Saturday, September 2, 2006

Time: 9:13 AM
Song: Sidewinder
Artist: Avenged Sevenfold
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

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I slide through the wasteland that's my world
My hunger takes your life, preyed on to keep me alive, yeah
Mercy's all that you need, mercy's empty in me

Can't you feel the poison rising out of the morning and clear through the night
You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite

That's right I shed my skin tonight but my fangs are hard to hide
And you know that you're going to die, yeah
Mercy's all that you need, mercy's empty to me

Can't you feel the poison rising out of the morning and clear through the night
You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite
I can't regret, can't escape decisions made for me, no control
Fire that burns and never dies, wrapped around I'll bury my fangs inside

Making my way through the night you're still in my sight
You're running away cause you know you can't hide
My instincts are cold blooded hate; to you I'm the bearer of fate
Wrong place and now the wrong time, now terror is all that you'll find

Can't you feel the poison rising straight to the heart of the venomous bite
Can't you feel the poison rising out of the morning and clear through the night
You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite
I can't regret, can't escape decisions made for me, no control
Fire that burns and never dies, wrapped around I'll bury my fangs inside

Stay inside tonight - you're out there all alone
Vanish from my sights - venomous control
You won't make it right - my appetite has grown
Lost the final fight - no love will be shown

Stay inside tonight - you're out there all alone
Vanish from my sights - venomous control
You can't make it right - my appetite has grown
Lost the final fight - no love will be shown...

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Artist Fact

Avenged Sevenfold's group title is based on the Biblical story of God's wrath upon Cain for killing his brother Abel. In this book, it says, "And the Lord said ... 'Therefore whoever slayeth Cain, vengeance shall be taken on him sevenfold.'"

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Hi! ^_^

Returning From High School

OMG, I haven't been her in, like, ages. O_o Sorry about that guys. ^^; I've just survived my first week of high school, and I have to say that it's not all that bad. A lot of hot, emo guys there. And AFI fans!! There's this guy at my school, who looks EXACTLY like Jade (guitarist for AFI)!! It's so weird. And guess what? He plays the guitar too. @_@ OMG, he's the clone of Jade!! XD lol Also, my other reason for not updating a lot is that:

I have no time (I get home at 3:00)
My feet kill me (I walk home now, IN THE HOT BOILING FUCKING SUN)
And I'm too exhausted

So those are my reasons. I hope you guys understand. Owwie... *rubs feet* But I'll definately visit sites today! I promise!! ^___^

Now about school...

I met some of my old friends from last year in my high school. ^^ I'm a happeh lil' girl now. XD

Short story.

I was sitting down in the morning talking to my friends when all of a sudden this guy comes up to me, wearing a black jacket, and HUGS me. I'm all, O____o "OMG, WHO THE FUCK IS THIS?!!" And when he pulled away, it was Donovan, my emo buddy. XD I was all, "Oh... It's you!! Hi!!" *sweatdrop* And he just smiled. He scared the shit out of me, man!! He just popped up out of nowhere and hugged me. I felt more paranoid than loved for about 3 seconds after he let go. XD But I appreciated teh hug. ^-^

OMG, New Theme!!

Yes, I changed my theme to... Sirius/Remus from Harry Potter!! OMG, YAY!! Yes, I adore this pairing. STFU. Anywho, enjoy this theme while it lasts because I'm on the verge of changing it again. O_o Plus, listen to the music!! OH LORD, THE MUSIC!! 8D (If it works... T^T)

Not So New Fanart

Bleed Black- Javey

This is my greatest drawing ever. XD;

My first attempt at Prismacolored pencils!! Thank you ElvesAteMyRamen for her Prisma Tutorial on daviantART. It really helped. ^^ *glompeh teh you*

Discussion Time!

NB: Sooo... Hi.

Sirius: *waves*

Remus: *pokes his own leg*

NB: Uuuuh... hey, Sirius, what month is it?

Sirius: September.

NB: O_____O Wha... what?!!

Remus: Is something wrong?

NB: *runs over to Naruto Calender* OMG, NUUUU!! NOT SEPTEMBER!!

Sirius: What's wrong with September?! I like this month!

NB: *grabs Sirius' collar and shakes him* IT MEANS THAT MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 21 DAYS!! OH, GOD, NO!!

Remus: Let him go already!! *grabs Sirius and guards him like a puppy*

NB: Oh damn, oh damn, oh damn, oh...!!

Sirius: *straightens out his collar* I thought people were supposed to be happy about their birthdays?

NB: Not me... -_- I don't like celebrating it. I mean, As long as people remember my birthday, that's all I need. I don't need any gifts or nothing like that.

Remus: Aw, that's so sweet of you NB!

Sirius: Hmph... *turns away*

NB: Thanks, but I'm bored now... Let's go out and scare little kids.

Picture of the Day



*Turns into a crow and flies away*

~NarutoBlackmail

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Saturday, August 26, 2006

Time: 11:42 PM
Song: Death Of Seasons
Artist: AFI
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

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Of late, it's harder just to go outside
To leave this deadspace with hatred, so alive
Writhing with sickness, thrown into banality, I decay
Killed by the weakness, but forced to return, turn it off

I watch the stars as they fall from the sky
I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry

Out there so quickly grows malignant tribes
Posthuman extinction excels unrecognized
Feeling surrounded, so bored with mortality, I decay
All of this hatred is fucking real, turn it on... yeah

I watch the stars as they fall from the sky
I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry

It won't be all right despite what they say
Just watch the stars tonight as they, as they disappear, disintegrate
And I disintegrate 'cause this hate is fucking real
And I hope to shade the world as stars go out and I disintegrate

It won't be all right
Despite what they say
Just look to the sky
As stars go out...

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Artist Fact

Davey Havok, lead singer for AFI, has a plethora of tattoos, including a pair of large black wings on his back and a flaming heart on his chest, daggers on his left and right ribs, black hearts behind both ears, stars down both his collar bones, as well as both arms sleeved with halloween imagery with direct references to Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas.

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Hi! ^_^

Comments

I'd like to thank ElvesAteMyRamen and Elektra740 for their nice comments they shared yesterday.

Elektra740: She went to my deviantART account and saw my Facial Expressions and said that my Sad Face was the cutest thing. *blushes* Thanks for the compliment!! I hardly ever get told that I'm cute, so shpankyuu~!! *glomps*

ElvesAteMyRamen: Thanks for sharing that story of yours. It's so stupid when people take fanart seriously. Woo, they win at life. *claps hands sarcastically* And thanks for the extra advice on where to find Prismacolored Pencils!! I appreciate that!! *glomps*

Music, Mood Theme, & Popularity Ranking

You may (or may not) have noticed the music I have put up. Well, I decided that my site was blank and needed something with sound. So I got that!! *points up*

The mood theme, I've changed back to Death Note. The Naruto Theme was pissing me off because it kept losing the picture, so I changed it back to DN.

Okay, the Popularity Ranking was working yesterday, and now it's down again. I even the noticed the little sad face on it. XD

Post Or No Post?

I start High School on Monday, so I may or may not be able to update because I heard High School gives you a shitload of homework on the first day. T^T I don't update on Sunday, as you all know, so I have no idea when I'll be able to update. Sorry everybody... *falls to the floor*

deviantART Update

Ummm... Yeah. I have about 2 new drawings coming up on DA, but I'm not gonna color them until I get the Prisma Pencils. Soooo... hopefully it will be soon. Because from the coloring on ElvesAteMyRamen's drawings, they wokr MUCH better and look prettier. XD; So, I'll tell you all when they're up. ^_^

Discussion Time!

NB: I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!! *falls back on her bed*

Neji: Too bad, it's the law.

NB: FUCK THE LAW!!

Neji: What if the government told you to go?

NB: Then I'll say, "WE WANT ANARCHY!!" FUCK THE GOVERNMENT TOO!! I HATE THE GOVERNMENT!! THEY'VE BEEN FUCKING US OVER FOR YEARS!!

Neji: What if the pres-

Gaara: *slaps hand over Neji's mouth* Shut up!! If you so much as even SAY the president's name, NB will go nuts and say things that she'll get arrested for!!

Neji: So? It'll be her fault for going on her little rebellion.

Gaara: No, because we're here with her, and then they'll arrest US thinking we're going along with her plan!!

Neji: ............Oh.

NB: AND THE PRESIDENT!! MY GOD, THAT REDNECK BASTARD!! HE CAN'T EVEN HOLD A PHONE THE RIGHT WAY!! I HOPE HE GETS-(CENSORD CENSORD CENSORED)

Neji: O_O Thank God for censorship.

Gaara: O_O Indeed.

NB: Pant... pant...

Gaara: Is that you... NB...?

NB: *scratches head* What just happened? I can't... remember...

Neji: Short-term memory loss?

Gaara: Yep.

NB: *is standing there looking confused* O_o? Nya?

Picture of the Day



*Turns into a crow and flies away*

~NarutoBlackmail

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Friday, August 25, 2006

Time: 10:14 AM
Song: Anarchy In The U.K.
Artist: The Sex Pistols
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

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Right! Now ha ha ha...

I am an antichrist
I am an anarchist
Don't know what I want
But I know how to get it
I wanna destroy the passerby

'Cause I wanna be Anarchy
Now don't worry

Anarchy for the UK
It's coming sometime and maybe
I give a wrong time stop a traffic line
Your future dream is a shopping scheme

'Cause I wanna be Anarchy
In the city

How many ways to get what you want
I use the best
I use the rest
I use the N.M.E
I use Anarchy

'Cause I wanna be Anarchy
It's the only way to be

Is this the M.P.L.A or
Is this the U.D.A or
Is this the I.R.A
I thought it was the UK
Or just another country
Another council tenancy

I wanna be Anarchy
And I wanna be Anarchy
(Oh what a name)

And I wanna be an anarchist
(I get pissed, destroy!)

xXxLyricsxXx

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Artist Fact: The Sex Pistols bassist, Sid Vicious, died of a heroin overdose the night he was released from prison on a $50,000 (possibly more) bail for conviction of killing his girlfriend, Nancy Spungen.

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Hi! ^_^

Apology?

Sooo... my flamer from yesterday replied back and had this so say:

... i'm sorry. I... This isn't working. Ok. I'm sorry for yelling at you I don't really find it offensive. I was at my friends house. She is 100% obbsesed with Gaara and she likes to make fun of people. I'm sorry for whatever I said and I f there was a way I could make it up to you. I feel really bad now. If you want me to leave you alone. I don't care just don't be too mad at me. I'm sorry. I can't believe I said those things to you. if you don't belive me or think I'm a suck up I don't care. Just at least I came back and appologized for all this.
-Sexy5Kitty

Sooo... After a lot of thinking and humming to myself, I agreed. Apology accepted. Why? Because I can't stay mad at people forever. I'm not that kind of person. If they apologize, that's it. It's done. So I forgave her. ^^ Unless they did something to really get on my nerves, I wouldn't forgive. But this wasn't the case. ^_~

New Fanart

I'm workig on a new drawing, and still have yet to finish inking in the last parts. But I don't want to color it in Watercolor Pencils. They may work well on all my other drawings, but I need Prismacolored Pencils for this drawing, so I have to go to Micheal's to see if they have those. Typically because I want this said drawing to be reeeally good. So look out for it soon! Hopefully. O_o

Barnes and Noble

I forgot to mention that a few days ago, we went to Barnes and Noble. I didn't even have to ask my Mom to take me there for once!! D8 OMG!! Anyway, we went there, and I went straight to the Anime section to look for Death Note Vol. 7. And guess the fuck what?
They didn't have it.
In fact, they didn't have not only Vol. 7, but they didn't have ANY Death Note books!! I was sooo pissed. And I didn't have any money, so I said, "Fuck it." and didn't get anything. My mom nearly had a heart attack when she heard that I wasn't going to get anything from B&N for once in my life (I always leave the store with manga or CDs). XD

Something For The DA People...

If you have a deviantART account, I uploaded another piece of work that I just finished. Just go to my DA account, or click here for my new Ed, Edd, n Eddy Slash Pic!! ^^ Or, if you just want to take a look at it, click the link and tell me what you think in the comment box!! NO FLAMING MOTHERFUCKERS D:

Discussion Time!

NB: I'm bored...

Neji: So what do you want to do?

Gaara: .........

NB: Let's go wreck havok around town. *gets up and puts her spiked bracelet on* Heheheheheee!! >8D

Neji: Oh... shit... She has the spiked bracelet on!! Gaara!! Do something before she destroys the whole town!! D8

Gaara: Sweet!! Now let's go and destroy stuff.

NB: Yes!! *runs out with him*

Neji: Maybe I should go with them... You know... to make sure they don't get arrested... O_o *follows them*

(Sorry it's short... I have nothing to type. -_- )

Picture of the Day



*Turns into a crow and flies away*

~NarutoBlackmail

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

Time: 11:07 AM
Song: Cherry Lips (Go Baby Go!)
Artist: Garbage
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

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She gave you everything she had
But she was young and dumb
She´d just turned 21
She didn´t care to hang around
So when the shit came down why she was nowhere to be found
This life can turn a good girl bad
She was the sweetest thing that you had ever seen

You´re so such a delicate boy
In the hysterical realm
Of an emotional landslide
In physical terms

With your cherry lips and golden curls
You could make grown men gasp when you go walking past
And in your hot pants and high heels
They could not believe that such a body was for real
It seemed like rainbows would appear
Whenever you came near the clouds would disappear
Because you looked just like a girl
Your baby blues would flash and suddenly a spell was cast

You´re so such a delicate boy
In the hysterical realm
Of an emotional landslide
In physical terms

You hold a candle in your heart
You shine the light on hidden parts
You make the whole world wanna dance
You bought yourself a second chance

Go baby go go
We´re right behind you
Go baby go go
Yeah, we´re looking at you
Go baby go go
Oh ,we´re right behind you
Go baby go baby
Yeah, we´re right behind you
Go baby go baby
Oh, we´re right behind you
Go baby go baby
Yeah, we´re looking at you
Go baby go baby
Oh, we´re right behind you
Go baby go baby
Yeah, we´re looking at you

You hold a candle in your heart
Go baby go go
You shine the light on hidden parts
Go baby go go
You make the whole world wanna dance
Go baby go go
You bought yourself a second chance
Go baby go baby go
Delicate boy
Go baby go baby go
In the hysterical realm
Go baby go baby go
Of an emotional landslide
Go baby go baby go
In physical terms
Go baby go go
Go

Yeah, we´re looking at you
Go baby go go
Oh, we´re right behind you

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That song reminds me Sakura and Ino from Naruto.

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Hi! ^_^

(Not So) New Fanart

CLICKY!!

If you know the band AFI, you'll probably get it. Or not. XD It's also on my DA account, and it looks MUCH better on deviantART. It's all squished on Otaku. XP PLEEEASE leave a comment!! *gets on knees* I WANT TO HEAR WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY!!

Oh, The Hilarity of Mankind!!

I just recieved a flame for my Gaara x Neji picture in a PM form!! Read, and be amazed by this moron's tiny brain!!

I DON'T FLIPPIN CARE IF YOU WANT ME TO F-K OFF THAT GAARA AND NEJI PIC WAS GOOD BUT 100% OFFENCIVE AND I'M JUST SO MAD AT IT. AND I DON'T LIKE GAARA AND NEJI VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! If you want my personal oppinion towards you SCREW YOU, YOU GAY BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Sexy5Kitty

Did you see her spelling on "offensive"? XD LOL

I just sent her a PM back telling her how stupid she was and crap. I also left a big, "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY SITE BITCH!!!" in big Caps. ^^ Plus, I informed her that I wasn't gay. I am bi, so I told her to stop getting her education from rednecks and the government.

She amused/annoyed me today. XD

Printer Problems

Okay, we got the ink for the printer, but now we have ANOTHER problem.
My printer won't PRINT.
WTF?!!
I have no idea what's wrong with it, and my mom is just as pissed as I am. She thinks it's MY fault that the printer isn't wroking. She thinks EVERYTHING is my fault, so I don't care... *sweatdrop* I'm ready to stab the shit out of my printer, I swear. -__-

Discussion Time!

Neji: Hey, Gaara, c'mere.

Gaara: What? *walks over to the computer*

Neji: NB got some nasty PM from some girl named Sexy5Kitty.

Gaara: *glares* Jeez, if she flamed, she's probably not that sexy then and probably 5 years old.

Neji: This is about that picture she drew of me and you... er... kissing.

Gaara: So? We're over it, why can't everyone shut the fuck up about it already? THIS IS GETTING OLD!!

Neji: Pff, the people in her world are very stupid, trust me. Even their leader (president). They are no different from the ones in our world.

Gaara: And that's surprising... how?

NB: *comes in with coffee and pocky* Hey guys!!

Gaara: Hn.

Neji: NB, did you realize that you have received a flame from some girl over the internet?

NB: *sets the coffee and pocky on the side table* Yeah, why?

Neji: Did you reply back?

NB: Of course.

Neji: What did you say to her?

NB: *smirks evilly like Charles Manson*

Neji: Nevermind, I don't wanna know...

Gaara: *starts nibbling on pocky*

Picture of the Day



*Turns into a crow and flies away*

~NarutoBlackmail

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Time: 9:06 AM
Watching: Ed, Edd, 'N Eddy
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

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None.

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Hi! ^_^

Ink Part II

Well, hopefully we're going to Best Buy today. Hopefully. We still need that computer ink. If we don't, how am I gonna print out my essays and shit (and yaoi pictures)? As I predicted, it's coming out of my allowance. T_T Oh well... That's about... *takes out calculator* Two in a half months without any allowance. AT ALL. *throws calculator* Damn math... Who's the fucker that invented it anyway? *glares*

Ed, Edd, 'N Eddy

The only time I will ever wake up reeeally early like this would be to watch my favorite childhood cartoons. EEnE is a total acception. X3 I may be 13, but I still watch cartoons!! So funny... It reminds me of how being 6 years old really was and doing absolutely nothing except watching absurd, toilet-humored, cartoons. OMG!! Here's the part!! IT'S HERE!!
..................................................
SQUUUUUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLL!!!!!!!
EDDY KISSED DOUBLE D!! EDDY KISSED DOUBLE D!! OMG!! YAY!! DREAMS DO COME TRUE!!!!!!! *starts screaming like Mel Gibson from Braveheart* FREEEEDDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Theme Change

I think I will leave this theme up for another week, after reading the comments from yesterday. Then I'll change it to... uh... I don't know. O_o

Discussion Time!

NB: Hey, thanks for the pocky and coffee guys! What's the sudden being so nice to me for? *bites pocky*

Neji: Huh? Don't you remember-

Gaara: *interrupts him* She forgets things. A lot. She has a short-term memory.

Neji: Ahhh... I see now.

NB: Nya? *shrugs* Ah, who cares! Ish pockeh!! And coffeeh!! XD

Gaara: Do you HAVE to speak like that?

NB: Yeeeeesh... That's how I talk sometimes.

Gaara: ...

Neji: Ahem... soo... anythign you guys want to do today? Or...

NB: OOOH!! ME!! I WANNA WATCH CARTOONS!!

Neji: What?! What kind of hobby is that to do all day?!

NB: A very good one.

Neji: -___-; ...

Gaara: She's got a point you know.

NB: I have no life. :P

Picture of the Day



*Turns into a crow and flies away*

~NarutoBlackmail

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Monday, August 21, 2006

Time: 10:52 AM
Song: Death Of Seasons
Artist: AFI
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

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Of late, it's harder just to go outside
To leave this deadspace with hatred, so alive
Writhing with sickness, thrown into banality, I decay
Killed by the weakness, but forced to return, turn it off

I watch the stars as they fall from the sky
I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me... now as they cry

Out there so quickly grows malignant tribes
Posthuman extinction excels unrecognized
Feeling surrounded, so bored with mortality, I decay
All of this hatred is fucking real, turn it on...

Yeah

I watch the stars as they fall from the sky
I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry

It won't be all right despite what they say
Just watch the stars tonight as they, as they disappear, disintegrate
And I disintegrate 'cause this hate is fucking real
And I hope to shade the world as stars go out and I disintegrate

(It won't be all right
Despite what they say
Just look to the sky
As stars go out...)

xXxLyricsxXx

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The bass tab at the beginning of that song kicks ass. X3

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Hi! ^_^

Ink

Well, it seems that since I am a total print addict, my mom and I must go buy more ink. My mom got so pissed off when she found out that we ran out of ink. AGAIN. for the second time this year. She said that it's coming out of my allowance, but that's okay. I don't really have anything to buy at the moment.
...
Okay, maybe a few things from Hot Topic...
and some Pocky...
...*looks at her list*
And maybe some manga and CDs...
*stares at the computer screen blankly and screams*
FUUUUUUUUUCK!!

AFI FANS ONLY!!

If you have seen AFI's short film, Clandestine, or need to see it, go to YouTube and look it up. And if you have their CD Sing The Sorrow (2003), then read this. It creeped me out, yet it made my AFI senses tingle. (LOL XD That was stupid.)
It seems that AFI has a few things they're hiding on their albums...
Clandestine Figured Out

Last Story Update

IT'S COMPLEEEEEEEETE!! OMFG, YAY!! BOYS DON'T CRY IS OFFICIALLY DONE!! I. AM. SO. HAPPEH!! *dies*
The Ending Starts Here...
Epilogue

Theme Change?

I don't know, but I feel like suddenly changing my theme... O_o I know, I know... But I'll TRY to keep this theme a little longer. I just put it up, and I won't change it! Not for another week or two. See, I told you I wasn't kidding when I said that I change my theme every 5 seconds. XD;

Discussion Time!

NB: Since no one asked any questions for me, I'll just stick with the discussion era. o.o

Neji: Now, don't you feel like a total moron? *smirks*

Gaara: *snickers*

NB: SHUT THE FUCK UP NEJI, YOU DRAG QUEEN!!

Gaara: *busts out laughing*

Neji: WHAT?!! I AM NOT A DRAG QUEEN!!

NB: How come you wear dresses then?

Neji: I DON'T!!

NB: Sure you don't! Hey... Hey! I DID get ONE question yesterday! Yippee!!

Neji: Hmf...

NB: It says... "Who is Alicia and... Chris...tian..."

Gaara: Uh... NB?

NB: *shakes and starts to sob*

Gaara: Um... NB? You okay?

NB: *falls to the floor crying* WAAAAAAHAAAAAHAAAAAA!! O THY LORD!! WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?!! *shakes fist at the sky and falls to the floor*

Neji: *laughs at her pain*

Gaara: *glares and sweatdrops at Neji* Anyway... I'll answer that. Alicia and Christian are NB's older brother and sister who were taken away by their original mother NB's father had his first relationship with. When he divorced her, he took the kids, and headed for Santa Cruz. NB used to visit them every year, but since their mother got custody of them again and moved to God knows where (supposedly North Carolina), she hasn't heard from them since. 3 in a half years to be exact. She calls but they won't answer. She writes, only not to get replied back. So whenever someone mentions about them, she goes into a deep depression, suicidal, emo state. Like now.

Neji: How do you know all that, Gaara?

Gaara: Her journal.

NB: *is still crying on the floor but then immediately falls asleep*

Neji: What do we do with her? *kicks her arm to see if she's dead*

Gaara: Just leave her. If we give her coffee and pocky, she'll be back to her old self. *walks out of the room*

Neji: *follows Gaara, as NB is still asleep on the floor*

Picture of the Day



*Turns into a crow and flies away*

~NarutoBlackmail

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Saturday, August 19, 2006

Time: 11:19 AM
Song: Camisado
Artist: Panic! At The Disco
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

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The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events

This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relax
Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relapse again

Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back

You're a regular decorated emergency
You're a regular decorated emergency

This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight

You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again

You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again

Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight

The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events

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Hi! ^_^

Theme Feedback

Thanks everyone, for liking the theme. I'm glad I got no negative comments. That's exactly what I was aimng for. ^^ I even read one comment that said she's not used to seeing my site have colors like this! She thought she had the wrong site for a second! XD ~laughs~ Anyway, thanks alot for the feedback guys.

Registration Part II

Well, registration was actually quite easy. It wasn't that bad. I hardly saw any of my friends there though... Only the people I hated. -_-; Oh joy. Plus, it said no school bus is going to be on on my street. That's nice to know. So mom said she'll drop me off every morning and I could walk home. It's not that far anyway. Besides, I like taking walks. As long as it's not boiling hot, then I'm fine. I start school next Monday. :\

Hungry Dog

Yesterday, I was with my mom and grandma, sitting in the car eating sandwiches, right? Well, all of a sudden, this skinny dog comes up to us, and just sits there, looking at us while we eat. It looked like she hadn't been fed in forever! Seeing how I am a sucker for dogs and cats, I threw my sandwich out the window, and watched her eat it. My grandmother and Mom did the same. Hey, we may not have eaten much of a dinner, but that dog needed it more than we did. I was proud of ourselves. ^^

Story Update

I updated the FINAL CHAPTER of Boys Don't Cry! OMGWTFSKITTLES!! YES!! IT'S COMPLETE!!
BUT WAIT!! THERE'S MORE!! 8D
The Epilogue should be up by tomorrow or the day after. ^^
I give you... Chapter 28...
Chapter 28

Question Time!

NB: I decided that instead of having a discussion, you can all ask me questions! Anything at all!! I don't mind!! So shoot you questions and I'll answer them on Monday!!

Neji: What if it's about Alicia and Christian? You know, your older brother and sis- mmmf!!

Gaara: *slaps his hand over Neji's mouth* SHUT UP!! They can ask ANYTHING, just NOTHING about THEM!!

NB: *sniff sniff* Geh... Guh... WAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!! *breaks down and cries*

Gaara: Sigh... Way to go, dimwit.

Neji: Was it something I said? O_o? *scratches head*

NB: *takes out a gun and points it to her head* I'LL DO IT!! I'LL FUCKING DO IT!!

Neji: Should we stop her?

Gaara: No, she'll fall asleep in... 3...2...1...

NB: I'LL KILL MYSELF!! I'LL DO IT, I SWEAR!! JUST LIKE THAT DAMN GIRL SCOUT!!

Gaara: Now.

NB: I'M GONNA- *falls to the floor and falls asleep*

Gaara: See?

Neji: ... o_o;

Picture of the Day



*Turns into a crow and flies away*

~NarutoBlackmail

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Friday, August 18, 2006

Time: 10:16 AM
Song: Love Like Winter
Artist: AFI
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

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Warn your warmth to turn away
Here it's December every day
Press your lips to the sculptures
and surely you'll stay (Love like winter)
for of sugar and ice, I am made, I am made

It's in the blood, it's in the blood
I met my love before I was born
He wanted love. I taste of blood
He bit my lip and drank my war
from years before, from years before

She exhales vanilla lace.
I barely dreamt her yesterday, yesterday
Read the lines in the mirror
Through the lipstick trace "Por Siempre"
She said, "it seems you're somewhere far away" to his face

It's in the blood, it's in the blood
I met my love before I was born.
She wanted love. I taste of blood,
She bit my lip and drank my war
From years before, from years before

Love like winter, oh, oh...
Love like winter, winter... 3,4

It's in the blood, it's in the blood
I met my love before I was born.
He wanted love. I taste of blood.
He bit my lip and drank my war
from years before, from years before

xXxLyricsxXx

Hi! ^_^ Miss me?

I RETURN!!

Yep, just what the title says! w00t!! I'm back. ^^ And with a new theme! We'll get to that in a second. Sooo, with my two-week absence, I managed to come up with some drawing ideas! BOO-SHA!! *punches fist in the air* Sooo... nothing much going on with anybody? I don't know. I wasn't here, but now I am. XD

New Theme

Alright, before people start bitching and flaming and hurling, I must say something.
IF YOU DO NOT LIKE THIS PAIRING THEN DO NOT SAY ANYTHING!!
I know you all have opinions on the GaaNeji pairing, and that's cool. But when I hear, "Dude! That's just sick!" or "WTF wer u thinking?!!11135436 Neji iz m1ine!!!121" or "That is just disgusting. Neji belongs with TenTen! Not that Sand freak!" you're just pissing me off. It's not an opinion to me. So have an OPINION and not a stupid thing to say. So pretty please, with a cherry on top, be nice. If you don't have anything NICE to say about it, SHUT THE FUCK UP and don't say ANYTHING.

Now, WHY I did the theme...

I just realized that I had come across three obsessions of mine over the two weeks I was absent. Here were the following themes to be done:

Please don't go blind. ^^;

Gaara x Neji (Naruto)
Eddy x Double D (Ed, Edd, 'n Eddy)
Cosmo x Timmy (Fairly Odd Parents)

Yeah, yeah, yeah... I have sick mind. Get used to it. Anywho, I went with choice one because I haven't done a Naruto theme in God knows how long. Oh yeah, plus, there were no available backgrounds for the other two. -_-;

Registration

Today, I have to go to La Sierra High to register as a freshman. Oh geeee... Let me go find a container for my joy... T_T

Discussion Time!

NB: Well, seing how L and Raito had to go back to Japan to solve the Kira case, they left me with no one to harass... T^T But I've fixed that!! I introduce... NEJI AND GAARA!! 8D *claps*

Neji: ...Why am I here?

Gaara: You ask me.

Neji: Hey, you're that guy from the sand.

Gaara: And you're the blind asshole.

Neji: *twitches* For the last time... IT'S A FUCKING BLOODLINE!! *stomps foot angrily*

NB: Okay! No fighting in my domain!

Neji: Who are you?

Gaara: Yeah, I need to know that.

NB: Why?

Gaara: So that I can take out your insides.

NB: O_o Uuuuh... I'll just give you my alias... The name's NarutoBlackmail! But you can just call me NB for short. *grabs Neji and Gaara's hands and shakes them*

Neji: Why is Naruto's name in your alias?

NB: Uh... no comment.

Gaara: Tell us!!

NB: Okay! Sheesh... It's because I blackmail all of the characters from your time. *crosses arms and pouts*

Gaara: Blackmail?

NB: Yes, blackmail.

Neji: Wait... WHAT DO YOU HAVE ON ME?!

NB: Nothing my dear boy... yet.

Gaara: *shoves Neji out of the way* What about me?

NB: Ummm... I own this 4 page doujinshi when you and Sasuke are being spied on by Kakashi on your date. ^^

Neji: *busts out laughing*

Gaara: O_O WHAT?!

NB: Oh, Neji, my dear. You shouldn't be laughing.

Neji: Why not? It's hilarious!

NB: Because you have NO IDEA that our little... friendship has just begun... Prepare to be tortured slowly... and... uh... Fuck. I don't have anything to say. O_o

Neji: ...

Gaara: We're screwed aren't we?

Neji: I think so Gaara... I think so...

Picture of the Day


This is by a member of Otaku. (can't remember the name)

*Turns into a crow and flies away*

~NarutoBlackmail
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Monday, August 7, 2006

The Time Of Your Life
Time: 9:30 PM
Song: Synesthesia
Artist: AFI
Feeling:
Drinking: Nothing

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Heartbreak, incarnate, I'm nothing if not your memories
Heartbreak, please let me be enjoying your pain

Someday, I will be...
I'll be the common voice for community
Because I am a man who'll forever be
Where all remaining failed

Please let me understand I'm your pillow
Letters of past so distant and wrinkled
Please let me understand I'm your pillow
Letters of past so distant and wrinkled

(Just say...) Say you will follow me (follow me)
Invite me to your memory
(Just sing...) Sing again for me (for me)
That long forgotten song

Heartbreak, incarnate, I'm nothing if not your memories
Heartbreak, please let me be enjoying your pain

Someday, I will be...
I'll be that what you want from a failing dream
Because I will, I may at best
Be as low as you feel

Please let me understand I'm your pillow
Letters of past look distant and wrinkled
Please let me understand I'm your pillow
Letters of past look distant and wrinkled

(Just say...) Say you will follow me (follow me)
Invite me to your memory
(Just sing...) Sing again for me (for me)
That long forgotten song

Let me be all the words
Let me be all the words
Let me be all the words
Let me be all the words

Let me feel the words echo in comfort
Let me be all the words that you'd unsay
Let me feel the words echo in comfort, comfort, comfort, comfort
Let me be all the words that you'd unsay, unsay, unsay, unsay

Let me feel the words echo in comfort
Let me be all the words that you'd unsay
Let me feel the words echo in comfort, comfort... comfort
Let me be all the words that you'd unsay, unsay, unsay, unsay

xXxLyricsxXx

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That is my favorite song from AFI, yes indeed. ^____^

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Hi! ^_^

Street Scene 2006

THE CONCERT. KICKED. SO. MUCH. ASS. 8D

It was much better than last year!! OMG, it ROCKED. I even bought myself an AFI T-shirt!! It was $20 and I'm still wearing it!! I think the band that took the most out of me though was Bad Religion because the SECOND the music started everyone started moshing and pushing. I'm still sore... lol Here's a list of all the bands I saw (in order):

The Shys
The Colour
Rock Kills Kid
Matchbook Romance
Yellowcard
Bad Religion
AFI
Social Distortion

OH MY GOD, IT KICKED SO MUCH ASS. Only, if it wasn't for all the fucking tall people in front of me during AFI, I wouldv'e gotten to see them better. I now and forever hate tall people and hope they crash into branches when they're on a nice little walk. -__- I DIDN'T GO THERE TO SEE THE BACK OF PEOPLE'S HEADS GODAMMIT!! Overall, I DID get to see them. It was the best concert I've been to. And we're doing it again next year!

New Picture

I uploaded another picture on Otaku a few days before leaving to the concert. The SECOND I posted it up, I woke up the next morning to find 9 COMMENTS waiting for me. :D I felt so loved. But a lot of people voted No just because it's Neji x Gaara... Fucking bastards. Anyway, here's the link, kiddos.

Neji x Gaara

I'm becoming such a Neji/Gaara whore. :P

Apology

I'm reeeally sorry that I can't visit sites today. My dad wants to spend the day with me to go and hang out. I also won't be updating soon enough like I promised either because of said thing. So... I'm really sorry guys. *bows* Thank you for understanding...

Discussion Time!

NB: That was SUCH an awesome concert... *falls back on her bed*

L: That WAS fun. Thanks for inviting us, NB.

Raito: Yeah, it was fun. Thanks.

NB: Your welcome guys... *happy*

Raito: You seem very... happy... That's unusual for you...

NB: Davey... Jade... Hunter... Adam... AFI... So... Damn... Hot... Haaa... ^______^

L: So, when are you getting the next Death Note book?

NB: I dunno... Soon, I hope.

Raito: Well, I'm going to bed. I've had enough moshing, thrashing, pushing, yelling, screaming, and people smoking pot for one day.

NB: Alrighty then! G'night, Raito!

Raito: Hn.

L: I take it you're going to go again next year, huh?

NB: Yup! And I'm gonna request AFI again because of those damn tall people!! FUCKING TALL PEOPLE!! *bites and shreds pillow*

L: O_o (dotdotdot)

NB: Next year I'm gonna go up front! And then I'm gonna-!! Snooooore........ *falls back on bed and is asleep*

L: Good night, NB... *covers her with a blanket and walks out*

Picture of the Day



*Turns into a crow and flies away*

~NarutoBlackmail
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Thursday, August 3, 2006

Time: 8:39 AM
Song: Snow (Hey Oh)
Artist: Red Hot Chilli Peppers
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

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Come to the side , that the things that I tried, where in my life just to get high on
When I sit alone, Come get a little long, but I need more than myself this time

Step from the world, to the sea, to the sky and I do believe that we rely on.
When I laid on, Come get de plaid on, all my life to sacrifice

Hey Oohhh
Listen what I say Oohhh
I got your Heeyy oohh
Now listen what I say Oohh

When will I know, that I really can't go to the Well one small town to decide on.
When it's killing me, when will I really see, all that I need to look inside

Come to the leave, that I better not leave, Before I killing me , when do I really need, all that I need to look inside.

Hey Oohhh
Listen what I say Oohhh
Come back and Heeyy oohh
looking back what I say Oohh

Bridge:
The more I see , the less i know, the more I like to let it go
Heey ooh, Whoohoo

People need the colour of another perfect wonder where it's so white as snow.

xXxLyricsxXx

Hi! ^_^

Otaku Problems

Okay, I'm sorry if I could not comment on your site yesterday. The reason why is because when I came on here at about... 9PM or something, it was screwing up so bad! I couldn't comment anyone, and my Backroom got totally screwed up. I hope they fix this problem soon. This has been going on for forever and it's reeeally starting to piss me off to an absolute no end. -_-

DeviantART

Duuude... I was on deviantART ALL. DAY. YESTERDAY. I don't know why... I think I'm becoming addicted. O_o

The Most Funniest/Random Thought I Could Ever Think Up

Does everyone see my webcam picture on deviantART? Go ahead, I'll give you five seconds to look at it and laugh at Smosh.
>XD
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...
...
...
...
Done? Okay. Well, I just thought of GAARA slapping the shit out of NEJI exactly like that. I laughed my ass off so loud and hard that my mom was giving me this "WTF?" look. LOL It was hilarious.

It may not be funny to you, but I think it's funny. X3

Street Scene, awaaaay!!

Well, I'll be leaving to San Diego for the concert tomorrow. My Dad'll be picking me up, and I don't know when I'll be back. But I'll be sure to update over there! So I'll see ya when I see ya. *does a two-finger salute*

Discussion Time!

NB: *runs in the living room and starts screaming with insane happy joy* DUDE!! I CAN'T FREAKIN' WAIT UNTIL THE DEATH NOTE MOVIE COMES OUT!!

Raito: (...) And just when is it going to be released in the United States?

NB: I DON'T KNOW!! :D

L: *sweatdrop*

NB: Well, I must get to packing!

Raito: What? Why?

NB: I'm leaving to San Diego tomorrow for Street Scene! Duh!

Raito: Oh yeah... What's a Street Scene?

L: It's a 2 day concert held in San Diego where many, many bands perform. It's held once every year in June, July, and/or August. This year just so happens to be August.

NB: Thanks for explaining it to him L!!

L: My pleasure.

Raito: -_-+ Anyway, we're coming with you.

NB: Are you sure? There's going to be A LOT of people there. Last year, there were over 100,000 people over there! And that was only for ONE day!!

L: Wow...

Raito: So?! Who knows when you'll be doing another DN theme? We're going!

NB: Yay!!

L: *shrugs*

NB: San Diego, here we come!!

Picture of the Day



*Turns into a crow and flies away*

~NarutoBlackmail

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