Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Listening: The All-American Rejects- Can't Take It
Feeling: Good
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Brisk Tea
Thinking: ...
Wishing: Life could last just a little longer

Hi everybody! How's it going? Good, I hope.

.::Friends::.

Whew... the friend problem from yesterday finally cleared up. Pam is talking to John and Matt again, thank God. That's good. I guess she just figured out that you can't be pissed off at someone forever for something stupid. Even if it for not coming to school for one day.

.::Donovan::.

Yay!! I saw Donovan again today!! Pam pointed it out at lunch and I was all waving and yelling, "I miss you Donovan!!" He just waved back and smiled. XD He's a nice guy and a great friend. I really, really miss him. =_= T_T Waaah!

.::Quiz Retake::.

I was told by my history teacher in 6th period that I had to retake this vocabulary quiz I took yesterday. I probably failed is why. O_o Yeah, I was absent all week last week because I was sick and what not, so I didn't know and didn't bother studying. Hell, I never study! But she wants me to retake it tomorrow, so it's no big deal. Only 10 questions. I'll live. ^^

.::Chapter Update::.

HUZZAH!! I might be able to update another chapter for another one of my stories since I have no homework today!! X3 Shweeeeet. Oh, and some people were wondering where to go. It's the first link in my profile under where it says "Links".

.::Question::.

Hey, I was wondering something. What's the name of the beginning theme song for FMA? You know, the last one; like in episodes 50 and 51. It's bew nice if someone could tell me. Thanks a lot if you can.

.::Lyrics::.

"Can't Take It" by The All-American Rejects

You speak to me
I know this will be temporary
You ask to leave,
but I can tell you that I've had enough

I can't take it
This welcome is gone and
I've waited long enough to make it
and if you're so strong
you might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go

Step up to me
I know that you've got something buried
I'll set you free
You set conditions, but I've had enough

I can't take it
This welcome is gone and
I've waited long enough to make it
and if you're so strong
you might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go

Come back home, won't you come back home?
You step in line, you got a lot to prove
It comes and goes
Yeah, it comes and goes
A step in time, yeah it's a lot to move
I know this will be temporary
I know this will be temporary
I know this will be, but I've had enough

I can't take it
This welcome is gone and
I've waited long enough to make it
and if you're so strong
you might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go

I can't take it
This welcome is gone and
I've waited long enough to make it
and if you're so strong
you might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go

This is so true, it's not even funny.


See you on the other side.

S.M.

Comments (14) | Permalink

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Listening: Panic! At The Disco- The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage
Feeling: Calm
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: This popsicle-like thingys O_o
Thinking: I want muffins...
Wishing: I could live through my life as long as I can everyday

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, hopefully.

.::Chapter Update::.

OH MY FRICKIN GOD I updated on my story!! *runs for the hills* I haven't written anything in over a month, and now, yesterday, I FINALLY updated. Teh shweetness. XD You know where to go. I shouldn't be able to tell you this.

.::Friends::.

Oh, no... more friend troubles for NB. Damn. -_-'' Pam is all pissed off at John and Matt because they weren't here yesterday so now she won't talk to them. Sigh, here we go again. Hopefully things will go better tomorrow.

.::Half-Day::.

Tomorrow's half a day for me because of Parent-Teacher Confrences. Hehe, I didn't tell my mom so she doesn't know. ^_~ MWAHAHAHAHAHA I'll just tell her that the teacher's had a meeting or something. Hopefully she'll go for it. O_o

.::DVD Player Working FINALLY::.

IT'S ALIVE!!!!!! *gets on knees and shouts at the sky liek a crazed, mad scientist* My DVD player finally works!!!! T_T *cries happy tears* I'm so frickin happy!!! XD Now I can watch all the DVDs I've wanted to see in MY room!! X3 I just hate it when I have to watch things like Loveless and anything else anime related in the living room because my mom would FLIP if she found out what I do. O_o!! But now it's in MY room where it BELONGS so I'm free!! XD *throws confetti*

.::Lyrics::.

"The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage" by Panic! At The Disco

Sit tight, I'm gonna need you to keep time
Come on just snap, snap, snap your fingers for me
Good, good now we're making some progress
Come on just tap, tap, tap your toes to the beat
And I believe this may call for a proper introduction, and well
Don't you see, I'm the narrator, and this is just the prologue?

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, and you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Applause, applause, no wait wait
Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make:
It seems the artists these days are not who you think
So we'll pick back up on that on another page

And I believe this may call for a proper introduction, and well
Don't you see, I'm the narrator and this is just the prologue

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, and you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, swear to shake it up

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes

Awww... Free Hugs! XD


See you on the other side.

S.M.

Comments (15) | Permalink

Monday, March 20, 2006

Listening: Linkin Park- Figure 0.9
Feeling: Bored
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Brisk Tea
Thinking: ...
Wishing: ?

Hey guys. How's it going? Good, I hope.

.::Sunday::.

Holy shit, that was the most fun I had in AGES. I played DDR at the pizza parlor about 7-10x in a row! XD IT WAS FUN!! Then, my cousin Jessica played one game with me and kept messing up a lot because she never played it before. This one guy started playing it too and got the HARD mode and was going all over the place. It was funny!! XDD Then we had cake and pizza... aaaaand... That's it. I had A LOT of fun and it was awesome. X3

.::Homework::.

Wow, I don't seem to have a lot of hw as I thought I'd have. O_o All I have is Pre-Algebra and I only need to do, like, 3 more problems since I did most of it in school. So, yeah. XD

.::Theme::.

Yes, I changed the theme to Maria McMorbid. It's the comics you've been reading that I've put up on here. They're funneh. XD This is the only bg that could work, so please do enjoy it. X3 They're created by Rimfrost on deviantART. She's one of my friends, so go check her out. ^_~

.::Notes::.

Me and Pam were passing notes in 2nd period today. It was funneh. I don't eat much, so I guess she gets nervous about me or something. Here's what we wrote:

Pam: Are you going to eat?
Me: Nope.
Pam: That's too bad cause I brought you lunch. Do you want to know what I brought?
Me: Sure.
Pam: I brought you Funions and Hello Kitty gummy bears.
Me: O_O X3 YAY ^_^ Okay, fine, I'll eat.
Pam: NOW THAT'S THE SAMMY I KNOW AND LOVE! (I'm not lesbian, I meant love as a friend)
Me: XD I know what it means. ~laughs~
Pam: Good. Can you throw the paper away now, please since you're closest to the trash can.
Me: XD

Of, course I just copied it right now and NOW I'm gonna throw it away. XD *throws note away*

.::Lyrics::.

"Figure 0.9" by Linkin Park

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin'
It's like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
Cuz from the infinite words I can say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

Hearing your name the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I see you n’ every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I was committing myself to em n’ everyday
I regret saying those things cuz now I see that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

(Get away from me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You)
I kept it in without letting you
(Know)
I let you go so get away from
(Me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You)
I kept it in without letting you
(Know)
I let you go

(And then)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)
(I've let myself become you)
(I've let myself become)
(lost inside these thoughts of you)
(giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)

Oh, the temptation... This happens to me. XD


See you on the other side.

S.M.

Comments (12) | Permalink

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Listening: Taking Back Sunday- Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team)
Feeling: Lazy
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Water
Thinking: Cake DDR Candy Cake DDR Candy Cake DDR Candy Cake DDR Candy Cake DDR Candy Cake DDR Candy
Wishing: O_o?

Hey guys! How've ya'll been? Good hopefully.

.::FMA::.

And that's all she wrote. ^_^ O_O Well, okay, not really. THAT WAS AN AWESOME ENDING FOR THE SERIES!! It left me with some tears in my eyes. XD That was great. Seriously! That's WAY better than-than- Inuyasha!! YEAH! WAY BETTER!! Then again, this is just my opinion. Did you all enjoy it as much as I did?

.::Birthday::.

My baby brother's birthday was on Wednesday, but we're having it today since my mom had to work and she didn't spend any time with him. He's 3 years old now. We're gonna be going to this pizza parlor and stuff to eat and meet up with family. I hear that they have a DDR machine at that place!! O_O OMFG!! Must... PLAY!! O_o

.::Layout Time! Jolly!!::.

Haha, yes, it's time to change my layout. It may be different later in the day, so drop by. You never know. You know how much I like to change my layout every 5 seconds. ^.~

.::Lyrics::.

"Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team)" by TBS

Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel
I know exactly what goes on

When everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, princess
(well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
let's go...

Don't bother trying to explain Angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on and
How about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
Watchin him keep the details covered
You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker)
for a sweet talker, yeah

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
(the only thing that I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back)
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know...

Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?
Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?

And all of this was all your fault
And all of this

(I stay jealous)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life!

.::Picture::.

I LIKE DONUTS!! 8D


See you on the other side.

S.M.

Comments (18) | Permalink

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Listening: AFI- This Celluloid Dream
Feeling: Guilty
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Really crappy water
Thinking: ...
Wishing: FMA would come on RIGHT NOW!

Uh... hey, guys...? ^^''

.::Sites::.

Errmm... Thought I said I'd visit some sites yesterday... *turns and looks around* Yep. Yes I did... -_- But I didn't. DON'T KILL ME!! *avoids random sharp objects being thrown at her* Look! My mom took me to Fontana and we all know how I like to go on car rides to get out of this damn town. I COULDN'T RESIST!! GOD!! SUE ME!! I feel so guilty... I WILL COME TODAY!! I SWEAR!! But right now, I can hear some people...

"I thought you said you'd come!"

"You liar!"

"I only got 4 comments because you didn't show up!"

"You like Yaoi!?"

"MUFFINS!"

-____- Oh yeah.

.::FMA::.

[insert the Star Wars theme music here] Yes, it has come. The night when EVERY Otaku fan will see... THE LAST EPISODE OF FMA. DUN DUN DUN. Who'll be watching? *raises hand* Of course. Me! ^^ I'm pretty sure everyone I know s'gonna be watching it too.

.::Lyrics::.

Lyrics for this song have already been posted.

Wanna-be... -_- *follows the Hat dude*


See you on the other side.

S.M.

Comments (10) | Permalink

Friday, March 17, 2006

Listening: Taking Back Sunday- Timberwolves At New Jersey
Feeling: Hungry
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Tea
Thinking: ...
Wishing: ...

Greetings Skywalker. XD

.::Sick No More::.

I'm not sick anymore. X3 YES!!! CXXXX TEH FREEDOM!!!!! *runs around* I fucking hate getting sick. I always feel like shit. XP

.::Sites::.

Yeah, yeah, I'm going to visit some sites today and all that jazz. ^^ I've missed you guys... *hugs everyone* I never updated because I was sick and, yeah, you know. -_-

.::Hungry::.

Yes, as my mood says, I am very, very, very, VERY hungry. DX Since I was sick all week, I never ate anything because whenever I took ONE bite of anything, I felt like throwing up. X( But now, mom bought me some Del Taco, and I'm scarfing down the fries. Not to mention that I haven't eaten anything MEAT for over 5-6 days. *bites taco*

.::FMA::.

Well, it is true. The VERY LAST episode of FMA is tomorrow. *bows in silence* Alas, tis, what a grand series indeed! Then, after this episode, IS THE MOVIE!! *screams* Hopefully Adult Swim will air it. O_o

.::St. Patrick's Day::.

Yes, me Otakuans, it is St. Patty's Day! *insert Irish accent here* All day at school, I saw people wearing green and was telling them that Green was a Horny color. XD It was funny!! XD Oh, my God, how funny it was. O_o GAH! EGADS!! THEY'RE AFTER ME LUCKY CHARMS!! *runs away*

.::Lyrics::.

These are awesome lyrics, and I suggest you read them. ... Or I'll fucking kill you. *pulls out gun and grins evilly*

"Timberwolves At New Jersey" by Taking Back Sunday

Get up, get up
Come on, come on, lets go
There’s just a few things
I think that you should know
Those words at best
were worse than teenage poetry
Fragment ideas
and too many pronouns
Stop it, come on
You’re not making sense now
You can't make them want you
They're all just laughing

Literate and stylish (literate and stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't)

You have it or you
You see how much time you're wastin?
You're coward of seperatin

Stop it, come on
you know I can’t help it
I got the mic
and you got the mosh pit
What will it take
to make you admit that you were wrong?
Was his demise so carefully constructed?
Well let's just say I got what I wanted
Cause in the end it’s always the same (you're still gone)
Lets go

Literate and stylish (literate and Stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't) don't

This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun (gun,gun)
Remind me not to ever act this way again
This is you trying hard to
make sure that you're seen
With a girl on your arm
and your heart on your sleeve
Remind me not to ever think of you again
This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun
Remind me not to ever act this way again (again)
again (again)

This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye on the scope
down the barrel of a gun
I'll never act this way again

Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don't know)
you've had your chance and folded
Don't hold your breath
because you'll only make things worse
Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don't know)
you've had your chance and folded
Don't hold your breath
because you'll only make things worse

(I know somethin that you don't know)
This is me with the worst
(I know somethin that you don't know)
Intentions, don’t
Hold your, hold your breath
(I know somethin that you don't know)
Because you'll only make things worse
Hold your breath
Because you'll only make things worse
Hold your breath
(I know somethin that you don't know)
because you'll only make things worse

Don't hold your breath because you’ll only make things worse!

I know it's big, but this was just too cool to pass up.


See you on the other side.

S.M.

Comments (8) | Permalink

Monday, March 13, 2006

Listening: The Rasmus- Still Standing
Feeling:
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Water/Hot Tea
Thinking: BleeEEeeHHHhhhh...
Wishing: I wasn't so sick

Hey, guys. *cough, cough* How are you? Better than me I hope.

.::Still Sick::.

Okay, so I'm NOT doing better than I thought. I feel horrible. Just when I thought I was feeling better yesterday, I got sick AGAIN. Mom didn't want me to go to school, but I refused. I only lasted through Period 1, and then I couldn't take it. I had to come home. I have a runny nose, A small headache that hurts like a bitch, and I'm so hot and cold at the same time... -___-'' I'm even wearing a jacket because I'm so cold. UuuuGGHhhhHHH... When I got to the bus stop, Inu-Chan was freaking out.

Me: Hey...
IC: Sami!! I thought you weren't coming today!!
Me: ... I was sitting in the car RIGHT THERE with my mom...
IC: *totally ignoring me* I thought you weren't coming!! I got so worried!!
Me: -_-''

.::Los Angeles::.

Well, I'm going to LA tomorrow for a field trip in Art. We're going to the LA Mueseum of Art. We're not coming back till 5:00 PM, so we're gonna miss the entire day of school which is awesome. ^^ I doubt I'm gonna go, seeing how sick I am... GAH!! =_=

.::Sites::.

Sorry if I don't get to any of your sites today. I don't have the energy... Forgive me... *bows and walks away*

.::Lyrics::.

I wish you here tonight with me to see the northern lights
I wish you were here tonight with me
I wish I could have you by my side tonight when the sky is burning
I wish I could have you by my side

Cause I've been down and I've been crawling
Won't back down no more

Can't you stop the lies, falling from the skies
Down on me, I'm still standing
Can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised
Conscience clear, I'm still standing here

burns like a thousand stars, though you are light years away
burns like a thousand stars or more

you're up there, you're always with me
smiling down on me

can't you stop the lies, falling from the skies
down on me, I'm still standing
can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised
conscience clear, I'm still standing here

It's something sacred, something so beautiful
something quiet to ease my mind
when the pressure's taking me over and over

cause I've been down and I've been crawling
pushed around and always falling
you're up there, you're always with me
smiling down on me

can't you stop the lies, falling from the skies
down on me, I'm still standing
can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised
conscience clear, I'm still standing here
can't you stop the lies, falling from the skies
down on me, I'm still standing here
can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised
conscience clear, I'm still standing here

No picture today... Sorry...

See you on the other side.

S.M.

Comments (8) | Permalink

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Listening: Avenged Sevenfold- Beast And The Harlot
Feeling: blah
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: My throat hurts...
Wishing: I could get the A7X CD

Happy Sunday everybody! It's Sunday! X3

.::Sick::.

Bleh... I woke so frickin HOT!! Then I got cold! Then hot! Then cold!! AAARGHH!! Then I got a headache (I HATE headaches!!) and a sore thraot. But overall, I'm okay. My mom doesn't want me on the computer, but she's not here, so XP. XD lol But I took some pills and I can still talk so I'm good. ^^ *hugs coffee* Coffeehh... X3 Sigh, I hate getting sick.

.::Fake Artist Caught?::.

Ah, it appears our fake little bitch of an artist got caught. Remember in yesterday's post? Yeeesshh... XD Someone who commented on here probably reported her. If anyone DID report her and commented here, can you tell me who you are in the comments? I'd like to know the hero in all this. Now we won't have anyone's hard worked art stolen by some kid who, I bet, can't even draw.

.::Bored::.

Well, like I said, it is Sunday, and I am bored. Bored bored bored bored BORED! I'll find something to do. Like, visit sites or look at more anime South Park Yaoi on deviantART or--- O_O Er... YOU HEARD NOTHING!! *runs away*

.::FMA::.

And the Edward fans weep. Poor Ed!! Ha, but I already know what's gonna happen. The next episode= SAD I cried when I saw episodes 50 and 51. Oh, how I cried. T_T

.::Lyrics::.

"Beast And The Harlot" by Avenged Sevenfold

This shining city built of gold, a far cry from innocence,
There's more than meets the eye round here, look to the waters of the deep.
A city of evil.
There sat a seven-headed beast, ten horns raised from his head.
Symbolic woman sits on his throne, but hatred strips her and leaves her naked.
The Beast and the Harlot.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

The city dressed in jewels and gold, fine linen, myrrh and pearls.
Her plagues will come all at once as her mourners watch her burn.
Destroyed in an hour.
Merchants and captains of the world, sailors, navigators too.
Will weep and morn this loss with her sins piled to the sky,
The Beast and the Harlot.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

The day has come for all us sinners.
If you're not a servant, you'll be struck to the ground.
Flee the burning, greedy city.
Lookin' back on her to see there's nothing around.

I don't believe in fairytales and no one wants to go to hell.
We've made the wrong decision and it's easy to see.
Now if you wanna serve above or be a king below with us,
You're welcome to the city where your future is set forever.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

o.o..this...pic....is...god....-nods-


See you on the other side.

S.M.

Comments (9) | Permalink

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Listening: Silverstein- Smashed Into Peices
Feeling: (Excited)
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: Hmmm... *in deep thought*
Wishing: I could get out of this God-forsaken town

Hey guys! How're you all doing? Hopefully good.

.::Post::.

I've always needed this, but I never knew how to get one- a post layout so people can read my posts easier and they don't have to highlight the entire thing all the time. I would love to thank KuramasGirl for her help. ^^ *glomps her* Go visit her!! Her site ROCKS.

.::Ink::.

Today my mom and I are going to Best Buy to get more colored ink for our printer. And I have to pay for it. With MY $40!! Oh, well. I guess it's only fair since I'm the one who used all of it. I can't help it! I'm like a print-addict! S'not my fault. *pouts and looks away*

.::Fake Artist::.

This is bull, right here. There is a fake 9 year-old "artist" on TheO who claims all of her "artwork" is hers. I recently found this out yetserday. The sad part is, is that most people are too blind on here to see that she's a liar. She steals artwork from photobucket and deviantART and says it's her own. And you know what? TheO hasn't done anything! Go here to look at her fake gallery and tell me if she really drrew those. There is also a SasuSaku picture that we're all familiar with. She pisses me off. >:( STEALER!!

.::FMA::.

The long awaited episode of FMA has arrived, and tonight, EVERYBODY and I mean EVERYBODY will be watching it and at the end all of the Edward fangirls will end up crying. O_o But I won't spoil it, yet I'm pretty sure everyone knows what's gonna happen. <.< >.> BLAME ENVY!! *points to Envy and runs away*

.::Lyrics::.

"Smashed Into Pieces" by Silverstein

Never Again.
I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine.
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead,
you'll realize what you did to me.

[Chorus]
And if my lungs still let me breathe,
would you be there for me.
If I can make myself believe,
I'll give you back what you took away.

No, I won't let it go.
Douse myself in gasoline.
So don't save me when you come into the fire.
I'd rather die than have to see your smile.

[Chorus]

You made me swear [x2].
I, I can't sleep.
Realize all these things that you took from me.
Smash my heart (you made me swear)
into dust. (you made me swear)
Suffocate my mind. (you made me swear)
Tear at me from inside. (you made me swear)
Smash apart what you created.
How can i ever stop you from crushing my soul?
It was, it was yours, yours to begin with.

[Chorus]

It's hard finding Link Yaoi pics... ><


See you on the other side.

S.M.

Comments (16) | Permalink

Friday, March 10, 2006

DIE YOUNG AND SAVE YOURSELF
Listening: Brand New- Sic Transit Gloria, Glory Fades
Feeling: Happy ^____^
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: Water
Thinking: I'm gonna sing the Doom Song now! DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOM (and so on...)
Wishing: The Death Note pictures could work

Hi guys! How're you all doing? Good, I hope. ^^

.::New Theme::.

Come oooon... You know you like it. XD Yes, I have finally changed it. A lot of people asked for a Death Note theme, and here are the results:

Death Note: |||
Legend of Zelda: |

Unfortunately, every Death Note background I seemed to put on here said "This Image Has Expired" or something. So I just went along with The Legend of Zelda one. Sorry Death Note fans!! Forgive me! *bows* Maybe next time. In exchange, I put some picture at the bottom of my site, yes, also Death Note. So, go look at them if you haven't already. But, please, so enjoy this new lurvely theme of mine. ^^ Come ooooon... you know you want them to just make out right there... >:) STARE!! STARE AT IT AND DROOL!! MWAHAHAHAHAHA

.::History Test::.

*clutches head in frusteration* Oh, man! We had a HUGE history test yesterday, and I didn't study for it!! Waaah! I think I failed... It was hard! Harder than "cutting a rock in half with a plastic fork" so my friend Jennifer said. -_- And she wasn't kidding!! *hits head repeatedly* Damn... I know I failed... -___-

.::Problems::.

This is just what I needed... Yesterday Roxanne started freaking out because one of my so-called "friends" Sabrina kept fucking with her head for no reason. Aw, man... I don't want to get involved in this, but I'm only one person and I DON'T want them to start anything!! Jeez... I need to transfer and get OUT OF THAT SCHOOL!! But I'll help Rox. She's my friend, and that's what I do. ^___^ Let's just hope things go better today. O_o

.::Health::.

Yeah, usually I don't think about my health, that's why all I mostly drink is coffee and tea. XD But I bet you're all wondering why I've been drinking nothing but water, eh? If not, I'm gonna tell you anyway. X3 Since my mom's a nurse and all, I asked her, "Hey mom?"

Mom: What?
Me: Can you get kidney failure from drinking these? *holds up Arizona Ice Tea*
Mom: If you don't drink a lot of water, yeah you can.
Me: O.O

Sooo... yeah. Now you know. I just don't wanna die/get kidney failure later in my life or right now. That's the reason. *drinks more water*

Ummm... Yeah, I guess that's all for now. ^^

.::Lyrics::.

"Sic Transit Gloria, Glory Fades" by Brand New

Keep the noise low.
She doesn't wanna blow it.
Shaking from head to toe
while your left hand does "the show me around."
Quickens your heartbeat.
It beats me straight into the ground.

You don't recover from a night like this.
A victim still lying in bed, completely motionless.
A hand moves in the dark to a zipper.
Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets barely whisper,
"This is so messed up."

Upon arrival the guests had all stared.
Dripping wet and clearly depressed,
he'd headed straight for the stairs.
No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch,
unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships.

(Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.)
He keeps his hands low.
He doesn't wanna blow it.
He's wet from head to toe and
his eyes give her the up and the down.
His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up.
But the body on the bed beckons forward
and he starts growing up.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed, but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

She hits the lights.
This doesn't seem quite fair.
Despite everything he learned from his friends,
he doesn't feel so prepared.
She's breathing quiet and smooth.
He's gasping for air.

"This is the first and last time," he says.
She fakes a smile and presses her hips into his.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He's holding back from telling her
exactly what it really feels like.

He is the lamb, she is the slaughter.
She's moving way too fast, and all he wanted was to hold her.
Nothing that he tells her is really having an effect.
He whispers that he loves her,
but she's probably only looking for sss...

(Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.)
So much more than he could ever give.
A life free of lies and a meaningful relationship.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He waits for it to end
and for the aching in his guts to subside.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed, but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed, but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

Hehehehehe.... *looks away innocently*


See you on the other side.

S.M.

Comments (18) | Permalink