Tuesday, March 22, 2005

   introducing the LIGER!
ok guys check this out. what do you get when you have a lion mate with a tiger? a LIGER! yeah...heres a pic to prove it...you can see them at the zoo in Washington D.C...

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check it out..its huge!
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

its time for stress...lots of it!
but dont worry guys, its good. graduation and prom is coming up and im dying with the anticapation of both. so far, all i know is that its getting expensive already. but i dont have to worry about a limo, my friends are hooking us all up with a STRETCH HUMMER! yeah boy! on top of that, my man will be home by then so i have a date...and i heard that the after parties are going to be off the chain! well anyway i have to run now, my boss needs the computer, but yea! ill ttygl!
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Monday, February 28, 2005

none available...
theres no mood available to express how i feel today. im nervous and happy excited and sad...everything at the same time. im happy and nervous because Alexavier and i are in the process of moving, out on our own, like adults...well, it doesnt sound grown up when you say it like that but hey, it is what it is man. im sad because tomorrow is my 1 year anniversary with my boyfriend and he still isnt home. it hurts...other than that just trying my best to make it through senior year you guys know? well, enough about me, lets get to todays big stuff. the Academy Awards were last night and there were several people who i thought were atonishing. and several movies that cleaned up.

"The Aviator" featuring Leonardo Dicaprio, A.K.A Jack from "Titanic"

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"Finding Neverland" with Johhny Depp from "Pirates Of The Caribbean"

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"Million Dollar Baby" with Hillary Swank from "Boys Don't Cry"

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and "Ray" with Jamie Foxx from "Collateral"

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...man those flicks deserve serious props.
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

   trying here...to no avail...
im trying to change the look on my site, but so far ive only been able to change the background pic...i have no clue what im doing wrong, but im sure ill figure it out sooner or later. anywa, its almost time for me to get off my lunch break so i am updating real quick before its time for me to go finsh shelving those god farsaken books. lol. i swear kids get progressively worse...they love to make huge messes. anyway, Alexavier and I still havent moved out, but we already signed the lease on our new apartment...so hopefully by next week well be in our own place. he hasnt really been himself lately ^_^...have you guys read his latest post *evil grin* doesnt sound like him. anyway, im going to put up a couple of things. first i have the lyrics of Kelly Clarkson's "Since You've Been Gone" which is a really cool song...

Since You've Been Gone

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone


ok, now, heres a couple of pics of Ms. Clarkson in case ya'll dont really remember her...or even know her for that matter....

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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

   once again, his thoughtlessness hurts me....
yesterday was valentines day and i forgot to log out. it didnt occur to Alexavier that yesterday wouldnt have been the best day to play around like this...its cool, Ant, i know you didnt do it on purpose, just be a little more thoughtful next time k? i still am not really ok, although i suppose ill fake it for those around me. i would just like to be absorbed in my pain, until it becomes a force that drives me. i plan to cultivate it, my anger, my hatred for the unfairness that is my life and use it to help me. it will be my motivation for as long as possible. i have so much to do, yet so little time and energy to do it...i hope that you all had a better day than i did...
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Monday, February 14, 2005

   Weird mood...
I'm so horny!!! I cant even believe it, I wanna find the first thing that walks by and just fuck it like theres no tomorrow. I dont even care anymore, male, female, human, not human... its all the same!!! I'm just so sad!!! Oh and I just wanna say that my best friend AleXavier is the best, you should check out his site if you havent already...

OH CRAP A SQUIRELL!!!! Uhm excuse me, gotta go uh... do.... "stuff"
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Thursday, February 10, 2005

   hey there...
we got our apartment, i dunno when we can move in, but tomorrow we are putting down a deposit...so the guy will stop showing the apartment...i dont have much time today so i just wanted to tell yall the good news...
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Monday, February 7, 2005

   learned my lesson!
hey guys, its cool. i learned my lesson. after talking to my boyfriend, i figure that it would be stupid of me to throw away what we have just so i can have someone for a while. thank goodness i didnt do anything. in other news, the PATRIOTS won the super bowl, again...yeah! i love football...lets see, oh ok. I got accepted into Johnson & Wales University, whoo hoo! i am so excited. for a while i thought i might not even get into college. but i got into my first choice! alexavier and i are still on the hunt for apartments, and today we are going to start making some calls. i made a list last week of all the apartments that were available. hopefully we'll be all set before my aunt leaves for Florida, which is in a month!


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Thursday, February 3, 2005

   messing can mess with your head!
all right guys, i done got myself into a very interesting dilemma...as we all know, i have a boyfriend...we'll call him J. J and i used to go to school together last year, so we know all the same people. well, there was this boy, well call him C, who goes to school with me now. J knows C. they arent really great friends or anything like that. now, J and I have been together for almost a year, and it has been, for the most part, a long distance relationship. C and I have done nothing but argue and fight amongst ourselves since the day we met. however, you guys know the saying "there is a thin line between hate and love?" yeah its true. i was talking to J who gave me free roam-meaning permission to date other people while hes away- and C has, i dunno, been everywhere lately. we are joking around and everything, but i think its only a matter of time before something happens. i dont know what to do. i mean i feel a strong physical attraction to C, i wont deny it, but i love J and even though he gave me the freedom to do whatever i want, i dunno what to do. what do you guys think? i have no clue what to do...AHHH!!!
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Saturday, January 29, 2005

   thanks you guys!
for being able to tell that that prankser that i have for a best friend is not me! im glad you guys can tell us apart. im sure i tried to post that sooner but like my intro says, school computers and i arent down like that. lol. anyway, just to catch yall up on my life briefly, my one year anniversary with my boyfriend is coming up (March 1)and chances are hes not going to be back by then. so that means no Valentine's Day for me this year either...i am sorta sad about it, but im trying to deal. lets see, my aunt is moving back to Puerto Rico, and i am getting my own place, well with Alexavier and another great pal of ours...and i think thats about it, i mean theres not a whole lot going on in my life right now, but the things that are are huge! i gotta run off and work, but dont forget to fill me in on how you all are doing...
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