Friday, July 30, 2004

   damn kevin little...
have any of you guys heard that song turn me on by kevin little? i cant get it out of my head...you know the part...hug me hug me, kiss me squeeze me, hug me hug me kiss and caress me... well anywho, finally got the computer and internet up and running at my house so i should be ok now. everything is hunky dorey as i like to put it. im here at the library with Alexavier, and i just wanted to say thanks to all of you for your advice. you guys are right. i was a little reluctant about the whole job corps thing to begin with, i just thought about leaving because i was stressed, but if there is one thing that i should have learned by now its that running away doesnt solve anything.

so Family Guy in the deep south...did anyone see that episode? is it just me or is it like every time there is a petifiler on tv, they make them sound just a tad bit like Michael Jackson? i think its wrong...funny but wrong...ok, its badongly funny...im babbling, so ill leave it here...bye guys and thanks
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004

   volunteering was fun...
hey today was our first day volunteering. we (alexavier and i) went in together...you know lend support, ask advice and such. it was actually kind of fun. we were doing book research, you know finding out if certain libraries had copies of books and stuff. it was funny cuz Alexavier was pretty bad at it...lmao. we did about three hours today, (we really have nothing else to do) nad three hours tomorrow. hopefully it'll be doing the same thing. So here's a question for you guys. Alexavier and i have been contemplated dropping out of school and going to this program called Job Corps. You get your license, your GED and a skill/trade for free in about nine months. it saves you years and a buckload of money. what do you guys think? im really not sure. i mean, it was my idea, but i still have the possibility of graduating and going to college. then again, i could just skip all of that...

meanwhile, Family Guy is among the funniest things ive ever seen in my life. anyone ever watched it?

dun dun dun dun dun...neo....dun dun dun dun dun dun....sporin...
talk to you all later!
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004

volunteering...to stay busy
all right guys...me and alexavier are now officially volunteers at the library...they gave us a choice as to where to go. there was one library near my house, with a.c., one near his house, with a.c., and one away from both of our houses, without a.c. so to be fair to both of us, we picked that one...hope we dont die of heat exhaustion...lol. we start tomorrow at two p.m. im excited a bit and nervous a lot. if everything goes well, this could lead to potential jobs for both of us...yay! anyway, my family is coming back tomorrow night, so i have to scrub the house like ive never scrubbed before...i saw Inuyasha yesterday, well half of it...it was something about some dead chick, cant remember her name...anywho she wanted to kill inuyasha because she blamed him for his death...i do wonder how that ended...anyway, gotta go and check up on everyone...bye!
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Monday, July 26, 2004

   feeling strangely better, yet worse
thats right...thats how i feel. its strange the way i can get used to things so quickly, yet i still refuse to accept them...i guess im weird like that. anywyay, a couple of nights ago, Alexavier and a few of our pals went to our friend Dash's party...it was all right. i didnt dance and neither did Alexavier, but for two totally different reasons. he just isnt a fan of the dance...i felt incomplete without Jared. its strange, but i think if he had been there i would have been able to let loose a lot faster. we left pretty early, around ten, cuz Alexavier's mom was picking us up. i decided to go and make an appointment at both the doctors and the DMV. the doctors because ive been feeling freakishly weird lately...the DMV because i need my license...i hate asking people for rides. anywho how has everyone been? let me know...ive missed you all like crazy...
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Tuesday, July 20, 2004

   im so not good
hey guys, i know its been a few days, but ive been dealing with a few things...(read the previous post)...actually, i am not dealing with them to well. my boyfriend left yesterday morning, and i havent had any sleep at all since the night before he left. my eyes are bloodshot red and every little thing makes me break down hysterically into tears. my good pal Alexavier tried his best to cheer me up, but it wasn't really working. thanks anyway ant. then, just when life couldnt suck anymore, my house phone got disconnected. now i have no one. my family is going to be in Puerto Rico until the fourth of August, my boyfriend will be in Maine for six months, my mom is in Massachusetts, and i have no from of communication with the outside world. right now, im actually at the community college. lucky for me, i have an id here. on the lighter side of things, i finally saw both Trigun and Inuyasha...both were hilarious. anyway, i gotta run, and im not sure when the next time ill be aorund is, but ill try for tomorrow...
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Saturday, July 17, 2004

   time is our best friend and our greateset enemy...
do you guyys like that? i made it up...i think. its gotten to the point where i cant tell if ive heard something and im just repeating it, or im actually being creative...anyway, i hope everyone is doing good. im a little sad, my boyfriend is leaving again on monday, and i wont get to see him until like Christmas...its a bit distressing, but im dealing. yesterday was my uncles birthday but he's in PR, so im going to bake him a cake and buy some balloons and such when he gets back. hes a cool guy. im taking advantage of the fact that my boyfriend went to go visit his parents to do some serious cleaning...the house is a wreck. also, i am going to start making plans with my friends for when after he leaves, so that i dont have time to be sad and such...as it is, im overbooked on Saturday...my pal Dash is having a b-day party at the same time that my other pal is throwing a BBQ bash for her mom...i have no clue how im going to make it to both, but i will. anyway, gotta go...wanna check up on everyone's sites be4 i get down to my cleaning...adios!
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Thursday, July 15, 2004

music is the key to our souls....
this week has been full of important life lessons. yesterday i learned the anti-sleep during the summer lesson...today, i've learned that not everyone has an artistic side...(talking about me). i cant even make things rhyme...i usually have to make up a word...example : Geez louis you sure look like cheese...cut me a piece of that pleeeeeaaaaaasssseeee....see...im really bad at it. the plus side is that it has helped me discover the things that i should never even try to be: a rap artist, a writer, a poet, a philosopher etc...

anyway, although i cant rhyme for jack, i can always listen to good music made by people who, if they cant rhyme, can at least make me laugh. todays song would definitely have to be Somebody Told Me by The Killers. Alexavier is obsessed with it, and i heard it for the first time yesterday and i think its pretty good.

"Somebody Told Me"

Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss
Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential

Ready? Let's roll onto something new
Taking its toll and I'm leaving without you
Ready? Let's roll onto something new
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss

Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

Pace yourself from me
I said maybe baby please
But I just don't know now

Somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

* whispers* for those of you who had a hard time figuring it out, those are the words to the song...anyway, my post is dragging so...bye!
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004

   sleep...
summer vacation is the best breaker of good habits out there...i think. you guys ever noticed that when there is school, you are tired by like ten o clock, but during summer vacation, staying up all night is sooooo a must and sleeping all day happens even when you dont want it to. i've learned this in the past two weeks...i cant seem to wake up early no matter what i try...i dont even here the phone ringing...

anyway, now that the thought of the day is over, let me update ya'll on the recent. my aunt has postponed her return for at least another week, meaning that i get an entire week to myself, after my boyfriend leaves next monday. whether or not this is a good thing remains to be seen. for Vilefantom about the GTA thing, i really dont love the game either but i admit its pretty addictive. To sw33t, once body parts start feeling numb, its time to stop what you're doing buddy lol. im going to check out everyones sites today, i know ive been bad about that lately. Alexavier hasnt been heard from lately, well since last night, but in case anyone is wondering *coughs* Spikesgirl *cough cough* he's doing all right.so i guess thats it for now...oh btw has anyone seen that show Quintuplets? its not anime, but its funny as hell...ok. thats it for now, but if anything interesting happens during the day, ill b back...
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Monday, July 12, 2004

   still trying
all right...hopefully y'all can see this pic of the .Hack/sign crew...i joined them today on MSN...its really cool. for those of yall who want to check it out, the site is http://groups.msn.com/hackSIGNTheWorldmmorpg/theboard.msnw
its real cool
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Sunday, July 11, 2004

an apology
all right guys...im back again. i've been talking a lot to Alexavier, and he seems to think that ever since my boyfriend came back, ive been neglecting all of you guys here...i told him he was bullshitting, but i really think that i have...not purposely mind you, but i suppose getting too wrapped up in one thing can lead to forgetting to do others...well, so first ill start my post with a HUGE apology to everyone who's been coming by expecting something...anything new and not getting it. i promise ill try a little harder. a lot of you guys helped me to deal with the stress after he left the first time, and i dont want ya'll to think im ungrateful, because im not.

next, thanks to Alexavier for sleeping over last night...even though you fell asleep (actually we both did) it was great to have you around buddy!!!

and finally, to catch you guys up on the last few days, nothing big. yesterday i went to a BBQ at Alexavier's aunt's house. I tried to take the car, but the battery is dead! I guess the alarm was going off for a while and killed the battery...i haven't told my aunt yet...im going to see if i can fix it first...anyway, the BBQ was great fun...a bunch of my pals winded up sleeping over. other than that, we've (my BF and me) have been playing GTA Vice City all day...it's funny because he gets really panicky whenever i crash a car...lol. other than that, nothin new...
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