Wednesday, August 31, 2005

   I'd Rather Waste My Time With You...
Listening to: I Caught Fire- The Used
Current Mood: Upset, Depressed, Hurt, and anything else that goes with the above

MAN DID TODAY SUCK MORE THAN ANY DAY OF MY LIFE!!!! First day of school ALWAYS sucks for me. First of all, the bus was late. Then, when I got to school, my teachers were pretty cool. They are really cool actually. Must be because they're all girls. XD Oh yea, the greatest friend I EVER had in my life, has now moved away from me. His name was Nathan, and he was the best guy I ever met. We had so much in common too. He has moved away, and I don't know where. He promised me that- before we went on vacation- he promised me that he'd always be there for me. To tell you the truth, I really loved him. More than a friend of course. I miss him so damn much... At least I got to hug him on the last day of school. That was really all I wanted. I was going to tell him how I felt, but I didn't. I thought he was coming back, but NOPE. He's gone and I'll probably never see him again. T_T He promised me that he'll always be with me! I will never be mad at him. No. God... I don't even blame him. I'm pretty sure he liked me too. We were really close. And to top it all off, the bus ride home was HELL. (eats 20 boxes of chocolates) At least I have some pictures I took of him. So, it's okay. I loved him and now he's gone... Here are the lyrics to the song I'm listening to.

Never caught my breath...
My head on your chest waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun and wonder where we've been

Maybe you and me so
Kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating, such a softer sin...

I'm melting
I'm melting

In your eyes
I lost my place
could stay a while
I'm melting in your eyes
like my first time that I Caught Fire
stay with me, lay with me, now

never caught my breath
every second i'm without you I'm a mess
ever know each other trust
these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing...

learning how to love
I'm melting
In your eyes
I lost my place
could stay a while
I'm melting in your eyes
like my first time that
I Caught Fire...
just stay with me,
lay with me now

you can stay and watch me fall
and of course i'll ask for help
we could take our heads off
stay in bed
just make love...
that's all...

Let's sleep till the sun burns out...
I'm melting in your eyes...

(sniff) I so need a hug right now...

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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

   As you can tell, I don't think much XD
Listening to: Sooner Or Later- Breaking Benjamin
Current Mood: A little confused...

Okay, I forgot to mention this in my post yesterday. The night before (Tuesday), I had the wierdest dream EVER. In my dream I'm in the kitchen (no reason), and I walk into the living room and see Sasuke and Naruto. My eyes are all o_o I think that they're going to do it, RIGHT IN MY HOUSE! ON MY COUCH! Of course, my wish did and did not come true. Sasuke started taking his clothes off, and I start saying, "Ummm, Sasuke... you might wanna keep your clothes on..." Sasuke turns to me and gives me his infamous Uchiha, "Shut up or I'll kill you" deathglares. I freak and run into the kitchen. I smirk and run back in and see that the bed (my couch is one of those pull out bed ones) is pulled out, and Sasuke and Naruto are---

Sleeping.

I'm all "WWWWWWWWTTTTTTTTFFFFFFF?!?!?!"
I start screaming, "I thought you guys were gonna DO IT?! WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM! I WOULD'VE WENT DOWN IN FUCKING SASUNARU HISTORY! HOW DARE YOU! CAN GUYS YOU EVEN HEAR ME?!" Then, out of nowhere, I'm on a train to an AC/DC concert. Wierd dream huh? I knooow.... Shit happens... Mostly to me, so don't worry. LOL Also, I go back to school tomorrow. I feel so loved... (sarcastic right there) XP I still thought that was the funniest dream I ever had actually. (laughs) I am so retarded sometimes. XD SOMETIMES? Oh God... that's only the beginning. HAHA! I must be off now. Bye bye!


OMG, the Itachi cosplayer is so cool... Lookie the little Sasuke! She is so adorable! She wears pink sandles! EVERYONE GO AAAAWWWWW!!!! SHE IS THE CUTEST COSPLAYER EVER!!!! ^_^
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Monday, August 29, 2005

   Feeling Better ^_^
Listening to: Stare At The Sun- Thrice
Current Mood: Kinda happy and calm at the same time. XP

I feel better. I went a little crazy on the post yesterday. Sorry 'bout that. (sweatdrop) Ummm, yea... I did in fact change my bg. Now it's Sasuke In Wonderland. LOL I laughed my ass off the first time I saw that. It is still cute! I have problems changing my bgs every now and then. I have a reason for taking down the MCR one. It took my site too long to load. That's why I changed it. Gotta go... do... some things... Ah hell, I have nothing to do. XD XP Bye!
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Sunday, August 28, 2005

   Trying to keep calm.........
Listening to: The Used- I'm A Fake
Current Mood: Pissed

Well, I finally got a scanner. Now I can post my fanart! Or so I thought... IT WON'T LET ME SCAN!!!! LIKE, it DOES scan, but TheO says it has to be 700 and 1000 pixels under or some shit like that. I'm not pissed off... I AM FILLED WITH RAGE. (twitch, twitch) Breath in... Breath out... I'm okay... I'm not mad with TheO, I'm mad that I can't post anything up. IT SUX SO FUCKING MUCH!!!! Oh well.... At least The Used and MCR can make things better. (listens to music) Aaaaahhhhh..... By the way, I go back to school this Wednesday. GREAT... oh joy... At least I'll have something to do than sit at home all day doing nothing. XD lol Gotta go now. L8er!
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Saturday, August 27, 2005

   YAY!!!!
I got a background!
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Friday, August 26, 2005

   XP
Heh heh heh... Stupid post yesterday, huh? Yea yea, I was being stupid... It was still funny though. lol I decided to do something that had NOTHING to do with my daily life. I got three fanfictions up on fanfiction.net I believe... (counts fingers) Yep! THREE! (holds up 5 fingers) I'll have four in probably a few days. It depends, seeing how damn lazy I can be. XD Speaking of lazy, I need to start going to bed early cuz of school. DAMMIT!!!! The bus picks me up at 8:10. GODS!!! THEY CHANGE THEIR MIND ON WHAT TIME THEY'RE PICKING US UP EVERY FREAKIN' YEAR!!!! THEY MUST LOVE MAKING US SUFFER!!!!!!!! It's hard staying up all night all summer then waking up 7 in the morning. It's hard! But I can do that. If I did it last year, I can do it this year. I think. XD BYE!

Sincerely
The Blackmailer
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

   Insert Insane Laughter Here
HAHA! A NEW 007 movie is coming! Not like I care, but there is! HAHA! Scroll down, to see the cover!


JUST KIDDING! THERE IS NO NEW MOVIE!! GOT YA! HAHAHAHAHA! LOL
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

   Sorry Everyone
Um, I kind of screwed up the date on the last post. It says the 24th because I posted that last night at midnight... So um, actually, TODAY I did registration. I did it, and now I'm drinking Starbucks and writing this. ^^ I saw about four of my friends there. That kind of sucked... -_- Oh well... At least I saw them there. I got Advanced Art, Pre-Algebra, plain Science, Honor Language and History. (THE TOP) Of course I got PE. Doesn't everyone? So yea, sorry for the misunderstanding of the dates. I start school this Tuesday. The 30th. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All of my teachers are women this year. HAHA! All six of them. I found out about that when I read over my schedule. I started laughing and thinking, "What a coincidence!" lol Yea, that sounds stupid... You don't have to laugh cuz I know I'm not the funniest person in the world. XP XD But it's wierd that all my teachers are girls. That's a little scary. But it's okay. The PE teachers that are guys are perves anyway. XD Bye bye!


LOL
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   Registration Day (Yaaaayyyy....... SHIT)
GODAMMIT!!!! Tomorrow I have registration for 8th grade. Great... I'm gonna have to wait 3 hrs. with my mom, bored as hell, doing nothing, and worst of all- I'm going to see my SCHOOL again... (screams so loud that cats meow) God help me.... (hint hint) I'm happy when I get comments... I feel unloved when I don't... :( IT'S CUZ I LOVE YAOI ISN'T IT?!?! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
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Sunday, August 21, 2005

   Hmmm...
Well, I added a new look (sorta, mostly pictures and music) to my site. Note the cute little Shaman King characters and Green Day. XD But just because I have THOSE changes, does not mean I am done! Oh no, but there will be MORE changes to come! Mwahahaha! I was thinking about changing my bg color, but I like it the way it is. Black and Red... my favorite colors. It reminds me of the Sharingan, and when I think of the Sharingan, I think of Itachi! ^^ <3 I LOVE The Shins so much. They rule all. No wait, weasels do. HAHAHAHA!!! OBEY ITACHI!!!! Well, that's what his name means... I bet you're thinking: "She's obsessed with Itachi..." NO! I am not obsessed with Itachi. I'm in love with him! XD Or I'm completely out of my damn mind. Yea... either one would do nicely. ^^ L8er! HAHAR!
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