Tuesday, August 7, 2007

MOTHERFUCKING OTAKU DELETED MY WHOLE POST. (this is rewritten) YOU WHORE.
Time: 11:05 AM
Song: POP
Artist: 'NSync
Feeling:
Drinking: MONSTER


WELL I AM BACK.
from being sick and the bet I made with my mom.
I've actually been better for like two or three weeks, I just bet her that I could go one week without the computer WHICH I DID AND NOW I WANT MAH MONEY, HOE.


Also, on Saturday, it was the BEST DAY EVAR. I hung out with Pam and we went to go see Harry Potter 5. We had one hour before it started so we went to Borders and bought some books. I BOUGHT "MY ONLY KING", A YAOI MANGA. YESSSSS OF COURSE I BOUGHT IT. IT'S ACTUALLY INCREDIBLY CUTE. EVEN MEN WILL ENJOY IT IF THEY DON'T LIKE GAY.

So then we saw harry pothead and it was okay. They left out a whole lot of the book and changed the ending, but it was still pretty good. SIRIIIIUUUUS. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE AND LEAVE REMUS BEHIIIIND. DAMMIT BELLATRIX. But she's played by Helena Bonham Carter, so it's okay. D;; I like how she skipped around saying "I killed Sirius Blaaaaa~ck" that was rad.

AND THEN WE WENT TO THE MALL. Here comes the reason why it was the greatest day evereverever.

We went to Cartoon Field (a place where they sell anime, cartoons, band stuff, ladeedada etc.) and then when Pam and I were looking at plushies, I SAW THIS GUY COSPLAYING IN PUBLIC AS A SASUKE JOUININ. I WAS FLIPPING THE FUCK OUT. HIS OUTFIT WAS PERFECT. I wanted to talk to him so bad but we had to leeeeeave like, right fucking now. 8(

So then we saw him AGAIN looking down the rails holding a bag (I guess waiting for his friends because he was walking with three other awesome looking guys) and I was all, FUCK THIS. IT'S MY LAST CHANCE. so being the gaylord I was, I did the only thing I could come up with:

Me: 'SCUSE ME.
Totally Rad Guy Whuuut...?
Me: I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE ON MY LIST OF AWESOME FROM NOW ON. 8D
Totally Rad Guy *gay sparkly smile* ALRIGHT!! YEAH!! *thumbs up*

yes we really said that to each other.
true, magical story.
tell it to your kids.

Then after we left, I just realized... I DID NOT TAKE A PICTURE WITH HIM. I HAD MY PINK RAZOR CAMERA PHONE WITH ME WITH A GRIMMJAW WALLPAPER OF HIM WITH RAINBOWS AND SPARKLES AND DID NOT TAKE A PICTURE OF HIM. I-I was so sad... ;A;

RADDEST. GUY. EVAR. I want him to be at my birthday party.

And then after seeing a few friends and buying some rainbow and colorful bracelets, I went home. THIS WAS ACTUALLY THE BEST DAY OF MY SUMMER VACATION. HAD A BLAST, YO.


As you read from above, I said I had an incredibly homo looking picture of Grimmjaw as my wallpaper for my phone. HERE IT IS. THANK BIJARR FOR DRAWING THIS.

yeah, you're jealous. I know.

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Again, I don't know when I'll be back OFFICIALLY; I'm just letting you guys know my health little by little. I'm feeling a lot better than before, except for one thing.

I'm throwing up bile, aka my stomach acid.

It's just the greatest thing EVER.

SAM
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Friday, July 20, 2007

Quick Post
Just wanted to let you guys know that I am SICK AS FUCK and don't know when I'll be back. My head is heavy, my throat feels like exploding, and it hurts to talk.

Sooo... I'll see you when I see you.

Also, please be dear if you didn't look at my new art submissions a few days ago and look now. I'll actually have something to look forward to when I come back. Thanks. 8]

lol what

IchiHichi Happy Family

SAM
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Monday, July 16, 2007

Time: 11:27 AM
Song: Candyholic
Artist: Antic Cafe
Feeling: You cannot be as gay as I am right now.
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

Anta wa watashi wo watashi wa anta wo
aishite nikunde
aishite nikunde
renjitsurenya no [SHIISOO GEEMU]
tenkiyohou wa kyou mo [BAZURE] ne
ooame, arashi ni genkai taisei
sorosoro watashi mo "iya [IYA] yainaya"

[KYARAMERU] iro no amai omoide wa [TOROTORO] ni tokete [AWA AWA WAA](se)"
kibun wa, saiaku gucchari kokoro ni tsuite hanarenai "haa"

Daikirai na anta [SAYONARA] shimashita
dakedo kokoro no oku, hai-iro no sora

Anta to atashi no kamen seikatsu
[IRA IRA MUKA MUKA]
[IRA IRA MUKA MUKA]
nobotte ochite no [BANJIIJANPU]
tenkiyohou wa kyou mo [HAZURE] ne
ooame, arashi ni genkai taisei
sorosoro watashi mo "iya [IYA] iya"

[KYARAMERU] iro no amai omoide wa [TORO TORO] ni tokete "[AWA AWA WAA]"
kibun wa, saiaku gucchari kokoro ni tsuite hanarenai "haa"

Daikirai na anta [SAYONARA] shimashita
egao to isshoni amefuridashita

Anta wa watashi wo watashi wa anta wo
aishite nikunde
aishite nikunde
renjitsurenya no [SHIISOO GEEMU]
"iya [IYA] yo mo suki no uchi"

[KYARAMERU] iro no amai omoide wa [TORO TORO] ni tokete "[AWA AWA WAA]"
kibun wa, saiaku gucchari kokoro ni tsuite hanarenai "haa"

Daikirai na anta [SAYONARA] shimashita
egao to isshoni amefuridashita

Hajime kara tanin dato omoeba yokatta
dekisugita [DORAMA] wo miteita n'dane

Anta no inai hibi wa totemo kaiteki da yo
kokoro no oku wa [AME]furi tsuzuiteru

[RARARARA...] sayonara...

xXxLyricsxXx

New... Theme? WHUT.

Monster Energy Drink + Bijarr's Art = AN OBVIOUSLY STRAIGHT BLEACH THEME.

Stuff That You Probably Don't Care About

So who saw Bleach on Saturday? I fucking MISSED the first half at nine, but I was able to see it again at twelve-thirty in the morning (I have DISH Satellite). I pretty much laughed my ass off like a fucking idiot through the whole thing. Yoruichi is just too awesome for words. :D And WHAT THE HELL? ICHIGO, I'D STARE AT HER NAKED, NOT SHIELD MY EYES. YOU MUST BE GAY TO NOT LIKE LOOKING AT A WOMAN'S BEAUTIFUL BODY, SUCH AS YORUICHI'S.

Oh, wait. lol nevermind.

Anywho, what else has been going on?

*sits cross-legged and thinks*

I took a picture of a mouse's decapitated head with my camera phone. I still have that picture too. LOL Maybe I'll put it up here so you guys can see. All it has left is it's skin and it's skull. It's pretty rad. :D

Losing Weight, LIKE OMG

I HAVEN'T BEEN STARVING MYSELF LIKE MOST PEOPLE. You know why? Because you actually GAIN weight instead of losing it when you starve yourself. Your stomach starts getting hungrier, and so it starts eating your fat cells, and you gain weight from how much fat you have in your body.

LOL My mom's a nurse, so I look through her medical notes and books. SCIENCE.

INSTEAD, I've been eating 3 to 5 times a day. Like, two meals of meat and the rest fruits and vegetables. IT WORKS PEOPLE. LIKE, WHOA. So, my goal is to lose some weight before school starts again.

Or I could just drink energy drinks and eat bread. Haha, it's easier.

Picture of the Day


Lazytown is the shit. Best show on crack since Spongebob.

†NarutoBlackmail†
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Time: 10:16 AM
Song: Can You Feel The Love Tonight?
Artist: Elton John
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

There's a calm surrender
To the rush of day
When the heat of the rolling world
Can be turned away
An enchanted moment
And it sees me through
It's enough for this restless warrior
Just to be with you

And can you feel the love tonight?
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer
That we got this far
And can you feel the love tonight
How it's laid to rest?
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best

There's a time for everyone
If they only learn
That the twisting kaleidoscope
Moves us all in turn
There's a rhyme and reason
To the wild outdoors
When the heart of this star-crossed voyager
Beats in time with yours

It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best

xXxLyricsxXx

Comment Replies

LOL I seemed to have gotten interesting comments last time, so I couldn't help but reply to a few.

First one is from SesshLover18.
WTF Grimmjow is freakin hot and now raping him?! YOU GONE TOO FAR! not just male...female as well! raping my man...did I say that? O.o

YES. I WILL RAPE YOUR FUCKING ANIME WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT. >8D IT'S A FANTASTIC FEELING AND IT PLEASES ME.

Second one is from GIDRA.
I think how U love Light I love GRIMMY!!!Grimmy's having an orgasm?..... n_n

LOL Grimmjaw having an orgasm... XD What's funny is that after you posted that comment, I went to 4Chan, and actually FOUND A PICTURE OF HIM LIKE THAT. I was all LIEK WHOA. Now it's in my Photobucket account. 8D

Third one is from lordsesshomaru.
I like Bleach, but to be fair, it's a bit repetitive too when you think about it. The Soul Society and Hueco Mundo arcs are the same: 1) female is taken away 2) heroes train for the invasion 3) heroes go into enemy territory 4) heroes fight warriors on their journey to find the captive female. Hmm, LOL. O.o

I'm not gonna lie, Bleach's main plot and fights DO seem all the same (saving a girl, bleeding to death but not ever EVER dying, etc.) BUT AT LEAST INUYASHA DOESN'T ALWAYS HAVE A DEMON THAT APPEARS OUT OF NOWHERE AND CAN NEVER DIE WHICH COULD MAKE THE SERIES GO ON FOR AT LEAST 100 MOAR EPISODES. lol

Fourth is from Enzeru no hikari.
lol You're fucking crazy.XD But that's why you're so cool.X3

Haha, I wouldn't consider myself "crazy". More like I just love to type in CAPS LOCK a lot. 8D

Fifth is from ElvesAteMyRamen.
A POTC wallet? Groovy! I hope it has Jack Sparrow on it!

Well, I'll be your #1 problem is your watching Inuyasha in English, am I right? Their English voices...argh, awful awful awful. The english actors can't even pronounce Kagome and Inuyasha's name properly let alone act. That's my opinion anyway.

Sadly, it doesn't have Jack Sparrow on it. I got it at Spencer's, and they had none with him on it, so I just got the one with the skull logo and stuff. It has a chain too, which makes it even more rad. :D

Yes, I watched the English dub. XD I've actually seen the Japanese and have to say it's VERY good. The English version can go straight to hell. LOL

Sixth comment is from Magnus Lensherr.
~Cracks up ~ This is totally the most insane i have seen you its fantastic1 Do this more often ~ Can imagine your male readers cringing at parts! ~ Its fantastic!

Haha, I'm pretty sure ALL of my male readers cringe at everything I do or upload. That's probably why they delete me off their friends list or never visit. XD

Seventh, and last one, is from BloodWolfMoria.
yeah, i felt the same way about Hichigo's voice. my sister and i were watching and she hears him, looks up and says, 'is that guy with the make-up a homosexual?' i couldnt stop laughing.

LOL! FUCKING LOL! When I read this, I was laughing so hard, I fell out of my chair and hit my head on the bed post. YOUR SISTER IS TRULY A GOD, YOUNG WOMAN. CHERISH HER. I hope you said yes when she asked you that. LOL

Not really art... But STILL.

lol what
DID YOU EVER KNOOOOOOW, THAT YOU'RE MY HEEEEROOOOOOOOO? BECAUSE YOU ARE THE WIIIIND~ BENEATH MY WIIIIIINGS~

IchiHichi Happy Family
OLD DRAWING IS OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLD. Comment on the coloring plz. D: OMG IT'S SO OLD AND STUFF LOL.

Dentist

I just got back from the dentist, and things went PRETTY DAMN WELL for once. The dentists were nice (unlike the last bitch from a month ago) and made the appointment fly by with flying colors. T'was fantastic.

So I got this metal thing from the top of my mouth... I don't know what it was. But all I know is that I have this dent in the roof of my mouth now. It'll go away soon, though. ;A; They didn't tell me when I'd get my braces taken off. IT'S BEEN THREE YEARS ALREADY. I SHOULD HAVE THEM OFF. But since I love ditching appointments, I have to keep them up until September or by next year... I BLAME MYSELF. *jumps off a building*

That one guy in the back: DO A FLIP!

Picture of the Day


A TOM AND JERRY DOUJINSHI.
YES.
THE CAT AND MOUSE DUO FROM OUR CHILDHOOD.
JUST WHEN I THOUGHT THEY COULDN'T DO ANYTHING ELSE, THEY MAKE A TOM X JERRY YAOI DOUJINSHI.
I FUCKING LOVE ANIME!
Not to mention, the artwork is fantastic as well.

†NarutoBlackmail†

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Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Time: 10:47 AM
Song: Worked Up So Sexual
Artist: The Faint
Feeling: Aroused
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

I see you work at night, and are you sexually amused?
What's it like to have a room of guys encircle you?
How she moves and how she walks.
They all patiently await,
While the heat from in their pockets could burn marks into their legs.
Without your needs and your support she'd have a job the same as ours - nothing daring.
Would she miss a job that sex- that sexual?

In every city there are dozens of these clubs where men can go.
Some people need a little challenge to their fantasies and hope.
There's a little tiny number on a fold of matches,
The ink drips from a little dancer's pen.
Everybody wants that fold of matches to reinflate their confidence.
Hey, it is a job, it pays a lot.
Is it disservicing someone?
And is it good to get these men worked up so sex- so sexual?

Older dancers gag at what new talent seems to mean.
Smaller tits and younger limbs can cause a fit of rivalry.
But it is a job, it pays a lot.
Is it disservicing someone?
And is it good to get these men worked up so sex- so sexual?

xXxLyricsxXx

RAD TIME

So I had a pretty fucking awesome time with my dad and sister when they came over. We went to the mall and walked around. Bought my sister her own phone, I bought me the final volume of Death Note and a new wallet. 8D A PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN AT WORLD'S END WALLET. OH YEAH, I KICK ASS.

BUT THAT'S NOT ALL!

I FINALLY HAVE THE ENTIRE DEATH NOTE SERIES.
VOLUMES 1-12.
ALL OF THEM.
IT IS THE BEST AND MOST ORIGINAL MANGA EVAR.
I LOVE IT.
HAHA, SUCKS TO BE YOU LIGHT, YOU STUPID WHORE.
THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR KILLING L.

And if you don't really like Death Note, HEY. It's way better than INUYASHA. That show got so repetitive and annoying, what with Kagome always screaming, "INUYASHA!" or Inuyasha going, "KAGOMEEEE!" That's why I stopped watching it. It went from pretty cool to a piece of shit in less than 3 seasons.

BUT ANYWAY. BACK TO THE SUBJECT.

I had a lot of fun with them and the final volume of Death Note was LIEK THE BEST EVAR. WE ALSO FIND OUT THAT MATSUDA WAS (maybe) IN LOVE WITH LIGHT. HAHA, OH WOW, HOW AWESOME (this is what I want to believe, so don't go, "WAAAH WAHH WAH NB. He just admired Light a lot, not in love with him you silly! ^__^" DON'T. I WANT MY FANTASIES TO LIVE DAMMIT, SO SHUT THE HELL UP. MATSUDA HAD A BONER FOR LIGHT, AND THAT'S THAT.).

I love Death Note with all my heart~ BUT BLEACH COMES FIRST. 8V

NEW FANART. IT IS AWESOME.

PURELY MSPAINT GUYS. SO DON'T SAY I HAVE A TABLET, BECAUSE I DON'T. DX STOP REMINDING ME OF THINGS I DON'T HAAAAAVE. ;A;

WUSS

THIS IS WUSS (WORKED UP SO SEXUAL).
IT IS MADE OF ICHIGO SEX AND CRACK RAINBOWS.
CHECK IT OUT AND VOMIT HAPPY THINGS AT ITS BEAUTY.

:D

HICHIGO'S VOICE

So I saw Bleach on Saturday, and was all stoked because Ichigo's hollow FINALLY made an appearance. His voice was PRETTY COOL, OKAY? NOT GOOD, NOT GREAT, BUT IT WAS DONE PRETTY WELL. I do wish they could have made him sound more psycho and insane like the Japanese version though. HIS GIGGLE TOO. OH, GOD. HIS INSANE SOUNDING GIGGLE COULD EVEN GIVE GRIMMJAW AN ORGASM.

Nontheless, I was all, "YOU'RE SO AWESOME HICHIGO. SO AWESOME THAT YOU LOOK LIKE YOU'LL NEVER BE BEAT BY ICHIGO.

OH WAIT. LOL!"

So yeah, his voice was in the RED AREA OF MY GAYDAR. Seriously. I think of him as a raver and all fucking colorful whenever I hear his voice now.

i liek his voice. :3

Picture of the Day


I love ruining raping your favorite characters with yaoi, male Otakus. 8D

†NarutoBlackmail†

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Saturday, June 30, 2007

Time: 9:52 AM
Song: Worked Up So Sexual
Artist: The Faint
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

I see you work at night, and are you sexually amused?
What's it like to have a room of guys encircle you?
How she moves and how she walks.
They all patiently await,
While the heat from in their pockets could burn marks into their legs.
Without your needs and your support she'd have a job the same as ours - nothing daring.
Would she miss a job that sex- that sexual?

In every city there are dozens of these clubs where men can go.
Some people need a little challenge to their fantasies and hope.
There's a little tiny number on a fold of matches,
The ink drips from a little dancer's pen.
Everybody wants that fold of matches to reinflate their confidence.
Hey, it is a job, it pays a lot.
Is it disservicing someone?
And is it good to get these men worked up so sex- so sexual?

Older dancers gag at what new talent seems to mean.
Smaller tits and younger limbs can cause a fit of rivalry.
But it is a job, it pays a lot.
Is it disservicing someone?
And is it good to get these men worked up so sex- so sexual?

xXxLyricsxXx

SUP DAWG *shot*

HAHAHAHA, Okay it was my fault for not updating for like, two weeks and stuff. I was waking up late at twelve or one in the morning AND I got too lazy and didn't feel like updating. Also, I've been staying up late doing Mary Jane.

That last one was a lie.

But anyway.

Stuff's been good. My grandma's been getting better from her cancer diagnosis and should come home from the hospital in another week. 8D WOOT WOOT!

ANTS. FUCKING. EVERYWHERE.

You know what I hate about summer? BUGS. THEY ENTER YOUR HOME AND EAT YOUR SWEET STUFF AND INFEST EVERYTHING. For us, we get ANTS. They're in the bathroom, the kitchen, and now they're coming in MY room. We've been killing them nonstop, YET THEY STILL COME THE HELL BACK.

*shudders* Just watching them crawl makes me feel like they're crawling all over ME. >_< I FUCKIN' HATE ANTS.

MOAR RAID AND 409 IN AISLE 69 PLZ. D:

FANTASTIC SPAZTIC :D

HOLY. GOD.

MY OLDER SISTER WHO I HAVEN'T SEEN IN 3 IN A HALF YEARS IS FINALLY COMING TO SEE ME TODAY WITH MY DAD. *spazzing out*

Okay. Calm down. *twicthes and takes a breather* All right I'm cool.

BUT HOLY CRAP
I'MSOHAPPYANDSTUFF
WEFINALLYGETTOSEEEACHOTHER
ANDANDAND
AAAAHGHGFHSHGJAGGHFSG

Picture of the Day


I'll give a cookie to anyone who is weeaboo enough to translate this.

†NarutoBlackmail†

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Monday, June 18, 2007

Time: 8:21 AM
Song: Shut Up and Sleep With Me (Mello's Theme LOL)
Artist: Sin and Sebastian
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

Shut up
and sleep with me
Come on why don't you sleep with me
Shut up
and sleep with me
Come on uh huh and sleep with me

I love your body
Not so much I like your mind
Infact you're boring
Pretend not being of my kind
You keep on talking of some girl that I don't know
When will you shut up and when will we go

You're young, you're free,
Why don't you sleep with me?

Shut up
and sleep with me
Come on why don't you sleep with me
Shut up
and sleep with me
Come on uh huh and sleep with me

Shut up

Don't you listen to those old conventions
No try to suppress your real intentions
You're open minded, at least that's what you keep on sayin'
Don't be afraid of doing what you're best at

Shut up

You're young, you're free,
Why don't you sleep with me?

Shut up
and sleep with me
Come on why don't you sleep with me
Shut up
and sleep with me
Come on uh huh and sleep with me

xXxLyricsxXx

Update on Grandmother

Well, as you've read from my last post my grandma officially has cancer.

Today she went back to the hospital to get the tumor out before it spreads through her body. That's what my mom said. I hope she does okay.

Art

I'm taking a break from deviantART and Otaku on uploading art. Which means, no moar art from me for a LONG while.

Look, I get the feeling that I haven't improved AT ALL ever since I uploaded that first Vincent picture on Otaku and DA. Okay, I improved a little bit, but the only thing that changed was my coloring. So I'll be on my own Quest for Improvement for a while. I already looked at all my drawings and noticed a shit-load of flaws and looked at some professional artists' works and compared them to mine. I can tell you, IT WASN'T PRETTY. COMPARED TO THEIR'S, MY ARTWORK SHOULD BE BURNED AND NEVER SEEN AGAIN.

If you have ANY advice to help me improve, TELL ME. And don't say, "Oh, there's nothing wrong with your art, NB! It's so cool and it's ABSOLUTELY. FUCKING. PERFECT." because I KNOW there's a lot of stuff I need to improve on. SO TELL ME, PLEASE. D:

New Theme

So, I watched episode 35 of Death Note yesterday, AND I CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED. I will not tell you all what it was about if you haven't seen it yet, so no spoilers. :]

When I saw what happened to Matt and Mello, I was all "OMGTRIBUTEWITHASIDEOFYAOIPLZ." So here it is!!

The background is from a Matt x Mello doujinshi called Pink Sniper and, HOLY CHRIST. IT IS THE GREATEST AND SEXIEST THING I'VE READ IN A LONG TIME. IT'S MADE OF GOD AND AWESOME. AND NOW YOU WANT TO READ IT. I KNOW YOU DO. YOU GOT THAT, "Dammit SAM, you're making this tempting for me!! Stop it!! Aw, fuck, I wanna read it." LOOK. WELL YOU KNOW WHAT? I'LL TELL YOU WHERE TO READ IT.

On my deviantART account.

That's right.

It's YAOI. On DA.

"But SAM, there's always Yaoi on deviantART!"

WRONG. THAT IS NOT YAOI- That is what we call SHOUNEN AI. YAOI IS PORN. PERIOD.

Here's the link if you want to read it (WARNING, IT'S HARD YAOI AND RATED 18+ BUT WHO CARES? YOU'RE GOING TO CLICK IT ANYWAYS.)

Pink Sniper

It's the very first thing I fav'd. BUT HURRY AND GO GET IT BEFORE SOMEONE REPORTS IT AND THEY GET THE BANHAMMER. D8 It's hardly censored, and porn isn't allowed on DA, so GO. GO AND ENJOY YOUR FAPPING. The ending is hilarious.

And PLEASE, if you have a deviantART account, and don't like Yaoi, PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON'T REPORT THAT PERSON. I've been looking EVERYWHERE for Pink Sniper (it's impossible to find), and I finally found it, so PLEASE. DON'T BE A ASSHOLE AND REPORT THEM. I'LL FUCKING HATE YOU FOREVER IF YOU DO.

Anyway, hope you like the new theme. X]

BTW, CAPS LOCK PWNS.

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I fucking love 4Chan and their stupid antics. 8]

†NarutoBlackmail†

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Saturday, June 16, 2007

Time: 11:32 AM
Song: Cancer
Artist: My Chemical Romance
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

xXxLyricsxXx

Cancer

It's official.

My grandma has cancer.

And it's slowly killing her, and she's denying it. She doesn't want to admit she has it.

....

She still does the housework.

She still acts as if nothing is wrong.

She doesn't eat as much and lost at least 50 pounds or something.

And I go along with it.

I don't remind her about it.

I just tell her she's "sick".

Just stop pretending.

It's time you stopped taking care of me, and time for ME to start taking care of YOU.

WHUT?

LOL Oh man, sorry I didn't update the rest of the week. I was staying up until 1-2 in the morning and woke up at around noon or one in the afternoon (I don't update after noon).

Meh, I'll start getting to bed later- I mean earlier. Earlier is what I meant.

DEAR CHRIST I HAVE NOTHING CLEAN TO WEAR. I'm LITERALLY WEARING CLOTHES FROM ELEMENTARY. THEY DON'T FIT AND I CAN'T BREAVE. D8< I need to do laundry later. 8V

I NEED A YOB

THAT'S RIGHT.

I NEED TO GET A JOB.

EVEN THOUGH I'M ONLY 14 AND DON'T HAVE A WORK PERMIT.

I was thinking about going around my prostitute, drug-addicted town to clean houses, but I don't have a ride so no one can drive me there. :[

Ugh, I'll just ask my neighbors. Even though they scare the shit out of me and I hate them. Except for Aaron and Melissa. They're awesome.

But Aaron is always out at work and has different people at his house (BISEXUAL SWINGER), but IT'S A RISK I'M WILLING TO TAKE. (AIDS, HIV, etc.) Melissa's house is always clean, so she's out of the question too.

HMMM.

MAYBE I CAN DRIVE OUT OF STATE TO CLEAN HOUSES?

No. 8[

Picture of the Day


Ichigo + Kon
IT'S RAPING TIEM

†NarutoBlackmail†

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

I HOPE YOU CHOKE AND YOU DIE
Time: 10:44 AM
Song: Pretty Handsome Awkward
Artist: The Used
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

xXxLyricsxXx

Kickin' it out

Your dream vacation, smile hostage refuge
A work in progress, you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile
I beg to differ, make me an offer
Warm summer rain, you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile

Hey, are you okay? (okay)
You look pretty low
Very handsome awkward
Do you feel okay? (okay)
You look pretty low
Very handsome awkward

Your market value, your resurrection (your resurrection)
Your shallow concept, help yourself
I hope you choke and you die
I know you meant it, nice fucking disguise (so hollow)
Embrace the burn you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile

Hey, are you okay? (okay)
You look pretty low
Very handsome awkward
Do you feel okay? (okay)
You look pretty low
Very handsome awkward

You look pretty low
You look pretty low

Your dream vacation, smile hostage refuge
A work in progress, you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile
I beg to differ, make me an offer
Warm summer rain, you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile

(handsome awkward)

Hey, are you okay? (okay)
You look pretty low
Very handsome awkward
Do you feel okay? (okay)
You look pretty low
Very handsome awkward

Do you feel okay? (okay)
You look pretty low
Pretty low, pretty low
Pretty handsome awkward

Do you feel okay?
You look pretty low
Pretty low, pretty low
(handsome awkward)
Pretty handsome awkward

Handsome awkward
Kickin' it out

Pretty low!

xXxLyricsxXx

NO MOAR NARUTO

Dude.

Has anyone been to the fanart section for Naruto.

And noticed that there is hardly NO NARUTO AT ALL.

It's all this OC MARY SUE BULLSHIT.

AND NOW THE OCs MARY SUES ARE LEAKING THEIR WAY INTO THE BLEACH SECTION. WHAT THE FUCKING CHRIST.

Seriously, it's all I ever see when I turn around. They're either in love with Sasuke, Neji, Kiba, Kakashi, Zabuza, or Ichigo.

It's so disgusting, I swear. It makes me throw up.

New Fanart

In case you missed it, I uploaded two original characters. Check 'em out if you've got the time.

OC: Mathan

OC: Dr. Homicide

You Bumpy Bitch

So I went to the dentist last Thursday to get my braces tightened for the LAST TIME (I get them off next month HOPEFULLY) and just my luck, my own dentist calls out and goes home. No problem, right? Because I get another dentist. Well, I got a bitch for my check up. THE JOY.

So she's checking my teeth, doing her job, and takes the wires out. Since I always brush my teeth before I go to the dentist, I think I'll be out and gone just like that. But no. She sits me up, hands me a toothbrush, and says "Go brush your filthy teeth."

I'm all, "EXCUSE ME? WHAT?" And she goes, "Your teeth are yucky, now I want you to go into the bathroom and brush them GOOD."

LOL WHUT

So I go in, brush my teeth, and then my GUMS STARTED TO BLEED. THAT'S RIGHT. I WAS BLEEDING, BECAUSE THE BITCH WANTED PERFECTION. So I go back in, and throw the shit she gave me away. She was treating another person who was behind me, and asked "Are you all done, sweetie?"

Me: Yeah, but I had to brush them until my gums bled.
Bitch: Oh, well I told you you didn't have to do that.
Me: D8 OH. FUCK NO.

Then she asked another guy (who was really nice) to finish me off, and so he did and said SORRY TO ME becuase he tightened them too tight, and I was in FUCKING PAIN. But he apologized, and I'mm all, "It's cool."

I hope that skank gets her ass fired.

Discussion Time

Guh... too lazy. :P

Picture of the Day



*Turns into a crow and flies away*

†NarutoBlackmail†

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