Saturday, July 8, 2006

Time: 10:59 AM
Song: There's No 'I' In Team
Artist: Taking Back Sunday
Feeling:
Drinking: Coffee

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Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
And if we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means

And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable...ohoh

Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
If we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means

You never knew
well i never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it's true
I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans
based on these mistakes

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable

Is this what you call tact?
I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
so let's end this call,
and end this conversation
there's nothing worse...
(that's right he said, that's right he said it)
I swear, you have no idea
The jealousy that became me thinking
(that's right he said)
that you always had it way too easy

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable

Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve

Best friend thinks I pulled the trigger!!!
Best friend thinks you get what you deserve!!!

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That's my favorite song from those guys.

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Hi. ^_^

Theme

I HAVE DECIDED MY THEME!! 8D ZOMG!! YAY!! Well, since I've gotten uberly obsessed with Death Note recently, so you know what that means. DEATH NOTE THEME!! I know, I know. You're all, "AGAIN?!" To which I reply, "Yes. Yes, again." That should be up by today, so be sure to drop by!! It'll be dedicated to the "friendship" of Raito (Light) and The Great L. WORSHIP L AND THE GROUND HE WALKS ON!!!!!! >8D

Shirt

Remember that pink shirt I takjed about? Well this is a black and white picture because I was screwing around with Lexmark Photo Editor, but the shirt IS pink, so just go along with it.



Hug?

Friend's List

Yes, I updated it. FINALLY. Go check if you're still on it. You have to go to my guestbook though. ^^'' If you're not on there, and want me to re-add you, then PM me. If you just want me to re-add you because you want to be on my friend's list and not visit me, then DON'T PM me. I will not waste my time on you. Thanks guys.

Wierd-Ass Dream

Okay, nothing interesting has been happening. So, for your entertainment, here's a LONG dream I had a month ago, and I shortened it up for you and only kept in the important parts.

So I'm being chased by Reno, Elena (Sp?), and Tseng, the Turks from Shinra in Final Fantasy VII, in this HUGE office building. (I have no idea where Rude is) I'm running from them screaming, "WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO NOW?!!" and kept running. I reached the first floor and hid under this stairway. I looked up and saw that they were RIGHT there in a little group, wondering where I was. Reno gave them the sign to spilt up and look for me, and theyt were gone. I sighed with relief and tried to get out from my "hiding place".
Blink.
(skip)
When I snapped my eyes open, I found myself in the office again, only it was a different time. Sunset. And the Turks weren't chasing after me anymore (thank God). I wonder... just what the hell did I do to have the almighty TURKS come after me? It must've been something serious and big to have Rufus (leader of the Turks) search all over for me. O_o I was right next to the front desk, so I found a chair (you know, those chairs you sit on to wait for an appointment) and began to think. (OMG, I'M THINKING!! IT MUST BE A DREAM!!)
Blink.
Then I heard screaming.
I ran into the hallway where you enter the building, and right in front of me, there was a little boy kneeling over his mother, who was lying on the floor. She was screaming in pain and horror. The boy was crying. Her stomach was RIPPED open so many times, her guts and innards started spilling out and wouldn't stop. Blood was everywhere. On her. The boy. The walls. The blood painted the walls of a crimson color; like paint. I looked around for help but everyone was ignoring us. The screaming... It hurt!! I tried to run over to help her, but I was paralyzed, I couldn't move. I clutched my head.
"Stop... Make it all stop..." I pleaded.
To no one.
To God.
To my family.
To my friends.
Anyone.
When I was still being ignored, I screamed. I screamed... and screamed... and screamed until my voice and throat raptured and repelled. Still... no one looked. I heard nothing... but the piercing screams around me. No shouting. No Talking. No laughing. No scolding. No grattitude. No help.
Just.
Sharp.
Piercing.
Screaming.

...

I have fucked up dreams.

Picture of the Day



Farewell...

~NarutoBlackmail

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