
All of the sun is gone... away.

Sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,

Sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,
Sidewalks,
Like the time we thought was made for you.
(Sidewalks)
The bridges are crumpled,
The water soaks into rocks,
(Sidewalks)
That fell at the bottom of the road.

xXxLyricsxXx

Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

Story Update

For those of you who have been waiting for an update on my story Boys Don't Cry, you got it! I posted a new chapter, and it's LEMON. WOO!! I DID A LEMON FOR ONCE!! *dances* My heart was pounding every second I was writing it. XD *laughs* Anyway, go check it out! Chapter 23 is up!

Bleeding

I. Hate. PERIODS!! DX *falls over* Cramps... Ow... *growls* DAMN YOU FEMALE BODY!! DAMN YOU!!

Theme

I changed it!! You like it? It's DNAngel! I've only read a little bit of it, and it's really good!!IT's finally something I haven't done before. ^^ Then again, I can't simply do a theme without some Yaoi in it, now can I? lol It's the Dark/Krad pairing. w00t!! Although, I'm more of a Dark/Daisuke fan. *laughs* Hope you like this theme!

Slashtacular Pairings

Since I have nothing else to post about, I'll just tell you all the pairings I'm obsessed with at the moment!! X3 Aren't you excited? *laughs evilly* Anyway, here we go! (in no particular order)

human!D-Boy/human!Eff (JTHM)
Dark/Daisuke (DNAngel)
Sasuke/Naruto (Naruto)
Raimundo/Jack (Xiaolin Showdown)
Danny Phantom/Danny Fenton (Danny Phantom)
Kurogane/Fai (Tsubasa)
Davey/Jade (AFI)
Adam/Hunter (AFI)
Bert/Gerard (The Used, My Chemical Romance)

I'll think of some more later... ^^'' I take it you guys are freaked out now, huh?

Everyone: O_________________O

Er.... yeah... I'll take that as a yes...

I'm off to comment and visit!! *flies away*

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Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Saturday, May 27, 2006

Time: 11:11 AM
Song: Nowhere Kids
Artist: Smile Empty Soul
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: OH MY FRICKIN GOD I'M BACK!! \O_o/

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In the land of dirt and plaster
Lies an army of a thousand nowhere kids
Losing ground and falling faster
Into a life that no one should have to live

We are the people that you hate
We are the bastards that you created
A generation with no place
A generation of all your sons and daughters

Behind the fake family image
Behind the smile of a thousand moms and dads
Inside the cage that we've been given
I see an image of the future that we don't have

We are the people that you hate
We are the bastards that you created
We generation with no place
A generation of all your sons and daughters

We are the people that you hate
We are the bastards that you created (the fucking bastards that you created)
A generation with no place
A generation of all your sons and daughters

And what did you expect ... a perfect child
Raised by tv sets ... abandoned every mile
We never get respect ... never a fair trial
No one gives a shit ... as long as we smile

We are the people that you hate
We are the bastards that you created
We generation with no place
A generation of all your sons and daughters

We are the people that you hate
We are the bastards that you created (the fucking bastards that you created)
A generation with no place
A generation of all your sons and daughters

xXxLyricsxXx

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Does anyone even remember Smile Empty Soul?

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Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

Absence

I'M BAAACK!! WEEEEEE!! *spins in spinny chair* I missed you guys so fucking much!! *glomps everyone* I hope no one deleted me from their Friend's List. O_o If you did... You make NB shad... T___T

Work... FINISHED!

I finally finished all of the homework from Hell. XD Now I can update more like I used to!! YAY!! I took a big math test yesterday, and I think I did well. It counts for my grade, and so does the Extra Credit project I'm still wokring on. I'll finish it tomorrow. God, I hope I graduate and pass Pre-Algebra... -_- Best part is, is that we turn in our textbooks on Friday. YES!! DIE TEXTBOOKS, DIIIEEE!!!!! *stabbity stabbity DEATH* lol

School Fair

We had a School Fair on Thursday and stuff. It was boring. The only good part was that I got free Skittles, and... DUN DUN DUN DUN!! THEY HAD DDR!!!! OMFG!!! John and Aleena beat me though... XD It was fun though. I started throwing Skittles at people at the end of the day. It was funneeeeh. That was the only good part. The music sucked ass though. It was all this stupid hip-hop shit. I was all to the DJ, "You know, not EVERYBODY likes hip-hop!!" He didn't hear me though. Typical. Luce suggested that he should play AC/DC so we could start a mosh pit. That would have been cool, but he didn't. T_T I had a nice time though. ^^

Theme

Immuna change my theme again, but I don't know to what though. I'm still thinking about it. It should be up by this weekend. Why? BECAUSE IT'S A THREE-DAY WEEKEND MOTHERFUCKERS!!! XD YEEEEAH!!!! *starts moshing and crashes her lamp*

Story Update

For those of you who are still waiting for me to update on my story Boys Don't Cry, I appreciate your patience. As explained above, I was too busy to write anything. The next chapter should be up shortly. I hope. More info in my Fanfiction.net profile. Click the link above.

Once again, thank you for your patience. NB appreciates it a lot. ^_^

Time for the part you've guys all been waiting for... *drum roll* I'm off to visit your guys' sites!! God, I missed all of you guys. *glomps again* Expect to see me comment!! *flies away*

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Later everybody!! (It feels good to be back. ^_^)

NarutoBlackmail

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Sunday, May 21, 2006

Time: 11:01 AM
Song: Demolition Lovers
Artist: My Chemical Romance
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets...

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Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this

As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms

Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever

xXxLyricsxXx

That song is so beautiful...

Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

Dreams Can't Hurt You... Right?

I felt like someone had literally shot a bullet to my brain last night. I had the most terrifying dream that everyone I loved and cared about died. They were drowning in floods, jumping out of buildings, committing suicide, sick shit like that. But for some reason, whenever I cried out their names, they looked at me and said:

"This is all your fault."

I'd feel crushed and then they'd die. What confused me the most was that I was the only one who wouldn't die. All I heard was screaming... Nothing but screaming... I ran away as fast as I could, and I found dead bodies everywhere. Some people I didn't know were laughing at me. How the hell could they laugh?!! I ran again and all I found was my family and friends... all dead. Especially you guys... I don't even know why you were in my dream, because I don't know what half of you look like, but you were there... dying... I cried and couldn't do anything. I was at the corner of a street when I heard someone come up from behind me. I spun around, and a gun was pointed at me. I was shot, but I didn't die. But what hurt the most... was that the one who shot me...
...was my best friend...

Country

Jesus Christ, I'm surprised I'm still alive!! O_o While cleaning up, brushing my teeth, and making my coffee, I was listening to country music for 20 minutes straight. *screams* WHY DOES MY MOM LISTEN TO THAT CRAP?!! I walked in on her while she was fixing her hair in the bathroom and went:

Me: How can you stand country music?

Mom: The same way you stand your music.

Me: Yeah, but at least Rock has something new everytime you turn around! All country is are people talking about their car, their girlfriend, "why do I feel this way inside?", and-

Mom: *slams the door in my face*

Me: YOU CAN'T DENY THE TRUTH MOTHER!!! NEVAH!!!

Grandmother: SHUT UP!! THE NEIGHBORS DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOUR SHIT!!

Me: You tell 'er, Nana! XD

Grandmother: I was talking to you.

Me: o_o -_-

Hmmm... Yep. Something for you guys to laugh at.

Movies

I rented two movies yesterday: The First Season of Viva La Bam and Touch Of Pink.

Touch Of Pink was funny and awesome. It's about two gay guys who struggle to admit their sexuality to the other one's mother. Wait, so Mom could let me watch that, but not Beautiful Thing or BrokeBack Mountain? WHAT THE FUCK?

Viva La Bam... One word. Hilarious. XD

Guess what? While we were walking out, I saw that they had Final Fantasy: Advent Childeren. I was like, NOOOOO!!! I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN THAT!!! T____T I'll get it next time. Plus, I should look before I leave. *hits self*

I'm out. Got to go visit to see how you guys are doing. *walks out and shuts the door*

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Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

Time: 10:36 AM
Listening: Atreyu- The Crimson
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Ramen/Coffee ...What? IT'S GOOD!!
Thinking: Auuu... my head hurts...

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I feel it welling up inside and Robert Smith lied
Boys do cry and with blood tears in my eyes
I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life
I can't hide the monster anymore
One can only feel desolate for so long
Until one starts to change
Into something the mirror doesn't recognize
I metamorphasize
The darkness has been biding its time
To claim its latest victim
Fresh meat for carnal desires
To become what I became
I viewed the sun for the last time

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips

My heart is dead and so are you
And it pulses through, the desire to change
The desire to deconstruct all of my past failings
But where to begin because when you live in sin
It's hard to look at saints without them
Reflecting youre jet black auras back on you
And all I have is hope, my inner burn's not fading
I'll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day
And all I have is hope, and all I need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself
Claw my way out, pick the splinters from under my fingernails
I won't lose hope, I won't give in
Just live and breathe and try not to die again

My heart is dead... and so are you...

xXxLyricsxXx

Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

Absence

Sorry for not being on in so long. I MISSED YOU GUYS!!!!!! *glomps everyone so much you can't breath* Oops! Sorry! *lets go* Anyway, all the work has been getting in my way, so I wasn't able to update and visit. But today and tomorrow I will!! FEAR ME!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAaaaa... :) Okay, I'm not sure about next week, so we'll just have to wait and see. If I don't update or visit, you know why. Work. Work. And guess what? WORK!! *faints* There's this big Pre-Algebra extra credit project that can raise my grade next Wednesday, so I'm definately going to do that. It's worth 100 points, so wish me luck!

Headache and Yaoi

OKAY!! On to my headache problem!! Everytime I look up Yaoi/Slash and drink a sugar-carbonated drink at the same time at night, I get a headache. Remember last time? Damn my yaoi/slash obsession... >.<

If you haven't watched the show Danny Phantom, you WILL HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!

I was up ALL NIGHT yesterday looking for some Danny Phantom yaoi-licious fanfictions... What? I LOVE IT!! SUE ME BITCHES!! *evil laughter* No, not DannyxTucker... That's just icky... XP I'm talking some Danny Fenton and Danny Phantom action. Only about... 20 fanfictions on them? Mostly all oneshots. Damn... Why do I like the pairings people hardly ever write/draw about? Here's a short list:

Kurogane x Fai (Tsubasa)
Danny x Danny (Danny Phantom)
Ryouga x Ranma (Ranma 1/2)

There are a lot more, but that's the only few slash pairings I know... Yesh... *looks at everyone* What, did I tramautize you all and give you disturbing images? X3 *more evil laughter*

Mall? Pweease?

I asked my mom yesterday if we could go to the mall today.

Mom: We'll see, Samantha.
Me: *turns head down and begins to walk away* That always means no... T___T

I MUST GO TO HOT TOPIC!!! I'M GOING TO IMPLODE IF I WAIT ANY LONGER!!! O_o *screams and bangs head on computer moniter*

The Blackmailer is OUT! *salutes* Off to visit!

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Time: 4:14 PM
Listening: Panic! At The Disco- Build God Then We'll Talk
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Water
Thinking: School needs to blow the fuck up... -_-

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It's these substandard motels on the (lalalalala) corner of 4th and Fremont Street.
Appealing only because they are just that un-appealing
Any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon entering.
The rooms have a hint of asbestos and maybe just a dash of formaldehyde,
And the habit of decomposing right before your very (lalalala) eyes.

Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Tonight tenants range from: a lawyer and a virgin
Accessorizing with a rosary tucked inside her lingerie
She's getting a job at the firm come Monday.
The Mrs. will stay with the cheating attorney
moonlighting aside, she really needs his money.
Oh, wonderful caricature of intimacy.

Yeah (Yeah)

And not to mention, the constable, and his proposition, for that "virgin"
Yes, the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business"
as he said to the Mrs. Well, only hours before,
after he had left, she was fixing her face in a compact.
There was a terrible crash (There was a terrible crash)
Between her and the badge
She spilled her purse and her bag, and held a "purse" of a different kind.

Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

There are no raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses.
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Raindrops on roses and the girls in white dresses
And the sleeping with the roaches and the taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

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Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

Update

Sorry, but I might not be able to update or visit for the whole week. Don't blame me! Blame the fucking school!! Here's all the crap that's due in the next WEEK:

Book Report
Research Paper
History Poster and Information
6 History letters to write
Science Packet

I have A LOT to do, so I'll be gone for a while, but not forvever! Hopefully I'll update in the next few days. Hopefully...

AND!!

I won't have enough time to visit ALL of you because I'm going to Fontana tonight. So by the time I get back home, I'll visit the last remaining people.

Haircut

I FINALLY GOT MY HAIRCUT!! It looks so much better. X3 Kaylee (Donovan's girlfriend and my friend) ran up to me and literally SCREAMED in my ear:

"OH MY GOD YOU GOT A HAIRCUT!!!!!!!"

I was all, "Kaylee... Calm down. Ear... bleeding..." She was all screaming and squeeling. Then Donovan comes up to me and says, "Aww!! You're so emo now Sami!! The Emo Child!!" he laughed and ruffled his hand through my hair. I told you before, he's the only guy who could get away with calling me emo. XD Everyone liked it, and I do too. ^^ This one motherfucker on the bus was all, "Are you a guy?" So I backhanded him across the head. HARD. His pain was funny. X3

Theme

Like the new theme? It's the best band to ever exist AFI!! X3 WOOT!! It's in honor of their new album, DECEMBERUNDERGROUND, which will be released on 6.6.06. I am so buying it when it arrives. Oh yeah, my profile got updated on the Rules, My Background Info, Entertainment, and the Links. Enjoy. ^^

I'm off.

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Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

Time: 10:14 AM
Listening: Linkin Park- Papercut
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Coffeeeeeh
Thinking: O_O *blink, blink*

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Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here’s not right today
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia’s all I got left
I don’t know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed / but
I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It’s like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me / right beneath my skin

It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I’ve got a face in me
points out all the mistakes to me
You’ve got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia’s probably worse
I don’t know what set me off first but I know what I can’t stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can’t add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when they close their eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too / right inside your skin

It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin

It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin

the face inside is right beneath my skin
the face inside is right beneath my skin
the face inside is right beneath my skin

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me

The sun
It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I feel the light betray me

The sun
It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
I feel the light betray me
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within

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Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day to all the moms out there! What did I do for my mom you are wondering? I sent a Otaku Mother's Day E-card and gave her a crystal flower that was mine, but I didn't want it. She never knew I had it, so I gave it to her. She said she liked it and... yeah. ^^ Although afterwards, she gave the flower to my brother. -_- Gee Mom, your welcome! *glares* Than I gave my grandmother a drawing of a Mother and daughter hugging, and at the top it said, "To the coolest mom ever". It's from me and my mom... yeah. Now you know why it says MOM instead of GRANDMOTHER because it's my Mom's mom! X3 O_O Confusion. Anyway, Happy Mother's Day!

Dir En Grey

I don't know if it's "Grey" or "Gray"... Ah, who cares.

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!! I WAS WATCHING FUSE YESTERDAY AND THEY SHOWED DIR EN GREY!!!!! o_o O_O O_o o_O 8D *screams* OH MY GOD IT WAS AMAZING!!! I WAS SO FREAKING PARANOID RIGHT THERE!! So happy... so happy... X3

Stuff

I'm going to be a doing a lot of stuff today, so it seems. O_o I don't feel like talking about them, so I'll just be listing them out.

1) Get a haircut
2) Buy Black computer ink from Best Buy
3) Go to the store to get pencils, dividers, etc.

It's not much, but it's going to take up a lot of my time. *nods*

Theme

I'm gonna change my theme again. I've had the KuroFai one for a while, so now I want to change it. This is probably one of my most favorite themes I've ever done EVERRRR. X3 The next one is going to be a little darker. Just a little. ^^ It should be up by tomorrow. I probably won't update tomorrow because I'll be busy with the theme.

And... that's it! I'm off to steal-I mean-READ your lives! Goodbye my darlings! >X3

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Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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