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Saturday, June 17, 2006
Sorry for saying this, but it MUST be said
Time: I don't know, but the moon is out, so I'm assuming it's night.
Song: I Hate Everything About You
Artist: Three Days Grace
This is not a normal post. This goes out to all the young and hopeless teens who think their lives are shit. Well you know what? Read this, and think about your life. Is it still a piece of crap you want to end?
I had a conversation with my dad and he told me-literally-his life story.
When my dad was a kid, he was adopted. His mother died when he was young, and his dad gave up on him. He was adopted by these people who didn't give a shit about him. You know what he had for breakfast every morning? POWDERED MILK. Their kids had the good milk and food, while he had shit. He used to go out a lot, and STAB PEOPLE WITH AN ICE PICKER. I kid you not. He wouldn't go so far as to kill them, just hurt them enough. Everytime someone would walk towards him, they would avoid him by crossing the street, and keep going their merry way. He was that dangerous. He spent half of his life in Juvie because of how bad he was treated. He would get yelled at for things he didn't do, beaten everytime he woke up, and told that he would never amount to anything by his adopted parents. He was a smart kid-and still is. He was just ending up in the wrong places at the wrong time.
"Nobody cared about me. Nobody loved me. If I died, they wouldn't care because no one loved me at all. I didn't care if I died. In fact, I wanted to die."
One day, he awoke in JAIL. He was in a car with a drunk friend and both got arrested. So many thoughts were running through his head. He was an honor roll student for God's sake! I'm pretty sure he was scared shitless. Hell, who wouldn't be? He spent 30 days in jail, until his friend (with his family) bailed him out. They're African-American and raised him from that point on and had total confidence in him. They were like his family an dthey loved him while he did the same in return.
My dad grew up and is now a lawyer, working with court cases. All those people who fucked with him in the past and said he was nothing but a worthless piece of shit, were wrong. His foster parents' kids, amounted to NOTHING, while my dad accomplished in life.
Life isn't an easy thing. You need to grow up, get an education, and amount to something. Don't care about what others think of you. Just focus on yourself now in life, and make it.
He said that I'm the luckiest person on earth, having my parents love me.
He was right.
Where I live, Riverside, is so fucking stupid (as I have said millions of times before). The people where I live that have Ipods, digital cameras, camera phones, big houses, parents that work good jobs, and other things say that their life is not worth living. WHAT?! Dude! That's fucking better than me! Look what I got:
An apartment surrounded by psycho, drug-dealing Mexicans (no offense)
My mom works at a shitty hospital in San Bernardino and gets paid SHIT
I DON'T have a digital camera
I can't afford an Ipod
I'm in a living hell of a town
I'm not saying that I have it bad-I really don't now that I thought about it. I mean, I have more than my dad did in his childhood! I felt really bad and admitted my mistakes, but I can't help but still feel fucked.
Everyone here that has great things take it all for granted. They think where they live is the ghetto. Bullshit! Go to downtown San Francisco, and THAT is the fucking ghetto. The ghetto is where people are fucked up, shoot-outs break loose, innocent people get hurt, and other shit. Riverside has nice houses, a mall, grocery stores and some other crap. Ghetto? Far from it. Everyone is so goddamned stupid here that they don't know the difference from a punk to a goth.
All the kids and teens out there who say they have it rough, take a good look around. Don't fucking talk about shit that don't relate to you at all. My dad had it rough, and poeple tried to KILL HIM by SHOOTING AT HIM. Do people try to kill you? No, you try to kill yourself. Weaklings!! Always putting the gun to your head, but never strong enough to pull the FUCKING TRIGGER!!
And to be honest, I DO get depressed. I never get suicidal. I just said that because that's what I THOUGHT. Sorry for lying. I'm such an awful friend...
Sorry for my rant, but their are too many people out there saying how much their life sucks when they don't know the first thing about having a fucked up life. It's really pissing me off.
Sorry once again. There will be a normal post when I change my theme which shouldn't be long. Also, another apology, for I won't be visiting sites. Please forgive me, my dear otakuians... *glomps everybody*
Thank you for taking your time to read this. *bows*
NarutoBlackmail
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