Sunday, April 30, 2006

Time: 9:41 AM
Listening: Avenged Sevenfold- Seize The Day
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: Co-ffeeeeeee....

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

[Profile]

Yay!! I finally finished that cursed profile!! It is COMPLETE!! *faints from exhaustion* I was working on it ALL NIGHT. Thank you CHIBI-CHIBS for giving me the code to get read of the sidebar. If you want to get out of my site, the link to the Backroom is under Directory at the very beginning of my profile, as well as some other things. I hope you like it! X3

[Movies]

We rented some movies yesterday. I got Blair Witch 2: Book Of Shadows and Jackass The Movie. I'm gonna watch Jackass later on today before we take them back. I've probably seen Book Of Shadows about... 10-15 times already? Well, if you read up under my likes, you'll know that I LOVE to watch the same movie over and over again. XD lol

[Theme]

OKAY!! I've decided my next theme! It is... *drum roll* TSUBASA!! *claps, cheers, and throws confetti* w00t w00t!! It's not gonna feature all of the characters though. Just my favorite guys (and OTP) Fai and Kurogane! X3 Mwahahaha... It'll probably be up in a few days. Like, say... Wednesday or Thursday-ish? Yeah, that seems reasonable. Or something...

Lyrics

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

Picture

In honor of my Tsubasa theme...


Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Saturday, April 29, 2006

Time: 9:21 AM
Listening: Avenged Sevenfold- Beast And The Harlot
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Waffles and Coffee
Thinking: I like waffles... X3

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

Update

I would have updated yesterday and but I had to go to Fontana. Plus, I GOT MY MONITER CLEANED OUT!! It was probably dirtier than my room. There was dust, spiders, and some other bugs I couldn't identify!! *shudders* No wonder it was going so slow and threatning to burn out on me. O_o But it's clean, and now it's going a little faster than before; but MSPaint STILL ISN'T WORKING!! ARRGH!! I need to take it in to see why. -_-

CDs

W00T!! MATT KEPT HIS PROMISE!!! He did burn me and Luce the Used CDs, and burned me the Avenged Sevenfold one. Well, everything was fine, until I listened to the A7X one. HE BURNED ME THEIR OLD CD. NOT CITY OF EVIL. Oh, well. I got their old one for free now!! X3 So, yesterday when we went to Fontana, we went to Target and they had City of Evil there. I had 20 bucks with me, so I bought it. X3333 They both kick ass. I'm still listening to it right now!! lol

Theme

No, I'm not changing it so soon, I'm just thinking... That when I get rid of this one, what the hell will I change it to? O_o I have no frickin clue... I'll look around and see what I can find.

I'm off to see your sites. I wanna know what's been up with you guys. *smirks*

Yaoi Pics

Remember that Danny Phantom yaoi pic yesterday? Heh, I told you that I would have pictures of pairings you thought would never exist!! XD Oh, but it has only begun. *evil laughter*

Lyrics

This shining city built of gold, a far cry from innocence,
There's more than meets the eye round here, look to the waters of the deep.
A city of evil.
There sat a seven-headed beast, ten horns raised from his head.
Symbolic woman sits on his throne, but hatred strips her and leaves her naked.
The Beast and the Harlot.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

The city dressed in jewels and gold, fine linen, myrrh and pearls.
Her plagues will come all at once as her mourners watch her burn.
Destroyed in an hour.
Merchants and captains of the world, sailors, navigators too.
Will weep and morn this loss with her sins piled to the sky,
The Beast and the Harlot.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

The day has come for all us sinners.
If you're not a servant, you'll be struck to the ground.
Flee the burning, greedy city.
Lookin' back on her to see there's nothing around.

I don't believe in fairytales and no one wants to go to hell.
We've made the wrong decision and it's easy to see.
Now if you wanna serve above or be a king below with us,
You're welcome to the city where your future is set forever.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

Picture

You will never eat the cereal again.


Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Thursday, April 27, 2006

Time: 3:47 PM
Listening: AFI- This Celluloid Dream
Feeling:
Drinking/Eating: Orange Juice
Thinking: dotdotdot

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

Friend or Enemy?

I actually helped one of my enemies today. Oh Em Eff Gee. Well, we were walking home and we take the same path. So, one of them asked me-in Spanish- if I could take this black backpack to his friend up ahead. I had NO idea what he said (I don't understand Spanish that well) and just presumed that's what he wanted me to do. He said thanks, and walked off. So I went up to the guy he told me to take it to, he said thanks, I said your welcome, and everything was all peachy. ^_^ See? I'm nice once you get to know me. What did I learn?
We are not enemy, but friend.

Piano Keys

I LEARNED IT!! Not the Atreyu ta, unfortunately, but I did learn Linkin Park's "In The End" piano solo!! X3 So did Pam. When we showed John, he got all ecstatic and was all, "YOU GOT IT!! YOU GOT IT!!" and high-fived us. lol

CDs

Luce (pronounced 'looge') and I needed to burn two of our CDs:
Her: Avenged Sevenfold: City Of Evil (for me)
Me: The Used: In Love and Death (scratched SO bad that only 4 songs work AND Luce wants a copy)
She gave it to Matt (a bastard) and I freaked out.

Me: WHY'D YOU GIVE IT TO HIM OF ALL PEOPLE?!!
Luce: Because he said he would and no one else would do it.
Me: Yeah, but what if he steals our CDs?
Luce: Oh, crap...

We'll see tomorrow... If he doesn't have them... *takes out a gun and cocks it*

Lyrics

"This Celluloid Dream" by AFI

Calling tears from deep inside, oh, you're so exquisite
And in the mirror, all midnight eyes
Oh, if I could remain, but it's just a visit
All midnight eyes read "vacancy"
Twisted, twisting

To the lovely dancing lights, I begged, "May I cut in?"
But they never stopped playing "their song"
Of a joyous song they sing, I've heard whispers
On a freezing note, I resonate

Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Just like a memory, it twists me
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Twist... twisting me

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt

In the glitter, in the dark, sunk into velvet
Praying this will never end
In the shadow of a star, in static pallor
I realized I never began

Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Just like a memory, it twists me
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Twist... twisting me

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt

All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey
All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey
(All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving
(All grey) all will turn to grey
(All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving
(All grey) all will turn to grey... grey...

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
You land as lightly as the new snow, and melt away
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt

Picture

DANNY PHANTOM YAOI?!!! OH EM GEE (I need to cut that out...)


So long and good night...

NarutoBlackmail

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Monday, April 24, 2006

Time: 4:53 PM
Listening: Atreyu- Lip Gloss And Black
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Gatorade
Thinking: Live, Love, Burn, Die...

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

2000 HITS!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 2000+ HITS!!! THANK YOU!!!

Profile

I'm fixing my profile up, so... yeah... I don't like how it looks right now, so I've been fixing and adding/removing things from there. It'll be ready soon. I'll let you know when I update on it.

Piano Tabs

If any of you heard Atreyu's "Lip Gloss And Black", you know what I'm talking about. I found the piano solo for the ending of the song, and I was planning on practicing it in band at lunch, but Mr. Johnson (band teacher) wasn't there. Oh well. John told me he's only there on Thursdays and Fridays, so I'll pick it up from there. I want to learn it so bad!!

Grade

That HUGE history test I took on Friday (dunno if I told anyone about it) we got it back today, and I was SHOCKED. I got a C+!! ME!! A C FUCKING +!!! ~runs around screaming~ AMAZING!! Then I got another test back saying that I got an A+. ~faints~ This can only mean one thing... THE APOCOLYPSE HAS ARRIVED!! AAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!! O_o

Emo Poser

Hrrr... we all know I HATE posers... We all know that... There's this girl that goes to my bus stop, and she HATES me. Big deal. Don't care. Anywho, she:

~listens to Depeche Mode
~Has her hood covering her eyes
~styled her hair differently
~HAD "Elmo" written all over her LIGHT BLUE backpack and then crossed out the "L"

And all of a sudden thinks that she's EMO. WHAT A BITCH!! She doesn't even know what the fuck an emotional person is!! Fucking poser... I hope she gets her ass kicked by someone. Like me! X3

Lyrics

"Lip Gloss And Black" by Atreyu

If I gave you pretty enough words.
Could you paint a picture of us that works.
An emphasis on function rather than design.
aren't you tired cause I will carry you, on a broken back
And blown out knees, I have been where you are for a while..

Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream. All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die.

I am exhumed just a little less human and a lot more bitter and cold. [x3]

I am exhumed.. just a little less human....

So much more bitter and cold... [repeating]
After all these images of pain, have cut right thru you,
I will kiss every scar, and weep you are not alone...
Then I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat.

aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream. All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die

Live love burn die

Picture



So long and good night...

NarutoBlackmail

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

Time: 11:04 AM
Listening: Atreyu- Right Side Of The Bed
Feeling:
Drinking/Eating: Coffee
Thinking: What an annoyance...

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

~Did I NOT Warn You?~

Jeez, apparently SOME people can't read here, can they? I got a PM whining and complaining saying, "GRRRR!!! SASUKE-KUN IS NOT GAY!!!!" Sure he isn't. Have any proof that he might be straight? It's pretty goddamn obvious he's gay. Her name is sasukesangel

. I just sent one back to her saying to get the fuck out of my site. Stupid Sasuke fangirls... I hate them ALL.... Except for my friends... Yesh... ~nods and goes away to plot evil things~ If she PMs me back, I am going to bitch her out. BADLY.

~Hangover? Feels Like It...~

Errrg... When I woke up this morning I had this REALLY bad headache. And I think I know why... It was probably from last night's exciting events. Take a look.

~Went on deviantART
~Searched for 'slash yaoi'
~Saw very funny/weird/disturbing images
~Drank a whole mug of coffee my grandma made last night
~Didn't get to sleep until 3 AM

After all of that... I WANNA DO IT AGAIN!! X3

~Music~

Okay, since nothing else is in my mind, I'll tell you what I did in Art. Our teacher lets us listen to music (as long as it doesn't have cussing in it. DUH) and all we were listening for the past WEEK was rap/hip-hop. It was getting on my nerves. It really was. So Lizzy (in charge of computer) asked if I wanted to play a song. HELL YES I DID!! Toby (guys who sits next to me) was all, "No! She'll play Slipknot or something!" What a dumbass. He doesn't even know me. -_- Anyway, I asked her to play Avenged Sevenfold's "Beast And The Harlot" and so she did. It was the best period EVER. X3

~Lyrics~

"Right Side Of The Bed" by Atreyu

I can see her now
Dancing around, her drink in hand
All her baggage in tow
I just want to forget and let go
Of all the joy, all of the pain
I took your guilt and placed it into me
And now I kiss it goodbye
Our last dance ended fatall

Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died

There she goes again
Another masquerade in false circumstance
She'll fuck you just for the taste
I just wish I could replace all the memories
Of what makes my blood run cold
And as your blood flows through me
I say goodbye to what we had

She came and went
I gnawed through my lip
Makeup smeared in her eyes
Each sob's a reason to say goodbye.
Sometimes when you're holding on
You'll never see the light

With flowers in her hair
I gazed upon with dead lovers eyes
She never looked so good
And I never felt so right

~Picture~

Sorry if you can't read it that well... ^^''


So long and good night...

~NarutoBlackmail~

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Saturday, April 22, 2006

Time: 10:43 AM
Listening: The Used- Poetic Tragedy
Feeling:
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: . . .

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

~Wake-Up Call~

I swear, people are trying to get me to have insomnia again... I got a Txt Message from Caroline this morning, saying, "Wake up Shadow, you lazy bum!" I was all, "What... The... Fuck...?" -_- I was fully awake, cause once I wake up, I can't get back to sleep, unless it's really early. It was around 9-ish in the morning when she did that. Sigh... ~sips coffee~ So, that's when I decided to post! ^_^ Still, don't you hate it when someone wakes you up and you're having a nice dream? DX

~Dream~

Remember when I said I went to that Used Bookstore yesterday? Well, I had a dream that I was back there, and I was looking around, right? Well...

"There is nothing HERE..." I groaned. I went into the back of the store and as I was looking through some books, I was shocked to see what fell out of the book I was holding. It was a picture of YAOI!! Yes, YAOI!! As I looked up, I saw that all of the books had turned into either yaoi doujinshi or manga! "Hurry up and choose a book!" my mom called. I guess she doesn't notice, huh? "Can- can I have ALL of them? Please??" I begged. My mom didn't answer, and continued looking for a book for my brother and picked up Gravitation Remix Vol. 1. I gave her a thumbs up. "YEAH!! NICE CHOICE!!" I said. And then...

BEEP! BEEP!

I woke up to see my phone had a txt message. I got out of bed and opened it to see who it was. Caroline. I scanned over her message.
"Good morning Shadow! Wake up and tell me you had a dream of Gerard (lead singer for MCR) like I did! Oh my gosh, it wuz so wonderful!"
I groaned and fell back on my bed. "No," I said to myself. "BUT MY DREAM WAS BETTER THAN THAT!!!" T_T

~Story~

Since nothing else has been going on, I'll just give you all a sample of the book I bought yesterday. This is something I would do. X3 Enjoy.

"The Cat In A Shopping Bag"

Mrs. Briggs was driving to the shopping mall to do some last-minute Christmas shopping when she accidentally ran over a cat. She could not bear to leave the corpse on the road for the other cars to hit and squash. So she stopped, wrapped the cat up in some tissue paper she had with her, and put it in an old shopping bag in the backseat. She would bury it in the backyard when she got home.

At the mall, she parked her car and began walking into one of the stores. She had only taken a few steps when, out of the corner of her eye, she saw a woman reach into the open window of her car and take the shopping bag with the dead cat. Then the woman quickly got into a car nearby and drove away.

Mrs. Briggs ran back to her car and followed the woman. She caught up with her at a diner down the road. She followed her inside and watched the woman slide into a booth and give a waitress her order.

As the woman sat sipping her soda, she reached into Mrs. Briggs shopping bag. Then she bent down and looked inside. A look of horror crossed her face. She screamed and fainted.

The waitress called an ambulance. Two attendants carried the woman away on a stretcher. But they left the shopping bag behind. Mrs. Briggs picked up the bag and ran after them.

"This is hers," she called. "It's her Christmas present! She wouldn't want to lose it."

~Lyrics~

"Poetic Tragedy" by The Used

Note from NB: These lyrics remind me of myself.

The cup is not half empty as pessimists say
As far as he's sees, nothing's left in the cup
A whole cup full of nothing for him to indulge
Since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up

A singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere
He gave heed to nothing, and all that he was....
Is just a tragedy

So he voyages in circles
Succeeds getting nowhere
And submits to the substance
That first got him there

Then in violent, frustration, he cries out to God or just no one
Is there a point to this madness and all that he was....
Is just a tragedy

He feels alone
His heart in his hand
He's alone
He feels alone
I feel....

Then on that last day he breaks
And he stood tall
And he yelled... and he takes his life

Then in violent, frustration, he cries out to God or just no one
Is there a point to this madness and all that he was....
Is just a tragedy...

~Picture~



So long and good night...

~NarutoBlackmail~

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Friday, April 21, 2006

Time: 6:15 PM
Listening: The Used- Poetic Tragedy
Feeling:
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Blue Gatorade
Thinking: So... TIRED!! ~collapses~

Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

~Tests~

DAMN!! It's like, Test Day for me or something. I had a test in Science, which our teacher didn't even TELL US ABOUT, one in math, which I failed probably, Language, and History!! DX AAARGH!! History was better because our teacher gave us sodas and chips. X3 w00t! lol Ugh... Brain... hurts... -_-''

~Band~

IU went to the bandroom at lunch today and started playing the piano. John showed me how to play Linkin Park's "In The End" piano solo. I got it! What a miracle. I think it's because I used to have a piano in my room before my grandmother sold it. O_o

~Bookstore~

We went to this Used Bookstore, and they had NOTHING. DX I was looking for some World War II books, and they had this set of two, but ti was too expensive. So I just settled for this Horror book. It just has some short scary stories. It's pretty good.

Other than that, nothign else much is going on.

~Lyrics~

"Poetic Tragedy" by The Used

The cup is not half empty as pessimists say
As far as he's sees, nothing's left in the cup
A whole cup full of nothing for him to indulge
Since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up

A singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere
He gave heed to nothing, and all that he was....
Is just a tragedy

So he voyages in circles
Succeeds getting nowhere
And submits to the substance
That first got him there

Then in violent, frustration, he cries out to God or just no one
Is there a point to this madness and all that he was....
Is just a tragedy

He feels alone
His heart in his hand
He's alone
He feels alone
I feel....

Then on that last day he breaks
And he stood tall
And he yelled... and he takes his life

~Picture~



So long, and good night...

~The Mad Blackmailer~

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Thursday, April 20, 2006

Time: 7:38 AM
Listening: Cruel Angel Thesis
Feeling: Cheerful
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: Hehehehe... ^^''

Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

~Background~

Er, yeah... I changed it. ^^'' I think I drove too many people away from it. But this one's good too! It's still an all-yaoi theme, so have no fear! (Or do fear... whatever)

~Second Period~

Second period was so frickin funny!! Normally, I hate 2nd period, but this is just way too funny. Roger and CJ (two guys) got sent to OCI and/or to see the vice principal two days straight! XD That's not funny, but what they DID was funny. They kept back talking our teacher (We all hate her. She's a bitch.) Plus, tey were making funny noises and we all know I like funny noises. X3 ~points up to LIKES list~ For once, they're making second period fun. ^^

~Donovan~

I haven't seen Donovan around. I wonder if he still remembers me and the rest of us... (read yesterday's post)

~Registration~

Man, I've been signign a bunch of papers to go to La Sierra High School for next year, and surprisingly, all of my grades from 6-8 grade, are GOOD!! O_o OMFG!! RUN!! ~runs around~ They're all A, B, C's, so they might accept me. The bad thing is, our teachers are talking about how much work it will take us to get to the next grade. They're making us frickin nervous!! God, I know they're trying to help us, but still!! Everyone I know has weak knees just hearing about it all... -_-

Other than that, nothing much else going on.

~Lyrics~

Lyrics for this song have already been posted.

~Picture~

It's an icon!


So long, and good night...

~The Mad Blackmailer~

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Time: 5:01 PM
Listening: Bon Jovi- Livin' On A Prayer
Feeling: Accomplished
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Strawberry Frappachino from Starbucks
Thinking: It is complete!! X3

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

~Theme~

I love this theme. And not because it's just Yaoi, but because I managed to get the colors and settings right. WORSHIP ME!! I spent about, what, 5 days looking for a God-forsaken background? Every single one I put up always said "This image is not available" or something. That's why it took me a while. Oh yeah, I replaced the quotes with pictures up in my profile, so now you can look at something. All week until I feel liek changing my theme again, you will be seeing pictures of Yaoi pairings, you probably never thought would exist. ^_~ Enjoy this new theme!

HOVER OVER THE PICTURES!! THERE ARE WORDS!!

~Copping a Feel?~

Today while playing Flag Football, I was running with the football, and some guys on the other team grabbed my flag, but didn't forget to touch my ass in the process. I FELT SO VIOLATED!! DX I think it was Brian or Eric. Eric is pretty cute. while Brian is... not so cute... If it was Eric, I just laughed, but it was really Brian, so I hit him. Hard. His pain was funny. XD

~Remember Me...?~

I saw Donovan again today, and while passing by him, I waved and all he did was stare at me. As if he didn't even KNOW me... What the hell is wrong with him? Pamela did the same thing, and so did he. Has it been so long that he's forgotten about us?

~Votes~

Oh yeah! before I go, here are the votes for my site song:

Cruel Angel Thesis: ||||| ||||| |||||
Bon Jovi: |||||
Don't Care: |||

Well, looks like I'm sticking with the one I have now ^_^ Thanks for voting!! Oh, if you don't want to hear the song everytime you drop by, just turn your speakers off!! XD lol

Well, that's all I guess.

~Lyrics~

"Livin' On A Prayer" by Bon Jovi

Once upon a time
Not so long ago...

Tommy used to work on the docks
Union's been on strike
He's down on his luck...it's tough, so tough
Gina works the diner all day
Working for her man, she brings hom her pay
For love - for love

She says: We've got to hold on to what we've got
'Cause it doesn't make a difference
If we make it or not
We've got each other and that's a lot
For love - we'll give it a shot

We're half way there
Livin' on a prayer
Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear
Livin' on a prayer

Tommy got his six string in hock
Now he's holding in what he used
To make it talk - so tough, it's tough
Gina dreams of running away
When she cries in the night
Tommy whispers: Baby it's okay, someday

We've got to hold on to what we've got
'Cause it doesn't make a difference
If we make it or not
We've got each other and that's a lot
For love - we'll give it a shot

We're half way there
Livin' on a prayer
Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear

We've got to hold on ready or not
You live for the fight when it's all that you've got

We're half way there
Livin' on a prayer
Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear
Livin' on a prayer

~Picture~



Have a good day... ~takes tophat off and bows~

~The Mad Blackmailer~

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Monday, April 17, 2006

Time: 9:23 PM
Listening: Evangelion Theme: Cruel Angel's Thesis
Feeling: Complacent
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Water
Thinking: Where to find a good... yaoi... background... Hmm...

(In case you're wondering.... "complacent" means "unconcerned".)

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

~New Layout Decision~

Okay, I got a bunch of requests yesterday on the comments saying that they would like to see an All Yaoi Layout by moi. X3 And so, it's decided. I shall, in fact, do that theme. I'm still looking around for a really good background, and it's hard! Believe me! I'm still looking, but the layout should be up by this week. Hopefully, so look forward! ~points into the sunset~

~New CD~

Woot! It's like, CD day for me! XD lol Yesterday while goign around town, I asked Mom if we could go to the Wherehouse, and so she said yes. I had $30 on me, so I spent about $15 on the Evangelion Soundtrack. It's sooo good! I like it a lot, and I probably listened to Cruel Angel Thesis about 40+ times. XD It's a cool song, I like it. X3

~Music~

Okay, for my layout, I want all of YOU to decide between these two songs. Whichever gets the most requests, will be the new song for my All Yaoi Layout. So, here we go!

What should be my new layout song?

A) Keep the one you have now (Cruel Angel Thesis)
or
B) Bon Jovi- You Give Love A Bad Name

You decide! I can't choose because they're both really good songs. ^^''

~Science Project~

We have this stupid project in science due THIS FRIDAY. Why the hell is my teacher only giving us 3 days to work on it in class?!! I'm so pissed off... Hell, screw it. I'm not doing it, but it's a group project, and if I don't do my part (drawing), me and my whole group fail. Godammit... -_- Wish me luck...

~Lyrics~

"Cruel Angel Thesis" Evangelion Theme

Like a cruel angel,
young boy, become the legend

A blue wind is now
knocking at the door to your heart, and yet
you are merely gazing at me
and smiling.

Something gently touching--
you're so intent on seeking it out,
that you can't even see your fate yet,
with such innocent eyes.

But someday I think you'll find out
that what's on your back
are wings that are for
heading for the far-off future.

The cruel angel's thesis
will soon take flight through the window,
with surging, hot pathos,
if you betray your memories.
Embracing this sky and shining,
young boy, become the legend!

Sleeping for a long time
in the cradle of my love
The morning is coming when you alone will be called
by a messenger of dreams.

Moonlight reflects off
the nape of your slender neck.
Stopping time all throughout the world
I want to confine them, but...

So if two people being brought together by fate
has any meaning,
I think that it is a "bible"
for learning freedom.

The cruel angel's thesis.
The sorrow then begins.
You held tight to the form of life
when you woke up from that dream.
You shine brighter than anyone else.
Young boy, become the legend

People create history
while weaving love.
Even knowing I'll never be a goddess or anything like that,
I live on.

The cruel angel's thesis
will soon take flight through the window,
with surging, hot pathos,
if you betray your memories.
Embracing this sky and shining,
young boy, become the legend

~Picture~



Have a good day... ~takes tophat off and bows~

~The Mad Blackmailer~
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