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1987-10-23
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2005-09-29
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High School Diploma *pride shines*
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May 2003
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Naruto, Cowboy Bebop, Neon Genesis, FMA, FLCL, Wolf's Rain, Trigun, Fruits Basketc, Love Hina, etc.
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to become an artist or illustrator
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drawing
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drawing, dancing, and CAT POWERS....(okay maybe not that one)
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
I'm finally free from what seems like a huge curse to me. But I know I'm still cursed because I'm sure I will never be able to trust anyone again. Now the curse that has been lifted was my boyfriend, I mean exboyfriend. He is such an asshole...grrr. What a liar, he never deserved me and he doesn't deserve to be with anyone. He deserves to be alone, it's his fault whenever something or somebody good that ever comes into his life he has to ruin it or ruin them. He ruined me and he ruined what we had, I still feel like we have unfinished business too but I'm over it and him. He's lied to me and he's treated me like I was never anything to him. Our whole past feels like a lie now.
Ok..I'm glad I got that out.
I'M NEVER GOING TO LET ANOTHER PERSON TREAT ME THAT WAY!
Now that I've got that out. Heh! I guess there isn't much to say. I'm trying to forget ever knowing him but that's really hard to do. I mean I actually am trying to forget the he ever exhisted. I heard that sometime soon there might be pills that help you forget a tragic event or horrible loss, or even a bad relationship. But those wonderful pills have yet to be approved by the FDA. They probably wont be either.
Anyway, I'm going to London in 14 days. I hope I will be able to party with bunches of people. Oh and shop, shop a lot. AND I am going to go see some British sheep! I'm so excited to see British sheep, they might baa differently than American sheep. HAHA!
~fin
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