Thursday, June 10, 2004

   frustrated
god im so frustrated today. everything is going so wrong. i finally decided to clean out my locker, which i shared with my boyfriend. i had been putting it off because i really didn't want to drudge up memories of me and him, but i had to get it done. while i was throwing away, i was checking the papers to make sure that i didn't throw away anything important. most of the papers were his, and i didn't want to accidently destroy something he needed. needless to say, i found out something that i didn't want to know. maybe its just my paranoia, but things haven't been feelin so great lately. at least not for me. maybe its just the pressure getting to me, but im so angry. i dunno what to do.
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Wednesday, June 9, 2004

   pain...
hey guys whats up? didnt go to school today. my muscles are all very sore from swimming so much yesterday...it even hurts to type...well not much going on today, so ill post again later if anything...
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Tuesday, June 8, 2004

   uhh...
today has been an incredible day. actually, now that i think about it, it balanced out pretty well. it was blazing hot, so i went swimming, but the water was cold, freezing cold to be exact, but i swam anyway. now im sick. then, i finally got a phone call from my boyfriend (usually he's only allowed emails), then he got robbed...life's unfair...
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Monday, June 7, 2004

im here wuth my best pal AleXavier...ever since i quit my job, we've been doing a lot more hanging out and a lot less fighting over my job...but on the not so bright side, we're both broke all the time now...so we basically hang out on the streets, or at his house...but some time is better than no time, i guess. plus, apparently him and my boyfriend are getting close...not sure how i feel aboot that...if my buddy likes him thats great, but if he luvs him, then i'll get mad if they spend too much time together....but eh...can't pick and choose i guess...
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Sunday, June 6, 2004

   hey guys whats ujp? not much here, but in case u guys havent heard, Alexavier is my best friend..u know, the one who was "shocked". yea, i guess i was just overreacting...no wait, he was. im not psychic dude...ttyl
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Saturday, June 5, 2004

   hey knowi posted earlier, but just thought id share the gud news. i was totally wrong aboot my best friend...he was just in shock...i dunno...big deal for him i guess...
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   all done
just got back from taking my SATs and im so glad its over. the waiting for the test is really the worst part. its really nervracking. anyway, i was hoping that my friend would have gotten over his shock by now, but he hasn't even called me! or checked out my site. it really hurts that hes actin like that but hey, what can i do?
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Friday, June 4, 2004

   my best pal
my best friend and i have been pals for a really ong time. three years, to be exact. he's my best friend in the world, but this year ive found out a lot of things about him that i didn't know. i think that ive taken it pretty well, but today he found out that i was on thisa sight and just happened to have more g-book signatures than him and it drove him nuts!! i dont know. i just thought that he would be more excited.
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Thursday, June 3, 2004

hey hey everybody. tons of stuff has happened since yesterday...no not really. but i went to my guidance counselor because im a junior and i didnt think i had enough credits to gruaduate, and i was right. i didn't. i only had nine, you need twenty to graduate. i talked to her, and now i have 11.5 credits, which is .5 less than everyone else, but if i do real good next year, then ill graduate. the screwed up my schedule really bad though. has that every happened to you guys?
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Wednesday, June 2, 2004

all good
June 2, the clock is ticking for the end of school!!! next week we got finals, then the week after that, its al field trips!!! so i heard from my baby that he's coming back, i think i mentioned that yesterday, and i feel soooo happy. its like a renewal of my faith in us. my family thinks that i am a hopeless romantic setting myself up for disappointment, but hey, if you dont love with everything you got, then you dont deserve to be loved. what do you guys think? on a totally different subject, i met my friends boyfriend for the first time yesterday, but i really dont think that hes right for him. should i tell him? as always your opinions are valuable and appreciated. peace easy
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