Sunday, April 16, 2006

Time: 8:46 AM
Listening: Bon Jovi- You Give Love A Bad Name
Feeling: Happy
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: BON JOVI!! XD

Hey guys! Happy Easter! (If you celebrate it. ^^'' )

.::Happeh Easter::.

Wow, and I thought MY Eatser would be boring. XD lol I think the "Easter Bunny" aka My MOM, decided to be nice. ~laughs~ I got a shitload of candy... O_o Suuuuuugaaaaaaar... ~drools~ She got me some cool things though.

~Bon Jovi- Slippery When Wet CD
~Colored Pencils (I needed better ones)
~Two Ink Pens (To ink in my drawings)
~A GIANT Crunch Bar (Milk Chocolate)
~$5 (Whoo, I'm rich! XD lol It's cool though.)

Aaaand... some sweet things... God, I'm gonna be so frickin hyper today. XD ~laughs~

.::Alice In Wonderland::.

I had this unbreakable urge to watch Alice In Wonderland yesterday. I didn't know why yesterday, and I still don't know why today. O_o???

.::New Theme::.

Who thinks I should change my theme to something else now? I don't know what to choose though... I was thinking I'd do an all Yaoi one, but then again, there's always something else. I'll think about it.

That's all I wanted to say. This is NOT even a post. Eh. ~nibbles on candy bar and walks away~

.::Lyrics::.

"You Give Love A Bad Name" by Bon Jovi

Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
Darling you give love a bad name

An angel's smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven, then put me through hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passion's a prison, you can't break free

Ohhh! You're a loaded gun (yeah)
Ohhh! There's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done

Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
You give love.. a bad name

You paint your smile on your lips
Blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boy's dream, you act so shy
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye

Ohhh! You're a loaded gun
Ohhh! There's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done

Shot through the heart
and you're to blame
You give love a bad name (bad name)
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name (bad name)
You give love...

I KNEW IT!!


Have a good day... ~takes tophat off and bows~

~The Mad Blackmailer~

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Saturday, April 15, 2006

Listening: Simple Plan- Me Against The World
Feeling: Bouncy
Watching: The cars pass by outside my window
Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: SUGAR SUGAR HYPER HYPER!!!!!! XD

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, hopefully.

~Updating~

Yeah, I bet you're all wondering why I'm not updating a lot. Well, I won't be updating as much as I used to before. Especially in June. June is a VERY busy month for me, take a look:

~Go back to Santa Cruz for my cousin's graduation
~Go to Chicago with my Dad to see my other cousins (my Dad says I have A LOT of my cousins living there)
~I have to go to graduation of the 8th grade myself

Soooo.... Yep. ~nods~ But over Summer, I will definately update more. Why? SUMMER BREAK!! XD W00T!! ~throws confetti~

~Camera~

I went to Wal-Mart a couple of days ago, and saw this digital camera that can videotape movement, take pictures, and can be used as a webcam ALL IN ONE. I was all, "OH MY GOD I MUST HAVE IT" and I looked at the price.
It was $19.44
It was as if God had granted my wish and said, "My child, you have been blessed (for once in your bad luck, pathetic, lonely life)" Then I examined it more and found out WHY it was the price it was. It was TINY, it ran on a BATTERY, and if that wasn't enough, it would probably brean easily because I felt the texture of it (it was on display) and I was wondering that if your put it in your pocket, it will probably break. So much for being blessed. I just got my allowance, man! And I tend to save up and spend it on USEFUL and GOOD things. X3

~Guitar Tabs~

I was listening to my MCR CD last night and found some guitar tabs. I printed out "Early Sunsets Over Monroeville" and now I'm trying to practice it. Hell, I haven't even learned one chord... DX

Umm... ~looks at piece of paper~ That's it, I guess.

~Lyrics~

NOTE: If you're different and stand out a lot at your school/job and people treat you like shit for it, then these lyrics are for you. X3

"Me Against The World" by Simple Plan

We're not gonna be
Just apart of their game
We're not gonna be
Just the victims
They're taking our dreams
And they tear them apart
Til everyone's the same
I've got no place to go
I've got no where to run
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all

I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong
Me against the world
It's me against the world

We won't let them change
How we feel in our hearts
We're not gonna let them control us
We won't let them shove
All their thoughts in our heads
And we'll never be like them

I've got no place to go
I've got no where to run
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all

I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I'm gonna prove them wrong
It's me against the world
Me against the world

Now I'm sick of this waiting
So come on and take your shot
You can spit all your insults
But nothing you say is gonna change us
You can sit there and judge me
Say what you want to
We'll never let you in

I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
Me against the world

I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've got to prove them wrong
They'll never bring us down

We'll never fall in line
I'll make it on my own
Me against the world

~Picture~

Hehe... Two of my favorite shows... X3


Have a good day... ~takes tophat off and bows~

~The Mad Blackmailer~

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Thursday, April 13, 2006

Listening: Fall Out Boy- The Pros and Cons of Breathing
Feeling: Hot
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Water
Thinking: I... Hate... HUMIDITY!! DX

(Before I start this post, thanks to everyone who commented and wished me and him well. ^_^ )

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

.::Hot::.

Hot damn... Today was SO unbelievably HOT!! DX I hate days like these when they are boiling. It's over the 80's here in sunny California. It's only Spring and it feels like Summer!! It was cold in the morning, so I wore pants and my Linkin Park sweater I had since the fifth grade. (Yes, it still fits me) Am I smart or what? By third period everyone was moaning about how hot it was. I couldn't blame anyone. (A MIRACLE) Sigh... Well, it's a good thing I have no homework. I finished it all at school. Hooray for me. XD

.::Pamela, You Lucky Bitch::.

Haha! Nevermind the title. Just a joke. Anywho, PAMELA IS SO FRICKIN LUCKY!! AAARRGH!! She was walking home yesterday, and saw Donovan and Kieth TOGETHER. Kieth had his hand on Donovan's shoulder, and was SO FRICKIN CLOSE to his face. O_O ZOMG!! I wanted to see it so bad!! AAAHH!! I'm so unlucky... -_-''

.::Video Games and Food::.

Sigh... Well, today was pretty tiring for me. I'm just gonna go play video games and eat. Like the title says. X3 I never eat lunch, so I'm always starving when I get home. Well, I'm off.

.::Lyrics::.

"The Pros and Cons of Breathing" by Fall Out Boy

Bury me standing under your window with the cinder block in hand
Yeah cause no one will ever feel like this again
And if I could move I'm sure it would only be to crawl back to you
I must have dragged my guts a block... they were gone by the time we (talked)...

I want to hate you half as much as I hate myself
But you know that I could crush you with my voice

Stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me
Hide the details I don't want to know a thing

I hate the way you say my name like it's something secret
My pen is the barrel of the gun. Remind me which side you should be on

I wish that I was as invisible as you make me feel.

When Mario and Naruto cross... XD


Have a good day... ~takes tophat off and bows~

~The Mad Blackmailer~

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Listening: Yellowcard- Empty Apartment
Feeling: Okay
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Nothing
Thinking: I can't believe this...

Hey guys. How's it going? Good, I hope.

.::Absence::.

I think you are all wondering why I haven't been here for 2 days. Well... my mom kept picking me up and taking me places. Today we went to Fontana and picked up my brother, but before that, we went to Target and did some shopping. I did get to visit some people on Monday, but yesterday I had no time. I came back home at around 9 PM or so. I'm sorry for not visiting or posting, but then again, I DO have a life. XD lol I'll be sure to visit today. I'll be sure of that.

.::History Test::.

I took a test in history today, and I don't think I did very well. I always study at the last minute, so I never pass. DX We'll just see how the results came out... ~ponders~

.::Suicide::.

Remember the guy, Ken, I talked about that said he loved me? Well...
He's dead.
He commited suicide yesterday, and I felt CRUSHED. He was suffering from depression, saying that nobody cares for him. He didn't open his eyes all the way. There ARE people who care for him, and he didn't realize it. He told me he was going to be 16 in a few months, but that eventually never came... So, he was 15 when he died.

See, I'm going to die a single woman. I bet you all the manga I have. Everytime I try to get a boyfriend or I do have one, they either go away and never come back. This is why I hate love. Fuck it.

I miss him, even if I don't know him... He was the only guy that ever said he loved me, and now he's gone. The last PM I got sent from him was:

'Yeah. Yes, I meant it when I said I loved you.'

~sighs and smiles a bit~ But I do know that when someone close to you dies, that they don't want to be looking down from Heaven at a tortured soul... so... I'm just going to keep smiling... For him... I'm okay. Don't worry about me. I'll be fine. ~smiles~

.::Lyrics::.

"Empty Apartment" by Yellowcard

These lyrics are for Ken... We'll miss you... Rest In Peace... ~bows in silence~

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down
As I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes
You forget where the heart is

Answer no
To these questions
Let her go
Learn a lesson
It's not me
You're not listening now
Can't you see?
Something's missing
You forget where the heart is

Take you away
From that empty apartment
You stay
And forget where the heart is
Someday
If ever you loved me you'd say
It's okay

Waking up
From this nightmare
How's your life?
What's it like there?
Is it all
What you want it to be?
Does it hurt?
When you think about me?
And how broken my heart is?

Take you away
From that empty Apartment
You stay
And forget where the heart is
Someday
If ever you loved me
You'd say
It's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away
From that empty Apartment
You stay
And forget where the heart is
Someday
If ever you loved me you'd say
It's okay

It's okay...

Guns Go BANG BANG!


Have a good day... ~takes tophat off and bows~

~The Mad Blackmailer~

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Sunday, April 9, 2006

Time: 9:20 PM
Listening: My Chemical Romance- Early Sunsets Over Monroeville
Feeling: Calm
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Arizona Ice Tea
Thinking: [insert song lyrics here]

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope. (Yes, I am feeling much better than yesterday. Thank you for your support. ~smiles~)

.::Theme::.

I told you all that I get bored with my themes quickly! I like this one better than the Death Note one. I might keep it for a while. Like it? Oh, yeah, you may have noticed (or not) that the music is still the same. Well, I just love this song too much to let it go. ^_^

.::House Cleaning::.

I had to clean house yesterday. Okay, mostly my room. I vacuumed, organized all of my movies and CDs, and fixed up more. After organizing my movies I found out how much of each I have. Take a look. ~points below~

Movies I Have: 700+ (more in storage)
CDs I Own: 84 (more to be burned and bought)

I was needless to say, shocked at how much VHS' I own. O_o I only own about 3 DVDs. But my room looks more organized than it used to. It's not that I don't like cleaning, it's just a habit I'm used to. ~shrugs~

.::Video Games::.

Remember those Gameboy Advances and Nintendo 64s from waaayyy back in the 90's? Yeah, well I still own one of each. I got the N64 from my Dad because he didn't want it. Long story short, my cousin owed him money but couldn't pay him, so gave my Dad the N64 along with some video games which include: Tony Hawk's Pro-skater, 007, Killer Instinct, and some others, but my top favorite is Super Smash Bros. That game is addicting. XD

As for the Gameboy Advance, I own about 3 games for it. Pokemon Sapphire (Yes, I still like Pokemon games, so shut up. XD ), Dragon Warriors, and a Yu Yu Hakusho fighting game. I found them all while cleaning my room, so I decided to play them after I was done cleaning. They brought back very good memories. ~smiles sadly~

.::Final Day::.

The final day of freedom is today. Dear Lord, I'm so sad... ~cries~ I don't wanna go back to school!! No! Not yet!! Waaaah!! T_T

Damn... This is a long post... I'll shut up now.

.::Lyrics::.

"Early Sunsets Over Monroeville" by My Chemical Romance

NOTE: From an interview with Gerard (lead singer for MCR), "Monroeville" is a sweet song about "Dawn of the Dead," the movie.

Late dawns and early sunsets, just like my favorite scenes
Then holding hands and life was perfect, just like up on the screen
And the whole time while always giving
Counting your face among the living

Up and down escalators, pennies and colder fountains
Elevators and half price sales, trapped in by all these mountains
Running away and hiding with you
I never thought they'd get me here
Not knowing you changed from just one bite
I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
But would anything matter if you're already dead?
And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
And would anything matter if you're already dead?
And now should I be shocked by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
And our memories defeat us,
And I'll end this direst.

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
But does anything matter if you're already dead?
And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
But does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed?

Instead of the usual Random Picture, I have decided to let you all read a doujinshi. It is probably the best doujinshi I have read. Very very cute. No Yaoi. No Yuri. No Hentai.

Just Naruto... all alone on his birthday... but then someone comes along... ~coughYONDAIME!!coughcough~

Boku Umareta Hi

Have a good day... ~takes tophat off and bows~

~The Mad Blackmailer~

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Saturday, April 8, 2006

Listening: Panic! At The Disco- Build God, Then We'll Talk
Feeling: Scared
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: Not again...
Wishing: They would leave me alone...

Hey guys. How's it going? Good, I hope...

.::Voices...::.

Guys... I'm losing it... The voices are coming back... AGAIN... Last night, I got no sleep at all, and I'm not even tired... I was up all night shaking because there was screaming and yelling and laughing right outside my window... I looked outside repeatedly and no one was there, but the voices were still being heard. I think I'm going crazy again... But I don't WANT to go crazy again!! Remember last time when I had to scream nonstop?!! Bad things happen!! I'm freaking scared and in panic right now...!! AAUGH!!! ~falls to the floor~ Calm down... Think...

Find your own voice...

They won't let me...

Then make them...

I can't...

Why not?

I don't know...

It's you body, soul, and mind... Not theirs.

...

Calm down... Think... Breath... I'm okay now... I'm okay... That was the longest night of my life. ~laughs~ I'm laughing. Laughing is good...

.::Subliminal Messages?::.

PLEASE tell me anyone watched the news last night?!! Didn't you hear?!! EVIL TELETUBBIES!! AAAAAAAAHH!!!!!! ~runs around in triangles, squares, and circles~ This wife bought it for her kid, and when he pressed the hand, it said this:

"I've got a gun!"

AAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!! I KNEW THEY WERE EVIL!!! I FUCKING KNEW IT!!!! We're all gonna die!!!! ~packs things~ I'm outta here!!! ~runs away~

.::Drawing::.

I drew a picture of the Mad Hatter and I wnat to put it up here so BAD!! Unfortunately, as I have said time and time before, MSPaint blew on me, so I can't post anything. Damn... Note to self... Get-computer-moniter-fixed-and-cleaned. That will cost about $50 right there. Not too expensive. ~grins~

.::Background Fixed::.

A lot of people were getting confused about the bg being "fixed". No, nothing was wrong with it, I meant FIXED, as in, it doesn't SCROLL anymore. XD I laughed when I read your comments. I was thinking, "You know, maybe I should EXPLAIN it to them tomorrow." lol

.::Lyrics::.

"Build God, Then We'll Talk" by Panic! At The Disco

It's these substandard motels,
On the on the corner of 4th and Freemont Street.
Appealing, only because they're just that un-appealing.
Any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon entering.

The rooms have a hint of asbestos,
And maybe just a dash of formaldehyde.
And the habit of decomposing right before your very eyes.
(Along with the people inside.)

What a wonderful caricature of intimacy.
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy.

Tonight tenants range from:
A lawyer and a virgin.

She's arriving with a rosary,
Tucked inside her lingerie.
(She's getting a job at the firm come Monday.)
The Mrs. will stay with the cheating attorney,
Moonlighting aside, she really needs his money.
A wonderful caricature of intimacy. (Yeah)

And, and not to mention, the constable,
And his proposition, for that "virgin."

Yes, the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business."
As he said to the Mrs. Well only hours before.
Well after he had left,
She was fixing her face in a compact.
There was a terrible crash,
(There was a terrible... CRASH!)
Between her and the badge.
She spilled her purse and her bag,
And held her purse of a different kind
(Along with the people inside.)

What a wonderful caricature of intimacy.
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy.

There are no raindrops on roses,
And girls in white dresses.
It's sleeping with roaches,
And taking bad chances

At the side of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Raindrops on roses,
And girls in white dresses.
It's sleeping with roaches,
And taking best guesses

At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy.
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy.

Raindrops on roses,
And girls in white dresses.
It's sleeping with roaches,
And taking bad guesses

At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.



Have a good day... ~takes tophat off and bows~

~The Mad Blackmailer~

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Friday, April 7, 2006

Listening: Panic! At The Disco- Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off
Feeling: Grateful
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: [insert a party in here]
Wishing: For nothing! XD

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, hopefully.

.::Background Finally Fixed::.

YES!! YES!! I FINALLY FIXED MY BACKGROUND!! [dances] WORSHIP ME!! Well, the real thanks goes to lordsesshomaru for his HTML tutorial. Thanks a lot! ~glomps~ I am not worthy!! ~bows~ Very grateful. Just like my mood says. XD I've been scrolling the page up and down all day. Weeee!! ~scrolls the page some more~ Okay, I'm done. XD

.::Profile::.

Yesh, yesh, once again, I changed my profile. You don't have to read it. I just changed it because I got bored with my old intro. Oh yeah, I also changed my background on VampireFreaks. It's a pretty KuramaxHiei picture. Go and stare. lol

.::NOOOOOO::.

ARGH!! I only have 1 day left of freedom!! Technically 3, but that's not the point! Nooo... I don't want to go back to school... Not yet... T_T The only good part will be seeing my friends again. ~sighs and sips coffee~

.::Permission::.

I asked my mom if I could go to the end of the years 8th grade dance (read last post) and she asked what time it was going to be at. I said I didn't know and so she just told me that until she sees the time, she'll decide. Why the fuck is she so uptight about the goddamn time?!! Does she think something BAD s'gonna happen?!! GOD!! ~glares and screen~

Other than that, nothing interestin enough to post has been going on.

.::Lyrics::.

"Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off" by Panic! At The Disco

Is it still me that makes you sweat
Am I who you think about in bed
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me

Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we just were getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus

Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me

Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster

This is the funniest thing to ever happen in our time... Orochimaru-in-a-pink-poodle-suit. XD ~laughs so hard she collapses~


Have a good day... ~takes tophat off and bows~

~The Mad Blackmailer~

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Thursday, April 6, 2006

Listening: Panic! At The Disco- The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage
Feeling: Good
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: Woot! 24 comments! Sweeeet
Wishing: South Park became an anime. *cough*YAOI!*cough*cough*

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

.::South Park::.

Haha, it seems that last night's episode was indeed funny. XD I laughed my ass off. I wonder if they got permission to do all that stuff to Family Guy? If not, I bet you Fox and Adult Swim are gonna be pissed. O_o Did anyone see it last night? Man, hardly anybody watches SP anymore! Oh, yeah, remember the treehouse episode where Wendy and Bebe wanted to play Truth or dare with Stan and Kyle? That was farking funny. My favorite part was Note Incident. Take a look at what my poor brain memorized:

Mr. Garrison: Stan! Are you passing notes to Kyle?
Stan: No, I got it from behind m-
Mr. Garrison: Do you enjoy disrupting my class?
Stan: No, I was just-
Mr. Garrison: Get up here and read your note!
Stan: But-
Mr. Garrison: Now!
Stan: *sighs and goes up to the front of the class* *starts to read the note* Dear Kyle, I think you have a nice ass.

LMFAO XDDDD BEST MOMENT EVER!!!! ~laughs and faints~

.::PMs::.

I'm sorry, but people who are sending me PMs and the people who I sent PMs to, do not reply or PM me until this problem is solved. The PMs are screwing up so badly... -_-''

.::End of the Year 8th Grade Dance::.

Long subject, I know. XD Anyway, I know I've said I hate school dances, but every 8th grade student HAS to go to this one. It's at the end of the year (in June, I presume) and since a bunch of my friends are (fored) to go, I might go too. All I need is something to wear. I'm just gonna hang out with my buddies and eat and drink. XD Hopefully it will be fun. I think my mom's gonna have a heart-attack when I tell her because she knows how much I hate dances. Haha.

Other than that, nothign interesting has been going on in my wierdo life. ^^

.::Lyrics::.

"The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage" by Panic! At The Disco

Sit tight, I'm gonna need you to keep time
Come on just snap, snap, snap your fingers for me
Good, good now we're making some progress
Come on just tap, tap, tap your toes to the beat
And I believe this may call for a proper introduction, and well
Don't you see, I'm the narrator, and this is just the prologue?

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, and you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Applause, applause, no wait wait
Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make:
It seems the artists these days are not who you think
So we'll pick back up on that on another page

And I believe this may call for a proper introduction, and well
Don't you see, I'm the narrator and this is just the prologue

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, and you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, swear to shake it up

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, and you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes

L as a Shinigami... Cool drawing, huh?

Artwork by hella-toes on deviantART

Have a good day... *takes tophat off and bows*

~The Mad Blackmailer~

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Wednesday, April 5, 2006

Listening: Panic! At The Disco- I Write Sins Not Tragedies
Feeling: Calm
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: ........
Wishing: I had money

Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

.::New CD::.

Yesterday in Fontana, we went to Target, and I wanted to get the new Anti-Flag CD, but mom was all pissed because it had Parental Advisory. And trust me, I have a BUNCH of CDs that have PA. So, I got Panic! At The Disco instead. I love the guy in the tophat in their video. X3 Awesome CD. I like it.

.::New Theme and Endings::.

Death Note!! Oh, yeah! Like I promised POSTS and POSTS ago. This was the only bg I could find that actually worked for me. Like it? Oh yeah! Did anyone catch the little L icon up there? *points up* I thought it was funny. Chibi L!! XD I hope you enjoy this new theme.

Also, I got rid of the "See you on the other side" and "S.M." stuff. Go to the end of this post, and you will find something that's brand new. (NOTE: Instead of the Mad Hatter, I changed it a bit ^_~)

.::Wish List::.

Sigh... Note to self... Save up allowance. I have these... THINGS that I NEED. Not want, NEED. Well, here they are if you are interested.

*Black Trenchcoat
*Knee-High Army Boots
*Black TopHat
*Digital Camera

The boots alone will cost me about $500. Damn... and the trenchcoat's not gonna be any cheaper either. I think the only cheap thing on my list is the TopHat. Hmmm... I should go to Spencer's or Hot Topic. They'll probably have something...

.::South Park::.

OMFG!! New South Park episode is on tonight!! Hopefully it will be funnier. The last one wasn't as funny. To be honest, I think that Matt Stone and Trey Parker (the creators) are running out of humorous ideas. Then again, the funniest episode ever was when South Park decided to become metrosexual. XD lol

Other than that, nothing interesting going on. I'll just drop by some sites.

.::Lyrics::.

"I Write Sins Not Tragedies" by Panic! At The Disco

Oh, well imagine; as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"What a beautiful wedding!", "What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

...Raito clawing on L's shirt... hotness... X3

Artwork by TheDeathNote on deviantART

Have a nice day... *takes off tophat and bows*

~The Mad Blackmailer~

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Tuesday, April 4, 2006

Listening: Atreyu- Lip Gloss And Black
Feeling: Tired
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: So... tired... -_-
Wishing: I got more sleep

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

.::READ THIS!! YOU MUST READ THIS!!::.

I have two things you all should know, so listen up!!

I got a new email. It is not NarutoBlackmail@aol.com. THAT ADDRESS IS FOREVER GONE!! Trying to send me an email to me to that address WILL BE IGNORED!! I put my new email address on the side where my Friend's List is located.

I GOT A PHOTOBUCKET ACCOUNT!! I'm there as xXxAddictedToPillsxXx and yes, I really AM addicted to pills. X3 That's not a good thing... O_o No pictures as of yet, because MSPaint blew on me... >.<

.::Wake-Up Call::.

Hrrrr.... (that's supossed to be growling) You know what happened at 7 in the morning today? Oh, I'll tell you. Buster (my dog) started barking like CRAZY. I kept yelling at him to shut up, but he just barkd even more. So Grandma (or as I like to call her, "Nana") opened the door, and I could hear her talking with some lady. After they were done, I got up and asked, "Who was that?" (I sound annoyed/pissed)

Nana: The neighbor from #7 back there.
NB: WHY in GOD'S NAME did she come here in- (looks at clock) 7 in the morning?!!
Nana: She said she lost a black binder with a lot of important papers in it. Have you seen it?
Nana: Nana... If I saw it, I would have taken it. I have a freakish mind obsession with binders, you know that... *walks away*
Nana: Alright...

So, yeah. I'm pretty damn tired, but awake. *hugs coffee* O coffee... how I lurve you so... X3

.::Theme::.

Okay, I'm getting pretty bored with the JTHM layout. I still like JTHM, it's just I've used the same one, what, 3 times already? I was thinking about changing it to Wolf's Rain or Death Note or something I haven't done before. I'll see what I can do.

.::Fontana and Gary::.

I haven't been to Fontana in WEEKS!! AARGGHH!!! I'm losing my mind again!! O_O OH MY GOD!!! IT'S A CAT OUTSIDE MY WINDOW!!

Oh, wait... That's Gary, my cat. Poor Gary. You know what those damn psychotic neighbors did to the poor guy in the back? Those bastards BURNED Gary's right eye, so now he's lost part of his fur, a little bit of his whiskers, and is now blind in that right eye. My poor baby... The first time I saw him like that, I hugged him and wanted to cry. He's alright though. I asked my mom if we could take him to the vet (from across the street from us) and she said no. I swear, I think she hated all the pets I ever had. -_-

.::Lyrics::.

"Lip Gloss And Black" by Atreyu

If I gave you pretty enough words.
Could you paint a picture of us that works.
An emphasis on function rather than design.
aren't you tired cause I will carry you, on a broken back
And blown out knees, I have been where you are for a while..

Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream. All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die.

I am exhumed just a little less human and a lot more bitter and cold.
I am exhumed.. just a little less human....

So much more bitter and cold..

After all these images of pain, have cut right through you,
I will kiss every scar, and weep you are not alone...
Then I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat.

Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream. All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die

Live love burn die

OMG!! THE CUTENESS!! XD


See you on the other side.

S.M.

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